one among the crowd.

˚₊‧꒰ა ✴︎ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ✒ xastro ∘ 29 ✒ if a girl was a guy or nothing at all. ✒ digital diary + whatever the hell I want on here.

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˚₊‧꒰ა ✴︎ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

one among the crowd.

xastro's digital diary.

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# eliy.exe ⤷ general text posts

# eliyart ⤷ my art

# eliy.pics ⤷ general pictures

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꒰ა Below for specific tags!! ໒꒱

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# its journaling ⤷ journal related stuff

# its gaming ⤷ general video game tag

# music interests ⤷ music I'm listening to

# the reading board ⤷ reading reviews and stuff

# wiki nonsense ⤷ specific tag for my notion wikis

# lets ttrpg ⤷ generic ttrpg tag <- biggest hobby

# dream writings ⤷ when I dream anything interesting

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# its tomodachis ⤷ Tomodachi Life specific tag

# its ff14s ⤷ Final Fantasy 14 specific tag

# its pokemon ⤷ Pokemon specific tag

# its gacha gacha ⤷ Gacha gaming specific tag

# its minecrafting ⤷ Minecraft specific tag

# tamagotchi logs ⤷ Tamagotchi specific tag

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will probably be updated / adjusted as time goes on.

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7.21.2026

I miss playing Cobblemon. Maybe when the new update for it comes out, it would be compatible with the new Minecraft update so I can play a new game vanilla+ style and explore the new stuff.

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7.20.2026

I think it says a lot about where my mind is considering how I haven't updated my journal (physical + digital) in months. Been so preoccupied and not all there at the same time :')

But I mean, it's alright ig.

In a funny way I made blogs for some of my hobbies so I'm at least updating something; mainly a blog for ffxiv and my ttrpg yapping. Ig I'll also put some of my wiki update stuff on there.

Also also, I'm trying to use my letterboxd account more for movies so there's that.

I need to read again since I use pagebound for books. I forgot the last books I was in the middle of reading were Yellowface, About a Place in the Kinki Region, and The Everlasting. Pausing Yellowface though, because oh my god the secondhand embarrassment I'm getting makes it really hard to push through. Not the book's fault I think, because I'm pretty sure that's part of the point.

I'm 3 books away from my book reading goal of the year...I thought I'd read more ngl oops. Been so busy with stuff, and ig that just happens when you have a bunch of stuff you're into.

Ig I can dig through my tbr and see which ones are short enough to get through.

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5.21.2026

Something hilariously (maybe) vouyeristic about having limited money all the time, where I've just accepted that I can only really watch my friends go hang out by themselves, because I can't do it enough myself.

Just been my fate since high school I guess lmao.

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5.17.2026

Fucked up that during my nap I woke up at one point thinking I overslept and was late to meeting my fiance, until I remembered I just saw him off at the airport today.

I'm really sad, I miss him so much already.

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5.17.2026

It doesn't get any easier to say goodbye, but I'll be with him again someday soon.

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5.15.2026

It's so fucking cold and the rain makes it cold and I hate being cold and the drinks make me cold raaahhhh.

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Ice cream from last night. I love my friends and they care me 🥺

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Things from last night I forgot to post. Dnd yesterday was so fucking funny

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Been listening to this pretty much almost on loop. It just makes me think about my engagement. We're not people with the most ideal circumstances in some aspects, we mean well, we love each other sincerely, all we are is ourselves and we'll give what we have.

It's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be rocky, I'm gonna be disappointed again and again. But we won't give up, trying one step at a time, again and again.

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5.14.2026

I love my friends, I love my fiance. I'm very grateful to them.

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Meals for the day haha (burger is my partner's). My friend treated us cus engagement hehe thank you sm man ♡♡♡

I'm always grateful for my friends' support and friendship. I really appreciate them for a lot of reasons obv haha.

I love them.

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Dinner from yesterday, the manatee keychain I got (matching w my partner hehe) and then we watched Project Hail Mary finally.

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We went to River Wonders yesterday and it was fun. The river ride was really fun ngl. So many animals and fish.

I got so emotional over seeing manatees and dugongs I started crying. I love them sm.

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Unfortunately wasn't able to share pics of what I did with my partner yesterday. First with breakfast cus he felt like pancakes and this was close by. It was yummy, but also I love chocolate haha.

We shared this so it was 4 pancakes per person. It rained soooo hard while we were having breakfast but we were indoors so it was fine.

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5.13.2026

I won't lie, a part of me died last night. This sucks lol.

On a more fun note, River Wonders was cool. Also saw Project Hail Mary for the first time.

I'm so sleepy.

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Something positive you can look at my engagement ring!!! It's a pink sapphire with a gold band, and ig the arrangement is called "floral arrangement." He also said there's an engraving on the inside that says "My Eliy"

Man, the proposal was so special and perfect. I won't let any current and future disappointments ruin this for me.