Everyone has gone insane and I can't be free from it. I just watched heated rivalry and wanted to keep up with what François Arnaud was doing and since december I've been surrounded by insanity and it keeps going up and up. I keep reading the most deranged takes from people that truly believe them and it's come to a point that no matter where I look it's just crazy people. Most of the time I'm able to ignore it, but sometimes it just makes me so frustrated to see that behavior. And the thing is that I'm invested so it's not like I can just leave. It's going to take a couple of months for the fixation to go away.
It's been a while since I've been involved in a fandom in a certain way and I can tell you it's going to be the last. I think I've got too old to deal with this bullshit. The worst thing is that I knew it would become a mess before I even watched it but I didn't think it would involve François because I didn't know he would end up dating Connor.
Anyway, I know irl François is booked and busy and loved by everyone and in a happy relationship and that they dgaf about what people say on the internet and they're living their lives but I just needed to vent.
