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The spiritual people I associatied with at one time spoke of illness (mental and physical) as if it were a punishment for some kind of wrongdoing. The state of your Chakras became a kind of grading system, indicative of your success or your failure.

It got to a point where every time I had a new ache or pain or some kind of ailment, I felt shame instead of empowerment. I asked myself, "What did I do wrong to cause this?" Instead of "What resources do I have at my disposal to help myself?"

Be weary of people who speak as if their truth is the only truth. 💯 😤

I feel terrified, furious, exhausted, vengeful, hopeless, lonely, and jealous. For all I have been through, it would be more concerning if I didn't feel all those things and more.

I also am filled to the brim with love, gratitude, and compassion. Many things can exist at the same time. One thing doesn't disappear from existence if the other just happens to be at the forefront of my mind.

BOLD of anyone to assume I'm not already doing everything I can with the knowledge and resources available to me to navigate life to the best of my ability.

Some of these "spiritualists" and "light workers" really had me believing that talking about and making light of my suffering was causing my suffering. That it was my fault I'm in pain because having a full range of human emotions and -god forbid- finding levity and relief from making light of heavy things meant that I'm on a "lower vibration" than they are or less "ascended".

To this day, I feel the repercussions of associating myself with people like that. I am still reprogramming those beliefs I adopted to gain their acceptance and friendship.

I am working hard to unapologetically show up as my authentic self, without fear or shame.

#lightworker #spiritual #chakras #pagan #witchcraft

One thing about me is that I could be head over heels, ride or die, or forever and always with you. But the second you betray me, all bets are off. You just taught me a valuable lesson that I will not forget. I can't trust you.

Mess with the scorpion 🦂, be prepared to feel it's sting 🔪.

#scorpio #astrology #witch #pagan #witchcraft

10 year old me: I wanna live in New York city when I grow up. 🥹

28 year old me: You're highly sensitive, neuro-divergent, have a passion for nature and animals, AND NYC literally smells like garbage, no you don't. 🙄

Listening to metal on a cool, crisp, fall morning while shoveling horse poop is.. a strange.. but effective combination of things that make my brain do the happy chemicals.

fall-spirit

"Women are so hard to please"

The sensual noises I'm making rn whilst snacking on 4 slices of french bread and butter, would suggest otherwise my guy.

#feed her and tell her shes pretty

toastbutteregg

i needed to read this today so im sharing it to all of you!!

emperorsfoot

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Nothing like spilling an entire quart of wonton egg drop soup onto your center console while driving, (because you were trying to drink it latte-style on the road), to motivate you to clean out your car huh? 🍜🥢🚘

#hot mess #funny #detailing #cars

*grabs you by the collar*

Listen up buck-o

Yeah I'm a total weirdo but you know what i say never EVER sacrifice the things that make life feel like it's worth living.

Not for your career, not for parenthood, not for the approval of others.

Go do off-the-wall shit like your life depends on it, because it literally does.

#mental health #motherhood #weirdo #weird #strange #wtf #notlikemostgirls

I know you're joking when yall are saying

"MeRcUrY iS iN the MiCrOwAvE AgAiN"

But like it's REALLY HOT OUTSIDE maybe we should check on that.

#astrology #mercury retrograde #funny #pagan #witch #witchcraft