pls talk to me!!!! || I love posting character analysis that makes sense to no one but me!!!! || Caroline Portal 2 largest fan and knowledge holder. And largest Caroline x Pauling TF2 shipper. sorry. || also @thatvalvefanatic & @carolineisntdeleted! obviously. || warning I really don't know tumblr culture so pls be patient w me!! || more active on Instagram at halpidkplz and discord as idkplzhalp.
Hi, I'm idkplzhalp (she/he/any pronouns, idrc)! I post cosplays, character analysis, art and other insane things. I aspire to make video essays and a lot of rambling i do on here contributes to that.
My character analysis is about things that make sense to no one but me💃💃. Also im deeply insane about Caroline from Portal 2. And shipping her with Pauling from TF2. I love women.
I don't fully grasp or know Tumblr etiquette so pls be patient with me!!
Dms/ask box always open, I wanna talk to people!!!
I do have social anxiety/ADHD and am which obviously can affect how I talk to people. If you have any issues with me then please let me know, I don't want you to think I dislike you if i am slow to respond or am ranting about something. I do tend to ramble A LOT in conversation, I love to talk about ideas. You can let me know if it's too much for you!!
More about me under the cut yaayy
Names
Z (pronounced Zee)
To my irls: pls use my IRL name! any I put online are just for privacy
Rose
Susie
James
Currently into:
I don't actually care what you call me, you can even just use my username if its not direct conversation with me
My OCs!! I post about them on idkplzoc
Valve games. Any of them. I love portal/TF2/deadlock lore especially
BioShock
Bendy(I don't like the company behind it though and will tend to be mean to them)
Vocal synth(not as much in the fandom but I love Maretu/G&P songs and Fukase/Flower/Piko)
FNaF
Undertale/Deltarune
Orphan Black
Mythic quest (pls watch it omg)
TADC
Clue (the 1985 movie)
The Muppets
Stardew Valley
DDLC
RPG maker horror games
This isn't in a solid order and I'll talk about anything really.
Fave women you'll probably see me post about
Caroline/GLaDOS - Portal 2
Brigid Tenenbaum - Bioshock
Susie Campbell - Bendy
Miss Pauling - TF2
Circus Baby - FNaF
Rosalind Lutece - Bioshock
Holliday - Deadlock
Rachel Duncan - Orphan Black
Mrs White - Clue
The actress Clara Bow
The actress Madeline Kahn
Where else you can find me:
My other Tumblr blogs:
Idkplzoc - for my OC posting
Carolineisntdeleted - old Caroline portal 2 RP blog
Thatvalvevfanatic - old valve fact account I post on when I want to
i see a lot of people (me) assume that chell is a "good" person: an ordinary young adult who was just starting her career, or perhaps still in school, who found herself in an unfortunate situation. but what if she isn't any of that? what if the things glados said to her were true, that she's a bitter, unlikable loner without a fulltime job or friends. maybe she's prone to emotional outbursts and struggles with commitment on account of her actually been abandoned on a doorstep, so she was constantly hurting the people around her and destroying anything good that she had going for herelf. applying to be a test subject at aperture was her last resort, since she had literally nothing left to lose. not that any of this makes somebody a bad person -- they'd just be mentally and probably financially troubled -- but it certainly would be reason to be miserable and an overall unpleasant person to be around.
or maybe she did have a pretty average life, and she just doesn't *think* she's a good person. she hurt some people before going into aperture, and when she realizes during the time of the second game that everybody she knows and loves is probably dead, she's crushed with immense guilt knowing that she never got the chance to make it up to them. they never gave her the chance to forgive her for whatever she did, so she cannot forgive herself.
Hello my halplings who gaf, it's Caroline Portal 2 video essay time and I having a joyous time(lying) by starting by yelling about the severe mischaracterization of her lore.
Oh Caroline bb I'm gonna fix all the awful shit people say about you....
Happy birthday to Josephine Baker, born on 3 June in 1906. Josephine was bi, making this a perfect day to celebrate some her and some other Black queer figures from history during Pride month!
Check out podcasts on each of them here: Josephine Baker, Marsha P Johnson, Njinga of Ndongo, Simon Nkoli
I can’t stop thinking about a Bioshock crossover. Like, Cave and Caroline heading down to Rapture to continue their work after the senate hearings about the missing astronauts. Cave would go nuts with the plasmids
"Sir, please do not test that on yourself. We have people back at the facility who we can try it on. I'd much rather we be in our right heads when we deal with, whatever is down here."
"If you do truly wish to use it, then let's wait till there's a threat and the moment is right. Then I'll love to see what you can do."
white ppl will steal every aesthetic from black culture and then call it something so stupid like bo derek braids instead of box braids or hasbin hotel core instead of black southern dandism. yall will bend over backwards to call my culture barbaric/scary just to drool over the aesthetic the moment no actual black people are involved (21 pilots vs actual reggae). And if ur white/nonblack reading this just reblog. I dont need any comments talking about how not racist you are + speaking up over actual black people.
