Z!💫💖

pls talk to me!!!! || I love posting character analysis that makes sense to no one but me!!!! || Caroline Portal 2 largest fan and knowledge holder. And largest Caroline x Pauling TF2 shipper. sorry. || also @thatvalvefanatic & @carolineisntdeleted! obviously. || warning I really don't know tumblr culture so pls be patient w me!! || more active on Instagram at halpidkplz and discord as idkplzhalp.

[idkplzhalp]

Intro?!?? I keep forgetting to make one aughgg

Hi, I'm idkplzhalp (she/he/any pronouns, idrc)! I post cosplays, character analysis, art and other insane things. I aspire to make video essays and a lot of rambling i do on here contributes to that.

My character analysis is about things that make sense to no one but me💃💃. Also im deeply insane about Caroline from Portal 2. And shipping her with Pauling from TF2. I love women.

I don't fully grasp or know Tumblr etiquette so pls be patient with me!!

Dms/ask box always open, I wanna talk to people!!!

I do have social anxiety/ADHD and am which obviously can affect how I talk to people. If you have any issues with me then please let me know, I don't want you to think I dislike you if i am slow to respond or am ranting about something. I do tend to ramble A LOT in conversation, I love to talk about ideas. You can let me know if it's too much for you!!

More about me under the cut yaayy

Names

Z (pronounced Zee)

To my irls: pls use my IRL name! any I put online are just for privacy

Rose

Susie

James

Currently into:

I don't actually care what you call me, you can even just use my username if its not direct conversation with me

My OCs!! I post about them on idkplzoc

Valve games. Any of them. I love portal/TF2/deadlock lore especially 

BioShock

Bendy(I don't like the company behind it though and will tend to be mean to them)

Vocal synth(not as much in the fandom but I love Maretu/G&P songs and Fukase/Flower/Piko)

FNaF

Undertale/Deltarune

Orphan Black 

Mythic quest (pls watch it omg)

TADC

Clue (the 1985 movie)

The Muppets

Stardew Valley

DDLC

RPG maker horror games

This isn't in a solid order and I'll talk about anything really.

Fave women you'll probably see me post about

Caroline/GLaDOS - Portal 2

Brigid Tenenbaum - Bioshock

Susie Campbell - Bendy

Miss Pauling - TF2

Circus Baby - FNaF

Rosalind Lutece - Bioshock

Holliday - Deadlock

Rachel Duncan - Orphan Black

Mrs White - Clue

The actress Clara Bow

The actress Madeline Kahn 

Where else you can find me:

My other Tumblr blogs:

Idkplzoc - for my OC posting

Carolineisntdeleted - old Caroline portal 2 RP blog

Thatvalvevfanatic - old valve fact account I post on when I want to

Instagram:

halpidkplz - cosplay

Plzhalpidk - backup acc

Idkplzart - art

Valve_confessions - valve confession account

Vocaloid_confession_obsession - vocaloid confession account

I have made like 30 Instagram accounts in my lifetime, you'll see me around

Discord:

Idkplzhalp 

Halpidkplz (alt, to join more servers)

Twitter

Idkplzhalp but I don't use it much anymore

Dailyvalvelgbtq - literally what it sounds like though I've lost the plot a little bit on there lol

Tiktok

Idkplzhalp - cosplay/main

Halpidkplz - cosplay

Plzhalpidk - art

Caroline.deleted - edits

YouTube

Idkplzhalp - I post whatever I want there

I have more but I don't use them rn lol

Pls hire me for voice acting I need a job lol(or I'll join if it's a fandom I like)

Reference of my art/VA/writing stuff at https://www.castingcall.club/carolinedeleted

Okay I'll probably add more or make this fancier laterrrr yayyy. A lot of this was obvious but I wanted to put it in one place.

[berklannd]

fun fact: even with your music volume turned all the way down in settings, the companion cube in the test chamber, pit flings, still faintly hums the cara mia addio motif. it truly just Does That. and Somebody had to make it that way so Somebody Else could hear it

[cnospots]

aaanywho back to my roots. glados so intentional in how the testing chambers are designed so she can anticipate the feeling of chell in each of them. her parts can hum in turn with the vibrations of her footsteps, maybe an electrical current surges here and there with the use of the portal gun (there’s gotta be so much static). chell who is unaware of this fact, as glados hides it well, but as she escapes what is supposed to be her untimely demise she realizes there is no more composure to be kept. low, sultry voices. lights that flicker. temperatures that just aren’t regulated the way they should be. as chell breaches containment of what glados had planned for her she can start to see and hear the wires fray the closer she gets to the sweet spot where glados herself lies waiting. vulnerable. manic on the feeling of this woman so literally in her walls

[guiltfactory-moved]

this lamb keeps trying to sacrifice itself even though no one really needs or wants it to do that

[officerhaughtstuff]

You’ve heard of the Roaring 20s........

now get ready for the Screaming 20s - coming to a decade near you in 2020

[heterokatedison]

is it too early or can we start screaming now

[heterokatedison]

in retrospect perhaps we should have started sooner

[jorolle]

this post is the equivalent of a newspaper from the day of the outbreak being blown past by the wind after you wake up in a post apocalyptic world

[worldheritagepostorganization]

World Heritage Post

[totally-kasane-teto]

@ 0916psy

[shrimperini]

Several days late, but I finally finished my yearly Chell day piece! 🧡🌾

(june 20 is just a headcanon birthday, nothing official!)

[shockonthewire]

chelldo s gif i made

[spin-the-wheel-polls]

you are now a cat in the warrior cats universe! Spin these wheels for your name!

Do you like it?

YES!!!

yes

eh it's okay

no.

IM MOON MOON

results/other

Voting ended onJul 30

note: I (the owner of this blog and maker of wheels) am not into warrior cats! I just thought this would be fun to make

(prefixes and suffixes from @yarrowleef)

[spin-the-wheel-polls]

I DON'T WANNA BE DEAD WOLF

[aminta]

your straight boyfriend is not FRUITY he is not a TWINK he is not GAY FOR THE STRAP he is a 25 year old heterosexual man named TYLER and his favorite hobby is playing MARVEL RIVALS

[chellustrates]

been a minute but i missed my little guy

[butchtoks]

[cactusringed]

(writes something) god this sucks so bad. this is awful. i'm the worst writer ever. this is nothing. (rereads it a while after writing it) oh dude this is fire. i'm the god of writing. (writes something again) god this sucks so bad. th

[maythray]

grow little orange.. grow big and strong...!!

[estro-boi]

[fantasmadebarovia]

there is nothing more important than a dear friend you can be a huge fucking asshole hater with

[fantasmadebarovia]

[thefairytaler]

My wife pointed out to me the other day that apparently most people were literally only taught how to say Sorry and not how to Apologize or even that they are different things so here.

If all you ever do is step 1, not only did you not apologize, but people will rightfully stop believing you and start getting pissed or hurt.