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my thoughts that go unshared until now

[imagining-in-the-margins]

Spencer Reid in Criminal Minds, S13E2 “To a Better Place”

[feministism]

[missing-my-self]

It’s not fucking funny

When you wake up to rough hands

When his hand is forcing you still

When his fingers are pressing into you

When he sees you cry and licks your face

Telling you that you look so pretty when you sleep

That he simply couldn’t resist you

As if that makes up for the violation

For the terror and dread you feel when you realise your position

It’s not fucking funny

When you realise that there is nothing you can do except lay there and take it

When you realise that you are trapped beneath the hands of a man who looks at your true pain and moans in pleasure

When you realise that you have no say over yourself or your body

When you realise that there is no way out of this… not ever

It’s not fucking funny

When your own body betrays you, finding pleasure in his movements even as your mind screams that this is torture

When he sees your back arch under his touch and takes that as an open gate to the most intimate parts of you

When you cry and beg him to stop, to have mercy and he replies with “oh baby, I could do much worse. But you’re enjoying yourself, just look at you. Why would I stop when you look so pretty and it feels so good… for the both of us”

When you walk out later that morning, sore and hurting in more ways than one, and the one person you tell says “are you sure that happened? You know some people just lightly brush parts of you asking for permission or in their sleep. He doesn’t seem like the kind of guy who would do something like that, rape someone. You’re being dramatic”

It’s not fucking funny.

[cnc-obsessed-deactivated2021061]

Rape jokes aren’t funny, and they never will be.

Props to @missing-my-self for her words on this. I’m sure that took a lot of courage to share.

If anyone ever needs someone to confide in or vent to or anything of the like, my messages are open.

[fake-innocence-deactivated20220]

I don’t see enough appreciation for the gentle running of hands over cheeks or on jawlines

This is soft touch denial and I won’t stand for it

[softspence]

[idkreallyknowwhatimdoing]

okay but like I’m a panicked state because I’m not sure how to reciprocate interest in a person because I am TERRIFIED

[idkreallyknowwhatimdoing]

I’ve been in quarantine so long I swear I forgot how to kiss oh my goodness

[chokemebratty-deactivated202507]

Okay but “I wasn’t asking” and “it wasn’t a request” HOTTTTT HOTTTTT.

[idkreallyknowwhatimdoing]

I get so nervous and overthink things that I physically and visibly shake. Love that for me

[fbernhardtt]

matthew gray gubler’s nose. that’s it. that’s the post

[idkreallyknowwhatimdoing]

MY THROAT IS EMPTY AND THATS PROBLEMATIC

[idkreallyknowwhatimdoing]

someone let me know why my immediate response to a person asking me out is STRAIGHT PANIC I feel sick. Is this a sign I’m not ready for a relationship or just extreme nerves??? Akdkskskskskkskslss

[hizerain]

Life goes on

[idkreallyknowwhatimdoing]

academic turn on is beautiful handwriting like this omg

[idkreallyknowwhatimdoing]

ALL I WANT IS TO BE FORCED TO MAKE EYE CONTACT WHILE I CUM THIS VALENTINES DAY. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?!?!

[idkreallyknowwhatimdoing]

empowering women is so empowering

[idkreallyknowwhatimdoing]

You know what I’m getting to the point where I think I might flag this as an 18+ blog because a bitch just wants some smut in her life is that too much to ask?

[catsadams]

love a good face journey moment s01e08

[idkreallyknowwhatimdoing]

I have 100% felt all of these things within one class period

[idkreallyknowwhatimdoing]

maybe I’m an A grade narcissist but I pay attention to my square on zoom more than I pay attention the professor 😳