to contain the chaos and such as well i am going to move rise to a fresh blog under a new URL if anyone is going to want that, i have no set date just yet for it, just like this !
occasionally subtle
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸
$LAYYYTER
noise dept.

Origami Around
Sweet Seals For You, Always
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
Aqua Utopia|海の底で記憶を紡ぐ

Kiana Khansmith
Jules of Nature
Xuebing Du
Monterey Bay Aquarium

if i look back, i am lost
Today's Document
Three Goblin Art
AnasAbdin

#extradirty
DEAR READER
cherry valley forever
sheepfilms

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to contain the chaos and such as well i am going to move rise to a fresh blog under a new URL if anyone is going to want that, i have no set date just yet for it, just like this !
i know i have not been here, I am kind of going through it and being on certain blogs is just really hard for me right now !!! i hope everyone understands and is being safe and healthy and everything they need to be doing right now I apologize for this unforeseen and unannounced hiatus hopefully i can come back to rise, the multi and makoto soon ! i love you all
i’d also like everyone to know i have been given the ability to go back to work now as well but it is under a highly stressful circumstance and i was essentially promoted into doing not my position but two other positions as well upon returning which has made me exhausted and constantly stressed. i miss you all and Rise i am just dying a bit at the moment
i know i have not been here, I am kind of going through it and being on certain blogs is just really hard for me right now !!! i hope everyone understands and is being safe and healthy and everything they need to be doing right now I apologize for this unforeseen and unannounced hiatus hopefully i can come back to rise, the multi and makoto soon ! i love you all
&&. Starter Call
capping at 15
&&. Starter Call
capping at 15
&&. Starter Call
capping at 15
so !!! I hate being this person but I am gonna post a fresh starter call because I’ve done a follower/mutual clean and just needed to u know, reset things on here so I hope that’s cool ! I should get them done today, Hopefully and im gonna be slow on here but !!! Rise and I are b a c k.
For every 🎵 I get I'll post a song I associate with my muse!
what overhyped animal crossing villager are you?
Marina
ur catchphrase: "how are u so cute" you are ADORABLE and also LOVE LIFTING OTHER PEOPLE UP. sometimes you feel like your FRIENDS are secretly ANNOYED by you but it's just the ANXIETY talking. you like mainstream POP music and that's valid.
also, dress however you want your style is PROBABLY legendary.
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aftermath. some angst memes for your feels.
“you did this.” “tell me you didn’t do it!” “was it worth it?” “is she/he/they….?” “you had to do it, you had no choice.” “it’s us or them.” “it’s all your fault!” “it’s all my fault.” “stay the hell away from me!” “you’re a fighter, now get up and fight!” “this is on you!” “do you blame me?” “if you could go back and change it all.. would you?” “i knew you would let me down.” “did we win?” “did we lose?” “everyone we ever cared about.. they’re all gone.” “you die, i die.” “if i die, i intend to go down fighting.” “i can’t lose you too!” “i’m the bad guy.” “i got you. you’re safe now.” “we’re too late.” “i’m scared.” “come back to me.”
ANAIS MITCHELL’S HADESTOWN PT.2 All quotes are taken directly from the album and musical. Feel free to change pronouns as you like!
I didn’t even know that I was cold.
All I’ve ever known is how to hold my own.
And for a moment I forget just how dark and cold it gets.
Now I wanna hold you.
I don’t ever wanna have to let you go.
I don’t wanna go back to the lonely life.
Better go and get your suitcase packed.
Those who go they don’t come back.
I’ll be bored to death.
Gonna have to import some stuff just to entertain myself.
An eye for an eye!
A lie for a lie!
You better forget about your wishing well.
You’re early!
I missed you.
If you wanna keep your head, you gotta keep your head low.
Why is it so hot down here?
It ain’t right and it ain’t natural.
You were gone so long.
I was lonesome.
Lover, when you feel that fire, think of it as my desire.
Every year they have this fight!
All the pretty songs you sing ain’t gonna shelter us.
Why is it so bright down here?
Think of it as my despair for you!
Everything I’ve saved is gone.
Did you think I’d be impressed?
I recall there was a time, we were happy, you and I.
Lover, everything I do I do it for the love of you.
If you don’t even want my love, I’ll give it to someone who does.
Think of them as my embrace.
Send 📱 for five texts my muse didn't send yours, and one that they did
𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐃𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐆𝐎 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒 ?
SMILE ! everyone you've EVER KNOWN has an arm reaching out to grab ahold of you before you leave. each and every one of them is ICE - cold -- IT HURTS TO BE LOVED SO MUCH ! even now, you feel your MASK SLIPPING and hear yourself practically BEGGING for it to STAY IN PLACE. nobody is ALLOWED to see YOU as anything other than WHAT YOU THINK THEY SHOULD SEE. curiosity did kill the cat, after all.
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stranger things season one ( 2016 - ) sentence starters ↪ joyce byers edition. alter as you see fit
“where the hell are they?”
“i will see you tonight.”
“i told you this a thousand times!”
“i can’t believe you, sometimes.”
“i have been waiting here over an hour.”
“he has nothing to do with this.”
“what about the other time?”
“anybody home?”
“i changed my mind.”
“who the hell is this?”
“bitch!”
“i know i haven’t been there for you.”
“‘i just feel bad. i don’t even barely know what’s going on with you.”
“you can’t do this to yourself.”
“this was not your fault.”
“i feel it in my heart.”
“you have to trust me on this, okay?”
“i can’t eat.”
“i don’t want you to go alone.”
“you’re saying that’s not weird?”
“who would do that?”
“it was not a prank.”
“you think i’m - i’m making this up?”
“oh, come on! you’re wasting your time.”
“i heard something else.”
“just tell me where you are, honey.”
“can you show him what you showed me?”
“something is going on here!”
“maybe if i get more lamps …”
“okay, i’m sorry.”
“uh, you wanna come in?”
“we’re having electrical problems.”
“she shouldn’t be here.”
“i need you to leave.”
“okay, baby, talk to me.”
“what should i do?”
“no, you don’t understand.”
“it was almost human, but it wasn’t.”
“it had these long arms and it didn’t have a face.”
“you’re talking about grief. this is different.”
“i swear to you, i know what i saw.”
“i understand, but god - i need you to believe me. please.”
“just go home, [name].”
“i know it sounds crazy. i sound crazy! you think i don’t know that?”
“i don’t care if anyone believes me!”
“i am not gonna stop looking for him until i find him and bring him home.”
“tell me where you are.”
“i need you to hide.”
“our hands were almost touching.”
“don’t look at me like that.”
“you never cared about him. you never did!”
“i can’t believe i fell for this.”
“oh brother, i have not needed you for a long time!”
“don’t you dare.”
“what the hell is going on, [name]?”
“look, we gotta go through this again.”
“you didn’t say there was a drawing.”
“was it a good drawing?”
“you may have seen him on the news.”
“that could’ve been covered up.”
“what, you’re sorry? that is not good enough, [name]!”
“that’s not even close. that’s not even in the ballpark.”
“this is not yours to fix alone.”
“you act like you’re all alone out there in the world, but you’re not.”
“you’re not alone.”
“you’re a very brave girl. you know that, don’t you?”
“thank you.”
“listen, i am gonna be there with you the whole time.”
“if it ever gets too scary … you just let me know, okay?”
“it’s okay. it’s okay.”
“i got you. don’t be afraid. i’m right here with you.”
“you tell him i’m coming.”
“just hold on a little longer.”
“you did so good.”
“it’s in the woods behind our house.”
“are you kidding me?”
“i’m going!”
“i know who you are. i know what you’ve done.”
“you left him in that place to die!”
“now you’re asking for my help?”
“go to hell.”
“what is this?”
“honey, just breathe.”
“is that my house?”
“this way.”
“he’s not breathing. he’s not breathing!”
“i love you so much. i love you more than anything in the world.”
“please, please come back to me.”
“i need you to wake up now. i need you to breathe.”
“hi, sweetheart.”
“oh, this is just so overcooked.”
“the potatoes are runny.”
“hey, no more snooping.”
“we’ll have to see, won’t we?”
𝒎𝒂𝒑 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒍 : 𝟟 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒚𝒓𝒊𝒄𝒔
“ sometimes, everything feels like total nonsense “
“ come be my teacher and teach me everything about you “
“ in the eternal night for which i was unable to see the end, it was you who gifted me the morning “
“ everything was useless, everything that is not you. please caress me like you did back then “
“ if this was a game, it would be all good if i load it again i guess i gotta deal with this, deal with this real world “
“ i just wanted to do it well i just wanted to make you smile.. damn “
“ though i’m okay, i’m not okay though i’ve been telling myself that i’m used to this, it hurts every time as if it’s the first time “
“ just get drunk like dionysus. a glass in one hand, a thyrsus in the other “
“ no one told me how lonely it is here “
“ people say, in that bright light, it’s splendor but my shadow rather grows even bigger, swallows me, and becomes a monster “
“ the moment that i face myself at the lowest, it happens to be that i’m high up in the blue, cloudless sky “
“ the heart does not beat anymore, when listening to music. it feels like time has stopped. that would be my first death i been always afraid of “
“ as if i’m bewitched, i slowly sink down “
“ put your cellphone down, don’t even think about turning your head “
“ mix the colors in the palette, pick your filter; which of me do you want? “
“ it feels as if i became an adult quicker than anyone “
“ the young me who grew up without my own knowing. like a child who lost his way “
“ your silent sorrow shakes me. in this quiet sea of mine, waves rise from time to time “
“ where’s my way? the ground that is continuously shaking collapsing down alone, mute “
“ you and i, we all feel it together. sorrow and pain, they are never a coincidence. we picked this game. “
“ the times when i looked away from you, the days when i kept running away — they will no longer exist “
“ there’s no way that i’m not afraid. there’s no way that everything is okay “
“ whatever you say, whatever whoever says i don’t give a fuck “
“ i gladly sink into the pitch-black abyss “
“ even truth becomes lies. even lie becomes truth “
“ sure, you can get angry, but if it causes harm to someone’s life, i don’t like it, stop “
“ I can’t get my feet to move though it feels like I’m already late “
“ let’s breathe as if this is the beginning “
“ the you of back then did not believe in the galaxy but, I happened to have seen the silver galaxy “
“ i’m from the moon, you’re from the star “
“ i remember ourselves in school uniforms “
“ let’s promise that we won’t fight tomorrow, for real “
“ you who shines solely by existing, I wonder if I can stay by your side “
“ you are my earth, to you I’m just a moon, a tiny star “
“ when you keep looking at someone, you’re bound to see their flaws “
“ i have zero expectation that you’d also respect me, so skip it “
“ don’t wanna die but there’s so much pain, too much cryin’ “
“ the memories of those days come flooding back “
“ i comfort myself and stay calm, alone “
“ it must have been full of regret with no hope till I die “
WHAT ARE YOU?
You are hollow
your ribs are gone, hallowed and dusted.
im terribly sorry for your loss. maybe one day you'll find your heart again.
i surely hope you do, because it really is a comfort to hear the rush of your blood after it's long absence. you might think that rocks and twigs, bound and stitched together can replace your pieces, but the only thing that actually will is your own pieces, or
ones borrowed from others (with their permission, of course)
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𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 ?
tangerine
You, frankly, are a goddamn delight. You bring light with you wherever you go, and whether you're aware of it or not, you're the life of the party. Despite your flamboyant nature, you're surprisingly soft. You give the sweetest gifts, and are probably the best amateur masseuse of your friend group. Those closest to you see this softness, and love you for it. Remember this when you are called "too much": there is no such thing as too much of you. People who say those things are just too small to have the space for your light. Don't tone it down, just find people who will treasure every piece of you.
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