Life Sucks.

"Why haven't you given up on me yet?" •Å.G.P.• All poems/quotes are original unless reblogged or I say that they aren't.

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[idoubtanyonecares]

I wonder what it would feel like to not be sad all the time. To believe in yourself. To trust people when they say they care about you. To reply with something other than “Fine” when people ask you how you’re doing. To wake up in the morning and not have your first thought be “I don’t want to do this anymore”

//Å.G.P.// (via idoubtanyonecares)

i posted this almost a year and a half ago. things have gotten so much better than they were back then. i know that many of the people who read this felt the same way i did at the time due to the amount of notes it has. i hope that some of them/you are also doing better now. even if it's not by much.

I know what it feels like now.

[kiss-deactivated20220315]

we won’t forget each other, right?

[idoubtanyonecares]

right

[idoubtanyonecares]

Just let me let go. I’m tired of trying.

Wishing Upon An Imaginary Shooting Star #2 // Å.G.P

[idoubtanyonecares]

You should have never even said hello.

– I’m sorry // Å.G.P

[idoubtanyonecares]

You think that everyone is important, but for some reason you don’t think that applies to you.

It does. I promise. // Å.G.P.

[idoubtanyonecares]

It wasn’t supposed to be like this. We weren’t supposed to cry at night and hide ourselves from the world. I hate it. I just want my life back.

Wishing Upon An Imaginary Shooting Star #1 // Å.G.P.

[idoubtanyonecares]

JUST LET GO OF THE MEMORIES

a message to my broken mind // Å.G.P.

[idoubtanyonecares]

Silence is the most dangerous way to see inside a person.But also the most effective.

You Just Have To Watch // Å.G.P.

[idoubtanyonecares]

She’s a bitch. Her tips and tricks take over your head and suddenly lunch is water and dinner is ice and all you’re eating is gum and peppermint candies. But it’s not your fault, It’s hers.

Forgive Yourself // ÅGP

[idoubtanyonecares]

The only difference between EAT and FAT is one line.

— Such a fine line // Å.G.P

[idoubtanyonecares]

Maybe to you it’s ‘just a band’ but to us it’s air. We inhale music as easily as you exhale hate. You look around and see how many people you can ruin, but we look around and see how many of them just need help

It’s Not Just A Band, It’s Our Survival // Å.G.P.

[idoubtanyonecares]

Shh, Don’t make a sound, my love. They’ll never understand what you’ve done. No matter how far you haven’t come, they’ll still think that happiness won. If they hear about your pain, chances are things still won’t change. Maybe one day they will see, But by then you’ll just be a memory.

Å.G.P.

[idoubtanyonecares]

Yeah, stars can’t shine without darkness. But what do you do when even the stars start to fade away?

}Å.G.P.{

[idoubtanyonecares]

I'm done.

I give up. I've been so much better for so long, but all of it is back again (as always). I'm just so done with this. I'm such a burden on everyone and I'm so disgusting... Could someone please just end my life right now? At least then my friends and family won't think its their fault for not knowing that I needed help.

[idoubtanyonecares]

And once again I find myself in class, writing sad quotes instead of doing my work.

The Quiet Girl In The Back // Å.G.P.

[idoubtanyonecares]

During the day, I try as hard as hard as I can to be positive. And most days.. I succeed :) But every single night, the pain comes rushing back. And I don’t think any amount of positivity will end that…

Å.G.P.