i just wanna tumble and collide

fic writer (she/her, 30s) • currently in mctna, weak hero class 1, 2ha & assorted danmei and kdrama hell • cntw

[idrilka]

separation anxiety | seongjoong | 6.5k | 1/1 | explicit | while infiltrating the prestige academy, sh and hj make the best of what little time they can afford to share

link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/61417420

[idrilka]

slow down time | seongjoong | 14k | 1/1 | explicit | hj and sh stay in paris a couple days longer after the fashion week. they make the best of it.

link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/60815389

[idrilka]

night into dawn | seongjoong | 13.5k | 1/1 | explicit | three years after coming back to their world, sh and hj reconnect

link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/59722912

[idrilka]

controlled burn | seongjoong | f/f | 35k | 2/2 | explicit | dealing with the aftermath of sleeping with sh is far harder than anticipated, but hj does her best

link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/58801267/chapters/150792985

[idrilka]

controlled burn | seongjoong | f/f | 17.5k | 1/2 | explicit | hongjoong has a secret. when it comes out, seonghwa volunteers to help.

link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/58801267/chapters/149853058

[idrilka]

body rhythm | seongjoong | 9.5k | 1/1 | explicit | after taking on the biggest stage of their career, they both learn something about letting loose and letting go

link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/57738505

[idrilka]

camera obscura | seongjoong | 30k | 1/1 | explicit | they get four unexpected days off at the end of august. hj and sh drive down to jinju

link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/57199543

[idrilka]

sleep paralysis | seongjoong | 77k | 3/3 | explicit | there’s a part of him that’s terrified that the moment he steps into that recording booth and opens his mouth to sing, hj will know, but that’s the whole problem, isn’t it?

link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/55035661/chapters/141402682

[idrilka]

sleep paralysis | seongjoong | 45k | 2/3 | explicit | it takes him a while to realize the shift that has occurred

link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/55035661/chapters/140484277

[idrilka]

sleep paralysis | seongjoong | 22.5k | 1/3 | explicit | after they split dorms, hj starts sleeping in sh's bed from time to time. neither of them ever mentions it in the light of day

link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/55035661

[roncheg]

Have a San♡

(i like this outfit a perfectly normal amount))))

[roncheg]

sketched Choi San from Ateez for my dear friend @JustAttyan❤️

usually I don't go there but several of my friends enjoy the band) and also being a great appreciator of male form that I am, I am not immune to... everything themXDD

And now I even have one favourite song!

[leatherbookmark]

powerful homoeroticism, i really enjoyed it

[leatherbookmark]

#are these the two with the matching tattoos #I'm just making an educated guess. (punkpixieprince)

[yunwooz]

seonghwa :: zero fever epilogue jacket making film

[idrilka]

as the body wants | seongjoong | 24k | explicit | they hook up the night they finish recording their song. they don't talk about it.

link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/53363158

[idrilka]

want it, burn it | 8k | woosan | explicit | “he’s wanted so many things in his life like he was starving for them.” on wanting and having. a treatise by jung wooyoung

link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/51747241

[idrilka]

no mercy for me tonight | 9k | seongjoong | explicit | “he wants — more, more, always more, greedy and hungry and insatiable in his appetites.” kim hongjoong and the art of wanting

link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/52163083