the grass where you lay left a bed in your shape

nam • 26 • she/they constantly questions her obsessions

[userarmand]

“That's the most contact I've had from him in a while.” [via tvinsider]

[hollanderthoughts]

The problem with casual sex is like well you’re the first and only person who’s ever seen and been inside of my hole and I don’t trust another living soul to see me that vulnerable ever in my life. Maybe if we cut out the after sex cock warming it’d be less of a thing but I’d rather die. I’d rather die.

[fruitgravies]

the failure(s); the many loves of the vampire lestat

prints • insta • twt

[fraiseblond]

ilya To Me

[phytsera]

paleolithic yuri save me…

(ocs! the neanderthal is krsnós and the amh is dyēws :)

[universxall]

two baddies

[hudkarma]

oh Hudson ❤️

[sabertoothwalrus]

I hate the videoification of everything. If I have to hear one more video of someone speaking closely into their shitty mic and I have to have all their yucky wet mouth noises and plosives and nose whistles and throat clearings and sniffles I am going to dig a vertical hole the exact dimensions of my body and I’m going to slither in head first

[swagsmeister]

hollanov breakfast making in fugly pride merch to kick off pride month

[corporaloretsev]

Jacob Anderson & Sam Reid The Vampire Lestat Premiere Concert

[mina-logan]

I like to think they’re tucked away in a corner at a farmers market somewhere.

[fraiseblond]

heated rivalry will pull me through neet pg prep

[diphowell]

it really does just bring me to my knees how defiant they were in a way when it comes to having been closeted for so long and terrified of speculation and homophobia and still pushing beds together and phil’s boncas moment and the way they still showed so much love for each other in videos and you can say oh well they just couldn’t help it or oh they were young and “didn’t know better” but they knew better than i’d say anyone ever and even if it did spring from a love and enjoyment of the other one that was hard to contain or limit, it was still moment after moment of choices made for 16 years.

like dan has said, he hadn’t exactly been subtle, and neither had phil. idk i just think that even at their most afraid and most closeted they were bold and they were so brave. they shouldn’t have had to go through all of that but they really were still doing their best to be themselves when they couldn’t be out.

[diphowell]

#nodding nodding nodding. yeagh..... #i think it's also probably the biggest reason why they made it thru while a lot of other couples in their situation would not have #choosing love in spite of the fear... choosing each other in spite of the fear....... #they say 'at least we had each other' and truly i think them having each other is what got them thru#and not just having each other in the sense that they were like literally together but #having each other in the most active and deliberate and intentional way #choosing each other for 16 years (and counting <3) (via @backin09)

yes!!! i agree. i think "at least we had each other" and "i don't think i have to forgive you" are mindsets that are kind of pillars for how they stayed together through All of That. they had each other and they didn't grow to resent each other for their situation, which i feel like can happen so often in situations where no one is REALLY at fault but the stress and pain of it is just too much. and for them it really was like. their partnership their love their relationship was always the priority.

[hollandar]

shane waiting to be kissed

[punksalmons]

my aunt who lives outside of the country and that younger woman who seems to appear in all her facebook photos

[myshangel]

first day of pride month but troy and Shane are staring each other down in the locker room sooooo hard bc he accidentally triggered shanes pgsd (post gaytroy stress disorder) ((happy pride hollander)) ((what the FUCK is that supposed to mean.)) ((YOU HAVE A HUSBAND??))

[fuckrozanov]

goodmorning this is your assigned shane of the day