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el. it/its. she is fine. woman of malaise. systematic not system. gross and bad and alive in pdx

[pudulogy]

[kristina100000]

you told me this sativa would make me top . i cant feel my body

[normaloperafan]

She's so real

[sadomiasochasm]

You can't consent under the influence of Earl Grey

[ignitioncoilfailure]

wanna be a doll wanna be dressed up. constructing fantasies about a seamstress crafting me clothes that actually fit and are frilly and lacey and cute and wonderful but that bind me at the behest of her whims or animate and freeze me in whichever pose she'd like

[ignitioncoilfailure]

[apartmentstore]

my favourite post in the whole wide world

[robertalanclayton]

Denver CO, RA Clayton

[gouged-doll]

[unspeakablybea]

government disability benefits but the benefits are mommies for girls who cant function without one

[ignitioncoilfailure]

my body craves the steady and slow rhythm of another heartbeat pressed to my chest. i want to care for your whole life, your whole body, your whole mind. it isnt worth it to be my own person, i have more to offer others than to myself. secretly i think thats the case for all people.

[ignitioncoilfailure]

other people aren't worth it when all anyone can ever do is think about their own interests. i want to sacrifice myself before the altar of love with another. knowing our growth as two people can never be undone. that we will be, at least for a time, part of each other. that we melded. that you are precious because you are me and i am precious because i am you. and you mean it. and you mean it. and she means it.

[ignitioncoilfailure]

its like no one is for real anymore. not sincere. not able to be present or kind or think about long term ramifications. not able to share i difficult discussions. not able to be open or honest. not anything nothing is nothing is nothing i wish i could disappear. this earth is friendly to me but the people are horrible and the social systems are not conducive to life

[deadelated]

I can't enjoy sex i just know too many people who have made the whole idea kind of reddit to me

[deadelated]

no, i am not "traumatized". I just think it's kind of reddit when you touch me

[ignitioncoilfailure]

doing so bad and being without a way to contact other people like talk to them has been very scary and its not over yet. i have tobe ok. i am so less ok than i need to be its frightening

[ignitioncoilfailure]

and i dont even know the area i live in so im stuck at home with no way to navigate around bcs i am very bad at directions it gives me too much anxiety to even be outside and think about being lost. i hate being lost and alone

[ignitioncoilfailure]

doing so bad and being without a way to contact other people like talk to them has been very scary and its not over yet. i have tobe ok. i am so less ok than i need to be its frightening

[null-physical]