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@ihateearlgreyteaitshorrible
Hey this is embarrassing to ask but iām a disabled trans woman whoās currently out of work, and I have am opening emergency commissions! I have very little money to last me through the next month, and i canāt afford my medication, food, and bills, so anyone who can commission me i would really appreciate it! Feel free to message me on here and ill be happy to discuss any work!
Prices:
Ā£10/full body coloured
+Ā£5 for background
+Ā£5 for shading
And heres some of my work
two more years till my bottom surgery......... consultation.....!!!!! ššššš
Been thinking about this a lot, nhs waitlist is 6 years, but thats **if im lucky** 6 years (3 down) until I can have a consultation to get diagnosed with gender dysphoria, at which point im lucky enough to have already been on hrt long enough, that i can get on a two year wait list for a psychiatrist, before I can do that again, at which point i can spend another two years waiting for a bottom surgery consultation which will be in another 6 months or something
I feel like they think they can wait our transness out, like maybe when im 30 and havenāt felt ready to start my life yet ill give up and they wont have to treat me (i wont but yk what i mean)
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i would so love to know what was going on in this persons head. i would rather be shot dead than sneak food into a movie theatre. What?
I dont know what the point of any of this is, I wish i was pretty
I wish i was more confident, i wish i knew how to be a person, i wish i didnāt want to kill myself
I canāt even not eat gluten right
I dont know what the point of any of this is, I wish i was pretty
I wish i was more confident, i wish i knew how to be a person, i wish i didnāt want to kill myself
I dont know what the point of any of this is, I wish i was pretty
im pretty sure noone i gonna see this, i dont want people to think im a crybaby who cant put up with a little hardship, i just need to write this out ive been maladaptive daydreaming again, really bad, i think a lot about a world where i can be happy, where i have parental figures who love me, where i can feel safe in my own body, where sometimes people tell me im pretty and i can be sure they mean it, where i can walk down the street and feel confident about myself, that i have something thats worth having i have to remember that its bad for me, nobodys gonna come and save me, ill be 30 before i can finally feel ok in my own body, and even then im fundamentally ugly, im probably gonna be living with my abusive parents for years because noone will hire me, and theres no part of my personality thats worth the space i take up, everybodys gona hate me soon enough if they dont already, and i dont know how to be soemone whos worth keepingg around, and imagining a world where im all happy like that is just taking away from time i could spend making myself better
sometimes i just feel like theres nothing good about me, but that probably not true, i wish though that I could like, feel like I have even one redeeming quality, but its hard to come up with that stuff yourself
every time im starting to feel good about myself i get smakced in the face with the fact that other people think i look ugly or something, idk, my friend told me not to hold onto it like that because its only gonna make it feel like every bad thing is piling up, and shes right, its just hard to rewire my brain like that
Maybe this time ill really do it
- girl who wants but cant have a hamburger
Oh man that was my 1000th post? I was hoping itād be something a little more avant guard or however you spell it, or like maybe a video of me doing a kickflip
Not really sure if im āasexualā or āsex repulsedā what i do know is the idea of having sex makes me feel frightened and anxious, but I do have kinks and such and I like looking at boobs and making out with people š¤·āāļøš½
Feel like I was meant to be a cockroach or a fly or something but things got mixed up and my soul went into a human body, but then again, I donāt want to be a cockroach
I think maybe some kind of domestic pet rabbit, not necessarily in a petplay way but not necessarily not in a petplay way, in the sense that Iāll engage with kinks im not even into just to feel like someone loves me
Feel like I was meant to be a cockroach or a fly or something but things got mixed up and my soul went into a human body, but then again, I donāt want to be a cockroach
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*puts a little gold star sticker on you* im so proud of you :)
