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bun-juls-draws

'' under the same sky, carving the same dream, You and i are connected ...

... together, we can do it. ,,

" when You're out of breath ... i'll breathe for You instead, slowly ,,

" You are my God, You are my universe ... ,,

" You're shining far too bright, truly. ,,

lenichkas

Crushed

ihni

CD printing, attempt #1*

This one was hella fun, I wanna do more of them. Just gotta buy a bigger needle to etch with because UGH my hand hurt after this one. I experimented a bit with more or less paint - the lines are more visible with less paint, but the contrasts look better with more paint that one sweeps off with a q-tip.

(*= for the last month or so I've tried different kinds of printing, just to try them out, and I've used Hollanov as a subject simply because I had printed pictures of them lying around and it was convenient.)

bluemoonscape

I haven’t seen anyone talking about this. And imo. This is one of the most important shots of the whole video.

I keep seeing people say how crazy Mizi is and how innocent Sua was in comparison, but that’s just not true. I adore both Mizi and Sua, by the way. This isn’t criticism of either of them. But you can’t ignore what Sua does here if you want an accurate portrayal of their relationship in this world.

When Mizi becomes an idol, she’s manufactured into a sex symbol, crafted into something that can appeal to the male gaze despite how we KNOW she’s a lesbian. Specifically, we can see how Mizi’s breasts are often framed promiscuously to further her objectification:

So this shot where Sua finds Mizi, tied up and helpless, incoherent, and the first thing she does is frame an unaware Mizi’s breasts as if in a photoshoot—bitterly, ironically, before relief takes over—it goes to show something major about Mizisua’s relationship in both the ALNST and ZOMST verse.

In ALNST, Sua enables Mizi’s infantilization (something often levied against women in a misogynistic context) of herself by keeping Mizi “in the dark” (although Mizi is more aware than either of them want to acknowledge). People rightfully criticize Till for his innocent vision of Mizi to comfort himself with, but Sua has a version of Mizi in her head that she uses to comfort herself, too. She and Till aren’t incredibly different in this regard.

In ZOMST, this translates not to infantilization, but to objectification. Sua is bitter over Mizi’s decision to let the industry use her in this way, she’s disgusted by it, but then she wields it herself when Mizi is finally helpless and incapable of pushing Sua away again by miming taking a photo of Mizi’s breasts.

Mizi is objectified in ZOMST by everyone: the industry, herself, the crowd, and even the person she loves the most.

artemisardw

i sorta agree with this.

This was my take on this scene.

The last time we see Sua she genuinely cares for Mizi it doesn't look like she is just a fan, falling for the objectification of her girlfriend.

No she detests it.

Most of the episode is sort of in her POV, which is why we detest it too (also because we all know Mizi is a lesbian and is actively self destructing because of it).

So after Mizi and Sua have their fight I sort of feel like their fight may have been on the topic that Sua is just another fan to her.

Because by the end of the fight she discards her, slaps her, treats her like she's nothing for genuinely caring for her.

So after being discarded, you're hurt, you're alone and you find Mizi, weak and unable to defend herself and the thought s run through your head.

"I'm just a fan huh?"

You bitterly see what the industry has done to her over the years.

But you're more than just a fan, you're the only one who can protect her, love her.

Despite the fact that you're both girls.

As we all know Sua has always prioritised Mizi just being alive rather than happy so rather than put her out of her misery,

Her inability to have the control she craved after joining the industry.

You join her.

You aren't just a fan, you're the one who gets to protect her now, who gets to stay with her forever.