Yey! When you’re reading this, it means you already opened that envelope.
Imissyouuu bigtime! ?? These are the times na winiwish ko na sana meron akong powers like Teloportation. Yung isang snap ko lang, mapupunta na agad ako sa tabi mo. Yung tawagin mo lang pangalan ko, wala pang isang minuto, magugulat ka na lang kasi yakap na kita. Sana bumilis yung pagdaan ng mga araw noh? Tangina. Nakakaiyak.
Hep! Nandito lang ako sa tabi mo. Spiritually! Kkkk~
So, ano bang sasabihin ko dito? Hahaha! Gusto ko magsorry. Wala lang. Gusto ko lang. Sorry for everything na ginawa ko dati. Alam mo na yon. Yung mga moment when I fucked up. Pag nagfafail ako na ipakita sayo how much I love you. Like, I’m doing my best for you but they are still not enough pero its not your fault ah. it is mine. I’m even trying harder naman na di ba? You deserve a lot of things, you dont even deserve someone like me. Sorry that you ended up with me. Pero sana hindi ka naman nagsisisi na minahal at minamahal mo pa rin ako, kasi ako, feeling ko ako ang pinakamaswerteng lalaki sa mundo. Therefore, nagbago na isip ko agad, We deserve each other! Di ba? Hahaha. Hindi ko kayang makita kang masaya sa piling ng iba. Hindi talaga. Sounds too selfish but damn! I want you to be happy with me. I want you to be sad with me. Basta kahit anong mangyari, its just you and me. Akin ka lang eh! AKIN lang! Sana makayanan mo tong mga kagaguhan ko minsan. Please? Heehee.
Tapos pagpasensyahan mo na ko minsan pag nag iinarte ako alam mo namang chix si Hubby eh. Hahaha. Feeling unwanted ako lagi. Kasi di ba, gusto ko sakin lang umiikot yung mundo mo kaso wala eh. Hindi naman yata pwede yun? Parang imposible? Mababaw naman kaligayahan ko, mahal. You wanna know why? Because I know I only can get little things. I know I don’t deserve bigger things. I don’t deserve bigger happiness. I don’t deserve yung mga malulupit na achievements. Pero the moment when you came into my life I was like WOW! just wow! Kasinglaki lang naman ng kamao ko yung puso ko pero how is it possible for this tiny organ to accommodate such out-of-this-world happiness? (O panis! Hahaha!) It’s beyond amazing! I couldn’t even express how happy I am for having you in my life. I couldn’t believe it until now. I couldn’t measure how I can be this blessed with something amazing. When you became mine I feel like, oh fuck, I’m the luckiest guy alive! Alam mo yun, I didn’t expect I can deserve someone like you. I didn’t expect you’d be mine and I’d be yours. Lolwhuuut?!O ito na nga, let’s go to the main reason why you opened the envelope. Ganito kasi yun, Habang tinatype ko to, wala biglang sumagi sa isip ko na isipin yung future natin. Yung sapatos kasi ng baby na sinend ko sayo last time? Uhhh. Can’t wait for us to have kids! Then naimagine ko lang kung paano tayo sa future! Game. Open your imagination na every rainy mornings syempre we’re being too lazy ‘non that we both don’t wanna get up and just stay and lay in bed for a couple of hours and cuddling up together. O kaya naman nandun tayo sa balcony sitting on our favorite chair with me sitting on your lap while both sipping our cup of NESCAFE, CREAMY WHITE with the comfort of the rain and warmth of each other’s embrace! (KABOG! XD ) O kaya naman, lalabas tayo kasama yung mga bata na hindi inaalintana yung lamig ng simoy ng hangin dedma na kung magkasakit tayo basta ineenjoy lang natin yung ulan. Magtatawanan tapos we’ll be going to have our kisses under the rain. Meron din sigurong moments na gigising ako in the middle of the night kasi naiihi ako at kailangan din kitang gisingin para maasar ka lang? Tapos bigla mo kong tatakutin hanggang sa maduwag nanaman ako at makaisip ng mga bagay bagay tungkol sa multo, o yung mga gabi na gigisingin din kita kasi nagugutom ako at paglulutuin kita pero dahil wala ka sa mood magluto, tatawag ka na lang at magpapadeliver at dahil ayaw na ayaw ko yung pagiging gastadora mo, hahaha yayain na lang kita lumabas at mag joy ride sa mini cooper natin tas pupunta tayong 7/11, bibili ng pagkain, siopao? ice cream? coffee? kahit ano. Tapos pag uwi, dahil busog, di na tayo makakatulog uli. At ikaw, lalandiin mo ko. Tapos... tapos... tapos...
Nuod na lang tayo movie? Hahahaha Like, watching late night movies? LOL. Yung nakakaiyak na movie. Tapos syempre emosyonal akong tao, edi iiyak ako ng iiyak tapos ikaw, you cant wait to kiss my tear-stained face at sasabihin mong ang gwapo ko pag bagong iyak! Hahaha. Then during Sundays, we’ll gonna go to church to give thanks for all the blessings that we have received and for having each other every waking moment then we’ll gonna rush to get to home after because we’ll gonna prepare your favorite breakfast. A hard boiled egg? Hotdog? Hahahaha. There might also be mornings that we feel like going to beach to take a walk, pero dahil imagination ko lang yung beach, Yupp, titira tayo malapit sa beach, I know how much you love seeing those kind of scenery. Heehee. We’ll breathe some fresh air coming from the ocean and finding some shells or swimming or write our names in the sand or just making out? HAHAHAHA! Tapos pag nagugutom yung mga bata, ako yung magluluto para masarap hahaha tas papahubad mo sakin yung shirt ko tas mahihiya ako kaya magsusuot ako ng apron pero dahil pinagnanasaan mo talaga ang katawan ko huhubarin mo pa rin pasalamat ka mapagbigay akong asawa hahaha. Habang nagluluto ako, nandun ka lang sa likod ko at nakayakap. Then magkwekwento ka tungkol sa mga bagay bagay at bigla mo kong papaharapin sayo at itatanong kung bakit sobra kong gwapo hahaha. Pag maliligo naman, ako yung mauuna so nasakin pa yung twalya pero kukunin mo na agad kasi gusto mo kong maghubad talaga sa harap mo. Hahahaha.
Darating din siguro yung mga umaga na sisipagin ka at magpeprepare ka ng breakfast in bed sakin, at kahit terrible yung luto mo, kakainin ko pa rin kasi gutom ako. Hahahaha JOKE LANG HA! Syempre kakainin ko yun with all my love and adoration at sasabihin sayo na yun ang pinakamasarap na pagkain that I have ever tasted in my entire life tapos yung oras na kailangan mo ng gumising and you’re too sleepy pa to get up then i’m gonna be laying on top of you and try hard to make myself so heavy and hug you so tight and give you lots of loud kisses all over your face down to the part of your body where-it-arouse-the-most. I’ll put sticky notes on your gorgeous face saying how much i adore you or how beautiful you are or leaving notes saying hugasan mo yung mga pinggan, pakainin mo na yung mga bata, si vega paliguan mo amoy aso na hahaha tapos pag naglalaro ako ng xbox, you’ll gonna bug me so much by dancing weird steps sa harap ko or making dorky silly faces in front of my face to just really distract and annoy me. But i love it when youre annoying me so much! Then when we’ll gonna play together I have to let you win because I know what will happen when you don’t win. Takot ko lang sa’yo hahaha. .
Magiging okay lang din sakin kapag paulit ulit mong patutugtugin yung paborito mong Burn ni Usher o yung kanta ng 4minute o kahit lahat pa ng kanta ng Maroon V tulad ng lagi mong ginagawa. Even if it’s too annoying to hear those songs all the time it’s gonna be fine because I’m gonna sing along so loud with them to the point that you can no longer hear them singing. Hahaha! Great idea! Tapos when you are about to go to work naman, i’ll be calling you and demanding you to be back because i just wanna say i miss you already and i love you so much just like what I always do hahaha. There will be random moments that I’m gonna ask you to sing high pitch songs siguro by that time masasanay nko sa boses mo hahaha joke and we’ll gonna sing at the top of our lungs, dancing, dancing slow dances, dancing dorky dances, lap dancing? Sexy dancing, I’ll do Macho dancing if you want basta dancing whatever dances and just enjoying the moment.Ah eto malupit, how about when we are having arguments and you need some air to breathe, magpapalipas ganun, thenIm allowing you to go outside but please bring your phone because even if how mad i am at you i’d still be worrying about your shits and i might just chase after you. Just like what I always do nanaman hahaha when i’m mad and tell you to go away and tell you to sleep somewhere not near me, Ughhh don’t ever ever believe me because i don’t mean it but if you’re too obedient that you’ll gonna really follow my order which is annoying and you’ll gonna sleep on the couch then magugulat ka na lang kas i’ll be going there and lay beside you because you know i really don’t wanna sleep without you beside me. Wait, feeling ko baligtad to. Ikaw dapat magpapalabas sakin. Ikaw kaya lagging galit sakin hahaha.
I’ll hug you when youre being a bipolar. You have mood swings. Given! Baka galit ka ngayon tapos mamaya pagtitripan mo na ko, lagyan mo ko ng make up, ayusin mo kilay ko tas ano? Pipicturan mo ko? Basagin ko camera mo! Hahahaaha. Wffy, remember our dreams to go travel the world? Not actually the world, hahaha example, nasa Korea na tayo tapos Winter dapat tayo ppnta jusko gusto ko makatikim ng snow, as in didilaan ko ganun lol just kidding. Tapos magsusuot dapat tayo ng QT couple winter outfits tas gagawa tayo snowman, Olaf! Yeee! Papakantahin kita ng Let It Go! Dapat gayang gaya mo si Elsa ha? Tas we’ll throwing snowballs at each other Yung sapul ka muka hahaha.. Then sa Parsa is! Yeeee! Yung padlock jusko ano, nagiba na yata yun LOL. San pa ba? Japan? The cherryblossoms, photoshoot tayo dun. Tas sa Amsterdam, we’ll re-enact the scene from TFIOS heehee. Europe? Yeah, Italy? Venice? Magbabangka tayo tapos sa Vatican, ofcourse. Pangarap ko kasing pumunta sa St. Peter Bassilica. Odba naghappy happy na tayo, Yung mga bata, naiwan kina Mama sa Pinas. O uwi na tayo. Yung mga places naman sa Philippines! Ngayon lang tayo nakabalik ng Vigan after so how many years! Tapos sa Mt. Pinatubo? Sa tuktok mismo hahaha. How about, Batanes? You love there also dba? Boracay or Puerto Princesa? Binilhan tayo ni inah ng ticket kinukulit mo kasi eh hahaha. Napagod ako dun ah. Hahahaha! Pag iipunan muna natin yung Disneyland tska Universal studios trip natin ah. Isama na ang mga bata hahaha.Eto wffy ang cute nito, dadating din sa point na you will demand wearing my shirts or sweaters with just your undies at nights and we’ll gonna sleep and i’m gonna throw your leg over me and hug you tas titigasan nanaman ako nun hahaha and You’ll also gonna pillow my chest or my arms. Yeee that’s too cute don’t worry because i’m gonna give you much of caressing of your hair or tickling your skin or rubbing your back. How romantic! Haaaay There are still so much things to write but this is already taking too long so i’m gonna stop for now muna. Cant wait for these to happen. Naks! Uhhhh, kinikilig ako habang iniisip ko yang mga ganyan. Sana naman hindi tayo maPopoy at Basha pag mag asawa na tayo dba? Hindi yan. Basta. Kahit marami tayong hindi pinagkakasunduan. Mag aadjust ako syempre heehee just always stay with me okay? Don’t you dare ever feel different about me. Always love me baby please? even when times i act so wrong never give up on me, wffy. Iloveyouuu more than I knew could be possible.
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