𖢻crys’s diary𖢻⁷

I wanna hold the hand inside you welcome to the land of the chuds ⨷ feel free to ask questions like acc I feel way too much honestly

[iknowwhocrysis]

wait also to anyone that sees this swear down i’m not new to this I’m true to this but when I’m leng and famous I cannot be linked to my actual account…

also hiiiiii im crystal obvi

I love the lgbtqia+ community and I’m acc The Woker so just act correct pls

[iknowwhocrysis]

In the same breath OBX used to run my life bro I WAS SO DOWN BAD like acc

TikTok - Make Your Day

[iknowwhocrysis]

let this go down in the history books.

idek what to compare this obsession to. respectfully, wow.

[meluneira]

[kissedfawns]

[iknowwhocrysis]

also update on portable cd player, it came.

Not turning on.

Then I texted the person on Vinted. No response. YESSSSSS I LOVE IT WHEN THAT HAPPENS (never happened to me before this btw danke for that)

I text again.

Biggest crickets you’ve ever heard.

I resort to very kindly slightly spamming their phone

Surely they’re getting pissed of now

How would I know cause they didn’t respond😂✌🏽

I genuinely kindly warn them that I really don’t wanna report them cause it’s long but I just want my money back.

Nothink.

Hours later.

A mega nice sorry message from her cause she didn’t see me messages (idk how) but im being refunded and she’s super duper sorry.

Does anyone else wanna make me look like an evil dickhead or am I doing a good job by myself let me know

[iknowwhocrysis]

Guess who just woke up crying because she’s pretty sure her two shiny new wonderful mega close friends from college don’t fw her anymore at all anymore and she’s asked them to their faces and knows they’ve lied because she knows them that well

THIS GUYYYYYYYY AYYYYYYYYYYY😂😂😂😂😂✌🏽

but seriously I’ve been stressing about this like genuinely crying and pondering over this, had a dream where they basically fucked me over and laughed about it and I like blew up at them sobbing. Then I woke up sobbing. So that’s actually a lovely start to my day like what does everyone want next? My soul? Fucking hell man I acc can’t get a fucking break

My journey of being a teenage girl is abt to be cut so mf short if i don’t emotionally regulate myself high-key i have to sort this shit out

[bandagedthoughtsblog]

[iknowwhocrysis]

I BOUGHT A PORTABLE CD PLAYER THIS IS GONNA BE SO LIT

problem is idk how im gonna decorate it but I’ll figure it out

also im not looking forward to burning my cds like now I have to properly order my songs cause im just putting replicating my playlists cause they’re perfect but each disk can only fit like 18 tracks💔

also im gonna have to spend so much time of deigning like the front cover of my jewel cases cause im acc shit at decorating☹️ BUT ITS GONNA BE FUN

and I also dk how im gonna print the design on to the actual cd flips sake man

holy fucking smokes dude im gonna have to work bares BUT LOOK AT MY FUTURE BEAUTY

[kissedfawns]

[iknowwhocrysis]

wtf is up with the budget of UK Love Island and USA Love Island? I’m creasing💀😭

I haven’t properly watched USA but I’ve seen so many food challenges that shit could pass as feeder content bro and their villa looks insane like what’s what’s going on😭😭😭

[iknowwhocrysis]

Sometimes I feel bad for people in religion that restrict themselves from certain things

but I think that’s because I love indulging in the things I want but also find balance in doing so by showing a certain level of discipline. Like yes im gonna do these things but I also know I should portion it yk?

I don’t have guilty pleasures because I don’t feel guilty about any of it like I wanted to do it so I did (within reason)

But they’re probably happy and im happy so it’s okay ig. Just sucks to think about how all the things life has to offer isn’t being experienced by everyone

Like im not saying full hedonism but indulging whilst pacing yourself and knowing when to take a break never hurt anyone. Its all about balance and shit

[iknowwhocrysis]

I acc love fanfiction so much I don’t give a gaf. I love fanfiction , fan art, oc’s, self inserts, thirst edits

I LOVE IT ALL I HAVE NO SHAME

like not only do I love the fact that people are expressing their creativity but I love that I can consume more shit of the things I already love like YOU’RE FEEDING MEEEEEEE

and I kinda feel bad for the actors who get shy/embarrassed when they’re asked about their online activity, I have little to no shame when it comes to this like I never cared. I probably will be admitting to almost everything in an interview idc be weird/cringe and embrace it bro

honestly if you’re not gonna do it for you who will? be the change you wanna see buv

[iknowwhocrysis]

I love words so much

Like I don’t think anyone understands bro like yes WORDS. You don’t even have to string a sentence together I just love words.

I cannot explain it I get a genuine rush and buzz from them like I wanna talk about them all day. I also really really really love how consonants can express things in poetry

I have an a entire list of words and phrases that I love and constantly add to and they’re not in alphabetical order so I can remember the feeling of being excited by words further up the list as opposed to the new ones I’ve added to give them all some love

I think my love for words is also why I love when period pieces opt out of using modern language because I pay so much attention to the words and they’re the main thing that help immerse me into the film/tv show so if it doesn’t match like…what’s gone on here? Don’t fuck up the brand

[iknowwhocrysis]

I BLOCKED 3 MONTH TALKING STAGE TURNED FRIENDSHIP

and then he showed up in my dream but he didn’t remember me so I acc feel like im fucking with myself atp I can’t let shit rest. I think I hate how much people mean to me. Like I never forget a face and I always think about how much people from the past have meant to me because they did mean something for a time

I feel everything so deeply at a constant that I don’t think I can tell the difference between remembering the feeling and actually feeling it

I also have a massive fear of being forgotten holy link

[iknowwhocrysis]

i reckon i choose to believe magic exists because then maybe I’ll have like a higher purpose in life yk? like surely this isn’t all I get.

like i don’t have a particular magic system in mind at all but yk, i believe nonetheless. i couldn’t give a singular gaf if that’s childish.

also it’s a fun thing to hope for and believe in so fuck it

[iknowwhocrysis]

“Friday’s child is loving and giving.”

now who the actual fuck asked for that? sort it out.

how to stop being a Friday child (no glue, no borax, no instant noodles, no galvanized steel and no screws borrowed from aunt)