Wrote this on discord and was encouraged to post it (shout out libby my beloved)
Have a little Older!NeighborHolland blurb everyone <3
smut ahead mdni as always
He's fixing his mailbox when you get home.
"Mailbox giving you trouble?" i you ask, stopping at the end of your drive.
He looks up. Those intense eyes drag over you—your outfit, your bare legs, the way you're clutching your grocery bag—and he takes a long drag of his cigarette before answering.
"Thing's older than I am." He taps the metal. "Falls apart every time it rains."
"Maybe you need a new one."
"Maybe I need a lot of things."
The silence stretches. He's looking at you like he's forgotten how to look away.
You should go inside. You know you should.
Instead, you say, "You want a beer?"
He stubs out his cigarette. "Christ, yeah."
He's in your kitchen, leaning against your counter, and you're acutely aware of how small the space feels with him in it. He's not even shockingly tall, but he takes up room—all broad shoulders and long limbs and that rumpled, worn-down energy.
You hand him a bottle. His fingers brush yours.
"So," he says, "neighborly visit, or—"
He raises an eyebrow. Takes a swig. "How old are you?"
He lets out a breath. "Jesus."
He looks at you. Really looks. At the curve of your hip, the way your top straps keep slipping down your shoulder, the way you're biting your lip.
"It should," he says. "But I've never been good at doing what I should."
Two steps and he's got you backed against the wall, one hand braced beside your head, the other still holding his beer. His mouth hovers near yours.
"Tell me this is a bad idea."
"It is." You reach up, curl your fingers into his collar. "Don't care."
He kisses you like he's been waiting to do it for months. Like he's thought about it, late at night, lying awake in that house next door. His tongue slides against yours, tastes like beer and cigarettes, and his free hand drops to your hip, fingers digging into the fabric.
"You're so young," he mutters against your mouth.
"And you're so old." You tug his shirt. "Keep up."
He laughs a surprised, breathless sound—and then his hand is sliding up your thigh, pushing your bottoms higher. His fingers find the edge of your panties, and he pauses.
He presses his palm against you, firm, through the cotton. You gasp into his mouth.
"Oh my," he mutters again. "Wet already?"
He grins that crooked, infuriating grin and hooks his fingers into your panties, pulls them aside. His middle finger slides through your folds, slow, deliberate, and your head thunks back against the wall.
"That's it," he murmurs. "Let me hear you."
He pushes one finger in. Then two. Your knees go weak.
"Yeah?" He's pumping them slowly, curling them just right, his thumb pressing against your clit. "Feel good, sweetheart?"
You can't answer. You're too busy gripping his shoulders, keening, your hips rocking against his hand.
He leans in, lips brushing your ear. "Look at you. All dressed up, coming home to your old ass neighbor, letting him put his hands on you."
He presses harder, faster, and you're gone—coming apart on his fingers, crying out against his shoulder. He works you through it, slow and steady, until you're trembling and boneless.
He pulls his hand out, looks at the mess on his fingers, and wipes them on his pants.
You're still trying to catch your breath. "Anytime."
You're definitely going to do that again.