He watches him in a way that mirrors, half-expectant for the beast to stand tall and maul him with whatever was left of his strength before stumbling back to recover in their mingled blood. Will would die, and the monster? He would lick his wound in a home he didnât belong in, that didnât resemble him. Will would understand if he did. It would have been the most self-preserving thing to do, the naturalism of order restored, completely plausibleâ survival was ingrained in all of them, Willâs own wrongness never more evident in his ability to deny his own. These monsters didnât make his skin crawl. He has built oceans, all sorts of partitions, entire fucking continents between him and his associations. For such a long time, they had merely been human-shaped. The other was no more monstrous than Willâs own treacherous desires. Itâs no surprise he doesnât condemn the other for things he cannot change, things granted to him by his unchanging environment.
Stray dogs that bite. Broken, wounded people just as wrong as Will was. Wounded, dangerous creatures, he carries home despite knowing they would bring insurmountable difficulties to his life. They all led to the same inevitable fate.Â
He doesnât speak as he finally moves, pushing himself from the corner he has occupied. Perhaps his movements are slower, more for show than usual. Slow enough, it doesnât spark a defensive or fearful reaction from the creature. His movements donât hide anything either; deception left at the doorstep of the cabin alongside something else he doesnât have the name for, he wouldnât defend or preserve anything for himself. He doesnât need to. The fire is prodded with the fire poker, pushing flat pieces of wood across the bottom of the brick fireplace, greatly diminishing the heat until eventually the ash consumes it all. It would die out, and the cabin would be overcome with the chill of winter.Â
He knows it doesnât make sense, and in many ways, Will doesnât need it to. He doesnât offer an explanation, doesnât want to, and in the end, heâs under no illusion that the creature would behave in any other way than he is programmed to. Bequeathed to circumstance and its nature. It was in its nature to try to kill Will. He only hoped it didnât.Â
Being within reach is another thing entirely as Will produces a few items from the kitchen. A basin, surgical tools heâs used to reset his dog's leg once when it stepped into a bear trap, or when he had been snagged by a blade during a particularly brutal assault with something not so human, and finally, a few clean bandages. He bends, blue eyes tucked away beneath a veil of brown curly hair, and heâs silent as he works, too. He digs around, indifferent to the yielding discolored skin, blood oozing from the wound, coating the tips of his fingers, and surging for what was left of the silver. He flushes it with water, basin pooling with the heaviness of much too dark blood, concentration etched across his forehead.Â
âDo you have a name?â He asks like his hand wasnât submerged in a wound, fishing out something Willâs own kind had caused. âMine is Will.â All things considered heâs a good fisherman as he frees another bit of silver, floating it in the porcelain bowl of water.