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evanora. scarlett. phoebe. lucky. valdana. jahi. evangeline.

[ilbuia]

private  muse  blog  for  calamitousrpg  !  penned  by  j ,  27 ,  she / her .

𝚎𝚟𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚛𝚊 𝚋𝚒𝚕𝚎  :  natural  witch ,  owner of  HTN .  board  +  info . ( bruna marquezine )

𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚝 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚢  :  vampire ,  right hand  at  bite  club .  board  +  info . ( dove cameron )

𝚕𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚢 𝚊𝚍𝚊𝚖𝚜  :  human ,  hunter  for  the  hideout .  board  +  info . ( dakota johnson )

𝚙𝚑𝚘𝚎𝚋𝚎 𝚐𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚊𝚐𝚑𝚎𝚛  :  werewolf ,  owner  of  lolitas .  board  +  info . ( eliza dushku )

𝚟𝚊𝚕𝚍𝚊𝚗𝚊 𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚟  :  human ,  hitman  for  hire .  board  +  info . ( nina dobrev )

𝚓𝚊𝚑𝚒  :  demon ,  manager  at  asylum .  board  +  info . ( dilan cicek deniz )

𝚣𝚊𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊 𝚏𝚊𝚗𝚎  :  natural  witch ,  librarian  at  citadel  of  the  dead .  board  +  info . ( nathalie emmanuel )

𝚎𝚟𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎  :  fallen ,  resident  party  girl .  board  +  info . ( inbar lavi )

𝚟𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚊𝚗 𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚎𝚛  :  fae ,  high  court  official .  board  +  info . ( madelaine petsch )

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[ilbuia]

vivian & eddie .

Eddie didn’t fail to notice her smile and while he was curious about her, he couldn’t help but normal bristly demeanour that held him back from being completely relaxed as she spoke to him. “Probably not a good idea to sit by me, I’ve not been doing so good.” He puts down his bet then takes a sip of his beer, brows raising in surprise when it’s his luck in that moment the dealer calls out his colour and number once the wheel stops spinning. 

vivian hums cheekily as his luck turns. . . the moment he so happens to speak ill of it. she most loved the irony of it all.  “ well, ’  tips her head ever so slightly before taking a small sip from the edge of her nearly empty glass.  “ it does appear your luck is changing. . now doesn’t it? ’

[hollywedits]

[atlantisview]

DOVE CAMERON | WE GO DOWN TOGETHER | 2023 ♡

[ilbuia]

location: a human friendly bar, take your pick 😂

there was a tugging in her stomach, a tightness in her chest —- yet still she pulled open the door to a place that was never really familiar to her before. tonight’s view was different though. it wasn’t the same, usual, drunk assholes that she was used to seeing too wasted at the bar. this one she was pretty sure she knew. a heavy breath parting brims as she reaches the empty stool beside them, fist knocking two quick pounds on the bar top to garner their attention. worked for both. “ two waters and the usual, please. ’  she couldn’t help it. there was something inside of her, despite how much she liked to deny it —- that couldn’t help but want ti save people. it was annoying, really. 

now her attention was on them, sliding both waters in front of them as their figure turned to face them. “ you okay? ’

[ilbuia]

evangeline & eddie .

Eddie didn’t know the woman next to him but that wasn’t surprising, it had been a long time since he’d made it his business to get to know anyone and it felt odd for the fae in him. He was surprised she picked the same number he did and when the wheel began to spin, he dared a few glances at her while cradling his beer in his hands. “Hi.” The gruffness clear in his voice before the dealer declares the colour and number he’d chosen and it caught him by surprise. 

her smile widens as the number is called, her glass raising to him.  “ looks like your my lucky charm. ’  she chimed cheekily. perhaps her luck was turning. at least for one run. if she were being honest, she could care less about the winnings. it was the people she enjoyed. all the different personalities. that’s what really made it fun.

[ilbuia]

location: home .

closed to @magnusetdona​ .

lucky had never been more grateful for anything as she was for brina. seemed to be the only family she had left now. this was it and it still didn’t feel real. she’d hardly even started her healing process from the first hit, this one knocked the wind out of her. an already broken heart shattering further. how was she supposed to do it all now? she wanted to be the strong one. she had to be, always. hiding herself away in their kitchen as she cooked up their hot coacoa. the back of her sleeve now working as a sponge to soak up the tears that watered in her eyes. “ do you want me to spike yours? ’  she asked, calling out to her from the kitchen. 

[ilbuia]

vivian & dodger .

Dodger’s brows furrowed, confused at why this woman was so intrigued by his actions, and in turn one raised, intrigue of his own taking over. “How I did it?” He repeated, “I just enhance their capacity to sin. Sloth. Laziness. Removes their ambition and agency. Makes it so they know they should fight back but their body can’t be bothered to.” He couldn’t help but smile through his bearded features, suddenly more confident in his abilities as he spoke through them than he had been before. “Leaves them essentially lifeless before their soul has even been taken.”

vivian was surprised by what seemed to be the same feeling from the man before her. however, she held her composure. this was the fun part in learning about people. learning about all the things that made them who they were. though the reason she enjoyed it so much may not have ran as deep as she’d like to believe. the real truth was, she was far too invested in his description of what was unfolding before her to think about anything more then making some people feel exactly that.  “ well that certainly is a fun little treat, isn’t it? ’  red painted lips twisted into a scheming smile. oh the possibilities.

[ilbuia]

zahara & jasper .

where: silver city

event: the love deception

who: anyone

Jasper hummed as he dipped a small vial into one of the cauldrons. He had no intention of taking himself, but that didn’t mean he couldn’t have fun with it. He pranced towards the first table with drinks on it that he saw, tilting his head to the side as he lifted the vial, allowing several drops of the potion slide into the beverages. The more drinks he managed to mix the potion into, the more laughter filled the air. 

“A little bit here… a little bit there…” He spoke to himself as he emptied the vial. “Oh! I need more.” He turned, only to notice that someone was behind him. “Would you like a drink?” He grabbed one of the cups behind him, which now held the beverage and the potion, and held it out towards them. “It tastes delicious!”

regardless of her inability to admit it. . zahara needed a night like this. aside from her brother and a select few friends, she’d been spending most of her time alone. . . working. that’s not the say negatively, she’s rather enjoyed her time alone — always has but the work now fills her with a different type of feeling. a type of fulfillment she’s yet to feel before and she knows it will only get better. at least, she believes.

if it weren’t for the various people scattered throughout here handing out drinks, she would have said no to the gentleman’s offer. but again. . she needed this and she’d be damned if she didn’t earn it. twice over. 

“ is it actually delicious or are you just trying to be convincing? ’  apparently it didn’t take much convincing though, seeing as she was already lifting the glass to her brims for the first sip.

[ilbuia]

scar & demitri .

“It does matter.” He let out a growl, his body turning sharply, his eyes penetrating hers with rage. “You think, after what you did, I’m going to let you skirt around the questions I have?” He asked, advancing on her in a swift motion. As much time that had passed between now, and their previous encounter, Demitri was still angry with what Scarlett had done to get the information she wanted. 

He’d done worse to people than she, to get the information he wanted. But he hadn’t cared for those people. He hadn’t wanted to be with them. Not like he had with Scarlett. 

“Yes, Scarlett. It will be like this until you can show me that I can trust you again.” His eyes hardened. “So tell me who sent you. Now.” 

even this was better then nothing at all. where her emotions seemed to lack luster, his still burned with rage. he had every right but apologies were never something scarlett was very good at. 

still, she didn’t look at him with the same rage and anger that he eyed her with. hers were softer still, it seemed it didn’t matter what he did. she would always look at him like this. like there was no one else in the world like him. because there wasn’t and the more complicated he became, the more beautiful it made him. suppose this was their twisted fate.

“ i didn’t think there was any part of you that wanted to trust me again. ’  a truth. she’d thought she’d ruined any chance of reconciliation.

“ when i say it doesn’t matter, i’m not hiding anything from you. it doesn’t matter because it was some nobody concerned with the length of time this room had been preoccupied. i didn’t even realize it was you i’d be walking in on. ’  more truth, he deserved at least that much.  “ had i known, i -— ’  i never would have came.

[dovenation]

i eat boys like you for breakfast

[ilbuia]

valdana & axel .

“Oh. Right. Because I totally had the luxury of hearing out your ideas when planning my next fucking move.” He spat at her. “You weren’t there. You don’t fucking know what choices I had. What plans I came up with to figure out which one would work the best.” He glared at her. “You. Fucking. Left!” Rage showed in his voice, and in his eyes. He couldn’t help it. She had once been someone he trusted. Someone he confided in. Now? It was as if she was a stranger.

“You know what?” He let out an annoyed laugh. “I’m done. I’m not doing this shit with you. Not now. Not later. You obviously don’t fucking get it, and I’m so fucking tired of explaining myself to people!” He shook his head. “I did what I had to do. Hate me. Judge me. Everyone else is doing it anyway. Why would you be any different?” 

it felt like yelling at wall. suppose he probably felt the same. it wasn’t like either of them were really listening to the other. that much was clear. and for someone who prided herself in her ability to disconnect from the world around her. . give or take a few. it wasn’t until recently she’d seen that axel may have never stopped being apart of those few. 

why would you be any different? the words felt like a knife to the throat. whatever anger she’d spat at him prior didn’t seem to make its way up now. the words ringing around in her head like a broken record. 

“ well i never was, right. so why would you expect otherwise now. ’  both questions but they weren’t phrased as such.  “ you don’t need to explain anything to me axel, we’re nothing more then strangers now. ’  she felt numb but somehow that was better then the alternative.

[shelly-johnson]

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[femaledaily]

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[ilbuia]

evangeline & zane .

“You sure this isn’t mine?” Zane asked as he quickly snatched the glass and lifted it to his lips. He guzzled the drink without even looking at the other. After he finished swallowing, he sat the glass back down, licked his lips, and tilted his head to the side. “You’re right. That wasn’t an amoretto sour.” He shrugged before winking at the other. “Maybe the next one will be correct.” 

“ yeah. . . no. ’  a fit of laughter rolling out as she watched the effects of what he’d taken from her change him.  “ now i’m going to need to mix up another for myself if i want to create chaos. ’  she leans in playfully.  “ but i don’t think you’ve ever looked better. ’ maybe lack of glamour could do them all some good for the night. 

[ilbuia]

scarlett & teddy .

Her claim that she was not on the menu was met with a slightly disappointed look, more so to fuel conversation than anything else. “Shame..I’d say it’s been a while since I’ve held my own against one of my kind.” Teddy fixed his collar and cuffs and reached forward to pour Scarlett a glass of bourbon just in case this really was no coincidence and she really intended to be there or to stay. “Right. I would hope so.” he mused. “Anyway..to what do I owe the visit, Scarlett?

her lips tipped upwards at the corners ever so slightly, a soft hum sounding from her throat. it was a sentiment she understood well. it had felt like ages since she’d held her own against one of her own too. though, neither of those friendships were necessarily healthy.  “ i could always find you one of us, if you’d like that instead? ’  her voice soft, melodic as she took seat beside him.  “ truthfully i’m just here to distract you while we wait for your request to be ready. ’  they were. . preoccupied with another patron when he’d first requested them.  “ thank you. ’  she offered thoughtfully before reaching for the glass he’d poured.

[ilbuia]

a family affair .

in all her years of captivity vivian had never been afraid. no, the fear came after her return from the void. when her family had been more disconnected then ever before and the boy she knew as her brother was now a man who. . she hardly recognized. 

sharing the truth with aurelia was easy. they’d been through nearly the same thing. the biggest difference being vivian’s captivity away from their other captives. it wasn’t until her escape that she found she wasn’t the only one. 

jasper was the difficult one to win back. for the longest time it seemed impossible to share the truth with him. he could barely even look at her, why would he trust her? why would he want to learn the truth from her when he believed everything she said was a lie?

aurelia changed her mind there too. she only hoped her aunt was right. . nerves settling in her core as they stood waiting outside of jaspers from door. a small, forced smile barely lifting her brims edges as the door opened.  “ there’s something we want to show you. ’

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