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Hey! I'm EliUnderscore, I'm a fanfiction writer and fanartist! I'll mainly post and reblog posts about The Legend of Zelda, Linked Universe, and other Linksmeets

I have a Linksmeet au! The main tag is #hylias protection and the official account is @hylias-protection

Rules!

Basic dni, no homophobia, transphobia, sexism, racism, etc. allowed on my page

DM's are okay!! Just be nice, and use tone indicators/tone tags. I do have Discord and I'm willing to share it if that would make it easier to talk with me :) Yapping is always allowed, of course

NSFW jokes are allowed here as long as it's silly and not towards/about a minor or someone uncomfortable with the topic. I will occasionally reblog artistic nudity, but rarely, if ever, will it be inherently sexual, and it will always be properly tagged, usually with #suggestive or #mildly suggestive depending on the severity

Just in general, be nice to me and everyone else on here. We're all human, we all have emotions that need to be respected

Custom tags!

#eli's art - any art, traditional or digital, that I post

#eli answers - answered asks

#eli's wip's - and works in progress I post (both art and writing)

#eli writes - fic stuff, which is rare (I'm more of an artist than a writer)

#eli's au's - any alternate universe works I'm making

#eli's headcanons - headcanon posts

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God i feel so fucking disgusting.

I keep doing this Thing and i hate that i do it. It’s not inherently a bad thing to do, but I still feel gross after I do it. I do it every day, before bed, sometimes in the middle of the day, in the shower, or just whenever I feel like it and I feel so gross after. I shouldn’t do it this often. I shouldn’t do it at all. But I can’t stop, I feel like it’s an addiction and I don’t know how to break it. I don’t know what to do. It doesn’t even feel good, it doesn’t make me less stressed, I don’t feel good afterwards, it doesn’t nothing for me but I continue to do it and it’s terrible. I feel like people are going to hate me for it, they’re going to shun me, I can’t tell people or they’ll get mad at me or themselves for not being able to help me stop, or give me a reason to stop and I just. I feel so gross. All the time. I feel like this Thing is going to leave me bruised, permanently stained in guilt and I won’t be able to wash it away.

And I’m constantly thinking about it. Not necessarily doing the Thing, but just the Thing itself, it always lingers in my brain, all throughout the day, and I can’t help it, and the thoughts are always words than the action, they’re more intense, more emotional, more present than id like them to be. I fantasize about it, and it’s terrible, I feel like I need to tear my own brain out to even have a chance of getting rid of those thoughts, or maybe kill myself so they won’t impact other people. Half the time it’s not something I plan out, I’ll just be climbing into bed or getting dressed or in the shower or anything and I’ll just do it, no prior thoughts about it, like I just did not 10 minutes before writing this out.

I have the self control not to do it, i know I stop myself from going through with it and i know if it really got that severe i could stop myself from doing it to others, because I have no desire to do it to others, but it’s just so scary. So scary and so, so gross

#vent #rant #not queued because I don’t care if it’s almost 1:30 in the morning I need to get my words out now #idc if people see this or don’t see it tbh I just need to talk about it #probably won’t be expressing what exactly this is about unless in dms if im feeling better about talking about it

Im starting to have mixed feelings about this big thing I have planned with my friends and I Don’t want to have those mixed feelings

#on one hand. yay living with friends! on the other hand what if they hate me. what if I do something wrong. what if they hate me being there #what if I can’t do enough what if I can’t provide what if I don’t make it and they suffer without the little bit of support I can give them

bobasbag

Blows you up

WORTH IT.

eliunderscore

🖕

bobasbag

eliunderscore

#i cant tell if you're pointing these out because they're part of the emotional scene or because of the friendzoning #< mostly the friendzoning #gyeuhdhhfynhnhhhhfhhghghhhhhhhthhh

bobasbag

Blows you up

WORTH IT.

eliunderscore

🖕

#wha spoilers #witch hat atelier spoilers

Finally did my laundry so now I can wear something other than my binder that is no longer big enough for my chest and actively tries to kill me every time I put it on

#i have three binders and two of them barely fit anymore #i bought them like 4 years ago I fucking wonder why they don't fit 😭#one of them is *okay* i guess but it still hurts a little bit to wear even if only for a few hours

We all need to start fighting Boba right now

#infecting me with it's thing it likes smh (i am enjoying it) (it's very tragic)#it's 2am and im tearing up over 2 fictional men in a manga i just started reading #this is about →#witch hat atelier

lemonheadart

uh oh

#skyward sword #sksw zelink #moot art #the them <3 #they're so cute ouhhhhh

eliunderscore

Playing AoL at the final dungeon. So excited to beat the game

Look at how fucking big this dungeon map is

eliunderscore

Beat it

#WAHOO BEAT MY 8TH ZELDA GAME #now i can keep going on ALTTP #adventure of link #zelda 2 #zelda ii

hylias-protection

Fawn's scar chart!

First scar chart done, I'll be working on the rest of them soon while I manage to get the motivation to work on the main comic again

Click to see the smaller ones

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I wish I could say falling out of the wheelbarrow inspired that scar

magiowlio

to me. beast has fallen out of a wheelbarrow at some point. maybe he has a cool scar from it

eliunderscore

Oh he for sure has. He's fallen off a lot of stuff, even as an adult

#the TwiPri manga *is* canon to Beasts story so the whole Growing up in the desert with a community of people around his age is canon #there was a lot of room for him to just fuck around he's definitely gotten himself in situations as a kid #i think he moved to ordon when he was a younger teenager? maybe 14? 15? i don't remember it's been a while since I read the manga #either way he spent his youth messing around with friends until he moved to ordon where he started getting into farm work #and even then. he has fallen off of multiple roofs multiple times #it's a shock he's only ever broken one bone and that wasn't even from doing something dumb. that was from getting his arm cut clean off #hylias protection #hp beast

hylias-protection

Fawn's scar chart!

First scar chart done, I'll be working on the rest of them soon while I manage to get the motivation to work on the main comic again

Click to see the smaller ones

eliunderscore

I wish I could say falling out of the wheelbarrow inspired that scar

#i did finish the drawing and then go outside. and coincidentally fall out of a wheelbarrow #i didn't even get a cool scar from it smh

Stares at you

👁👁

#hi cas #eli answers

I left something in my bathroom today that I'm not supposed to have and SOMEBODY in my house FOUND IT and PUT IT BACK ON MY DESK and now I'm scared that they know WHY I have it and I am so so scared that I'll have to have yet another conversation about this topic

#don't want to say explicitly what the topic is but I've had to talk about it with my parents like. 4 times already #and i can't talk to other people about it unless they also relate to Topic and even if they do i doubt they'll want to talk about it #fuck my baka life #queued because its 2 in the morning rn

oxalis-art

Let the record show that when I first thought of the concept 'Twilight shaving' I meant for it to be cute and domestic. Cursed to be an eternal edgelord

He could still be shaving, but he is holding the razor wildly incorrectly for that :')

#listen i think every link gets to be suicidal #as a treat #< prev tags #agreed

I posted a voice clip of myself in a discord server I'm in to show off how T has changed my voice over the last 2 months of being on it and got told I sound like Berdly Deltarune

boomshroom2776

My favorite wolf boy 🐺🌕

Playing AoL at the final dungeon. So excited to beat the game

Look at how fucking big this dungeon map is

#adventure of link #fuck this dungeon but also i gotta beat this game cause once i do I can keep playing ALTTP #i also don't know how to get where i need to be #AND I HAVE TO FIGHT DARK LINK LATER FAUCKKCKK

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