olivia

I love ahs, in love with michael langdon, cody ferns biggest fan, violet harmon wannabe and a lonely musician

[ilikemusiclol]

my free people spending time pullover exact, I got this a while ago but I forgot to post it lol

[ilikemusiclol]

Some violet inspired outfits 💗 1st and 2nd are inspired from the pilot episode and last one some of the exacts I own lost in the forest pullover and the free people slip trapeze dress (I own 3 exacts lol) and sorry it’s bad quality 😂😭

[ilikemusiclol]

i hate myself

[lonelywithdreams]

We're falling again....

Again we will disappear

And no one can save us ...

Our arms covered in new cuts and old scars....

We love that....

Idk why I wrote it as 'we' yet I don't mind it....

[lesbefangirling]

fuck i hate this

i hate that i have no friends anymore

i hate that i think im ugly

i hate that i think im fat

i hate that i hate my body

i hate that i wish i was skinnier

i hate that i feel like i should eat less

i hate being fucking insecure

[ilikemusiclol]

It’s not fun

[lizzy-frizzle]

I'm in one of those moods where I just wanna delete every selfie I've ever posted in my life

[ilikemusiclol]

I’m too ugly and disgusting

[makaelachanese]

As many times as I’ve given my body away no one wants it… not even me.

[saskiaxblog]

I hate myself so fucking much. my body is disgusting. I want to puke when I look at them

[lacrimae3]

i cannot explain how much i hate my appearance

i want to rip my face off and put on a new, prettier one

i want to replace my whole body

[ladynuwanda]

Invisible to the Eye - Michael LangdonXFemale Reader one-shot (word count: 4,4K)

(This was a request by my darling @alexcornerblog, basically the first ever request that I’ve received, and I loved doing it! It’s about Outpost!Michael, Reader is a Grey that works for him. As she conquers her fear for her new boss, she might find out that the cold exterior hides a lonely boy who’s in need of affection just as much as she is. It contains some sweet, sweet smut… I hope you enjoy!💖)

(edit, 26th of July 2019: beautiful art by my darling @hecohansen31, thank you ever so much for your kindness, sweetie…  🌸)

Being invisible was just part of a Grey’s job, I think. That’s probably why they decided to dress us in grey to begin with, to make it easier for us to blend into the background (but the ridiculous dildo-bun hairstyle they made us wear, I’m pretty sure served only for humiliation purposes). We were just supposed to keep the Outpost running, doing post-apocalyptical hard work. It sucks, but it’s still better than the alternative. They saved only those they thought could make a contribution to society… and those who could pay for it, or course. So basically if you’re rich you’re a Purple, if you’re useful you’re a Grey. You’re a very smart servant pampering rich people… but it beats being dead, if you ask me.

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[hecohansen31-deactivated2025110]

There just simply isn't enough fluffy Outpost Michael out there😭. Don't get me wrong I LOVE the filth that has been written but I just want to be held by him and told everything will be alright 😭

Hi, I am a soft bitch too, so I totally agree that my babe Outpost! Michael would be a huge hugger and cuddler, although I can’t help but feel like it would be done in a more distracted way, such as...

...you are in bed, he is probably doing some work over paper files or on his computer and he is just being his usual business man... except he got you tucked onto his chest and he is either caressing your back or your hair, in a nonchalant way that doesn’t show any kind of interest on his part and he is just moving because he doesn’t know what to do with his arms, but try snuggling out to pee... you’ll be frozen on the spot by his icy eyes, and you either snuggle back with an explosive bladder or he’ll drag you back.

What if the positions are inverted? You are the one who is trying to do the cuddling and probably Michael is just purring in your lap, being the big cat he is, you can’t convince me otherwise, and you are probably with your hands in his hair, because it always calms him down, and it is the quickest way to make him feeel comforted.

And if you ever stop, ( @sojournmichael said) he’ll take it as a personal offense, good luck going back in his graces, he’ll for ever think that you don’t love him enough.

(Which means that he’ll probably last a week and then plead with you to play with his hair).

He is a big doofus, with daddy issues and long hair... what more could you want?

[sad-goth-dark-writer]

Yandere Alphabet Michael Langdon

Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get? Michael is very touch starved so he would defiantly participate in physical affection. Hugging, cuddling, handholding. On the more disturbing side and  I could definitely see him killing people in an attempt to impress you. Most like people who hurt you, ex-lovers, abusive family members, bullies. He finds the lives of people who would hurt you to be worthless, so in an attempt to show love he would kill them with no mercy.

Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling? As mentioned earlier he would murder those who hurt you but he would also kill those that he believes to be getting in the way of you loving him. All of these victims would almost certainly be tortured by him.

Cruelty: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Very guilt trippy and manipulative. Goes off about how “Everyone else has left me I’m not letting you do the same” and “Please don’t hate me” and “I promise I won’t hurt you, just trust me” 

Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will? I can’t see himself forcing himself on his darling sexually, though he would touch them non-consensually (holding them down, playing with their hair, that sort of thing) not caring if they don’t like it because “I just wanna love you” and “I promise I won’t do anything gross.”

Exposed: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling? He’d be a lot softer with his darling because he knows they can’t escape and will try to make you love him back.

Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back? He’d defiantly be hurt but wouldn’t hit or yell at them because that would only make them hate him more.

Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape? He would find escape attempts annoying to say the least, catching up to them truly isn’t challenging considering his powers. He would be hurt due to him already having abandonment issues. After getting his darling back I think he would probably cry asking them why they hate him so much and that he just doesn’t want them to leave because he loves them too much.

Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them? I’d say how nonchalantly he is when talking about violence when he first kidnaps them. The fear of what one earth he plans on doing to them would be awful.

Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling? All he truly wants is for his Darling to love him back and to never leave him even with the opportunity, 

Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope? As stated in other sections he lacks hesitance to kill those he believes are preventing his darling from loving him.

Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling? He wishes to gain their trust, therefore he tends to remain calm. He doesn’t want to hurt them even though he’s scared that he might and that they’ll hate him.

Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling? If his Darling was at the Outpost he’d probably offer them a place in the Sanctuary. 

Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else? As stated earlier he would be a lot softer with his darling than others. 

Naughty: How would they punish their darling? Again he would he would guilt trip them intensely. His want to not hurt them would prevent physical punishment.

Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling? Mainly their freedom, he would try to get them to not talk to other people and being quite controlling even before kidnaping them.

Patience: How patient are they with their darling? Extremely. 

Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on? His intense abandonment issues make moving on nearly impossible. I doubt he would give up. 

Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go? He would give feel bad for them being upset but wouldn’t let them go. More likely he’d try to cheer them up with alternative methods.

Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc.)?His canonical fear of abandonment, and insecurities would make yandere traits form. 

Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves? He’d feel guilty and would attempt to comfort them. 

Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere? He relies on manipulation rather than violence with his darling.

Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape? He’s not naïve so they cannot manipulate him. 

Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling? No.

Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over? He gives them gifts often, and as said before would kill those who hurt them in an attempt to win their favor.

Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap? I think he would start a normal relationship with them but slowly get more and more controlling. Though in some instances he would stalk them, befriend them, gain trust, and then kidnap them.

Zenith: Would they ever break their darling? His manipulation may “break” them but his want to make them not fear him prevents intentionally “breaking” them.

[amomentsescape]

hi love! could i request some headcanons for cuddling with outpost! michael? just some really cute ones 🥺👉👈

A/N: Ahhh, I love this request! I revel in Michael’s soft side and wouldn’t want it any other way. Enjoy!!

Cuddling with Outpost! Michael Langdon:

This is one of the only times when soft, fragile Michael is shown.

He puts on quite the facade anywhere else, but during private moments like this? He practically melts in your hands.

He enjoys feeling you close to him. You’re like the most expensive porcelain doll, and he’d be damned if there were to even be a scratch on you.

He usually enjoys the silence with you, but he sometimes finds himself in the mood to hear you talk.

He loves when you open up to him. It shows you trust him, and he never received much of that when he was younger.

He’s more of the listening type than the speaker, but the gentle caress of his hand along your skin is enough to show that he cares.

He enjoys teasing you a bit too.

There are moments when it’s hard to tell if he’s awake or not. 

There have been so many times where you thought he was asleep so you’d get up to go get a drink, only to have his firm grip reach your arm.

He’d have the slightest smirk on his lips.

“No no, Darling. Stay.”

When I say he could lay with you like this for hours, I mean HOURS.

Sometimes you don’t even need the blanket over you two. He’s literally a human heater.

There are some moments where he finds himself wanting to be held though.

He enjoys being the little spoon at times, but he has a preference for laying his head in the crook of your neck, his arm strewn out across your abdomen.

In this position, you HAVE to play with his hair. He practically drags your hand up to his scalp so that you will. 

He’ll let out the cutest sigh of content.

He likes this position too because it gives him access to leave small kisses along your neck and collarbone. 

Depending on his mood, he might even leave a few well-placed marks there as well. He still likes having some amount of control, even in such a vulnerable position.

He often whispers sweet things into your ear. He likes to see the goosebumps arise on your skin, but he also means what he says.

You enjoy every second of it.

When going to sleep, you are always touching or cuddling in some manner. 

There’s never been a time when you two would go to bed on separate sides. You two share the middle of the bed- no exceptions.

During times outside of the bedroom, Michael still likes to have you close. 

He enjoys having you sit on his lap while he’s at his desk, looking over papers and such.

He doesn’t often initiate this position, but he’d gladly accept it if you do.

This is the time where he returns the favor and mindlessly runs his fingers through your hair. 

If you fall asleep in this position, you’ll usually wake up in your shared bed with Michael quietly reading beside you, his arm wrapped around you protectively.

You notice if he’s particularly stressed from that day, his grip will be a little tighter on you. It’s not painful in anyway, the contact just feels closer.

There are times when Michael finds it difficult to go to sleep, his own memories and worries keeping him up.

He leaves his gaze on you during these moments, his hand running up and down your back.

It lets him know that you’re really there and that your aren’t going anywhere. At least, not without him.

[eve18ahs]

The purple

Warnings - fluff, depression, stress, cussing, cuddles, threatening other outpost members, bullies, protective Michael Langdon.

Y/n just wanted to die but at the same time she was scared to kill herself afraid that she would still be alone. But when Langdon showed up she felt calm and safe his presence was reassuring that she would be ok.

When her interview came along she was scared she wouldn't get to the sanctuary but at the same time she didn't care. He had asked her why she didn't talk much to people. "To be honest I always I- I hurt people before they can hurt me because my mom used child support money for weed and my dad didn't understand my emotions and it doesn't help that my mom married a sex offender. I just I'm too broken."

He looked her dead in the eye and said "tell me more." So she did.

"when I was 6 i broke my left arm in PE and my stepmom was there for me but my mom was on her phone for the majority of the time and all I remember is crying. I lost my grandfather to kidney stones at age 13the night before I woke up and I started to cry because something didn't feel right and I was scared. I lost my grandma at 9 turning 10 her funeral was on my fucking 10th birthday and I made sarcastic jokes to Brighten the mood only because I didn't understand that she was gone. My mom married a sex offender when I was 12 and the girl at the time was 12 when he assaulted her and I got terrified and a month after my grandpa died I held a knife to my throat in the bathroom and stared in the mirror and cried I couldn't do it. When I got into fights with my friends and I told my stepmom about it and always thought it was my fault like I was the monster I guess I always will be I'll never be enough. will I ?"

"Y/n, you are enough don't let anyone tell you different because if someone says something I will rip out their heart and devour it. Come here. Your safe beautiful. Let me hold you."

Y/n close enough for Michael to hold her in his warm arms. She tested her head on his chest and rapped her arm around him.

"why are being so nice to me?"

"because y/n I never was able to bond with anyone then here you came with your drawing notebooks and sarcasm I knew I needed to get to know you."

Part 2

I wrote this to tell those who suffer from mental health issues you are not alone ♥️ take care lovelies.

[taehyungsgrowl]

Do you think Michael would be into spanking as a reward. Like the reader has had a stressful day and he spanks them etc. into sub space. Once they are taken care of cuddles and such. (Love your writing btw)

yes i think so!!

specifically outpost michael!

especially if you’re being like super pouty you know?

maybe he’s like “c‘ mere,” and pulls you on to his lap. his hand is already rubbing your ass, getting you ready for a spanking.

and this is ofc soft dom daddy michael 😳

he’s sitting down, completely man spread on the couch, his black button up slightly unbuttoned at the top, blonde hair pulled into a messy low bun. every time he wears his hair like that it makes his jaw appear even sharper.

“you think you need a good spanking, angel?”

and by now he’s softly smacking your bottom. no where near what you actually want him to do, but again, just getting you nice and ready.

and you just kinda whine, but you know he’s going to make you say it.

“what was that?”

“spank me, please?”

and then he places his hand on your chin pulling you in for a kiss... maybe his hand comes down around your neck just a little... squeezes enough to make you moan into the kiss

and with you being so lightheaded from the kiss, he quickly and effortlessly moves you across his lap so you’re laying out on it, your ass right where he needs it.

he grabs the belt loops of your jeans and pulls them down until you’re able to kick them off

once you’re down to just your panties, he playfully smacks your ass, “much better,” he mumbles

i think he would love to give you one firm spank, over your panties to get started

“should we take these off?” you couldn’t see his face, but you could hear the smirk in his tone

“michael,” you whine and wiggle in his lap

“yn” he copies your tone and whines your name back at you, stifling a laugh

“take them off, please,”

and he does just that

he pulls down your panties, immediately noticing how soaked they are

“aw baby,” he coos as he gropes your ass, spreading your cheeks. “already so wet,”

and before you can even respond, he spanks you again

“how many should i give you today, hm?”

“you’re being such a good girl for me...”

and he keeps spanking you until your little yelps turn to soft moaning and you’ve managed to cover his pants in your arousal.

he leans down and presses a kiss to your freshly spanked bottom

and then while you’re laying there all blissed out, he slips out from under you and lifts you in his arm carrying you to bed

he helps take off the rest of your clothes and lays you down on your tummy and

then he’d start kissing down your back all the way down to the spots he spanker.

maybe he’d lift your hips a little and run his tongue over your pussy. long stripes down your slit

he’d fuck you with his tongue, never letting his grip on your thighs go

he’d pull away once you were shaking only to kiss your thighs

“you’re gonna cum on my tongue okay, angel”

and he’d go back to eating you out like his last meal. he’d have his hand snake in between your thighs and rubs circles on your clit until you came undone for him

once he licked you alll up, he lay down on the bed next to you and then pull you on top of him so he could hold you.

you head on his chest and his fingers playing with your hair

he’d kiss you head and your sigh contently

“feel better, baby?”

and you’d just nod on his chest, starting to doze off.

also!!!!! thank you! i’m glad you enjoy my writing :’)

[ahswitchy]

michael langdon // ddlg

sfw

• surprising as it may seem, michael is actually a very gentle and caring partner, overall. he is romantic in his own way and he would do everything in his power to make his significant other happy.

• as a daddy dom, I see michael falling more into the soft domination spectrum. he does understand what is like to have the need for a fatherly figure in your life, having lacked that himself when he was a child.

• expect a very comprehensive and present caregiver. michael would always know how to make you happy when you were at your lowest.

• if he needs to be away from you during his visits to the outposts, he would make sure to keep contact with you. he would also leave a trusted person to keep an eye on you, in case you require something.

• michael is your strength, you are his weakness, his achilles' heel.

• "hold my hand, I don't want you to get lost."

• he is low-key clingy. absolutely adores to play with your hair, watch cartoons with you, cuddles...affection would never be lacking in your life.

• adores when you sit on his lap in public, no matter who is watching. they'd better know not to mess with his little one.

• he knows all of your fears and traumas. he would try everything in his reach to help you overcome them, and comfort you whenever things got bad.

• wearing his clothes and he would absolutely adore to see you in them.

• his nicknames for you would be "kitten" and "little bird". it varies.

•

• you are the only one with the power of making the antichrist blush by seeing how absolutely adorable you are.

• he would know the names of aaaaaall your stuffed animals by heart.

• often, mostly when he is feeling low but does not want to admit it, he will just grab and squeeze you, kissing you as he wraps his strong arms around your body, needing you close and heart by heart.

• "daddy needs you."

• don't be fooled, he wouldn't need to be strictly sexual to be a dominant daddy. carressing your hair as you sit on his lap until you fall asleep and then carrying you to the bed. ordering for you at restaurants, speaking for you in social events. being the one to kiss your salty tears when things get bad. he is your home.

nsfw

• kinky. very kinky.

• michael has a soft degradation fetish and he would introduce it in your intimate moments

• "who's such a dirty little slut for daddy?"

• "good girl. that's it, suck my fucking cock, princess."

• yes, he hasa very dirty mouth.

• however, he would always make sure you are comfortable with everything and wouldn't go past your limit, unless you asked him to

• before every session, he would ask you what's your safe word and encourage you to use it if you needed.

• he also enjoys orgasm controlling, either it being denial or overstimulation, depends on his mood.

• michael would add toys to the fun, his favorites would be dildos and vibrators. when he wants to overstimulates his little, he would crotchrope her with a rubber cock into her pussy and a vibrator on its highest setting onto the clit. he'd tie her arms and legs as well, making it impossible for her to escape the tight grasp of the ropes.

• ballgags would be a favorite too. it makes him so hard to watch his innocent little pet drooling like a whore, all for him.

• handcuffs, nipple clamps, paddles, ropes, gags, whips, chains...oh lord, he's quite creative with gears.

• some of his biggest kinks: praising, soft degradation, bondage, dry humping and pet play

• loves when you are vocal during sex. he has a special spot for your whines and whimpers, they would arouse him further and he can't help himself but fuck you harder, wanting to drawn more beautiful dirty noises from you.

• michael can be an exhibitionist at times. he would be marvelled by placing you on his lap in public, for all curious eyes to catch a glimpse. he would trail your neck with posseesive marks to make the small crowd jealous.

• he is very aware of the effect his voice has on you. sometimes, he will purposely call you by your favourite pet names, slightly lower under his usual tone. he would whisper all the dirty things he would do to you until your thighs were pressed against one another as you whimpered and squirmed. such an asshole.

• one minute, he is comforting and whispering sweet nothings into your ear, calling you his little kitten and going on about how dear and precious you are to him. but he also has that side that will put you in place if he has to. his calm voice can all of a sudden turn lower and hoarse, his grip on your jaw form and a little tight.

• "you're all fucking mine, little one. all daddy's."

[bakwaaas]