So what. @illbeat-blog - Tumblr Blog

Quietly reminds myself to get something cute for Tsubaki.

I don't even remember my first time. I was drunk and so was the guy I was with.

I just remember it hurting.

they put their hands on me

she whimpered and the energy just sort of deflated

I want to make them pay.

Shes shaking i just want her to be okay.

im making her stay at my apartment

Im worried about tsubaki.

kinda worried about baki she hasnt responded to my text.

i may have missed Tsubaki.

a little wont hurt

Soul left some alcohol in the fridge.

i keep burning myself and i dont care.

im an idiot

i just wnat to be close to her all the sudden

im

i think i need more cigarettes

She left.

So what.