this place is death

ill wait forever for you to come back you are and will always be my world

[illbehereforever]

this blog is specifically for a certain girl

for a person that changed my life and my mind

that changed everything about me in a better way

but shes not with me anymore

every single thing here is about that girl in a way or another

and this will last forever, like my love for her

i just hope she comes back

to estinguish all the flames that are engulfing me

[illbehereforever]

rip jesto

and rip to my mind because you're still here

[illbehereforever]

God i know you dont even look at these posts, but i swear i cant get you out of my mind for fucks sake

[illbehereforever]

i miss your voice

[illbehereforever]

i don't feel myself no more

[illbehereforever]

they're shutting down skype

rest in peace to all of our memories

[illbehereforever]

i can see the stars in your eyes

[illbehereforever]

i miss you so much

[illbehereforever]

can you stop appearing in my dreams?

[illbehereforever]

have we grown apart?

[mournfulroses]

Meng Hao Jan, translated by Kenneth Rexroth, from a poem titled "Night on the Great River,"

[illbehereforever]

i finally got it

[illbehereforever]

i wonder where you are

[illbehereforever]

no seriously now, how can i still dream of you?

[illbehereforever]

there's so many things i wanna say to you

[illbehereforever]

and then

i dream of you again

[illbehereforever]

to hear you call my name i'll do it all again