ilona, 23, she/her, agender irl, misgendering myself here cause it's hot. transsupremacy enjoyer. i post hard kinks from both a dom and a sub perspective. On a break cause im not that into this kink atm
Cnc/Rape fantasies from dom and sub perspectives. tagged #r@p3
Piss kink fantasies. mostly drinking it and urinating on another as part of a dom/sub dynamic. tagged #p1ss or #p1ss drinking. no omorashi.
very very very rarely i might post fart fetish fantasies. tagged #fart #farting #farts. Basically I'll include any tags i can think of so if you have any variation of it blocked, you won't see that.
Detrans kink for FTM sometimes tagged #ftm detrans or #detrans. i will not post any mtf detrans content.
Consent:
This is a kink blog. You will see fantasies here that would be unethical to do irl. People still like to roleplay them. By following me or scrolling through my blog you consent to see these fantasies. It is your own responsibility to filter specific tags.
I also write these posts with the assumption that the people who read them are into them and therefore consent. If a post says "i don't care what you want/that you don't want this..." that is a FANTASY both the writer and the reader enjoy ROLEPLAYING.
About:
You can call me ilona. For this kink blog i am a cuntgirl and use she/her pronouns.
irl gender: complicated. I'd say im agender. i was a trans man for about 5 years but i just don't vibe with gender anymore. currently in a more fem-passing phase for fashion reasons. i use he/him with my old friends who knew me back then. ideally I'd use they/them irl but my language doesn't have a they/them so it just ends up being she/her...
original content is tagged #my stuff
This next section is in character:
I write these posts to please my transfem superiors and to indoctrinate other cuntgirls to serve them as well. If other cuntgirls don't know that their place is underneath a sweaty trans woman, i will have to take matters into my own hands and rape some sense into them.
cuntgirls are free use fleshlights/urinals for trans women. that is our lives' purpose.
Kinks/Limits
yes: transfem superiority, free use, rape (trans women to everyone else, me to other cunts), piss (in and on the sub in the dynamic), degradation, impregnation (not the following pregnancy tho, at least not explored in detail), cockwarming, musk/smells
maybe/i usually won't write it: incest, transmasc superiority, farting, occasional slapping and spanking, petplay, intoxication, spit, anal
DMs: you can message me anytime and don't have to ask for my consent to send porn or nudes (as long as it's nothing from the no section). I might not respond immediately. That doesn't mean i hate you, i just save my replies for times where I'm more inspired to write something hot.
DNI:
minors (if you do secretly look at my posts i can't do anything about it, but you don't get to grow up and then try to get social media banned because 'it traumatized you when you were 15'. You are responsible for your own experience on the internet. Block me.)
anyone who can't read and thinks everything i post is for real.
transphobes/trfs (even if you get off on being "corrected". if you genuinely hold those views irl you don't get to jerk off to trans people's fantasies in your free time)
cis men can interact but don't add comments that derail the content.
Tags
Original content: #my stuff
Personal/ out of character: #not a fantasy
Asks: #asks
Check the warnings section for specific kink tags.
I'd like to imagine a transfemme asking a cuntgirl "how much for a blowjob", and only after she's swallowed down her fat load does the cissy realize that she's the one expected to be providing the money in this transaction 😇
I see your idea and raise you a deal - a loyal cuntgirl picks a number, then the less loyal cuntgirl picks a price. If the price is lower than the number, our lucky little cocksucker just earned herself some money! If the price is on the high end, though? Sorry hon, you're gonna be paying for the mouthful of cum you were just given.
How much do you need the money? How much money do you need? And how much are you willing to risk?
So obviously a cuntgirl should be ready to get on her knees to worship a superior's cock at the drop of a hat and completely free of charge, that should be a given. But I also really like the idea of getting to use a girl for insultingly cheap. The thing is, I've been wondering what the right insultingly cheap price is.
On the low end, you say a dollar. The thing is, I feel like a dollar is worth so little that the feeling would just be 'You're getting a free blowjob and separately giving me a dollar'. Then the high end obviously is a much bigger scale. So, I figured..... poll?
Cuntgirls, give the price you'd most feel insulted by while still feeling like you are actually being paid for the blowjob.
What is the best insultingly cheap price for a blowjob?
$1
5$
10$
20$
50$
75$
100$
200$
Voting ended onMay 17
Thank you as always for your contribution to this important field of scientific research.
Obviously it's great to wake the transfem up in your life by sucking her cock or eating her ass. It's such a gentle way to be woken up, immediately relaxing and pleasant, and there's no better way to feel ready to get moving again than shooting a load all over a cuntgirl's face. That said, never just assume it's okay to do any time you feel like. You're doing this for her, not you.
Try to get a feel for her sleeping habits. If she's asleep at night, figure out when she usually wakes up. If she uses an alarm, this should be easy. Check when it's set to go off, and get yourself started maybe up to 10 minutes early, depending on your girl. That way she can wake up slowly, feel her cock hard and your mouth on her, and finish off before she has to get started with her day.
If she's more of a nap person, try to get a feel for how she naps. If she's like me, and her naps are consistently ~30 minutes (or any other amount of time), take note of when she curls up and be ready to give her the wakeup she deserve. Start worshipping her closer to when you expect she'll wake up in these cases, as she won't be as deeply asleep.
If she's less consistent, there's no need to give up! Pay close attention to how she sleeps, and watch for signs she might be waking up. She might make noises, begin to move around a little, or her breathing may change. Regardless, pay attention to these signs and act accordingly!
Finally, remember that her sleep is important! If you fuck up and wake her up too early, make sure to eagerly help her take out her frustration on you, and do better next time if she lets you.
I have some stick and pokes on my upper arm that i did when i was 17 and thought the world was full of endless possibilities. I don't like them nowadays. They don't really mean anything, they're not well done, the lines aren't straight, the dots aren't even connected in some parts, they're not even particularly creative motives. Not that tattoos necessarily need to have those qualities, but my ignorance of eternity back then is unfathomable to my present day self. These days it's like I'm second guessing every minute i spend, because i can't go back and change the way i filled that time. At the end of my life the record will be written and I'll think "i wish i had put more effort into the lines."
And yeah i could get a coverup, get something big that covers the area with the thoughtlessly placed scribbles. But what if i choose wrong again. What if the ink i get to cover up the first mistake will need an even more drastic coverup when i inevitably realize that i had it all wrong. Again. Concealing a misstep using something even worse. That's why they're still on my arm. I'm so afraid that whatever i pick, it'll turn out to be another gross misrepresentation of myself.
I have some stick and pokes on my upper arm that i did when i was 17 and thought the world was full of endless possibilities. I don't like them nowadays. They don't really mean anything, they're not well done, the lines aren't straight, the dots aren't even connected in some parts, they're not even particularly creative motives. Not that tattoos necessarily need to have those qualities, but my ignorance of eternity back then is unfathomable to my present day self. These days it's like I'm second guessing every minute i spend, because i can't go back and change the way i filled that time. At the end of my life the record will be written and I'll think "i wish i had put more effort into the lines."
One time years ago i had a dream where i was gangraped and I'm still getting off to that. Cause i genuinely didn't enjoy it in the dream it was terrifying and so painful that i didn't even feel a little bit of pleasure from it. Unlike my usual rape fantasies, where i can't help but imagine myself enjoying it.
In the dream i was face down on a table with my legs hanging off one end. They made me raise my head in a really uncomfortable way so that they could fuck my throat. And the edge of the table was sharp and bruised my thighs with every thrust that pushed me into it. I had an intense cramp in my arm but my wrists were being held down so i couldn't try to stretch it out. And it happened in this disgusting public bathroom that smelled horrible. Not just like piss, i would have actually enjoyed that. It kinda smelled of sewer cause the toilets weren't installed right. The rapists didn't even find me attractive, they kept commenting on how my rapeable holes were the only good thing about me, but even that quality of mine wasn't as good as some other girls'.
If i was actually raped for real irl it would probably be similar. Like let's be realistic i obviously wouldn't enjoy it if it actually happened to me.
But that actually makes me BETTER rapemeat (you can't rape the willing). And i like that. I like that despite how much of a slut i am, it's still possible for a sadistic piece of shit rapist (affectionate) to traumatize me and make me hate it.
So yeah if you rape me I'll probably be traumatized to the point where i can't function but I'll also be getting off to the memory for the rest of my life.
divorced moms who share custody of their daughter and compete to spoil her.
"your mom has Brazzers? that stupid gooner shit will rot your brain, here baby we'll watch real organic porn from your auntie's Fansly. honey what are you doing? oh baby, when you beat your sweet girlcock, you dont do it dry do you? ugh that mother of yours has no sense, she should be teaching proper lubrication. here honey, let mommy put it on you. *sniff* mmm that's my girl, your balls smell like roses. oh sweetie, no need to get embarrassed. with my face here I can see better how you're doing, I can help you last longer. no daughter of mine is gonna be a quickshot loser. even with this monster, you can't get a good girl on your lap without learning how to control yourself. not that any floozy will ever be good enough for my babygirl..."
"hey kiddo. you're moms been feeding you that pretentious shit huh? UGH boring. you see that tiktok your cousin posted? total goonerbait, it's awesome. no baby, its totally normal to jerk it to social media, you'll never find a better porno than the one you can make with your friends. shouldn't stop you from trying though, hehehe. mmmm. speaking of. got any girls on that fat dick of yours baby? awwww come on, my babygirl should be a total stud. or at least a creep, fapping in the lockerroom. oh babe, those cheerleader girls love that. how do you think I bagged your mom? and I didn't even have that fat hog you've got, fuck you could impale both of us on that thing. fuck baby, if you're not getting any pussy, let momma take of you. your moms been edging you? UGH, here mommas gonna make you cum your brains out GLUCK GLUCK GLUCK"
one of the hottest things ever is when a girl talks about having big ol tiddies and she's like "ahaha i must get them from my mom lol" like oh?? 👀 your whole family has massive fucking milkers? 👀👀 how do you know this do you compare sizes 👀👀 do you brag about how big youre growing? do you rub them together sometimes
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