╰┈➤ 𝒮arah 𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋

"you just make me wanna say, 'hey, it's me' we've been talking twice a week" 𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖓 𝖎𝖙 𝖚𝖕!pinkpantheress

[ilovedeftones333]

𝓐bout meee:

❀ heyy, i'm sarah! :3

❀ from the philippines, but i don't live there

❀ august babe

❀ teen girl (how do i stay a teenage girl forever, no borax no glue?)

❀ ABSOLUTELY LOVELOVELOVE MY FRIENDS OUUU THEY THE BEST PEOPLE ON THE PLANETTT

❀ my family (especially my mom) lowk sucks :(

❀ fav artists/bands ♬⋆.˚

deftones (hence my username), nirvana, the sundays, chappell roan, pinkpantheress (her music is so glittery <3), tv girl, c418 (his minecraft musicc) and tokio hotel! (tom is such a cutie)

❀ idk my aesthetic i love too many

❀ quite the whore for tom kaulitz

❀ i hate school!!!

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𝓘 might write stuff, but it's most likely that it would be headcanons (yes, nsfw will be included hehe). It'd be great if I would write actual stuff, not js cannons tho. ˙𐃷˙

anywayss, enjoy my blog! ── ⟡ ˙🌱 ̟

♯ 𝗌𝖺𝗋𝖺𝗁 𝗅𝗈𝗀𝗀𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝗎𝗍 𓏲ּ𝄢

[ilovedeftones333]

guys i hate homework so fucking much

literally me rn ISTGGGGG TOM IS SUCH A CUTIE

i wanna eat his dick <3

guys i think there is something wrong with me-

[ilovedeftones333]

guys im writing again and posting for like the second time again today, but i forgot to write this and basically spill teaaaa.... on my love lifeeee (FINALLYYYYY)

ok, so there is this guys that randomly started sayin hi to me and my friends (i only hang out with two people in my community um-) like for maybe two, three months. my friends told me about him when they saw him in our mini mall. one of them im gonna call her A1, the other friend A2, said he looked like newt from the maze runner andhe even has a british accent.

yeah, he looks like THIS cutie, but with darker, more fluffier hair and blue eyes and freckles. oh and glasses! (hvnjcmwkdwejgnefkmvn!)

anywayyysssssss, that got me hella excited. then later, he was on his e-bike and crossed the pedestrian road thing and was staring into my soul. legit im not lying. and he also waved at me so i awkwardly pointed at myself as if to ask, "me?" then i decided, yk what? imma wave back. so i do. awkwardly. A1 stopped her bike and asked if his ebike was ok (some girl earlier tried his ebike and crashed it) and he went, "you saw that??" (A1 & A2 did, i wasnt there when the rando girl crashed his ebike). he said bye and went his way somewhere.

the next few times he says hi to them, because i was stuck at home. GROUNDED. anyways, one day before i was ungrounded, a1 and a2 came to my door to spill some tea. apparently oscar (thats the guy on the ebike. we called him british boy for the mean time until we found out his name, but thats for later) had called a1 cute. well i was upset when a2 explained what happened. she said, "we were talking to bb, he said hi and all, he then suddenly said, "your friend on the left is pretty cute." so we asked him which left, but he was already hopping on his ebike and driving away." a1 was on the left. i was really ad when i heard this but then for a few days, i started thinking about it. it didn't make sense because bb was talking to BOTH of them. and it would be weird if he suddenly talked to a2 to say a1 was cute. so after a day or 2, i asked them where i am when we walk together. a2 said i was either in the middle, or on the LEFT. yeah, i put 2 and 2 together and got 4.

now, time skip to a couple of days, we were hanging out with one of our other friends (ill call him m) and he knows a lot of people and about them because they were his older sis's friends. and he said to us, "isee that guy behind that guy on the white ebike? he knows bb and i asked him who bb had a crush on and he described bb's crush that was similar to a1." a1 was happy and i was sad so i said to myself out loud, "when is it my turn for some cute guy? :(" and then m said, "wait he said she looks like a filipina." so i said, "That doesnt make sense if he described a1." a1 is like PALE and im quite tan. then he said, "oh! he said (the guy behind the other dude on the white ebike) that he said (bb) "yk the filipina girl you hang out with? she's cute." like in a puppy way." I WAS SO HAPPY. SOME GUY CALED ME CUTE. i didn't realise that m meant bb called me cute. i only remembered that when i was biking home. who else could bb have been talking abt? i was either on the left or in the middle and m said that bb called me cute. bb must've told my friends i was cute and they misinterrpreted it. also, m didn't even know who oscar was, so he could be lying, or he confused him with sm1 else.

i didnt say that to a1 in case it would upset her, so i told a2 that i still had a crush on bb and he prolly called me cute, and not a1. she understood. (also, the next day, i told a1 i liked bb, and she was chill w it, but i didnt tell her he called me cute)

now time skip again, and during the mean time of not seeing bb after he called me cute, there were these two guys and it was clear they had a crush on me, but they were shorter and no offence, lowk chopped (they seemed nice tho) cuz they kept screaming each others name every time i walked by.

anyway, we found out that bb was around the same age as me, or a year older, idk. (im not specifying the age tho, sorry ya'll), thanks to a friend of ours, lets call her a3 (she mostly hangs out with the other guys because she plays football and has and ebike SHES NOT PICK ME GUYS, SHE JUST IS A GENUINE TOMBOY).

also, i forgot to write, but apparently, every time bb would see my friends when i wasnt there, he'd talk to a1 more, but he sees me mostly hanging out with a1 bcuz a2 likes to sumtimes go off on her own.

right so, every time i was with them, bb would directly look at me. now, one day, we were heading to the mini mall, and i saw bb. he went inside with a3 (i have a lot of friends and i know a lot of people beginning with an a). we walked it, and we turn a corner when we see bb. he goes, "hey guys!" (he says this a LOT.) "biker gang!" then he holds up his hand to high 5 us. a1 chickens out and basically ignores him, but i dont and instead, i smile (awkwardly) and high five him with my left hand. MY GOD HIS HAND WAS WARM AND BIGGER THAN MINEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! OMFGGGG IDK I JUST FIND THAT SO ATTRACTIVE LIKE YASSSSSSSS.

ahem, so he leaves and goes to a smoothie area to drink smth. when we walk out of the shop area, we go outside to eat our food, he spots us and waves and says, "hey guys!" so i wave and say hi. his friends (who were lowk cute) poked their heads out from the corner.

we sit outside for like 5 minutes and right after, bb walks out and goes again, "hi guys!" so i wave and smile. he goes with his friends to sit on their ebikes, like still hanging around me and my friends instead of leaving immediately. and his friend called him using his name oscar, so i figured his name is oscar (it is). i look thru a1's bag to distract myself, and when i look up and in oscar's direction, i see him singing and pointing at me. (apparently he got ungrounded and was happy, and he thought a1 had a suron, but i think he was actually pointing at me). he got on his ebike and i expected him to go the other way, like usual, but no, he comes over to us, staring into my eyes, and says "hey guys!" again. so i say hi and he goes, "you two are horrible." then he says, "except you. you said hi." a2 told me oscar pointed at me when he said, "except you. you said hi." (this was after he left.)

VGCDNECDNWC3RIUV4JNECM

then he goes away.

now, recently, just yesterday, he was on his ebike, and so i wave, but since his hand was on the throttle, he couldnt wave. anyways, he comes over and again, staring into my soul, says, "heyy guys! biker gang!" so i say, "hello!" and "biker gang!" laughing a little. he goes to move, but then stops directly in front of me. and yes, he was staring only at me. he said, "where are you bikes?" cuz he didn't see them. so i explained they were behind the mall. then he went,"ah ok. you guys should get a bike like this." and patted his own. I said, "i cant though, my parents wouldn't let me." he asks why not, and i just say they are strict. (they are, and my mom would get all pissy about it). he nods and says, "bye guys!"

LIKE YALL HELP ME IDL IF HE LIKES ME OR NOT :( I mean, he might, but idkkkkkkk

also i almost forgot, one teen dude literally craned his neck to look at meh hehehe even a2 noticed. then another guy later went, "so you guys are gonna see your friends and not say hi?" and he was referring to oscar. we stopped and looked around confused. but a1 explained what she thought (us seeing oscar and not saying hi). we looked at the ebikes to see who is who's and maybe m would know the guy. i said, "imagine they walk out right now." as a joke. but i jinxed it and a whole HOARD, or as we call it, celery (code name), came out. so we pretend we weren't looking at the ebikes and walked away. when we came back to go inside, we walked by oscar and he said, "excuse me," politely and was staring into my soul. AGAIN!!

anyways, some guys with a vape who looks my age or a year older was in the hallway to the bathrooms with his friends, and i walked out with a1 & a2, and he came over to me to dap me up (i suck at dapping up, why cant guys settle for a high five or fist bump) and then he did it to my friends, just not as loud or enthusiastic as mine was (not joking yall) and his friend who looks my age, kept looking at me earlier, especially when i smiled and started laughing because he was playing some goofy ass music.

yall my back hurts, and my hands are tired. thank u guys for taking ur time to read all dis shit thoooo. ilyall <3

ill keep updating for more if i get any tea

[ilovedeftones333]

good morning peopless :3

(im obsessed with tom's dreads era like its so>>>>>>>)

[ilovedeftones333]

°❀.ೃ࿔* tom starting to date you would go like this:

◞ Tom had been known to have flings with multiple different women, but that soon quickly dropped the moment he laid eyes on you.

◞ my lord, was he completely whipped when you started talking to him

◞ Bill immediately noticed and nudged Tom's side, smirking as he saw his usually cocky brother actually blush when you complimented his dreads.

◞ you took no notice of Bill's subtle teasing and continued chatting away as you mindlessly twiddled one of Tom's dreads in your hand.

◞ Tom took notice of only you, not even noticing the loud smooching noises the rest of the band were making behind him

◞ eventually, he somehow managed to get your number and tried acting cool and nonchalant about this. but as soon as he got home, he excitedly told Bill, Georg and Gustav, smiling like a smitten fool (he was).

◞ he was nervous about calling you, but it was too late to chicken out when he pressed your contact and clicked call.

◞ you answered almost immediately and chirped a friendly "hey Tommy!"

◞ yeah, Tom basically went into a daze when he heard your voice and that nickname you already gave him. it was only when you said, "you there?" did he snap out of his little world of you

◞ he answered with a "oh, uh- yea-yeah i'm here." his voice awkwardly cracking at the end. he cringed internally, his face flushing pink with embarrassment

◞ it was only when you giggled did his nerves mostly go away

◞ soon, you two were engaged in a smooth conversation and thankfully for Tom, no more voice cracks

── ⋆⋅𖤓⋅⋆ ──

◞ after a while of you two taking and meeting up as friends, Tom finally asked you out, when you two took a trip to the park, confessing his feeling to you. you were driving him insane, he just had to make a move before someone else did.

◞ at first, you were a little confused ─you thought Tom was being friendly, that the flowers he bought you once every week were just a kind gesture and that his lingering touches were just a way of expressing friendly affection to friends.

◞ well, they weren't. you didn't know that Tom would talk his head off about how you were the most amazing, beautiful brilliant girl he had ever met to his bandmates. you didn't notice how his gaze would linger on you way longer than necessary.

◞ buuut, it all clicked after Tom gave you a little time to think, nervous at what you'd say. rejection would hurt like a bitch.

◞ when you finally processed what he said, you flung your arms around his neck and said a very enthusiastic, "yes!!"

◞ Tom, could hardly believe his ears. the girl of his dreams basically said yes to being his girlfriend. grinning, he wrapped his arms around your waist and spun you 'round

◞ after dropping you off at your house, he rushed over to his own house and explained everything that happened to the others who were equally as happy. "sie hat ja gesagt, leute! lch bin so glücklich, ich könnte echt umkippen!" ("she said yes, guys! i'm so happy i could pass out!")

── ⋆⋅𖤓⋅⋆ ──

◞ now you two were together for a few months now, and during that period, Tom made sure to mention you in basically every interview. he wasn't shy about it at all, telling everyone you were the bestest person on earth. Bill pretended to be offended, but a smile played on his face, happy for his twin brother

◞ he did not give two flying fucks about what his jealous fans had to say or think because he gave two flying fucks for you.

◞ it could be anything, but as long as it was sweet and loving, he uses nicknames like, shatzi/shatz, liebling or prinzessin

◞ Tom spirits were high most of the time because of you, especially if you were around.

◞ he also wanted to have physical contact all the time too, whether it was just hands holding, or your legs brushing against his, he needed it. it was even better if you were on his lap

◞ he always treated you like a gentleman and he knew what you needed without you saying a word

◞ and you were aways there for him when he needed you, if it was a bad day or if something went wrong at a concert

◞ boy, he loved you so much it hurt.

◞ when he went on tour, he'd miss you so bad and would call you every damn chance he had

◞ and when you were together, nothing separated you guys. Tom insists on you sleeping over at his house, falling asleep your limbs tangled together

NSFW (i was so excited to write this part)

◞ you knew that Tom was such a hornball, but what he didn't know was that you were too

◞ he discovered that when multiple times, he heard you touching yourself, shamelessly moaning his name out.

◞ you felt guilty for touching yourself like this, thinking about Tom, but he didn't mind (not that you knew he knew) at all. he was in fact delighted by it and boy, did it turn him on that he was making you feel this

◞ remembering how you sounded as you came and as you pleasured yourself, he jerked off, picturing himself making you feel good

◞ he cummed hard and fast and soon, he was jacking off to you too.

◞ eventually, you two ended up fucking, going at it like bunnies.

◞ it was so easy to get riled up. when you felt more affectionate than usual, you'd pepper kisses on his face and neck, occasionally nipping at the skin there.

◞ Tom would groan in pleasure, his hands possessively sliding up and down your sides before resting on your hips or thighs.

◞ then of course, you two would start to kiss feverishly. you'd try to take control but end up with Tom dominating

◞ he love, love, LOVES to fuck you, make love to you whatever it is. you were too addicting and he needed more as it felt never ever enough.

◞ he'd fuck you in missionary, then face down ass up. Tom would greedily move in and out of you, entranced by the way your ass would jiggle with every movement. he enjoyed the way you sounded, the little whines and moans coming out of your mouth.

◞ "you sound so pretty like this, engel," he'd say while brutally pounding into your sopping pussy. "always so fucking good for me and taking everything, hmm?"

◞ your nails would dig into his muscular back, the sting a little painful, but also pleasurable.

◞ yes, Tom was very good at this, due to the amount of experience he had. but that was fine, since he always made sure that you were his and he was yours. that resulted in you having an orgasm fast, crashing down on you like a tsunami

◞ Tom tries to make you finish first before he follows soon after. or if possible, to make you two come at the same time, your fluids mixing with each other and making a mess

◞ it was also very easy to have multiple rounds in a day. with your tight pussy, Tom's big dick, praise and filthy words, you both probably could have a world record.

◞ after finishing around the fourth round of an average, he'd clean you both up and dress you in your clothes as you'd be to tired and spent to move.

◞ the others often complain that you two were loud and very obvious, a traumatized Gustav walking out once after witnessing the dirty acts you and Tom were making

◞ Tom would just wink at you and you'd smile innocently back

◞ yeah, you two were going for more rounds tonight

that pretty sums it up, Tom loved you and you loved him. you always made his day and he made yours. thank God he laid eyes on you and asked for your number.

Author's note: thank you for reading this! i'm so sorry that it was awful, it's my first time writing this kinda thing. but anywaysss, thank you againn!

[ilovedeftones333]

hai :3