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Ay so welcome back this is a vent blog for @hunger-offical because I dont feel like putting all that shit over there anymore. I'll also sometimes put my shitty songs here
My bestie moots: @printer-reads-505 @winterinkspill @i-could-do-stuff2
I don’t wanna go to anyone’s house 💔 they alr shit talk me enough
If I get called a disappointment one more time-
Like ok fuck me for being embarrassing I know
Fuck me for existing
It’s my fault I find it hard to speak to people sometimes
WHY DO YOU A GIVE A SHIT IF THEY BAD TALK ? WHAT THEY SAY ISNG TRUE AND YOU KNOW IT SO PLEASE IM SO FUCKING DONE- IM TIRED . DONT BLAME IT ON ME BECAUSE ITS ALWAYS YOU AND MY FAULTS THAT U HAVE ISSUES WITH . YOU ALR MADE ME INSECURE OF PEOPLE ACCIDENTALLY SEEING MY LEG .
Its getting worse.
And I destroyed every silver lining you had
In your head, all of your feelings, I played with them
Go ahead, we can just call it conditioning
We were too different, you were so sensitive
Gave me the best of that, I was so negligent
Now I feel terrible 'bout how I handled it
And now I, now I bet you resent all of me, all of it
Angry, blocking me over the internet
Promise I don't forget all of my fault in this
'Cause look at me, I'm alone, sitting here, staying home
All of my self-control kinda got difficult
But I deserve it though, I deserve it though
You were there all the time
You're the worst of my crimes
You fell hard, I thought, "Good riddance"
He's too in love when I hurt him every time I open my mouth
I should bottle it all up I should bottle it all up I should bottle it all up I should bottle it all up I should bottle it all up I should bottle it all up I should bottle it all up I should bottle it all up I should bottle it all up I should bottle it all up i really really should
Another place I find to escape the pain inside
You don't know the chances, what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances, I'm so blind!
Deeper and deeper and deeper
As I journey to live a life that seems to be a lost reality
That I could never find a way to reach my inner self esteem is low
How deep can I go in the ground that I lay
If I don't find a way to sift through the grey that clouds my mind
This time I look to see what's between the lines
Genuinely waging wars in my head rn
Everything just feels like a giant hole in my gut now
When every thought says, "Jump"
When every thought says, "Just give up"
How else can I survive
Another day of bein' alive?
Caffeine, nicotine, amphetamines runnin' through my bloodstream
Trauma, drama, another vodka turn into a monster
Damage, baggage, turn savage, do it every day, call it a habit
You want problems, I got 'em, keep on sinkin', never hit bottom
All the love you tried to give to me was never enough, no
I'm sorry, but no amount of love could ever be ever enough, ever enough
I'm sorry, but
When every thought says, "Run"
When I can't stand to be someone
Who's done the things I've done
I'll blame it all on bein' young
Give me caffeine, nicotine, amphetamines, runnin' through my bloodstream
Trauma, drama, another vodka turn into a monster
Damage, baggage, turn savage, do it every day, call it a habit
You want problems, I got 'em, keep on sinkin', never hit bottom
All the love you tried to give to me was never enough, no
I'm sorry, but no amount of love could ever be ever enough, ever enough
I'm sorry, but there's no savin' me
I'm sorry, I'm all apologies
You do it all for my own protection
You make me feel like I'll be okay
Still I have so many questions
How do you stay so strong?
How did you hide it all for so long?
How can I take the pain away?
How can I save,
A fallen angel, in the dark
Never thought you'd fall so far
Fallen angel, close your eyes
I won't let you fall tonight
Fallen angel, just let go
You don't have to be alone
Fallen angel, close your eyes
I won't let you fall tonight
I was right beside you
When you went to hell and back again
I was right beside you
When you went to hell and back again
And I, I couldn't save, a fallen angel
No matter what i do I'll always hurt you. I'm sorry. But no amount of love could ever be enough.
No Matter
[Verse 1]
No matter what i do
No matter how hard i try
I'll always hurt you
I'll always make it sting
[Verse 2]
No matter what I don't say
No matter how long I'm silent
I'll always hurt you
I'll always make it sting
[Chorus]
Because this is what I've always done
Made everyone I loved leave
Because no matter what i do, or
Or whatever I'll say (or don't)
I'll hurt you no matter what i do
No matter
[Verse 3]
No matter what i say
No matter what i never do
I'll always hurt you
I'll always make it sting
[... idk what this is. Maybe a bridge?]
And it's never enough
To try as hard as i can
And it's never enough
To help you as much as i can
Cause I'll just go back in
And tell you something
To make you fade back
[Chorus]
Because this is what I've always done
Made everyone I loved leave
Because no matter what i do, or
Or whatever I'll say (or don't)
I'll hurt you no matter what i do
No matter
[Bridge]
No matter how hard I try
No matter how hard I try
Its all i can do to not push you away
No matter what i say
No matter what i say
Its all i can do to not push you away
So if all i say breaks a part of you
Why do I say anything at all?
(I need to shut up)
[Chorus]
Because this is what I've always done
Made everyone I loved leave
Because no matter what i do, or
Or whatever I'll say (or don't)
I'll hurt you no matter what i do
No matter
(No matter)
Yk it sucks having a transphobic parent when your lifeline is quite literally ik the community of people theyre saying are "sick and need help:
We both said 'I love you.'
It's clear we had different definitions of the word 'love'.
HAHAH HES NOT LEAVING ME NEVER UNDERESTIMATE MY ABILITY TO OVERTHINK SHIT!!!