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Another war, another victory (first time using zakomeno)

#warhammer 40k #artwork #robute guilliman #40k #my depression #primarch

#my depression #am tired #sorry for being depressing #being a teenager #being a teenager sucks

"Why cant i do simple things?"

*cries about it a whole year*

#my depression #daria ⚙#i xoultnd find the TM thingie

Arthur Lester laughing??? In my Malevolent??? more likely than you'd think

#that's a lie it will never happen again #but when i tell you that cured my back pain #my knee pain #my depression #my anxiety #everything #malevolent 41 #malevolent #arthur lester

Had one of those really shitty days doing nothing but writing my final essay. Why does homework do nothing but only give you existential anxiety and make you question your very existence? For real I think I broke my own personal records of breakdowns and how many times I cried in one day! And I’m not even halfway done! (And it just made me even more frustrated when everyone suggested to just use ai or chatgbt! I want to do my work fair and square I know I’m not good in math or hardly anything but writing is the one thing I think that I don’t suck at! But at the same time if some computer can get a better grade or score on it than I can when I do my best… then… what does that say about me???)

It was really one of those days where I really needed a hug, but… no one could… my dad is sick, and my brother (as usual typical sibling stuff lol) wouldn’t hug me. Mom was the first person I wanted to go to, but she’s on a girl’s trip this weekend, and it was then that I realized that, even though I had complained about her earlier this week, she is still the one I am closest with no matter what. It also made me wonder if this is what it’s gonna be like when I move out on my own, no one to comfort me or try to give me advice or dry my tears.

When I called Mom because I needed someone to talk to, she dropped everything to make sure I was okay, she even called her girls (including my aunt) over so they could all try cheering me up, telling me what to do, and then told me before anything else to get myself some ice cream! I really felt a lot better after talking with her… she threatened that once she comes home she was going to hug me so much that I’ll be begging her to stop. 😂

I usually keep my social stuff a secret from my family, but if Mom ever sees this… thank you Mom… for always being there for me no matter how much we butt heads with each other and no matter how much of a pain either of us can be to each other. Thank you for being my rock… through everything… you have and always will be no matter what, the best Mom in the world 🥹

#surprise! i’m not dead!#my depression #tw depression #anxiety #i love you mom #i need a hug #breaking under stress #build up of weeks worth of stress!#lol cried while making this #again #vent post #personal vent

i'm sorry for not posting anything for almost two weeks, things have been a true mess and i really dont know when i'll write again.

just to have an idea, i'm currently in the process of moving to another state so there's apt chasing, i also have four exams coming up, october november december, they're one for a job and three for uni (to get accepted yk)

anyway, i've been on a general block for the past month, cant do anything so i get stressed because everything is due so early, and the stress is ruining me.

Once i have everything sorted out i'll update on how the stories will be organized. Right now, unfortunately, it will be a mess, i may or not post😭

i'm sorry again, this year has fr been trying to kill me.

my masterlist for anyone interested (i write for mother miranda, donna beneviento, mira kano and katherine pierce) (requests are open but then again i have no idea when i'll post)