silly lil guy

made this blog to post down bad stuff and not let my mutuals see the yearning

[im-yearning-badly]

Hallo

i'm not new to tumblr, this is a side acc i made for posts i don't want my moots (who know me irl) to see.

right now i'm hyper-fixating on: Moon Knight (mostly Steven Grant)

my hyper fixation will prob change, my blogs theme will also prob follow but i wont delete anything trust

i don't take requests but if u have ideas or also wanna jus rant about a hyper fixation my request button is open for anon (use emojis if u wanna make multiple requests and want me to know who u r :3)

One thing that might be kinda shocking is that i'm actually AroAce. I just get really big crushes on fictional characters, usually men (i'm bi to). idk why but it's easier for me to get obsessed with fictional men over woman. (low key think it's bc i don't like to objectify or sexualize woman or smth idk)

[thereal0lorax]

holy shit i found a song that was lowkey based off of Moon Knight and it's peak

spotify link

[im-yearning-badly]

JUMPING FOR JOY OVER MOONKNIGHT CONTENT.

i'll do my best to feed i gang 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

[im-yearning-badly]

heheheheheeh

Marc talking Steven through date night that turn to how to kiss, that turns to where to touch you to get you to make those pretty sounds again

[im-yearning-badly]

I love Steven grant so much. He’s my husband. Just the thought of him has me feeling like

he's like a little pathetic wet dog shaking in the rain and i love him <3

[im-yearning-badly]

Moon system angst(?)

all alone in bed, curled up in the sheets to stay warm during this rainy night. he's out somewhere in the city tonight. out protecting those who cannot save themselves. nights like these are the worst. Feeling like there's something squeezing my chest in anticipation as the minutes slowly tick by. he'll come back safe, he always does. The suit protects him. but every night there's that voice in the back of my mind making up 'what-if' scenarios as if just to scare me more.

Oh how I wish for him to be in my arms, where i know he'll be safe. it's selfish of me i know. to want him all to myself. but i can't help it. every time he goes to leave i fight back the urge to beg him to stay. to crawl back into bed with me and hold me tight, whispering promises on how he'll never leave me alone another night

[im-yearning-badly]

oh my

somethin, somethin, Moon system using three fingers and saying it's from all of them

[im-yearning-badly]

Steven Grant ramble

i want to wrap my arms around him, holding him close in bed. he fell asleep a while ago. that or he's really good at pretending to sleep but i doubt that. my hand is still lost in his hair as his curls tangled around my fingers. i listen to his heartbeat, as his lungs expand and exhale air. he smelled like old books and some sort of light cologne. it helps to ground me. to help me remember this isn't just a dream. that he really is save in my arms and not out risking his life as someone else.

[im-yearning-badly]

deadpool rant

I want to hold him close, hold him for so long we fall asleep. run my hands along his scars and promising how much i love him with each kiss. i kiss as many scars as i can see, hoping to soothe his constant pain. i cup his face and look deep into his pale blue eyes, so pale they almost blend with the whites of his eyes. i would say i want to get lost in them, but i truly want to get lost memorizing every scar and healed wound covering his beautiful body. i want to know where every mark is and know when anything changes, even by the slightest.

i don't care what he looked like before. it doesn't matter to me. because that's not the him i know. i don't know him for his blonde-ish brown-ish hair or his dull blue eyes. i know him from his chaos and jokes he uses to change attention from anything that gets to deep, and even then the quips continue. i know him for his scared body hidden underneath that red and black suit he wears constantly like it was a second skin