I Am A Favorite Person

Personality disorder blog Shadytay | 19 |self diagnosed DPD and questioning BPD

[shadytay-archive-blog]

NEW BLOG

So. I need a fresh start so I am gonna make a new blog. Some of my side blogs are going to stay up but most of them are going to get deleted. Unless those blogs have a lot of messages saying not to delete they will stay up but not be active.

Blogs that will be taken over by my new blog(aka will still be active/not deleted): Shadyisalittle Staintale Dipperavidan

I have plans for new and different side blogs but there is too many attached to this account and too much good and bad on this blog so I’m not sure weather to delete or not

[starsappho]

Actual depiction of having BPD.

[dennikez]

the scariest thing about having an unreliable memory is like?? was it really as bad as i remember it being ?? what if i deserved it??? what if it was my fault the whole time?? i don’t know!! i can’t remember!!!!!

[fizzgig]

*feels myself dissociating and staring off into space*

*shifts my eyes to try and snap out of it*

*starts staring off into space in the new direction*

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[fischloughlin]

[cwote]

Little steps every day add up.

[imafp-blog]

I'm to much and too sensitive

I'm a fuck up and I'm a terrible person why are you even thinking about marrying me?? All I do is make you feel like a child and I beg for sex all the time and and I never finish my projects I just regret them and that what's gonna happen with you I'll forget all the things you've done for me and you'll leave me but I love you so much

[imafp-blog]

Stop caring about me. I'm not worth the time or stress

[imafp-blog]

Haha. I'm such an idiot.

[unngar]

anyone else feelin the crushing “please don’t abandon me i love you so much please please please please i know im obsessive but it can be good i can be good about it please dont hate me”?

[cwote]

Don’t forget that you are human. It’s okay to have a meltdown, just don’t unpack and live there. Cry it out and then refocus on where you’re headed.

[cyberscully]

“at the end of the day, the only person you have is yourself.”

binch i don’t even have me most days! she off doing her own thing half the time!!! left her a voicemail 4 days ago and she still hasn’t gotten back to me. the fuck. 

[fadedfemales]

hey if u wanna come into my life & not lie about caring for me hmu

[imafp-blog]

I am considering just deleting all of my blogs and start fresh later. Sometimes you just gotta let go.

[leighalanna]

[imafp-blog]

I wanna hurt myself 🙃🙃🙃