Imaginary T i d e

✿ Independent Xion RP ✿ ARCHIVED BLOG! Find me at evanescentide!

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; [ I’ve been mulling this over for a while, but I actually think I’m going to make Xion a new blog! This one goes WAY back to when I had some very different approaches to roleplaying, and I want a fresh start.

The new blog is @evanescentide​ ! (I’ve reverted this blog back to it’s older url, imaginary-tide, for archive purproses.)

I’ll maintain any relationships folks want to continue on the new blog, of course! My dash is super dead as well, though, so I think most folks moved on during my long hiatus. I look forward to seeing what new stuff awaits! :D

x Knight

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Why do people cry? Why do people laugh? When I find out the answer Will blood flow in me too? Why do people fight? Why do people become friends? It must be because they are all Hiding wounds just as deep as each others' As time flows by As the cruelty of living And the harshness of the short, yet long, journey Touches the depths of your heart You have reached the end of your journey Standing in between the setting sun and rising moon Without facing either one, I watch you Looking at you who has gone cold I touch your gently smiling face Crying, I embrace you Swallowing the overwhelming sadness I think I have found the answer.

[xionstide]

[ruporas]

the end of summer

[nemirutami]

I was promised a heart, but I promised not to steal

so I’ll return what was never mine to that which was always real

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First Impressions sentence starters

“You’re not… how I thought you’d be.”

“Is this what you’re really like, or was that an act?”

“I need to know this is for real. If you’re not genuine, tell me right now.”

“You’re… good at that.”

“I didn’t realize you were - maybe we should start again. I’m [name].”

“So this is what the (in)famous [Name] is like behind closed doors.”

“You have a lot of experience with this.”

“Do you know what people say about you?”

“You’re just like they said.”

“Why don’t you correct them? When people talk about you, and they’re wrong?”

“I thought they were exaggerating about you.”

“I’ve wanted to meet you for a long time.”

“Am I safe with you?”

“Do you mean that?”

“I’m just trying to figure out why you’re here.”

“What made you get into this/that line of work?”

“Look, you’re either going to help, or you aren’t. Which one is it going to be?”

“You … you chose me.”

“I… no, nothing. I just didn’t realize you were brave.”

“You’re going to get yourself killed/fired, you know.”

“Have you always been like that?”

“That was kind.”

“That was good of you.”

“That was stupid.”

“You didn’t have to do that. But you did.”

“You were there. You didn’t have to be.”

“I think .. I have you to thank, for this.”

“I wouldn’t be here without you.”

“I wouldn’t have been there if it weren’t for you.”

[thoughtkick]

May flowers grow in the saddest parts of you.

Zainab Aamir (via thoughtkick)

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On Becoming Human

I never had a real heart. Even what I’m feeling now is probably fake.

What happens when someone who’s not real dies?

Where will my heart go? That is, if it doesn’t disappear completely…

Time and time again, it has been proven that bonds are the key. A person wants to be strong enough to protect people they care about and defeat their rivals. It is human nature to form bonds with others, to learn to be open and vulnerable around them.

Trust doesn’t come easily to people who have been hurt, however. Fear and anger fill their hearts instead of trust and compassion… and despite what the Organization was to believe, these are “true” emotions as well.

When initially created, the replicas were blank slates: intended to be extremely impressionable, capable of duplicating another person. The first “successful” attempt (Xion) was too good at absorbing impressions and never became stable enough to duplicate a single person.

The second (Riku’s Replica) was flawless — a perfect artificial human. What the Organization didn’t anticipate was how adaptable the replicas would be: just like “normal” people, they are capable of growth and shaped by their experiences.

And even during his short time in Castle Oblivion, Riku’s Replica formed real, complicated bonds with the others he was exposed to: he cared about Namine’s safety, he longed to be Sora’s friend, he despised the Organization — with the exception of Axel, who he held some respect for.

And Riku? He had no idea how to feel about the Real Thing, but in the end… Riku was kind to him, told him the things he needed to hear, and the Replica was willing to accept that comfort.

In short: the replicas were always human.

The situations they were thrown into right after their creation made them believe they weren’t, made them doubt their feelings and go on the defensive… but they still formed bonds anyway.

As they live their lives and form more bonds, the replicas will gradually be able to adapt and recover — which, in turn, will help them feel more “normal.”

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; [ HELLO THERE! It’s been a while, huh?

I’m tentatively returning to tumblr roleplay, but there’s a few things I wanted to update. My rules page has been tweaked a bit, so please check that out even if you’ve followed me for a while. The biggest change is that I’m shifting from semi-selective to selective, because I just don’t have as much time or energy to devote to this as I used to.

I will still answer asks sent by anyone, however, and those are still a great way to get to know me and my muses! You can always browse my meme tag for things to send in (but please include the entire prompt if it’s been a while since I posted the meme!)

This blog is also only going to be semi-active. I’ll probably be on Ryu, Yato, or Riley more often, so look for me there~

I’m eager to see where the future takes us!

x Knight

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[ohisms]

𝑺𝑶𝑭𝑻 𝑻𝑯𝑶𝑹𝑵𝑺 𝑽𝑶𝑳. 𝑰 .   (   sentence  starters  taken  from  /  inspired  by  volume  one  of  ‘ soft thorns ’  by  bridgett  devoue .  triggering  themes  may  be  implied .)

❛  you  are  the  brave  one .   ❜ ❛  you  make  me  brave ,  &  i’ll  forever  be  grateful  for  that . ❜ ❛  i  was  born  with  wide  eyes  &  a  fragile  heart . ❜ ❛  i  feel  everything  so  deeply .  ❜ ❛  i  am  not  yours .  ❜ ❛  you  never  asked  if  i  wanted  a  guest .  ❜ ❛  this  is  why  no  one  loves  you .  ❜ ❛  beauty  does  not  solve  problems .  ❜ ❛  someone  once  told  me  they  were  scared  of  the  truth  in  my  eyes .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  remember  love  as  a  child .  ❜ ❛  a  fantasy  in  real  life  is  also  known  as  a  lie .  ❜ ❛  i  was  eager  to  prove  i  was  good  enough .  ❜ ❛  scars  may  fade ,  but  they  last  forever .  ❜ ❛  i  always  scared  everyone  away .  ❜ ❛  i  kept  this  dream  hidden  away .  ❜ ❛  i  used  to  think  love  wasn’t  for  me .  that  i  wasn’t  worthy .  ❜ ❛  your  love  is  like  an  exorcism .  ❜ ❛  you’re  the  one  who  reminded  me  i  have  a  pulse .  ❜ ❛  there  is  an  unspoken  truth  between  us .  ❜ ❛  i  crave  you ,  even  though  i  know  you  will  destroy  me .  ❜ ❛  you’re  just  standing  there  watching  me  burn ,  wearing  that  crooked  smile  of  yours .  ❜ ❛  i  know  i’m  not  perfect ,  but  i  felt  pretty  damn  close  to  it  when  i  was  in  your  arms .  ❜ ❛  in  another  lifetime ,  we  have  definitely  done  this  before .  ❜ ❛  i  never  thought  i  would  be  a  good  mother .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  love  you  back  together .  ❜ ❛  we  have  this  divine  bond  between  us .  divine  in  the  way  that  it’s  certainly  not  from  this  lifetime .  ❜ ❛  my  soul  craves  a  love  that’s  undeniably  real .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  experience  why  we’re  here  on  earth .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  tell  you  everything .  ❜ ❛  hell  is  watching  something  that  was  your  everything  slip  away  &  not  being  able  to  do  anything  about  it .  ❜ ❛  i  can  tell  that  when  i’m  with  you ,  you’re  with  her .  ❜ ❛  why  is  it  that  everyone  can  see  i’m  suffering  but  you ?  ❜ ❛  let’s  pretend  like  we’re  friends .  ❜ ❛  it’s  so  painful  to  talk  to  you ,  because  i  just  remember  everything  you  turned  out  not  to  be .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  know  how  to  fall  asleep  anymore .  ❜ ❛  are  you  pretending  to  forget  me ,  too ?  ❜ ❛  i  can  still  close  my  eyes  &  trace  every  curve  &  dip  of  your  soul .  ❜ ❛  those  who  don’t  believe  in  ghosts  have  never  had  a  broken  heart .  ❜ ❛  god ,  you’re  beautiful .  ❜ ❛  i  know  i  should ,  but  i’m  not  ready  to  give  up  your  memory .  ❜ ❛  i  never  told  you  how  much  you  hurt  me .  ❜ ❛  i  keep  falling  in  love  with  souls  that  feel  like  yours .  ❜ ❛  being  alone  was  never  hard  before  i  met  you .  ❜ ❛  you  must  think  i’m  crazy  for  missing  something  i  never  even  had .  ❜ ❛  i’m  lonely ,  but  i  don’t  want  company .  ❜ ❛  you  walked  away  far  too  easily  for  me  to  believe  it  was  ever  really  love .  ❜ ❛  you  never  loved  me .  ❜ ❛  when  you’ve  been  fed  lies  for  so  long ,  you  eventually  lose  your  appetite  for  love .  ❜ ❛  i  have  nothing  left  to  say  to  you .  ❜ ❛  you’ll  never  know  all  the  ways  i  died  for  you .  ❜ ❛  ‘goodbye’  is  easy .  everything  after  that  is  the  hard  part .  ❜ ❛  even  though  you  turned  out  to  be  a  liar ,  within  me  grew  a  love  that  was  the  most  pure  &  honest  thing  i’ve  ever  known .  ❜ ❛  nothing  was  ever  easy ,  but  maybe  that’s  the  beauty  of  it .  ❜ ❛  i  am  everything  that  you  are  not .  ❜ ❛  love  is  a  necessary  tragedy .  ❜ ❛  there  are  people  who  don’t  want  you  to  heal .  ❜ ❛  remember :  you  are  not  their  prey .  ❜ ❛  you  have  more  power  than  you  know .  ❜ ❛  the  most  dangerous  thing  we  can  do  is  forget  how  to  feel .  ❜ ❛  you  will  be  safe  in  the  right  hands .  ❜ ❛  love  makes  us  immortal  in  the  hearts  of  others ,  but  mortal  in  our  fear  that  it  could  all  be  gone  someday .  ❜ ❛  we’re  only  haunted  by  the  things  we  refuse  to  accept .  ❜ ❛  we  are  not  born  broken .  ❜ ❛  time  will  either  heal  you  or  kill  you .  ❜

[memes-musings-rp-blog]

Send ‘Kiss’ + a number to kiss my muse...

…in the rain.

…in the house they just bought.

…on the nose.

…against a wall.

…before going to sleep.

…to wake them up.

…french.

…in their neck.

…on their forehead.

…on the cheek.

…out of happiness.

…to thank them.

…drunk.

…to suprise/confuse them.

…because you missed them.

…to comfort them.

…to stop them from rambling.

…angry.

…crying.

…as a dare.

…for the first time.

…to tell them you like them.

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“You’re worth more than you realize.” //For Puppet Aster XiXi :)

worth starters ✿

“...” For a brief moment, she stares in silence. Then, she finally just smiles at him. “Thank you, Roxas. That --- that means a lot, coming from you.”

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Worth Starters

Feel free to change pronouns as needed!

“He’s not worth it.”  “That’s worth more than you can ever imagine.”  “For what it’s worth, I’m sorry.”  “You’re worth more than you realize.”  “Was it worth it?”  “What’s it worth?”  “It was worth it.”  “It’s worth nothing.”  “Do you know what that’s worth?”  “You do realize that’s probably worth more than a million dollars right?”  “It’s not worth much.”  “You shouldn’t judge your worth by comparing yourself to others.”  “You’re not worth it.”  “I don’t know if it was worth it.”  “This better be worth it.”  “I’m not worth it.”  “That’s worth a small fortune.”  “It’s worth less than a penny.”  “For what it’s worth, thank you.”  “Is this even worth anything?” 

[heartspliit-moved]

“I just cracked my knuckles off my hip bone and it h u r t.”

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“...Maybe you should get that checked.”

[rp-starters-ask-box-fillers]

Send a rumour that your muse has heard about mine.

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angelicroxas‌:

Roxas smiled in acknowledgement. “That’s really great to hear! It’s certainly been awhile since we’ve seen each other.”

“R-roosting!? Well, I never! I’m not some giant bird you know!” He replied with a huff, before erupting with laughter. 

“Really? You looked like you were!” She chuckles. “I’ve been out of town for a bit --- but I’m back now! And it’s a good thing, too. I missed all this. The town, the rooftops, the ice cream... and my friends, of course.”