Looking back, I just really don't know how I overcome everything that happened. 2017 is indeed the most formidable year I've been through. I almost lose all the hope and confidence that I have. Faith has saved me this year. Faith that God has wonderful reasons, that He has better plans, that He sees everything and I don't. Faith that even if nothing has ever go in my way, though I gave my all, He still loves me so much and will about to give me GREATER things than what I asked. I learned to be patient, to endure everything and to always make love comes first. Being understanding and forgiving wouldn't make you weak, it actually makes you strong. It helps you walk easier, it cleans your mind and heart and makes you live a better life. I never thought I have this much courage. It has been so hard, so painful. It breaks you into pieces. It is almost unbearable. But with a positive mind and great faith to God, you can overcome everything because God will strengthen you, He will never forsake nor leave you. He will always make sure that even though you are hurting so much, you are always loved. You are surrounded by the love of all the people in your life. Their hands are extension of God's hands. His hands that gives victory. The only victory I achieved this year was that I am still living my life happily and still feel blessed about everything despite what I've been through. I will never ever forget what this year has taught me or how it changed me to be better. Positive thinking became my umbrella when life rains difficult situations. Someday I will know why things never work in my way. Everything will make sense because God's way is always higher and far greater than mine. Just look beyond what your eyes can see so you can grasp things correctly. 2017 is full of challenging and painful experience but also full of love and support. I thank God for everything and I also thank all those people who extended their hands to me and my family. God bless you all. End. #2017ending #entering2018 #IamNotAlone #IamLoved #GodIsWithUs #GodIsGood #JustLove