[imjusthighhhh]

I’m really fucking sad. My life has gone to hell and I just don’t know how I’m going to handle it. I can’t run away from it I can’t even get high because of my anxiety about my life right now. Everyone makes living miserable.

[imjusthighhhh]

I don’t know how I feel

[imjusthighhhh]

I’m so exhausted my family is too much sometimes

[imjusthighhhh]

STPRY TIME OH MY GODDD:

soooo I kissed my crush finally and here’s the story so she was flipping me off playfully and I was like stop it so I grabbed her middle fingers and tried to push her hands down and we like play fought for like 10 seconds and then she pulled me in and kissed me and oh my god it was so good and the music in the background it was just wow and when we stopped kissing I told her about how I dreamed I kissed her that morning when I woke up and she called me a psychic so I said you’re right I am a psychic butttt we kissed twice in my dream sooo (even tho that was a lie) and she said well then if it was in your dream and kissed me again and this time I put my hands in her hair and she put her hand around my neck and I bit her lip and just wow and soon as it was over I was like “all i thought about that entire time was how you have seen my titties” bc we sent tittle pics when we were drunk and bored one night to each other and we were both blushing messes for a good 10 min after so 10 outta 10🥰

[imjusthighhhh]

I can’t seem to find my appetite if it wasn’t for my headaches I could go without eating a thing

seeing my room silent it feels like everything is dead and cold I don’t know it’s just different sometimes I actually stop and look around and I stand in horror kind of like i woke up from a dream finally and realize that my life actually turned out this way

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I feel so empty I really wish I could just sleep peacefully just once and not have to smoke to forget just for a little how shitty every fucking thing in my life is

[imjusthighhhh]

if this thing that’s supposed to be happening this weekend don’t work out it’s the streets for me

[imjusthighhhh]

my heart feels broken today it has been nonstop tears

[imjusthighhhh]

OMFGGGG GUYS IM FINALLY STARTING TO TALK TO A GIRL I’m like actually crushing and she lives close to me and I’m so excited I just wanna meet her she’s so chill but fucking corona so I dunno when I will meet her 🙃😩🥺

[imjusthighhhh]

ugh I’m high and bored someone text me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

[imjusthighhhh]

ooo imma get high

[imjusthighhhh]

imma listen to sad music and cry now

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[imjusthighhhh]

I want food

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I’m sad

[imjusthighhhh]

you know those flashbacks of traumatic events I want to see if anyone else feels them like me

my heart feels likes it’s burning

my chest feels tight

I just stare off and no matter what I can’t stop it

I relive the entire day not just the one part

I can remember things before the day but I have no memory until a month later

seriously how do you cope from trying to not remember because all I can do it smoke now

[imjusthighhhh]

meal of the day: lasagna and a dab pen 💕