[imjustsayinglinstead]

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That's When I Remember Linstead After Erin left Chicago, Jay thought he moved on, but he keeps getting reminded.

When You’re GoneLinstead Jay feels Erin slowly slipping away and just tries his best to hold on.

Fire On Fire Linstead Jay meets Erin and knows immediately that she's it for him. 

I’ll Be Your Strength Linstead It's hard seeing the person you love suffer and spiraling, but Jay isn't letting the fact, that they're 'cooling it' stand in his way to be there for Erin, when she spirals after Nadia's death. He tries his best to still be there for her and be her strength.

Over The Line LinsteadIt was clear from the beginning, that they belong together, but it was hard to take the last step to officially be together. There was the whole "being professional" mantra and rules that stood in the way.

Somebody Else Linstead / Severide‘s POVKelly Severide and Erin Lindsay used to date, till she broke up with him. Since they're still in the same circle, he of course hears, that she's now dating Jay Halstead and he has to realize that he probably never had a real shot with her anyway, since he could see, that there were feelings between them before, even though they and he as well never really wanted to see or admit to that.

Have My Back Always (Part 1) Linstead Their Story

Alternative Universe

In Another LifeLinstead / Johnny & Brooke (CPD / OTH crossover)Brooke Davis and Johnny Bowen met in highschool and fell in love. Till a car accident ripped them apart. But true soulmates never loose each other, they will always find a way back to each other, even if it's another life. They will get their happy end, in this case in form of Jay Halstead and Erin Lindsay.

Linstead Season 7 Series

Part 1: Nothing Is As It SeemsJay gets shot and has a kind of out-of-body-experience. He's aware what happening around him, he watches everything what's going on from outside his body, but he's not able to intact with anyone and then there's also another complete different world he sees. It's not clear what's real and what's not.

Part 2: My SacrificeJay's POV. Continues right after the end of Part 1, in which Jay is confronted with a near death experience. Jay realizes what's really the most important thing in his life and he decides to go after the thing he really wants and makes him happy. In this part Jay and Erin catch up and reconnect while Jay thinks of all the reasons why his life is just better with her in it. 

Part 3: I’d Go BackCounterpart to 'My Sacrifice'. Erin's POV of Jay suddenly standing in front of her door after all this years. It's about her regret of how she ended things with Jay and if she had the chance she would do everything to change the past. She never expected to miss him so much and she would like to start all over again, if he's down.

YouTube Account: imjustsayinglinstead Always Will Vincat Deals with Vincent coming back at the beginning of Season 2 without his memories. He can't remember Cat and their love story, but he feels an undeniable pull towards her. Feeling torn between wanting to be the man Cat remembers and loves and the soldier he's supposed to be without letting distractions getting in the way. 

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Losing GameClace / Simon’s POVSimon was in love with Clary for years. Then overnight she get’s pulled into the shadow world and meets Jace. Simon finally gets his chance when new details come to light, but even then he has to realize that he always played a game, which he could only loose in the end. Jace will never be completely out of the picture and Clary’s heart never belonged to Simon in the first place.

And in case someone is interested, some of my older stuff, from my previous fandom life you could say:

YouTube Account: MillersTabascoGThis has all my Prison Break stuff on it

YouTube Account: MillersFehrsTabascoGMy really old multifandom stuff (Roswell, One Tree Hill, The O.C., Alias, Veronica Mars, etc.)

Hopefully this list will grow with time. Hope you enjoy.

[thisfeebleheart]

Hollanov + not breaking the kiss

[imjustsayinglinstead]

Are you surprised or like who both Jesse and Sophia ended up with? They both are pretty open about dating their partners now, which is kinda surprising. Or do you still prefer Jesse/Sophia

I have to admit I’m not really involved so much in their private life. I of course love to see pics of my favorite couple being a couple in real life as well, since it all seems more real, what you see weekly on tv. And if they’re together in rl most of the time the couple on tv gets more intense too, since they’re more intimately connected. It’s no longer play pretend. But I’m also always afraid, that if they break up it will have an effect on their relationship on the show too. Sometimes the couple on the show breaks up as well, if there’s suddenly bad blood between the actors.

Could be that I’m not involved enough in their private life to know, but I didn’t get the impression that they’re more open about their dating life now than before?! At least in Jesse’s case. When the two dated it was always very obvious that they did. He posted stuff like “date night” and tagged her and stuff like that and she did too. I’m not sure if he officially said we’re dating or not, but as far as I know he never said he’s dating Tracy officially either. People just connect the (very obvious) dots. Sophia is more open now in my opinion. But I guess a wedding and divorce can’t be really hidden and of course her dating a woman draws more attention but I get the feeling that she’s more direct and outspoken now when it comes to what she’s feeling and is no longer only hinting at stuff.

The thing about actors who dates their co-stars on a regular basis, in my opinion, is that most of the time it doesn’t last. Since there’s always a new role and a new co-star, they suddenly feel more connected to. And I get it, the hours they work are often crazy and they spend the most time with the others on set or at industry parties, so it’s in a way easier and they don’t really have time for “outside dating”. And you get to know each other very well and sometimes it just clicks. I also sometimes wonder if there’s too much method acting involved so that they can’t distinguish between their characters and their own feelings if that makes sense. That’s why it might be that they jump from co-star to co-star.

Both Jesse and Sophia tend(ed) to be serial co-star daters, I think for Jesse it’s his fourth Chicago franchise relationship?! I think it’s a good thing that Sophia switched meanwhile to partners that are not her co-stars. I just hope that it works out for her this time. We will see how it works out for Jesse when both of them have new projects and their characters get new love interests.

I think I moved on from the Jesse&Sophia relationship for a while now since it was so long ago. Seems pointless to stick to it.

We will see if those are the partners they end up with. But in the end it only counts that they’re happy anyway. Doesn’t matter what I think.

[imjustsayinglinstead]

Jesse never ontfollow Sophia

Honestly… no clue if he did or didn’t. I don’t keep track of something like that to be honest. I just answered the ask which implied he did. 🤷‍♀️

I’m not sure how much meaning I should give to those public accounts of celebs anyway. I’m sure they have a private one too and I would find it much more meaningful to know who they follow or not follow on that one

[imjustsayinglinstead]

I find it weird Jesse follows Sophia again. Buddy your engaged and your follow your ex again

I don’t know if that’s such an OMG moment. I think it kinda depends on why you broke up. I personally never unfriended an ex or deleted all their pics since they used to be an important part of my life, therefore I just don’t see a reason to erase that. But none of mine did end on a bad note. Probably would be different if it did.

I never read an official reason why they broke up, so I’m not making assumptions. In the celeb world it seems like normal procedure to erase everything of the ex on (public) social media accounts, no matter how it ended.

But even if it ended on a bad note, that doesn’t mean you can’t run into each other, a few years down the road, when you’re both in new relationships and appreciate the friendship you once had. The bad reasons might not seem so huge as they seemed back then, especially if you’re in another happy relationship. After all if you didn’t break up, you might not have gotten together with your new partner.

Also the business they’re in is so tiny, that there’s no way that you’re not running into each other again. Probably more than once. And why not be friends or friendly to each other and support the other in their adventures. After all they meant a lot or even everything to you for a part of your life.

[imjustsayinglinstead]

That's When I Remember | Jay & Erin | Linstead

After Erin left Chicago, Jay thought he moved on, but he keeps getting reminded.

I don't own the song or Chicago PD or any of the other used material. Only the editing is my own.

Since this seems to be a thing for some: Trigger warning for U*stead scenes. I hope we can stay clear of shipper wars. I don't take any position with that. If you can't I ask you kindly to move on.

Song request by eviehalstead212

Merry Christmas 

[imjustsayinglinstead]

Hi. I'm a big fan of your videos! And i was wondering if you take requests?

First of all thank you very much. ☺️

Guess the answer is yes and no, since in my case it depends. I don’t do requests that I don’t feel. I don’t have as much time as I would like to have to work on my projects and I have a lot, so I don’t like to spent it on something I’m not totally convinced of. For me it’s a go when I hear the song and immediately see the scenes in my head.

In the past I had requests that worked and some that didn’t. I’m always upfront if it’s something for me or not. I always credit. But even if I take one I should be fair and warn you, that it still could take a while for me to finish it. I always have a few projects running simultaneously some are finished fast and some take longer if I hit a block.

If you have something you want to suggest I’m open for it and will let you know what I think?! Your decision.

[imjustsayinglinstead]

Long time no see. I know I was MIA for a long time. Hope someone is still around.

The above ask actually resulted in a request sent to me and I took it. I thought the song could work really well. I decided to go with a cover though, since I found the original too fast paced for the feeling I wanted to create.

I actually made fast progress in the beginning and was only missing a couple scenes when I had to take a longer break. This weekend I was finally able to finish it. It should be online around Xmas if everything goes according to plan.

[thepromisethatlovecouldbeeternal]

♡ 365 days of delena ♡ ↳ (225/365)

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[imjustsayinglinstead]

Is it bad when I say my first thought was “well it did last at least 13 months” & wasn’t shocked at all to read that?! Feel sad for her though.

[hldailyupdate]

🎶 Slowly, I never wanna go slowly 🎶 Photographed by Jackilyn Cooper.

Faith In The Future World Tour: Cuyahoga Falls. (1 June 2023)

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[braverytattoos]

Preparing for One Direction’s last performance

[pavlmescal]

Chicago PD (2014-)

“All I’m saying is why are we dancing around? Voight doesn’t have a problem with it. Everybody knows, so why are we still trying to hide it?” “That’s a good point”

[xbcaptain]

requested by @sunshine-seb​

[ladychlo]

10 years difference.

[sunshineandlyrics]

2011 / 2022 🥰 the same bright smile x

[2tiedships2]

Next To You  6/100

[hlupdate]

Louis for INROCK Magazine, photographed by Edward Cooke - 14/04/23