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[userilyarozanov]

make me choose meme: @poeahdameron asked legolas or aragorn

We have trusted you this far. You have not led us astray.

[immapuzzleundone]

I cannot get over with these two.

[immapuzzleundone]

Last time, i saw u at SM Pasig around 10:00PM. U are with a tall indian guy and he is carrying ur bag. He opened the car door for u and kissed u goodnight. So i assumed u broke up already with ur previous boyfriend.

Hi. U see i am not very active here in tumblr. But i cant just let this pass. So yea. Last time, i was at SM Pasig with an indian guy who happens to be my BOSS. We were there because we met our suppliers from Thailand. We attended the Thai exhibit at Mall of Asia and we dine out together wit the Thai Suppliers. Yes he is carrying a bag but that was NOT MINE. It was actually from the suppliers and it contains juice and coffee powders. It was heavy and he just helped me get into the car. Yes he opened the door for me and said goodnight but i dont recall a goodnight kiss bcoz first, i am still in a relationshp with my current boyfie and we are happy. And second, for goodness sake. My boss is twice my age. But yea he's cute. Kidding.

[immapuzzleundone]

And Finally

And Finally.

  It’s been months, it’s been years.

I have acted fine, I have been in tears.

At times I am vague, but my thoughts are clear

Unusual to many, some may fear.

I saw you stare; I saw you there.

But I was afraid to ask; as I cannot bear

To weigh this feeling inside, like a rain cloud bursting;

But I am like a balloon when you’re around; inflating.

And finally, I have made up my mind.

I am ready to shout to the humankind.

But if I tell them how I feel for you

The world won’t tell it to you.

If I scream it through the winds.

It will whistle away the hints.

That all I have is all I could give.

And I just need you to believe.

But you turned your back; and look your way to her.

You may be selfish as you left me bare.

But I stayed; and you owe me that.

Till I slowly fade and leave everything flat.

But then you became my ghost.

And my ghost of you is still there.

And finally I got the chance to say

That if it’s the same, why can’t we both take that way?

And the next morning I woke up

That my heart doubled its beat; It won’t stop

And I found you there; I found you inside.

More than a kiss in the rain, more than the loveliest ride.

And finally, the tears are gone and the heads could rest

Hands interlocked, sharing one thought.

If there would be infinity and beyond, who could tell.

If there’s a song that I’ve been bewildered; there’s none but your spell

[immapuzzleundone]

Goals.

So hi!

Basically this is just an update.. of how I’ve been through the past months.

 WELL! I’ve been really good. I mean, I am still breathing and everything lol and finally! I got plans! And when I say plans, I meant life plans. Life goals. Do u wanna hear it? Ok so u don’t. and its okaaaay. Lol

 So, technically, I am already resigned. I already resigned my position as OIC/Deputy Manager – Operations Department. BUT, I am still rendering. And, guess what. I will do the turn over for four months. YES. That’s how loaded I am that it will take four  months before I could leave the company. So, actually, my manager would take her vacation leave on Oct-Nov as she’d be preparing for her wedding on December. And I, as the Deputy Manager, I need to take all her responsibility. So, for me and my company to have a win-win situation, I filed a resignation last August 24, 2015 but my last day would be on Dec 31, 2015. As there would be no manager on our department during her vacation leave, I needed to stay. And also, since it’s her wedding, I will stay for her until December. Just for her. Okay? Lol I don’t know if I’ve clearly stated my situation above lol

Anyways, gosh! I am so excited to explore new careers! You know, the company is really really good to me. In just one year I have been promoted several times. But, my dreams and goals are needy; 1st, I need to have the experience in food industry. And when I say food industry, I should be handling food. Not managing food business (which is my job here huehue) and 2nd, I need to save a lot. Not for my next travel or shopping but for my future. NOOO I am not going to have my own family. Not yet. I have dreams like what I’ve mentioned lately. And it requires some sort of money that I need to save for like two years….. and even they told me that they’l transfer me to the department that I could use my profession, I still refused. As I need a broader range of foods. Not just beverages. And, uhm, even they told me about another salary raise just to make me stay, I still said NO because I need to be on my field starting January 2016. I need to follow my timeline before its too late. *wink

 HAH! *long sigh

Okay!

Sooo.. my next target is either Food Development/Food Safety/Food Research or Public Health. But my priority is the former. As I really need this experience for my next path <3

Gosh. Look who is really excited. Well, since I have finally rest my head in terms of my love life, It’s really time to make another step on my career. And, another step closer on one of my dreams. Coz you know, nobody dreamed just to be a traveller right? Like, okay, spend here, spend there, picture here, picture there. But that isn’t a life goal. LOL okay, I know im too mature to talk.

But no, I am not against travelling. In fact I have plans too, with him & my fam. But it can wait. And there are lots of important things to prioritize other than that. Ok?

So… maybe I should stop right here.

But I will post another one. It’s time to be cheesy.

xoxo

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[immapuzzleundone]

In love.

Hey yah!

 So..this is..another…update?

 Well.. yes. Lets just escape for a moment. Coz right now I am preparing a 1-month cycle menu for the company. And because it was requested by my topakin but generous and caring CEO, I got no choice. Well he’s the CEO so YOLO. Jk

 OKAY.

So I’ve been good. I actually gained weight and I am too busy to work out. No seriously I just don’t want to work out. Maybe bcause I already have a boyfriend? LOOOOOL just kidding.

Speaking of boyfriend, I missed him. He’s been in an out of town research work. Actually its not a research work, he attended a convention somewhere in Vigan..together with his officemates. I am so jealous. Lol the past few days we haven’t talked yet. Only the goodnights and iloveyous that aren’t enough for a clingy gf like me. SERIOUSLY. Lol

But today I am going to see him after 7days of hell-like waiting. HAHA. I sound soo inlove. Eew.

Last time when he returned from Davao, he brought something that haunts me till now. LOL oopsie. Change topic. Not for your eyes. lol

GOSH. I’m so bothered with these construction on top of my head LOL actually our ceiling is under repair, so I had to switch table but the sound bothers me..its like there are people making love right up there. Just kidding

So….

Yesterday a friend of mine sent me a private message asking me how much is the franchse of our product. Oh well, its really not affordable I know. She even backedout and told me she really need more money if she wants our franchise. She also asked me to try franchising our brand. I’m like “why would I franchise? Our CEO would give one to me someday” LOL bu t I really didn’t say that don’t worry.

Well the past days I’ve been with my officemates and the past week I’ve been with my bestfriends-for-8-years. GOSH. See the difference. With my officemates I am so matured and so maria clara and soo like a bossy type. But with my bffs gosh. Its like okay ‘Aj go on there’s no security cameras’. LOL but actually, I noticed that I’ve changed the way I socialized with people. I’ve been ladylike, kagalang-galang.

Well if you are always with the company’s CEO, would you act like a teenager? If you’re with the CEO and all the big bosses of the company in a very luxurious restaurant, would you act like its your first time? LOL and so that’s why I’ve changed from wild to well-mannered. HAHAHAHA.

But working with them is sometimes hard….as every freakin time I am feelin small. But what matters most is that the CEO believes in me. On my capabilities. And that he saw me trustworthy.

And I am very overwhelmed that I am working face to face with the company’s CEO. A company with over 700 stores nationwide and with 5000+ employees? And you are working with the CEO? WOW AJ. HAHAHAHA chos

But, I am planning to leave before the 2nd quarter of 2016. I am well-compensated today.and I am happy with what I am doing (professionally & intellectually) But I have plans. I am not like the other person who has job but the salary goes to something that could really wait—traveling, luxurious gadgets…etc. as we should be wise with our money. And money is worth spending with the people who has my heart.

 “And someday, I’ll conquer the world. With a camera on my hand and his hand on the other..”

Not with a friend, but with my better half.

 Xxx Aj

 P.S. not meant to sound like an R-18 Film right up there Lol

[immapuzzleundone]

Annoying Aj.

Hi.

So…I don’t know if it’s appropriate to start this with one Hi. Well for a change since we are used to say Hi as an answer for Hello but this time let me bug you.

 Anyways. Such a witty introduction right. Or did I mean dull. Lol

So.. how’s life? Well I wrote because..i am on my shift today.

YES.

Sunday.

I have a duty on Sundays. But. Its on a halfday basis so…fine with me as there are no transactions during Sundays or if there is any, its minimal.

Plus the fact that I am alone here..and I can do whatever I want…minus the creepy thoughts. Lol

 So.. basically, don’t worry, this blog ain’t about how in love I am. Lol well I am, but, you know. Privacy. Hahahahahah. As if. Lol

 So. Actually. I don’t know what to say. Its mother’s day. HEYYY HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL THE MOTHERS OUT THEREEEE. No age limit LOL

So actually this is an update, as I feel lost; I have been lost these past few years. HAHA, I mean, lost myself, coz time did. And by the way, I am irritated with my newly rebonded hair as  I can’t type because the hair flows over my face….you like the ‘flows’? lol

Well seriously, I feel like I am not growing anymore. Intellectually. Okay. Fine. I knew how business works. I can say that now, somehow, I am ready to start up a business as I know the do’s and don’ts and I have been handling some of our stores (company’s) and I knew how to keep it up. I knew the whole process..

And its funny how I used KNEW. Lol

But the thing is, okay, I am a registered nutritionist. I know the basic principles.. our bible. And now I am an entrepreneur. Is it a plus factor? Or am I being tricked? I don’t know..I feel like I am stuck although I have been reading some…to maintain what I have. Or maybe because what I’ve been reading is quite far from my reality’s basics. Well, most of it is about life. And having a license doesn’t wins you everything.

And speaking of license, mine is still on PRC…waiting for me. Lol

But yea. Plans. Plans. And plans I’m sometimes sick of planning. As once I have one, i am always being tested. On how tight my grip on my plans, or how imprudent have I to convert my plans into will-of-destiny. But seriously, one should do this often. This kind of updating. No, I am not updating for anybody as I know one wouldn’t read this long. I am updating for myself. Because like what I’ve told you, I felt lost. Like I am just going with the flow. And that’s not me. Never. I always plan. I am not a wind with no direction. I knew some who are. And they’re close to me. And they spend time and money for something that could wait. But they couldn’t change me. Nor influence me. I know what path to choose.

 And after sometime..you’ll look at them while you are counting golds on your hand..and they’re there, tired and creepy and all that they have is memories.

 Because you know. This type of generation. Or whether on any generation, you should save a lot. And I am being wise here.

Got a good job with good compensation and position. Check!

Got a loving family. Check!

Got true friends. Check!

Got a boyfriend. Check!

 Now, Aj, Save money.

 xoxo

[immapuzzleundone]

The photo on your left was taken last May 1, 2012. We've saw the first 'The Avengers' movie as BEST FRIENDS. Almost three years later, the photo on your right is us, taken last night, April 26, 2015, we've watched the 'Avengers: Age of Ultron' as LOVERS.

[immapuzzleundone]

A is for April. Captain A. *wink

[immapuzzleundone]

Thanking him for making this possible..and thanking Him for giving me him. 💚💛💜

[immapuzzleundone]

All I know is you held the door..you'll be mine and i'll ne yours.

[immapuzzleundone]

Now that's What's Up

Hi Tumblr.

How are you.

Well it's been awhile right. since i last wrote....a year ago? i dont know. im afraid to know. Well you actually dont know the presents 2015 has given me. From the start of January ive been really fortunate. Well nobody knows coz i'm not that kind who brags about every luck they've got.. Well i remember myself being so eager. and then i found myself soaring..atleast they've noticed what i've got.

Yes. i am blurry again. you're looking at me, listening to me but it's as if i am speaking my own language. Yes. I am promoted. I am the Operations Deputy. of a company with 700 stores nationwide. And you don't know the strugge to reach that. Struggle, Hardworks plus luck is really the key. Salary raise? of course i've got some. but not that much coz im still a beginner but look at the position tho....right? Well i just cant believe that way back college-life moments are real. great thing i am sharpened by the events i've handled before. Imagine talking to big bosses of different high-end famous food companies. Negotiating. Whoa. Until now, i dont believe what i've got. And what i've been doing.. lol well i know its not related to what i've studied 4years ago. i mean, for four years. but. i just cant let go of whats in front of me. i am just tightng my grip. i've explored another side of me. and i didnt expect i'll excel. imagine there were tenured people, staff in our company with 7years on the rank and file. all gazing at me. sometimes i am too pressured. pressured coz there goes these people who tries to pull me down. but i know im doingmy job well. Right now im pretty nervous. there goes this exclusive brand that we'l open on gloriettaa event this Feb 11-15. and i am the one in charge of the whole operatins. From pre-opening upto pullout. i am the facilitator. and its another big break for me. especially as i have to work with French people. Wow right?

But there are times i want to go. because i dont see myself anymore. idk but it sometimes hit me. i shouldnt be here. im confused. but then. i asked for a sign and before i even utter it, the answers are there.

and may i tell you that i am not only fortunate with my career.

Yes. I am already taken. No more sad nights. cry nights. forever alone days.

and until now i cant believe it. i'm still on a high. i am drunk with his love. he is the sweetest i've known and there's no one who gets me like he did.

But i am not goin to tell you who. until he finally came into my house and tell my parents about us. and thats on Feb. 14! i cant wait!

been really blessed. hoping for God's guidance.well he never fail to give so. i knew it.

[n4ughty-y]

I just miss you

[immapuzzleundone]

why do i have to think fo you every single time

[iremade333-deactivated20150328]

this guy is listening to loud ass gospel music in the library and one of the workers asked him to turn it down and he said “YOU CANT TURN DOWN JESUS”

[sad-idol]

She loved you more than she probably loved herself, and you took advantage of that. You took her for granted, you walked over her, lied, crossed boundaries. When you’re in the dark, you’ll remember she was your light; but you lost her. Lost everything in the process. Say ‘hello’ to solitude while she says ‘hello’ to freedom.

- you were the worst thing that never lasted (via sad-idol)

I hate every single thing about you. And i hate myself for ever wasting a second on you.

(via jayda-mane)

[immapuzzleundone]

I may not have the looks. But I assure you once you're mine...there's no going back.

[immapuzzleundone]

So basically this is my 4-year-old phone that appears brand new upon capturing a photo using my samgal note 3. amazing right. i so love my new phone..

well actually i captured this because of the note on my screen. lol it speaks of sooo many memories. whatever.

k.

[immapuzzleundone]

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Stay by Rihanna ft Mikky Ekko 

So basically it's just me singing Stay by Rihanna ft. Mikky Ekko.

Well it's my rest day and this is how I spend it.

I love this song so much i always sing this wit my piano.