D I V E R G E N T

i like it that order exists somewhere even if it shatters near me.

[brutalmade-blog]

SEMI - TO - FULL  HIATUS

THIS  ISNT  PERMANENT      but  if  u  wanna  unfollow  then  obv  u  can.    i  am  going  to  be  taking  a  few  weeks  break.    i  had  a  suicidal  breakdown  earlier  this  week  and  i  have  not  recovered  well.    im  working  through  some  things ,    some  trauma  and  issues.    i  appreciate   EVERY   kind  word  and  message  sent  but  im  finding  it  v  emotionally  overwhelming  to  reply  rn  so  i  will  get  there  eventually.    so  i  am  sliding  away  for  at  least  a  month.    i  should  be  back  on  the   FIRST  OF  JULY    but  who  knows.    i  will  be  around  and  posting  occasionally  but  i  will  mostly  be  absent.    feel  free  to  ask  for  my  ooc  contacts  or  if  u  know  them  then  hmu  bc  i  could  do  with  the  Friendship  and  support  rn.    this  is  a  v  complex  and  lonely  time  in  my  life  but  im  working  on  it  bc  i  want  to  get  back  to  projecting  as  much  love  and  kindness  as  i  can  into  the  world  and  writing  with  all  u  lovely  ppl.    this  has  been  a  huge  and  scary  step  to  accept  guidance  and  help  whilst  taking  some  time  for  me  so  pls  have  a  great  month  and  pls  be  patient  with  my  sporadic  activity  !! 

[halfsuccubus-blog]

                   can   i   interest          u  in  an  smol  nerdy   lesbigay   who  has  dependency  issues  with  her   (  bitchy  )   best  friend  turned  man - eating  succubus ??     a  concerned  bff  who  in  turn  is  transformed  into  a  murderous  and   VENGEFUL   part - succubus,   with  a  penchant  for   KICKING   mental  hospital  staff,   ostracised  from  her  old  life  and  on  the  run  bc  of  multiple  murders.   it’s  a  Wild  ride  but   like   and / or   REBLOG   this  post  if  ur  interested  in  writing  with   ANITA   ‘  needy  ‘   LESNICKI   from   jennifer’s  body.

[imminere-blog]

hctdanger:

               “yah, pretty nerd.” she laughs. “it’s cute.” there was something about this woman, but alex was trying to fight her better instincts on it. the last thing she needed was romance again. love only came at a horrible cost, at last that was how it seemed in her life. but she couldn’t help the feelings she got from almost any pretty girl that ever gave her the time of day. “i don’t exactly follow you.” it wasn’t that alex wasn’t smart or anything, just she had a beer in her so trying to follow along with any sort of intelligent number pattern wasn’t exactly easy. “but i believe you.”

                                ❝   cute  ?   ❞   a  blush  coloured  her   CHEEKS   as  she  skipped  mentally  through  the  implications  of  such  a  word   --   irritating,   small,   childish ;    FRUSTRATION   tainted  her  features  as  she  struggled  to  understand.   ❝   sorry,   i  should  be  quiet,   ❞   ducking  her  head   (  it  was  foolish  to  try  )   and  withdrew  her  hand  from  where  it  tap - tapped  upon  the   BAR   surface  and  tucked  it  into  her  lap,   embarrassment  hitting  her  with  the  force  of  a  small  truck.   ❝   i  can’t  help  myself  sometimes.   i’m  not  showing  off ;   i’m  really  not.   it’s  not  too  complicated   --    JUST   the  previous  two  numbers  added  together :   0,   1,   1,   2,   3,   5,   8 .....   it  gets  a  little  more  complex  at   1597,    2584  but,   yeah.   ❞

[yeahniall]

Anonymously tell me your honest opinion about me. I can't reply, just publish.

[halfsuccubus-blog]

                      are   u               a  fan  of  social  outcasts  with  cruel  childhood  nicknames  who  have   totally    PLATONIC   FEELINGS   for  their  hot  succubus  best  friend ??   smol  nerds  who  in  turn  transforms  into  a  part - succubus  psychiatric  patient   (  she’s  a  KICKER  )   with  a  thirst  for  revenge ??      if  u  answered   YES   to  either  of  the  above  then  just  give  this  post  a   like   and / or   reblog   for  more  anita   ‘  needy  ‘   LESnicki   (  amirite ??  )   upon  ur  dashboards !! 

[pharaeaa-deactivated20190707]

are you sick & tired of female characters being reduced to whiny girls with profound daddy issues? do you enjoy classic masterpieces & kickass, volatile, self-serving wannabe-archaeologists? do you love women who walk into the heart of the himalayans to punch a yeti — not because they have to, but because they bloody can? well, my friend, then you should follow TCMBRAIDER; a blog based on the CLASSIC TOMB RAIDER GAMES ONLY! you will find no daddy issues here !!! don’t ask her about her parents, SHE DOESN’T GIVE A FUCK.  like and/or reblog this if you’d like to write with the one and only, original lara croft !!

[imminere-blog]

rowdyholtzy:

Where’s the goofy teen comedy where the popular girl gives the shy girl a makeover she can Get The Guy™, only to realize that she’s actually falling in love with her and then they have the classic Arguing In The Rain scene because the popular girl is sad that the shy girl went on a date with The Guy so she angrily confesses her feelings and then they kiss and it’s all the feels?

[imminere-blog]

                i   really       have  got  to  make  a  post  about  the  npc  in  maggie’s  life ;   her  relationships,   her  family,   her  friends,   bullies,   colleagues.   like  just  the   MAIN   influences.

[leagueremade-deactivated2017121]

                        ta-er al-sahfer.

                                             ❝ it means the canary. ❞

[shenaniganelous-a-deactivated20]

paintingflcwcrsarchive:

popular text posts + ask memes (part two) 

❛ i don’t have time for a relationship. do you know how many books i need to read? ❜ ❛ i think it’s hilarious when people tell me i’m laid back because i’ve pretty much been screaming nonstop in my head since like fifth grade ❜ ❛ coming out of my cage and i’ve been doing just… not good ❜ ❛ i’m a piece of shit, but it’s fine ❜ ❛ how i am supposed to have a lit summer with $4.65 ❜ ❛ i’m a huge fan of space; both outer and personal ❜ ❛ and to your left, you can see me, ruining everything ❜ ❛ any full cast musical number can be a solo if you believe hard enough ❜ ❛ kinda hungry, kinda horny, kinda tired, kinda wanna get a tattoo ❜ ❛ no amount of under eye concealer can cover up how tired i am of this world ❜ ❛ i’m ready for autumn, but not autumn responsibilities ❜ ❛ today i’m wearing a lovely shade of i slept like shit so don’t piss me off ❜ ❛ i’m not making enough boys nervous ❜ ❛ i really want my last words to be ‘hey, wanna see a dead body?’ ❜ ❛ don’t you hate it when money goes away when you spend it? ❜ ❛ i’m always a slut for conspiracy theories ❜ ❛ i wanna make a diss track about myself ❜ ❛ true friendship is bullying your friends into watching the tv shows you watch ❜ ❛ i’d be such a good girlfriend/boyfriend/s.o. you’re all missing out ❜ ❛ sorry i was late. i can’t conceptualize time. ❜ ❛ fuck what the aliens said ❜ ❛ sometimes it physically pains me to hold back my sarcastic comments ❜  ❛ if outfit repeating was a crime i would be sentenced to life without parole ❜ ❛ does anyone have ten thousand dollars they don’t want? ❜ ❛ i want a sugar daddy, but i know nicki minaj wants me to be independent  ❜ ❛ i stress about stress before there’s even stress to stress about ❜ ❛ i don’t have plans for tonight or the rest of my life if anyone wants to have a drink or get married ❜ ❛ tbh sometimes you just gotta let me be dramatic because i will get over it, but let me be dramatic first. ❜ ❛ painfully average looking with a great sense of humor and always down to get drunk ❜ ❛ if we date, you have to hold my hand in the car. no exceptions. ❜ ❛ in an unfortunate development, i am now awake ❜ ❛ you’re hella bomb, hella cute, and anyone would be hella lucky to have you ❜ ❛ kinda hurt, kinda offended, kinda not planning on saying anything about it ❜ ❛ trying to embarrass me is so unnecessary. i do it to myself just fine. ❜ ❛ if you don’t think i’m a princess then you’re 100% right. i’m the fucking queen. ❜ ❛ fuck summer. i want it to be dark and misty and frigid and october. ❜ ❛ lana may have fucked her way up to the top, but i am bullshitting my way up to the middle ❜ ❛ i don’t want to get involved in the drama, i just wanna know 103% of the information on what happened ❜ ❛ so… do you want to watch 49.7 hours of parks and recreation with me? ❜ ❛ i hit rock bottom like every two weeks ❜ ❛ can someone please be proud of me? like fuck, i’m trying. ❜ ❛ give me a few days to overthink about it ❜ ❛ can i sell my feelings on ebay? i don’t want them anymore. ❜ ❛ i’m really fucking sarcastic for someone who’s about to start crying most of the time ❜ ❛ when does hibernation start because i am 100% participating in that ❜ ❛ don’t you hate it when you wake up and you’re awake ❜ ❛ i lowkey just wanna make sure you’re happy as fuck ❜ ❛ i literally have no idea what i’m gonna do if i don’t end up rich ❜ ❛ you know you’re in deep when you love listening to them talk and you get attached to their voice ❜ ❛ no offense, but when is it my turn for someone to be in love with me ❜ ❛ i’m an asshole with a really big heart ❜ ❛ i have to be funny because being hot is not an option ❜ ❛ can i apologize in advance for basically everything i will ever do ❜ ❛ okay that’s cool, but consider the following: snuggling with me until i fall asleep ❜ ❛ please handle me with care. i am a very sleepy and soft creature. ❜ ❛ drunk me is the me i really want to be. confident, hilarious, and most importantly, drunk. ❜

[sumayyahs-deactivated20180319]

tbh i remember every nice anon ive ever gotten and like seriously they make me so happy like @anyone who has ever sent me a nice anon: i actually love u tbh

[yeahniall]

anonymously tell me your honest opinion about me

[imminere-blog]

this is lame unformatted gross ooc angst stuff just ignore me. like ,,,,,, i've been having some struggles with my sexuality and i'm v v confused. i feel like i'm bi but i only seem to be comfortable around women. only feel attracted to women. and idk if that's bc of trauma and bad experiences. but i also feel like i shouldn't and my parents are So against me dating girls. obv that wouldn't stop me but it adds a painful edge to it. and idk if i really count as bi like idk. or whether i can use that label or idk. and also one of my best friends and the only guy i felt comfortable around just told me he was in Love with me and it freaked me out so badly i cried and then he kinda made me feel awful. and idk. i'm struggling. i feel like ppl don't want to write with me on here. i feel v lost. i feel like my writing is lacking a lot recently bc of my mood. i feel v much like giving up and i'm justso tired and confused. i keep getting picked on and having stuff thrown at me and unkind things said and ppl trying to trigger my autistic meltdowns. like idk. it's so unfair and it hurts and i don't have anyone to talk to at all.

[rpmemes-galore]

Send me “I was supposed to protect you...” for my muse’s reaction

[hangthebloodycode-deactivated20]

reblog this if you actually like following me.

[hangthebloodycode-deactivated20]

reblog this if you actually like following me.

[imminere-blog]

                  whispers :   i  am  making  icons  for   NEEDY   whilst  rewatching   jennifer’s  body   and  i  love  her  so  m UCH ,,,,,,,,   anita  LESnicki  amirite ??   but  idk  whether  to  give  her  a  blog  of  her  own  or  just   test  her  out   on  my  multi  first ??