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Warning: this user is emotionally unstable.

[impetulantdwarf]

I would give anything, except myself, to get him back.

[impetulantdwarf]

I’ll probably regret this but I’ve convinced myself he's the right person, just at the wrong time. I gave him everything I could and I was ready to give him so much more. If this is what he needs to be happy, I'm okay with that. I know that when he’s ready, he’ll come back. Maybe it’ll be after we both graduate or after he gets his heart broken by a new girl, or maybe in twenty years when we’re sitting outside, listening to the music we used to listen to together when we were younger. We’ll talk about the good times we used to have. And then we’ll realize they were the best times of our lives, and we’ll pick up where we left off. Until then, I’ll wait for him. 

[impetulantdwarf]

Life update.

I haven’t gotten on Tumblr in 4 months so here’s the update no one asked for. 

In 23 days I will celebrate the 1 year anniversary of my boyfriend and I’s relationship. That boy is genuinely the best thing that ever happened to me and I can’t wait. He’s shown me how to trust myself and others, because before him I’d forgotten how. I’m so excited to see where the future takes us.

I was doing so good mentally. I was so happy for months. I’d learned how to block out the toxicity of my family. I’d cut negative people out of my life and found real friends who genuinely cared about me. However, the last few weeks have been a pretty steep drop downhill. I’m just in a lot of pain. But I know I’ll pull through. 

I miss my friends and boyfriend so much. And my heart goes out to anyone currently suffering because of this stupid virus.

I’m kind of scared for the future. I feel like a lot of changes are coming our way soon. 

I know I don’t have many followers but I love all of you.

[impetulantdwarf]

Update: we broke up lol.

[impetulantdwarf]

I want to move out but I can't. My house isn’t my home. My family makes me feel like shit. We argue 24/7. They make fun of me for my weight when I struggle with my body image. They slut shame me. They’re toxic and I need out

[qvotable]

And suddenly you know: It’s time to start something new and trust the magic of beginnings.

Meister Eckhart (via qvotable)

[impetulantdwarf]

Life update.

I haven’t gotten on Tumblr in 4 months so here’s the update no one asked for. 

In 23 days I will celebrate the 1 year anniversary of my boyfriend and I’s relationship. That boy is genuinely the best thing that ever happened to me and I can’t wait. He’s shown me how to trust myself and others, because before him I’d forgotten how. I’m so excited to see where the future takes us.

I was doing so good mentally. I was so happy for months. I’d learned how to block out the toxicity of my family. I’d cut negative people out of my life and found real friends who genuinely cared about me. However, the last few weeks have been a pretty steep drop downhill. I’m just in a lot of pain. But I know I’ll pull through. 

I miss my friends and boyfriend so much. And my heart goes out to anyone currently suffering because of this stupid virus.

I’m kind of scared for the future. I feel like a lot of changes are coming our way soon. 

I know I don’t have many followers but I love all of you.

[impetulantdwarf]

shoutout to my family for destroying my mental health after months of me fighting to fix it

[flowerais-deactivated20211031]

one day you will wake up refreshed, drink coffee and be able to read a book the same way you did when you were little. you will have a cat who curls up to sleep on your lap or a playful dog who is happy to see you. you will be the kindest you can be, listening to stories, and checking up on people often. you will make pancakes in the morning and decorate your abode with plants, your old paintings and cozy cushions. you will fill photo albums with blurry photos of your new friends and road trips and summery evenings. you will visit your favorite bakery and library often, and keep in touch with people you love. things won’t be perfect, but you’ll be at peace with yourself and you will be in love with life again. 

[impetulantdwarf]

It seems as if the moonlight makes my thoughts easier to see.

me

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

We try to hide our feelings but we forget our eyes speak.

Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[emotionalwords]

[impetulantdwarf]

feeling slightly very called out

[quotemadness]

It is a frightening thought, that in one fraction of a moment you can fall in the kind of love that takes a lifetime to get over.

Beau Taplin (via quotemadness)

[quotemadness]

Anger is an acid that can do more harm to the vessel in which it is stored than to anything on which it is poured.

Mark Twain (via quotemadness)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Stop hating yourself for everything you aren’t. Start loving yourself for everything you are.

Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[impetulantdwarf]

I feel so bad for the future generations who are going to have to sit in history class and learn about all the assholes that wasted their lives away scrolling through TikTok and watching Disney +.

[viinnttaaggee]

[coleufology]

No. Stop. You'll crash

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

If you have been brutally broken, but still have the courage to be gentle to others, then you deserve a love deeper than the ocean itself.

Nikita Gill (via onlinecounsellingcollege)