"It's gonna be so good..."
might redraw this tomorrow but wow i just needed to get this out

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@impxrfectcarlos
"It's gonna be so good..."
might redraw this tomorrow but wow i just needed to get this out
Do you have any other blogs outside this one?
x I do! I have my personal blog, my art blog, and a couple of other roleplay blogs: yourgreatwarmth sassmassacre and ohmygodbutcats are a few others I'm usually on.
x whoever sent that other m!a... you're golden
/I can't describe for the life of me, but I do have a dream for Carlos/ Carlos dreams that he and Cecil get married~
The day had been a mess to say the least, Cecil having been brought to tears twice over a multitude of things; he was stressed, and he didn't want people to be upset with him. It was understandable, of course, he was under pressure, and somehow believed Carlos of all people would be the most disappointed, but he was honestly in awe of the event; so many colours, and gorgeous decorations. If he were honest, it was a little tacky, but wasn't that just like Cecil? At least when it came to fashion, but that was alright. Better than alright, actually.
"Welcome to the wedding!" Cecil announced to Carlos from behind a door; this would be the last time they'd speak as just boyfriends. It wasn't long before they'd be taking traditional Night Valian vows, and officially call one another husbands; his heart leapt in his chest, and a small smile took to Carlos' lips.
He stood by the stone alter, each slate carved with symbols he couldn't understand; his long hair was pulled into a neat, threaded, and beaded braid with his bangs swept behind one ear. Fortunately he was allowed to wear his labcoat over his white suit; somehow it made him feel comfortable, safe in the wonderfully wild world of colour he stood in now.
Instantly reminded of his first day in Night Vale, Carlos' heart fluttered just as the music kicked up. An odd tune for a wedding, but fitting considering the blue, gold, and red dress Cecil wore as he made his way down the aisle, and danced strangely as he did... Actually, that wasn't really blue, it was more like an iridescent aquamarine, but Carlos wasn't one for nit-picking(yes he was). He felt tears prick at his eyes, and he pursed his lips as Cecil finally looked to him with a smile to die for.
So when Carlos woke up from the dream, he felt betrayed by the false happiness.
Dream = Carlos opens his eyes to find himself alone in bed, a note left on Cecil's pillow. 'Going away for a while. Be back maybe. Hopefully your ready to leave your experiments and come home by then' . Looking around, he can see most of Cecil's belongings have disappeared, with barely a trace of the radio host left.
Did they fight? Have they even fought? It was only moments ago they fell asleep together, and now his heart heaved with a weight that Carlos found hard to bear once reading over the note. He held his breath, and felt himself drift in thought; he couldn't remember the cause, but he had a feeling by the note that it was most certainly his fault, and he wasn't sure if he even deserved Cecil back.
Not after everything he's already put his boyfriend through; he grit his teeth from the guilt that washed over him, and inhaled a breath. Could he ask Cecil to forgive him? Don't bother him, Carlos. Don't bother him until you remember what happened so you can approach the situation with a better angle.
Fuck better angles.
Carlos grabbed his phone from the bedside table, and thumbed over the call button to bring up a list. With another tap of the call button, his phone rang quietly from the speaker, and he waited for Cecil to pick up.
How's Cecil doing? Have the babies come yet?
"If I told you the truth, you'd be as angry as I was, so I'll spare you the details, but he's doing much better since we've had a talk. But yes, the Maria, and Marrion are a couple days old now, and are healthy and happy as can be.♥"
Is something the matter sir? I noticed that you keep moving very carefully, and you keep resting your hand on your stomach. Are you ill? (reference to that mpreg dream the one anon sent)
"Huh?" He barely realized his own actions; lack of decent sleep and all would do that to a person, of course, and a scientist was no exception to this rule. Then again, he could barely tell what was real, and what wasn't from the start of this scientific phenomena. His gaze drifted to his stomach again, and then back up, "I'm fine. Sorry if I made you worry, I was just, uh... I've been having really, really vivid dreams, and to be honest, I can't even tell if this is real or not, but I'm definitely A-okay."
Truth be told, he wasn't okay, but there was no way he was going to admit that.
it takes ten seconds to tag something and forty five minutes to hours to calm down from a panic attack. think about that for a second
and totally feel comfortable enough to ask me to tag something that bothers you bc there are so many things that trigger people that i wouldn’t even think about and i’m sorry if i do that but let me know!
Please tell me if you need something tagged. Please please please. I will without any hesitation.
how do you even coming up with an idea like that this cecil was fluffy and cute
*hug*
Carlos wrapped his arms around the anonymous friend, and pulled them into a tight hug, giving them a moment to soak in the gesture, and then releasing the grEYFACE BACK INTO THE YONDER.
Wistful stare, "They grow up so fast..."
I sent you a few dreams and a comment, but I don't know if they went through or not
x Aaaaaaaa, yeeth, sorry, I was off getting carried away on another blog; I do hope you'll forgive me, and if it's alright, I'd like to answer them, I'm just unsure whether it'd be tacky of me or not seeing as it's been two weeks.
Either way, I really hope you'll forgive me for not answering anything until just now. <3 Q.Q
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x HAHAHA, 2 weeks later, I return, oops, uhm... Should I still answer the M!A's as if I've never left?
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Suddenly a very flustered and confused Carlos???
x So due to having v busy days the past couple of days, i’m going to extend the m!a, but I’m going to wait to extend it because I have no idea if my weekend will be free or not.
I’m also going to be busy today, so I won’t be able to get to any until later tonight. Thanks for your patience! <333
x Turns out I'm free, and I came home earlier than anticipated, so I'm gonna try to get some stuff done.
I've decided to extend the M!A to Sunday night, probably midnight.
where i'm going. | *open
"I know why I have those dreams, Cecil," Carlos specified as if he's mentioned them to his boyfriend- could they even call each other boyfriends anymore? How would Cecil react if- no... When he found out? Carlos- No... The Professor feared what was to come.
"I know why I'm in Night Vale."
x Updated my Rules and Verses pages.