Wow…life on life is so hard? Opening up to people is so hard. That craving of opening up to someone and having them open up to me is so strong in my heart it feels like I’m going to explode. When will I finally have a give and take relationship? It’s either I’m giving too much or I’m taking too much. I just want someone that I can trust to tell everything to and vise versa. Let me have someone that can trust me with their fears, their doubts, their passions, their inner feelings and revelations that they haven’t shared with anyone else. I just want to have someone that would encourage and love me as much as I’m willing to encourage and love them. My hunger for more makes me feel like I’m going to burst. Or break apart. Thinking about people too much has been threatening me to shatter into tears at any moment. This week has been such an emotional roller coaster.
