Notice
Firstly I know I’ve been super inactive. But that’s due to me having a whole cocktail of mental illness and life problems I need to deal with. And I apologize for that. Now, onto the main shit
I don’t know what the future of this blog will be. For now, it’s gonna be on an extended hiatus. I can barely listen to FT Island right now. And no- that’s not at the fault of Hongki, Jaejin, Seunghyun, or Minhwan. But after what’s come out, I genuinely feel sick when the comes up. I looked up to Jonghun. I thought he was a wonderful person. I saw him as a role model.
And obviously that’s not what I see anymore. I, op, the person who made this blog, and a big ol primadonna, am also a survivor of sexual assault/harassment. I have an ex who pressured me into so many sexual situations, and left me fucking traumatized. So this has hit me like a ton of bricks. It’s brought back old traumas and genuinely left me almost throwing up. I cried a lot. It was and is still awful.
Now again, I have no ill will towards any other FT Island members. I doubt they knew. Hongki even said he’s given up on Jonghun. Someday I’ll probably be able to listen to them again without feeling sick. I really want to at least. But I don’t know when that will be. So. Yeah. I’m sorry. This is just a shitty situation overall. I might go through this blog at some point and either delete all the quotes with Jonghun or change them to another member. I don’t want his name associated with me or anything I do.
But that being said I’m closing with a couple final statements before the hiatus continues. A.) if you support Jonghun, or his friends, defend them, I fucking despise you with all my being and I genuinely hope you rot in hell. B.) if any of my followers here want my main blog, feel free to message this blog and I’ll give it to you. And C.) if there are any other primadonnas who are survivors, like me, I am with you. I understand you, and I’m so sorry about all this.
Anyway, thank you for the support from when this was up. I’m sorry how this has all gone down
Update: I changed/deleted all the posts that had him. This will likely be the last post I ever make with his name.
