ALL MY LIFE

lil poems & life stories

[declassifyed]

i’ve dreamt of this for a million years.

[indefeated]

i don’t even think the distance will ever affect my feelings for her

only tear my heart up

but never will i lose the love i feel 

over miles

[indefeated]

I have absolutely lost it. and i am totally okay with it.

[indefeated]

it was always a thought in the back of my mind and now it is real. and it is much better than i thought. 

[indefeated]

i thought this was a dream. that is how surreal it is. a fucking dream. 

[indefeated]

love of your life

in the future:

you won’t find the one in the coffee shop

you won’t find the one in a library 

you won’t see them at the quirky hole in the wall restaurant you love

it won’t be spontaneous 

it won’t be a number written on a napkin

it will be a simple message on a screen 

reaching out distantly to you

and maybe you will answer because eharmony said to. 

[indefeated]

i can no longer breathe

so what is the harm in destroying my lungs. 

[indefeated]

//don’t shuffle my music

//stumbling onto that one song

//brings me to tears 

[indefeated]

don't tell me what i want to hear. tell me what i need to hear

Unknown

[indefeated]

airplane safety

miles above the ground

i will always put on your oxygen mask 

before  i even look at mine

[indefeated]

sometimes

when you break someones heart in turn, you also broke your own. 

[indefeated]

i pushed myself down a rabbit hole

& i kind of love it 

[indefeated]

the teenage cliché

depression 

adhd

anxiety

anorexia

mood disorders

negativity 

hoplessness

god that girl is angsty. 

[indefeated]

silent breaths you take, 

silent screams you sound,

silent tears you shed,

never to be heard or known 

only to be felt.