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[vashti-refused]

[bisexualgambit]

Reasons Artic Monkeys is bad:

They have the same bass line in every song

Reasons Artic Monkeys is good:

It’s one sexy fucking bass line so I don’t blame them

[indiemusicfreak]

💖

[sandmandaddy69]

[indiemusicfreak]

sheeeeesh it’s been 7 years since I was on here last

[indiemusicfreak]

Reading some of my old responses to anons and I was sooo defensive 😥 I’m gonna have grace for myself, I was really scared and didn’t know what the hell I was doing, I was just trying to fake it til I made it. I’m also so bad at reading tone, I just assume everyone’s attacking me :( Still something I’m working on

[indiemusicfreak]

I can’t believe bad blood came out 10 whole years ago 🥲

[indiemusicfreak]

sheeeeesh it’s been 7 years since I was on here last

[indiemusicfreak]

idk if anyone will read this..

I know it’s been awhile! I kind of just fell out of the fandom and closed my shop. I had a lot going on in my life.

I was trying to take care of my grandfather who had Alzheimer’s while my grandma was trying to sabotage my shop. She would throw away shipments of merchandise and other personal conflicts. My safety, my dogs safety, just not a good time. It was so so so hard but I had to move away from her and my grandpa..who died not even a year later, the same week as my other grandfather died. I wasn’t able to continue going to shows either because my chronic pain got worse and so did my epilepsy. I know there are also a lot of people in the fandom who really really hated me and so they will be happy to read all this if they do end up finding it. I know I was a bit much at times and could be full of myself. I was just trying to fake it til I made it honestly. I closed my shop, I moved back home, I was extremely triggered being home because of childhood trauma. I had a complete break down after having my first ever relationship and being dumped over text and being told that I was everything my mother said I was. I got back into therapy and I’ve been healing slowly. I also found out I was diagnosed with autism as a child but my mom kept it from me. Now im just trying to be honest and venerable? I’m really nervous about posting this but none of you are probably here anymore anyways! If you are, I appreciate you.

if you happen to be reading this and I ever hurt you, hurt your feelings, made you feel bad, subtweeted some stupid mean thing, anything.. I’m so sorry.

[indiemusicfreak]

hello, how have you been?

[indiemusicfreak]

Hey! Could you restock the 'world's greatest grandpa' jumper? I want to buy it now but I'm an XL 😫

Oh my god yes I'm sorry, idk why it even says out of stock.. pls DM on the shops twitter if I forget!!

[indiemusicfreak]

Inspired by the Los Angeles pop up

[indiemusicfreak]

your art is out of this world.

Is this a pun omg

[indiemusicfreak]

Hold me in your wild, wild world.

[indiemusicfreak]

WWCOMMS. HQ. Los Angeles.

[indiemusicfreak]

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BDLNDS Pin

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Heavydirtysoul Lapel Pin