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all i fear means nothing!!!! 🌻🦓🧬♿️💊🎧♾️🌈🤟😷 they/them, 22, queer, disabled, chronically ill, MSN autistic artist with severe connective tissue issues

[disastrousfeelings]

I make coffee. I pretend I’m in love with the idea of being alive. I make a point not to stare at the knives sitting on the counter top by the stove.

[ineloquent-creature]

i wrote this quote! creds are ineloquent-creature or ineloquentcreature or cr34tur333

wrote this 5 years ago ish so things have changed a lot. i love you and hope you are okay <3 🫂🫂

[neil-perrys-depressive-disorder]

Neil “I don’t know what it’s like to not have deep emotions. Even when I feel nothing, I feel it completely” Perry

Neil “I’m not a whole person anymore and I don’t think I ever will be. Parts of me died in the house I grew up in and I visit them in dreams” Perry

Neil “I’ve been trying to go home my whole life” Perry

Neil “I make coffee. I pretend I’m in love with the idea of being alive. I make a point not to stare at the knives sitting on the counter top by the stove” Perry

Neil “I need a life that isn’t just about needing to escape my life” Perry

Neil “Something feral inside me wants everything, craves every taste and looks everywhere. But something else, something lethargic, only desires to sleep” Perry

[ineloquent-creature]

holy shit i wrote the “i make coffee” quote i’m CRYING i hope y’all are okay i love you 🫂🫶🫂🫶

[tony-the-tigers-juicy-armpit]

(in the universe where capitalism never happened and we're in the sun eating fruit topless all day long) fuck i wish i had a credit score

[sicktekkers-deactivated20150829]

man door hand hook car door is honestly still the best story i’ve ever read

[stopdropandvogue]

Tim Walker’s Pastel Cats

“A lot of people get confused when they see this image. They think it was done by computer, but we actually took pigment powder, mixed it with talc to get the right ice-cream pastel colours, and brushed it into the cats.

The owners were two proud members of the Persian cat club. I can’t remember how I found them, but they turned up in a van, covered in cat fur, and stood breathing down my neck as I took the picture. We were worried about putting all that powder into the animals’ fur, but they said, ‘Oh no, they absolutely love it.’ The cats were such vain creatures - they adored being touched and pampered.

We didn’t really think about which cats, or how many, should be done in which colours. We just did each one, and then they had to go back into their cat beds in the owners’ van. I think I lost count of how many were pink and how many were blue, but when we were finished they all came out and looked great together. There wasn’t enough light to do the picture indoors - but, by a fluke, all the cats seemed to gravitate to this clematis at the bottom of some steps. I didn’t arrange them. This is just what the cats did, and they all pretty much stayed where they were throughout. So it’s actually quite a naturalistic portrait - apart from the colour.

At the time, in May 1998, I had no idea how the picture would resonate with people. But it has been the image I’ve been asked about the most. For some reason, people are just fascinated with it - more than any model, house or celebrity I’ve ever shot. Everyone wants to know about the pastel cats.” -Tim Walker

Interview by Leo Benedictus

[geryone]

Fauna, Richard Siken

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

[the-big-mood]

Homeland Security uses Pokémon theme in social media post to highlight apprehensions

The Department of Homeland Security stole a page out of a famous Japanese anime in its latest social media post showing apprehensions.

United States Homeland Security is comparing catching human beings to pokemon. What timeline are we living in?

[the-big-mood]

Unfortunately yes, here's the link

[multifariousmayhem]

talking to people without chronic pain about what chronic pain is like:

[heartnosekid]

two orange bois sittin in the grass (with a snowy girl watching on the porch). what could they be discussing?

[gummi-stims]

🤍🩵Wii menu shakers from yumecafecrafts on tiktok!🩵🤍

[star01007]

[angelnumber27]

my mind hand touched a hot memory stove

[sensorydog]

colourful turtle charms 🐢

[offshoreoilrig]

You need to touch saltwater

[petaltexturedskies]

Belated summer days, efforts to build up physical strength, no writing, much dreaming, intolerable moods which drive me out into the street, loneliness.

Anaïs Nin, in a diary entry dated 21 September 1926, from The Early Diary of Anais Nin: 1927-1931

[fairycosmos]

having no money is like yayy i am not a person