Plastic Dreams

Trans, nonbinary, neurodivergent, asexual but very kinky and twisted Sex-positive and prepared to sexually please others, but not a necessity and would prefer to be castrated myself Demiromantic towards women, agender, non-stereotypical sissy who likes looking like a faggy freak, despite having no real interest in men I am incontinent and enjoy wearing thick, padded diapers 24/7 My humiliation kink and sharing embarrassing things about myself in a humorous way are my secret weapon against the haters I feel very happy and confident in my identity Currently dating someone but open to meeting new people 18+ only

[infantilepassions]

I am a diapered sissy faggot

Not a real woman (or man), but an agender sissy

I have always liked the word 'sissy', even though I am not the typical 'wanting-to-be-feminised' male. I tried living as a woman for over 20 years, and although I feel much more comfortable and at ease around women than men, and very much at home in inclusive women's groups, I don't feel like the word 'woman' applies to me in the same way that it does to my sisters, both trans and cis - only on some levels, but not in its entirety. Rather, a feminine gender and sex-less person confident enough to integrate elements into their appearance that are traditionally assoociated with both women and men. Someone told me yesterday that I looked like Marlene Dietrich. Others will think of me as a pathetic sissy faggot. So I have been calling myself all kinds of degrading (and cute) names, which helps me with my indifference when it comes to how other people might label me because of my genderqueerness.

A pathetic and useless pee pee

Another aspect that makes me different is that I'm asexual, and most sissies are driven by a desire for sexual gratification, even if it is delayed through enforced chastity. I have no interest in any release - for me it is simply a medical necessity, and thankfully my libido is relatively low due to estrogen and medication. I am trying not to have an orgasm more than once per month, but it requires a lot of determination and self-control and I have been researching nullification surgery to have my genitals removed, and I have also asked my surgery about testosterone blockers. Genitalia - other people's or my own - have never turned me on. But I could certainly be trained to perform sexual services and probably get used to enjoying them, even if it is only for the pleasaure of knowing I have performed my duties to the highest standard possible.

Diapered servant and sissy baby

So despite being asexual I am very kinky and sex-positive, and I enjoy roleplay as welll as a number of different sensory experiences associated with those kinks. Like wearing thick diapers and plastic ppants 24/7 - which I need to do anyway because of my incontinence, but I have made it a major part of my life and I like being a little baby while I try to balance that with the adult world. At the same time I would like to serve a dominant woman or couple as their domestic servant, and if desired for sexual services. However, this is not essential, and I would not have a problem with never being allowed to see or touch anyone's private parts again (including my own). So I am not a 'slut', a 'whore', a 'bimbo' or whatever other names sissies often like to give themselves. And even though aspects of myself could certainly be called 'pathetic' and my pee pee is definitely useless, I also have high enough sellf-esteem to be open about these things and set my boundaries while I explain what / who I am and what / who I am not. I have a demiromantic attraction towards women, which means I need to form a strong emotional bond with someone first before I feel any physical / sensory attraction.

A full-time sissy life

I am already living as a sissy, by the definitions that I've outlined. I have no fear of being myself whenever I am in public, in a number of different ways. I am currently wearing colourful so-called 'men's suits' for a number of reasons - I like the simplicity and comfort, they fit me well and are easy to obtain, they have been teaching me that I really don't care how strangers label or gender me, and I have been enjoying this freedom. Their uniform character also makes me feel more disciplined. In summer I'll probably replace the pants with a matching skirt, shorts or dress, and I need to integrate more babyish elements. Because I know that a lot of people will be calling me 'he / him', I have asked the people who know me to continue calling me 'she / her' for balance. The thought that others will probably think I'm a drag queen or effeminate gay man amuses me, however.

Maid to serve

Clearly I will need to find someone to serve. But I also have to currently sort out my personal life. So any attempts to extract money from me because someone thinks I am desperate to be dominated are just a waste of everyone's time. I am aware of my strengths and weaknesses, and I am happy to work on myself to make sure that I am the kind of sissy servant (maid, butler, etc. - whatever is preferred) that any dominant person would be proud of, and until then I will be using this space for personal exploration.

[infantilepassions]

Just received some new pacifiers. What I love about these is that the teat doesn''t deflate easily. One of the combos doesn't work though, so I'll have to find one of my Mega-Fixx shields to see if it fits. If not, I'll need to get some MAM shields. Admittedly, I'm still pretty new to sucking science, but it's a lot of fun and very calming. I'd happily suck cock as well if required from me, but being asexual it's not a necesssity for me, like for some sissy babies who crave to drink from Daddy's baba.

[infantilepassions]

Just to avoid any misunderstandings ...

What you see here is real - my queerness isn't something that I just leave by the door when I go outside. I'm an asexual sissy faggot, and not here to indulge in any kind of wank fantasies. Most of the mainstream sissy scenarios are boring for me. I don't crave cock or fantasize about being pegged. As soon as I see descriptions and pictures of genitals or sexual activities, I get turned off. But I still follow accounts that post a lot of sexual content, mostly for outfit and humiliation ideas, and because I like to see people happily engaging in all kinds of kinks. It just doesn't arouse me in any way.

I'm not a 'man wanting to be a woman' - I'm agender, and can't identify with being either a man or a woman. I would prefer it if I could live without genitals and the need for regular ejaculations - just a pee hole - and I'll be looking at ways to achieve this when I have a bit more time.

When I realised that I don't have a gender, I became immune to however other people might label me. It makes me laugh to think of how hard I tried for so many years to convince people that I was a woman, just because I knew I wasn't a man - that's how brainwashed I was by the gender binary. I developed a humiliation fetish instead, feeling empowered by being secure enough in my identity to not care about other people's opinions and prejudices. I don't experience a lot of transphobia, but when it happens - and it's more a question of 'when' than 'if' - it's going to amuse me how the transphobes won't be able to spend that time harrassing my trans siblings.

What I do have is a very strong submissive side, and I would be happiest serving a dominant woman or couple as a domestic servant. This can include providing sexual services, but it is absolutely not a necessity. I just want to serve, and be proud of my work and services. Instead of satin dresses and panties, I prefer uniforms that make me look like a feminised man, although a satin or PVC dress with a poofy petticoat and a tightly laced corset would also be nice to add some variety at times. I am incontinent and wear thick padded diapers and plastic pants 24/7, and I always like to feel a tight high collar around my neck. It makes me feel more alert and gives my autistic ADHD-riddled brain something to focus on instead of becoming easily overwhelmed., as well as reminding me of my submissiveness. Modest clothes are more exciting for me than revealing ones.

In my free time I would like to be treated as a sissy baby, with the strict kind of schedule and rules that a neurodivergent sissy like myself craves, and with plenty of punishments and positive reinforcements to achieve the kind of behaviour that is expected from me.

Regular exercise and healthy food are also important to me, and I still need to work on my self-discipline to get better at taking care of myself. I love the idea of having all my food liquified in a blender, and then being force-fed through a tube that runs between an enema bag containing the mushy nutrients and the feeding gag between my lips. I have tried it, and found it very meditative to just sit there with my din dins slowly dripping into my sissy mouth.

I detest racism, misogyny, homophobia, transphobia, ableism, abusers, cops (and ACAB includes your Paw Patrol!), capitalism, AI-generated images, the patriarchy and heteronormativity, while I respect people who are genuine, kind, compassionate, generous and open-minded.

While I have met amazing people of all faiths (or lack of faith), it is my Muslim sisters and brothers who were there for me when I first came out as trans 25 years ago, who would offer me support, invite me to dinner with their families, and not let me leave without big bags of food when they knew I was broke. At a time when many of my other so-called friends turned away from me. You have been an inspiration, anad I thank you for your kindness that I will gladly return to others whenever I feel called to do so. Inshallah!

[bbcharlotte]

[infantilepassions]

Beautiful outfit. That would absolutely suit a sissy fag like me, just with more diaper layers and frilly plastic pants.

[infantilepassions]

I'm glad that I'm starting to see more agender, nonbinary and asexual content in my feed, instead of just sissies talking about their locked up clitties, diaper humping and being pegged (nothing wrong with that, keep going lol). I can imagine though that most members of the ace, enby and agender communities would probably be embarrassed to be associated with a faggy diaper wearing sissy freak like myself and the perverted cringe that I post.

Luckily my libido is fairly low, thanks to the psychiatric medication that I take and my daily dose of estrogen. So despite being in a semi-aroused state most of the time, I can usually manage to keep myself from masturbating for several weeks at a time. But I have no interest in the eventual sexual relief except as a medical necessity as long as my prostate still produces semen. And I don't have the self-discipline to milk my prostate instead of experiencing an orgasm. Only taking estrogen clearly isn't enough, and I've been thinking about starting on Finasteride or another testosterone blocker.

Just having a pee hole instead of sexual organs would make me very happy, or at least someone who keeps me in permanent chastity and who milks me once a month.

[infantilepassions]

I can smell 💩!

But this sissy faggot hasn't filled his diaper enough yet for a change. Or performed his household chores adequately. That means his poopy bum will just have to stay confined in his messy nappy until he has done what is expected of a sissy household servant. That's the rule.

Admin note:

If you follow me and I don't follow you back, it could be that the majority of your pictures are sexual ones - there's nothing wrong with that, and I don't mind seeing it in my feed, but being asexual I'm only interested in kink, and not images or descriptions of sexual acts themselves, even though I'm not sex-averse and happy to be used for sexual purposes if desired. So I'd like to see more non-sexual ABDL content. Like people proudly wearing their padding in public, with a visible bulge under their clothes. Or ideas for non-sexual AB/DL roleplay.

[infantilepassions]

I wear thick poofy diapers 24/7, and I love peeing and messing in them. I also like to look like a cocksucking sissy fagboy, and I spend a considerable amount of my time thinking about how to look even more ridiculously queer.

[infantilepassions]

Faggy Sissy Freak

in his poopy diaper

Likes to look like a ridiculously gay fagboy princess in his thick wet and messy diapers.

Asexual, but can probably be trained as a sissy cocksucker. Doesn't enjoy anal, but willing to have his bum hole filled as punishment or training method.

Likes to perform domestic services in exchange for diaper changes and humiliation.

No outfits allowed that could deceive people into thinking he's a real man or woman - only attire that makes him look like the sissy faggot that he is.

And that messy diaper isn't coming off until tomorrow - if that stinky nancy pansy sissy clown is lucky!

[infantilepassions]

I found this weird thing some time ago, and now I can't stop sucking on it! It's also been up my bum a few times, but I didn't like it. And it left some poo stains.

I'm such a pathetic male-to-female-to-male crossdressing sissy transvestite fag, aren't I?

[infantilepassions]

I'm not a man and I'm not a woman. But I like the idea of people thinking I'm a gay cocksucker. Even though I'm asexual and I have zero interest in any sexual activity and I could happily live without it, the idea of only only being allowed out of my messy nappy after my mouth has served as a cum dump is beautifully humiliating. So maybe I'm a gay cocksucking sissy fag boy after all.

[infantilepassions]

Distracted Daddy

Models: Mario, Laura, pisspantskevy

[infantilepassions]

Naughty sissy babies often make a fuss when it comes to eating their din dins. This can easily be corrected by force feeding them disgusting mushy slop for a week, as they clearly haven't deserved real food. This type of strict discipline quickly puts them in their place, and also guarantees that they spend most of their time in extra messy and stinky diapers.

[omoghouls]

😔😔-

[pamperedinpink]

But diaper capacity is science, right? Physics?

[infantilepassions]

I couldn't believe it when I saw I had more than 50 followers so shortly after I started posting on here! Which encourages me to further share my story and photos, and to disclose my true self to the world.

Pretending to be a woman was just as exhausting for me as pretending to be a man, when I am actually an effeminate nancy pansy sissy faggot. I love wearing thick padded diapers and plastic pants because I can't help wetting and messing myself like a baby, and I can't get enough of sitting in my stinky messy nappies for as long as possible. The pathetic little bump between my legs has never been able to please a woman, and needs to be locked away forever or replaced with just a pee hole.

I like wearing double-breasted men's blazers and waistcoats in pastel and other bright colours, with white tights or stockings, and a matching dress or skirt as well as matching patent shoes. Navy, red or black as well for special occasions, but always contrasting with a crisp white shirt and thick white tights. I feel a strong desire to start wearing them with my very high and tight collars in public, and not just at home - with neckwear such as ties, bow ties and jabots. It feels good to sense the tightness around my neck, and to have my head forcibly held upright while I look like a humiliatingly effeminate cocksucking fag boy. Together with the other parts of my sissy uniform they help reinforce the fact that I am not a real man or woman, and that it is my role to serve.

The world needs to know, as I am no longer able to live with the shame of hiding what a ridiculous and pathetic sissy loser I am who deserves to be humiliated, laughed at, ridiculed, punished and used for domestic duties, while being denied any adult pleasure.

[infantilepassions]

I'm a nappy wearing sissy faggot clown whose purpose it is to serve, amuse and be humiliated.

[infantilepassions]

Being An Asexual Sissy Baby

It has taken me a long time to come to terms with calling myself a sissy. A lot of people who identify as sissies post exclusively sexual content, and that is something that I have zero interest in. Sexual images or descriptions do nothing for me, and it is something that I always scroll past straight away. That doesn't mean though that I'm sex-averse. If Mummy and Daddy wanted to involve me in their sexual activities, it would just be another kind of playful stimulation for me, but it's not a necessity.

What I do like is finding new ideas for outfits on here, for bondage situations, adult baby rules, punishments etc. And of course to see other people freely expressing themselves, including those whose fetishes I don't share. But please - don't post your disgusting misogyny, e.g. calling women 'dumb' and 'beneath men' just because that's how you see yourself. Women are Goddesses.

My main aim is a life of full-time power exchange and roleplay as both a sissy baby and a domestic servant performing my duties in strict uniforms. Erotic humiliation and certain kinds of physical stimulation are very exciting for me, but I don't seek relief through sexual means. A life without ever having to experience an orgasm again would reinforce my role as an immature child that needs a strict and caring hand for guidance.

Practices such as anal stimulation have never interested me much, but once again it is something that I'd accept as a possible punishment for behaviour modification purposes, or if makes my Mummy and Daddy happy as part of my humiliation. I do have a strong oral fixation though, and will happily clean any body part with my tongue. Being subjected to a regular force-feeding regime is also exciting for me - having all my food mushed up and fed through a tube without being able to remove my feeding gag would be the ultimate experience of babyishness for me, and I have been experimenting with this. But it is obviously not the same as having someone else control the situation and enforce it.

There's so much more that I could talk about. This is just a beginning.

(and sorry for the poor photo quality - I'll do better next time!)

[infantilepassions]

I just had to go to the shop, and it wasn't time for a change yet. So I had no choice than to go outside in my super soaked thick padding.