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#INFEAR — this is west, sideblog to @/frfld. muses are: felix richter, david king, rebecca chambers, elliot schneck, gabriel soma, danny johnson/the ghost face, and jett asturias/the magician.
Danny boy's done <3 I love him verrrry much! I want to beat him half to death with a blunt object
lowkey forgot how well-written danny's backstory was
ANTONIO DIAS
The image, 1971
Acrylic on canvas
aroace king felix
ANDREAS PIETSCHMANN 1899 Interview
everyone say thank you quinn's autism!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to lock the fuck in and reread felix's lore but i do not know if i'm strong enough to i'm so serious
wild dark shore.
dialogue prompts from wild dark shore by charlotte mcconaghy.
i never loved a place before i came here.
i am very good at 'calm'.
only the living can do harm.
i'm here. i won't leave you.
you get all that from wikipedia?
i'm not so far gone that i don't know it's a lie.
i need you to keep your guard up.
it takes a while for your body to forget.
you won't get those stains out by hand, even with bleach.
i don't like wildcards.
we're only strangers until we're not.
there is a place pain takes you.
i try so hard to be enough, but i never will be.
you're a bit grumpy, huh?
i think i've been pissed off for a while.
everything burns, if it's hot enough.
it was hard to be cheerful, after that.
there's no point in rebuilding. it will go again.
what are you meant to do with kids? protect them, or be honest?
i didn't realize it would be so hard to see.
i'm a conversation-killer. a mood-deflater.
you shouldn't have to be alone.
i had no idea you could be so stupid.
i've never seen another woman's body before.
i don't like losing control.
you can sleep, you know. i'll stay with you.
things affect people in different ways.
show me something i won't see anywhere else in the world.
we'll eat on the couch, like normal people.
are you feeling okay today?
do you have any kids?
the world's not a good place for a child.
it's not a good idea to fall in love. not with people, and not with places.
what was your youthful rebellion?
any rebellion i had was always this quiet anger, always swallowed down.
i'm going to make it. it's not going to kill me.
i sleep better when i have company.
you didn't have to lie.
i'm unraveled, and i don't know how to tie my pieces back together.
i've lost too much, and i am too much lost.
it's not safe here for me anymore.
they fear what i've realized, and they fear me for knowing it.
don't do anything stupid, okay?
i missed you like a limb cut off.
when i think about leaving, i almost can't breathe.
'stubborn' is too small a word for what you are.
i can help. i'm handier than i look.
i like building things.
the worst part is the lack of company, so you can talk, and i'll work.
maybe the truth is more uncomfortable than you'd like to admit.
you'll have a scar.
i wanted to pretend it hadn't happened, for an afternoon.
you just have to keep going, that's all. there's nothing else.
guilt is a heavy thing to carry alone.
what i miss most wasn't anything i expected.
the truth is, i would do anything for you.
i wanted your life to be different.
i like having things to do. i like feeling useful.
it is a skill, figuring out how you feel and articulating it. it's not easy. but i think it's important to try.
i'm not built to be a mother.
i feel like a child playing dress-up.
this can't be happening again.
at some point, you have to choose your own life.
i messed up. i think i mess up all the time.
love expands when it needs to. it adapts. it embraces.
i don't have a good answer. you won't feel comforted by it.
this could be freeing. do you feel freed?
should we not have done that?
i thought i could have died from wanting you so badly.
how come you never had kids?
i had no idea you had such cruelty in you.
here is the nature of life: that we must love things with our whole selves, knowing they will die.
if you want sense from what happened, you'll have to make it yourself.
why did you have kids, if you weren't going to bother keeping them safe?
i have not made myself easy to love.
i've had enough of careful.
this world is a dumpster fire.
this is bad. this is way worse than i realized.
where men go, there is harm.
i have to do better. i have to be better.
i'm not letting _____ anywhere near you. you're safe.
you can tell me. whatever it is, i'll try to understand.
don't be nice to me.
does it always hurt like this?
it gets less painful with time.
a lot of people have fallen under ____'s spell. there's no shame in it.
you can't think about what's getting left behind. there will be time for that later.
this is a very weird time to have that conversation.
if you don't know what to say, listen. okay?
it's really fucking sad it takes loss to know the precise quality of love.
just a little farther now. not long to go.
there is a colder place than this. don't let it find you.
i'll carry you on my back for as long as it takes.
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jett teaches danny how to throw his voice.
florida.
dialogue prompts from florida by lauren groff.
i have somehow become a woman who yells.
it's too much. it's too much.
i don't think you've walked it off yet. you may want to take one more loop.
even the things you love most can kill you.
an island is never really quiet.
stay here. be good.
you know where you are with men. with women, you always have to guess.
come on out. i know you're here.
i learned the language of men and used it against them.
if anyone is going to die, it's going to be us.
just let me rest here a minute.
head trauma is an old friend.
keep me awake. tell me a story.
time has always been blind to the human, and the things we do to stave it off.
you never listen to anyone.
for god's sake, shut it.
my ignorance must have been so maddening.
you were always the happiest person i knew.
you opened your mouth and suddenly became another person.
i never thought i could be so alone.
we're all alone.
you had me.
there will always be another storm, you know.
everything's alright for the dead.
isn't this the fucking kicker?
houses contain us. who can say what we contain?
are you a kid or a mom?
i don't believe in lying to children.
you practice radical bluntness, i see.
only americans jog. they have no sense of dignity.
some people just don't mellow with age.
you have your own beauty.
you don't bother to listen when you speak.
i'm sorry this isn't nicer.
don't cry for me. i'll be okay.
i'm crying for me.
i don't even know who to envy anymore.
everyone leaves.
i would eat you, if i could.
you never used to cry.
the world must be hard for ____. all substance, no nuance.
you're young. you're beautiful. you can do whatever you want to.
everything is beautiful. anything is possible.
you're the best person i know.
what is it about me that people need breaks from?
the dead need nothing from us. the living take and take.
you love humanity almost too much, but people always disappoint you.
i miss believing in god.
i always wanted to be the type of person who could play the moonlight sonata.
erotic isn't the same thing as sexual.
i'd take a break from myself, too, but i don't have that option.
don't do anything i wouldn't do.
what are you smiling at?
i'm on vacation from my life.
you kiss like someone prone to anxiety attacks.
i like you. you keep your words in tight.
the devil can't match the light in ____.
not smart, coming here alone.
do you normally just follow people without knowing where you're going?
you don't look so good, sweetie.
no fucking cops.
no ambulance.
please. let me help you.
that's a lot of blood.
you can't help people who don't want your help.
_____ was a nice guy. everyone said.
we never talked about it. i never told anyone.
tell me. you think there are still good people in the world?
you're a different person in [language].
i couldn't disturb you. there was such peace in your face.
the word 'penis' is inherently ridiculous.
i won't let anyone hurt you.
i love you. i'm always happy to talk to you.
is there anything i can do to make you more comfortable?
he's not a sociopath. just an older brother.
oh, little bear, it's okay.
the language i'm most fluent in is story.
your breath stinks. it's like something died in your mouth.
i've never seen such an ugly city as ______.
solitude is danger for a working mind.
when we are lonely for a long time, we people the void with phantoms.
all things nauseating and deadly are american, apparently.
i feel untethered.
most people get meaner when they get older.
the truth might be moral, but it isn't always right.
i'm not going anywhere. just away.
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bluebeard's first wife.
dialogue prompts from bluebeard's first wife: stories by ha seong-nan.
don't act like there isn't anything you can do.
it's not me who doesn't understand. it's you.
i disgust myself.
you think i was the only one who saw it?
leave those good people alone. they've already been through hell.
you think i was seeing things?
why don't you go back inside and sleep?
i gave up hope a long time ago, but that doesn't mean you should.
i ran out of tears a long time ago.
let's try to forget. let's forget and move on.
what do you mean, 'so long'? you're supposed to say 'see you soon'.
aren't you even a little scared?
didn't i tell you to never come in?
i see. you've known all along.
it must have killed you to keep quiet this long.
there's no other place to spend the night except here.
why'd you pick up a complete stranger?
why is this place always so goddamned foggy?
i know it can get lonesome, being stuck in a place like this.
you're too good to waste away here.
i had no idea you were having such a hard time.
other people might not understand, but i do.
this is a small town. news travels fast.
you did nothing to deserve any sympathy.
i told you not to go in the woods.
people are the same: if you humble yourself, they relent.
i think it's going to rain. my whole body's sore.
the gods must be crazy. they leave the one who's supposed to go and take the one who's supposed to stay.
you expect me to share that kind of information for free?
are you asking because you really don't know, or because you're naïve?
what are you doing? i called you over ten times.
you better tell me everything you know.
oh, you do know how to smile.
how drunk do i have to get to forget everything?
i swear, you're not even human.
i'll leave you to it. by the way, i never liked you.
i bet you wished something like this would happen.
what's the matter? why are you crying?
as the saying goes, if you can't go in through the front door, go in through the back door.
i'm so tired, i don't even have time to dream.
never get in a taxi alone at night.
____ needs to be taught a lesson.
it's cold out there. go put on another layer.
where the hell did you come from?
what does it feel like to kiss?
you've never kissed anyone before?