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"puppy want a treat?" i say as i hand feed him melatonin

#dogboy #shitposts #i genuinely dont know what to tag this one #silly #dog memes #puppy #send help #furry #furry memes

it fucken WIMDY

i hate thinking about all the missed opportunities caused by my rejection avoidance.

having adhd and bpd means i have very strong rsd, and i feel like i miss a lot trying to save myself from rejection, under the pretense of "if this doesnt work, its going to hurt so bad that the possible reward isnt worth the risk"

#actually mentally ill #mental health #mental illness #actually borderline #bpd vent #borderline personality disorder #adhd #actually adhd #adhd problems #rsd #adhd rsd #rejection sensitive dysphoria #neurodivergence

2026 is off to a great start

#new year #new year 2026 #2026

new sanders sides in the big '25 feels like a lost lover returning from the war

i am forever stuck in this fandom

#im back in the fucking building again #sanders sides #thomas sanders

everything i ever do will always end up being for nothing.

any hard work will be erased.

#actually mentally ill #mental health #bpd vent #borderline personality disorder #actually borderline #mental illness

I hate when people acknowledge my feelings, I love so hard but when they mention it I panic, I feel weak. I don’t want people to know that I love them. I don’t feel like I’m supposed to love anyone, so when I do it just feels wrong.

#actually mentally ill #mental health #mental illness #bpd vent #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline blog

I had a family once. I promise i did. And I promise I loved them. And I promise I’ll never have the guts to tell them that.

#actually mentally ill #mental health #mental illness #estranged #family #bpd vent #actually borderline

bpderanged

Passive suicidal ideation is like no I won't attempt but if I got hit by a car and died that'd be nice

I hate detatchment.

Sometimes I get angry at people due to misunderstandings, and naturally I detatch from them when this happens, presumably my brains way of protecting me from getting hurt if they were to leave, like a sort of "I don't care if they hate me because I don't need them". But then when things are cleared up, it feels like I can't feel anything for them anymore, like the bond stays gone for extended periods of time.

#actually mentally ill #mental health #mental illness #actually bpd #bpd vent #bpd problems #bpd #bpd splitting #actually borderline

HOE WHAT ARE WE

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#im totally sane #send help #what are we #im normal

Simulationously being a hopeless romantic and aromantic is my own personal hell.

i want to fall in love so bad, just to know what it feels like, and i mean love, not limerence or fixation, real, unfiltered LOVE, i love everything about love, but i feel so incapable of truly feeling romantic feelings. it is all i want and i cant have it.

#arospec #aroace #aromantic #aspec #asexual

i hate how mean my brain is to me

back on tumblr to complain cause who am i if not a publicly whiney bitch <3, i would like to go ONE DAY without being convinced that everyone secretly hates me, like i am so fully convinced people either talk to me for new material to make fun of me, or because they see me as a charity case UGHHH i want to just believe that people actually like me

#mental illness #mental health #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #mentally unstable #borderline problems #borderline personality disorder #bpd stuff

“We could’ve been us!” Ahh goodwill

#good omens #aziraphale #crowley #aziracrow #good omemes

i am SHAMELESSLY an artist who complains that theyre bad and then absolutely cannot be bothered to learn the things they need to learn to get good

#digital artist #artists on tumblr #illustration #artwork

my feed is a weird combination of posts from foodie accounts and pro ana accounts someone please free me

#send help #free me #crashing out

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