in a way, I’m stuck to you— desperation? equalizing? incompatible? unilateral? I’m trying not to repeat I twist in circles— I could have been a contortionist but mother said that it stunted your growth I think my growth is still stunted I’m stuck at the roots, digging downwards— I could have been a botanist but mother said that I’d grow bored I think I’m still bored no I think I’m still scared of being boring no— I think I’m still boring do I bore you? will you bare it? desperation? equalizing? incompatible? unilateral? will you tell me what to be, where I am, where to go? in a way, i’m stuck to you growth, bore, bare, broken— I’m trying to find clarity is it good or is it glue? is it enough, is it real? is it me or is it you?
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