LOSERRRR remus is funnier to me than "cool" "emotionally unavailable" and mean remus because imagine this boy spending YEARSsSs convinced sirius could never possibly love him while simultaneously treating sirius like they're already dating ALL THIS TIME
he'll brush sirius's hair out of his face in the middle of a conversation without thinking, he'll take sirius's cold hands and warm them up while continuing to read his book, he'll automatically save sirius the better seat by the fireplace because he KNOWS sirius is always cold.
these things don't even register to him anymore. they're instinct!!
and then later that night he's lying in bed staring at the ceiling thinking, "sirius doesn't even see as more than a friend...." while sirius is sure they are dating
