stand still and look pretty

SERENA LEAH FORBES"People are dying one by one they're all dying and there's nothing we can do to stop it. sooner or later we just have to realise that life's a bitch and then we die because in Mystic Falls its going to be sooner for us all." TVD INDIE ROLEPLAY - MUN IS 20.

[innocent-wreck]

http://forgottenmistakex.blogspot.ie/2011/10/growing-up-is-never-easy.html?m=1

[spencexhastings]

                   Only thing that’s on my mind is who’s gonna run this town  t o n i g h t.

[innocent-wreck]

Been gone for so long trying to decide wether to come back or not after I logged on to delete my account and was hit with a wave of nastalgeau

[vcmpirebarbie]

Sister, Sister

[vcmpirebarbie]

   Caroline kept her face emotionless as she looked at her sister, a small twinge of confliction in her chest. The other girl was strong, strong enough to handle herself with the emotions. Not like her. With her humanity Caroline couldn’t handle the loss, or the rejection, and she couldn’t handle her sister either. She was selfish for the first time in a long while, and she didn’t regret it. After all, she wasn’t planning to hurt anyone, unless they pushed to get her humanity back.

❛The pity was another thing I suppose.❜she said slowly, not wanting to discuss her reasons. The risk of awakening some kind of hidden emotion was far too dangerous in that moment. Her eyes narrowed at Serena’s explanation, taking a strong disliking towards the options given to her. 

❛No.❜she said simply, her jaw clenched for a brief moment, disliking the fact her friends had been speaking to her sister. ❛I’ve been without my humanity for a while now, and have I hurt you? No. On fact, it’s simply Stefan putting words in Elena’s mouth, the annoying martyr’s that they are. I would never hurt you, and you’ve given me no reason to.❜ she explained, keeping her voice leveled as she defended herself.

❛But I won’t compel you.❜she added. ❛Stay away from people that will pity you, move to another town for a while, but I will never take your memories of our mother away. Humanityless or not, even I know that’s a dumb move.❜

[innocent-wreck]

[[ Humanity or not Caroline was still her sister and it was because of that that she continued to insist that she would never hurt her even though deep down even she had some doubt surrounding the subject because sister or not a vampire with no humanity was like a ticking time bomb or so Elena and Stefan had explained it. Elena had insisted that Stefan was the trigger to Caroline’s humanity and although Serena didnt doubt how Caroline felt about Stefan one thing she was certain of was that Stefan wouldnt be her sister’s trigger because deep down she knew it was her , after all Serena was Carolines last living family member and despite the fact she didnt care about that right now she knew that didnt change the facts ]]

❛❛Sorry I guess I kind of forget about the no humanity thing when I try to have deep talks and bring up things our parents said.. ❜❜ 

[[ Her words were sincere and laced with sadness despite how true they were because for a simple second Serena had forgotten about Carolines current situation as she attempted to talk to her about something their father had once told them as merely toddlers. Watching as her older sister narrowed her eyes apperaing almost shocked at the revelation that her friends figured she would hurt her younder sibling if she didnt remove herself from the home they were now supposed to share. Her explanation on how she would never hurt her and it was merely Stefan putting words in Elena’s mouth caused a small smile to tug at the corners of her lips as any fear’s she had of Caroline brutually butchering her in her sleep slipped away . Pursing her lips together tightly she sucked in a large breathe of air sighing softly as her eyes went to the floor ]] 

❛❛I know you wouldnt hurt me Car and im not going to give you a reason to either because turning off your humanity was your own choice and as much as I dont like it its your life plus its not like your doing anything insanely reckless your not a ripper like Stefan he needs to realize that ❜❜

[[ Unlike Stefan humanity or not Caroline had control over her hunger and her urges and it was because she knew that that that she wasnt as afraid as she should of been infact if anything she was scared for Caroline and how she would feel in a year when she eventually did flip the switch and all the emotons and memories came flooding back one by one until they slowly destroyed her. Carolines reply made her feel as if she had shot her proposition down the second she had thought of it and yet she knew there was nothing she could do about it  or was there? . How did Caroline expect her to leave town and forget about her , about their mother , their father everything that had happened since she returned home from boarding school following her car crash. Tears began to gather in the corners of her ducts as her hazel eyes flickered slightly from her sister to the ceiling as she bit down on her lower lip slightly ]] 

❛❛ But im asking you to do it Car...please its not like its against my will I want this , The grief is crushing me and I dont think I can do this anymore❜❜   [[ she explained taking a small step backwards as a tear escaped from her eyes sliding down her cheek. She knew she couldnt give up she wanted this or at least now she did because to Serena it was either face the grief with her older sister or dont face it at all because despite the fact emotions wise between her and Caroline she was always the tough one it was different this time because she felt completely and utterly alone which led her to thoughts of ending it once and for all ]]

[innocent-wreck]

Put one of these in my askbox to see how my Muse reacts.

"My parents know."

"Don’t go."

"You’re under arrest."

"Just let me die."

"I’m pregnant and it’s yours."

"Make me."

"Kiss me you idiot."

"I didn’t do it."

"That isn’t mine."

"Marry me?"

"Truth hurts, don’t it?"

"Be mine."

"You owe me."

"Just relax."

"I already regret this."

"Where are my clothes?"

"You could have killed someone!"

"I think I broke it."

"Do you love me?"

"We need to talk."

"Never again."

"Do I know you?"

"How drunk are you right now?"

"Well that was unexpected."

"Have you ever even done this before?"

"I just want to cuddle."

"I can’t even look at you."

"What happened to you?"

"Don’t you dare."

"I missed you."

"This stays between us."

"I need a hug."

"I could kill you!"

"Kiss me."

"You’re so weird."

"Why are you wearing that?"

"You coward."

"You’re all out of ____."

"You. Come. Snuggle. NOW!"

"I think I’m forgetting something."

"This seems familiar."

"You lied to me!"

"Are you threatening me?"

"Is that my shirt?"

"Where did you find this?"

"Explain yourself."

"Where were you?"

"You drive me crazy!"

"I think I’m falling in love with you. "

"Are you even listening to me?"

"Just leave me alone."

"I need a drink."

"What were you thinking?"

"I dare you." or "I dare you to _____."

"I’m going to be sick."

"For you, I would _____"

"Just what did we do last night?"

"Give it back."

"I have to go."

"Shut up and listen."

"Do you remember this?"

"Want to hear a secret?"

"Take responsibility."

"Don’t look at me like that."

"Give me another chance."

"Don’t you dare come near me!"

"What the hell do you think you’re doing?"

"You mean everything to me."

"Why yes, I am as think as you drunk I am."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I miss you so very much."

"No, that can’t be my baby."

"Just five more minutes."

"No! You can’t die on me now!"

"That’s the cheesiest pickup line I’ve ever heard."

"Put. The. Weapon. Down."

"What are we doing here?"

"Do you trust me?"

"That sounds painful."

"Are you even listening to yourself?"

"I’m not speaking to you anymore."

"I can’t believe you missed that."

"That was a bad plan."

"That looked easier on TV."

"I’ve never heard that one before."

"I didn’t know you could do that."

[innocent-wreck]

Where is your open starter tag, hun? I can't seem to find it XD

Hi hun I posted some but I just checked and they never saved stupid tumblr mobile my wifi is down atm but would you like to plot a storyline ?

[prettylittleliarsfans-a]

This was HILARIUS!!! ❤

[vcmpirebarbie]

Sister, Sister

[vcmpirebarbie]

Perhaps she’d gone a little too far with the corpse comment, but Caroline didn’t feel grief. Maybe a little bit of pity for the other blonde, but she was quick to wipe the thought from her mind. She didn’t feel anything, not even for her last living relative close to her. Though as she spoke the blonde couldn’t help but wonder whether turning her sister would be a good solution to her complaining. Then she would be able to switch off her humanity too. However, the other girls words had Caroline frowning, eyes narrowing as her sisters request became clear.

❛You want me to compel you.❜She stated bluntly, her arms moving to cross over her chest. ❛Looks like running away from our feelings runs in the family.❜ Flicking her hair back she pursed her lips, feeling a slight confliction over the subject. ❛What makes you think I’ll do it?❜

[innocent-wreck]

{{ There was once a time when Serena could look at Caroline and tell exactly what she was thinking and of course a ot had changed since then but to her nothing would ever come between their sibling bond , not even her lack of humanity. She didnt listen to Elena, Damon and the rest of them when the tried to explain to her that Caroline without her humanity was not the Caroline she knew and loved because frankly what did they know about her sister anyway sure they were her friends but she was her sister and she was getting pretty damn sick of people looking at her like she was a fragile breakable porcelen doll because anyone who really knew her knew she was a lot stronger then she was ever given credit for. Elena wanted Serena to come and stay with her at the Salvatores but there was noway that was happening even as Matt and Tyler pleaded with her trying to explain that there was no telling what Caroline would do next because deep down she knew she wouldnt hurt her. She wasnt afraid now wether that was her own recklessness or just stupidity only time would tell. The fact that she didnt even have to ask the question aloud made her inwardly curse that sisterly bond she had once treasured }}

❛❛  Im just so sick of everyone looking at me like im some breakable object , I know you Caroline hunanity or no humanity im not stupid I know you turned it off because of the pain but also because you couldnt deal with the pity , Whats that dad used to say never take pity from someone who wouldnt know your name without your great tragedy   ❜❜  {{ She wasnt going to beg or plead with her older sister if she refused she would accept her faith and carry on fighting her corner againt Elena on the subject of coming to stay with her. Inhaling deeply her puffy sleep deprived eyes caught her sister’s as she bit down on her lower lip her mind running wild with a world full of memories and flashbacks. }}   ❛❛  I dont just want you to compel me to forget the pain I want you to compel away the memories compel away everything and everyone , this town I want out I cant do it anymore Car its emotionally draining its like I wake up every day wondering if im going to still be alive to go to sleep that night ...Besides  ❜❜       {{ She pursed her lips together tightly her eyes going from her sister to the ground as she continued her words coming out laced with sarcasm not towards her sister but towards Elena’s idea }}  ❛❛ Elena, Stefan, Damon , Tyler all of your friends they think your dangerous and your going to hurt me they want me to go and stay in the Salvatores with Elena well she does and you know thats a death sentence of its own... ❜❜ 

[hauntedgilbert]

sexual sunday? ask jeremy all the creepy sexy questions you want! ask him to post porn~ see if he’ll go down on you! ever wonder what his fantasies are? he’ll tell you today!

[innocent-wreck]

❛❛ Top or bottom Jer that’s the real question.❜ ❜ 

[innocent-wreck]

baby starters

❛❛  that one  night stand was the biggest mistake of our lives....❜ ❜

[innocent-wreck]

Send one of the following to see how my muse responds:

"I'm not saying you're an idiot, I'm just saying a smarter person would have seen that coming."

"I took a blood oath that I wouldn't tell you what she said about you, but if you bring me some tequila and nachos, I might be inclined to break that oath."

"If I told you I took a picture of you sleeping last night, would that be creepy or romantic?"

"I was trying to teach myself how to knit and, long story short, I'm in the ER now."

"I don't actually know what I've done to make you hate me so much, but I don't care anymore, so either get over it or fuck off."

"I love you, but the fact that you don't like ice cream creeps me out a little."

"If you're going to McDonald's and you don't at least bring me back fries, I'll never forgive you."

"I dropped your phone in the toilet, and I'm really sorry, but I'm not reaching in to get it out, so it's just... it's gonna stay there until you or someone else gets it out."

"If you pray for someone to meet an untimely demise, and then they do, are you karmically responsible for their death?"

"I've always thought that Harry Potter was overrated."

"I'm not saying you're evil or anything, but I'm pretty sure if you crossed a church threshold you would burst into flames."

"We should have a Disney movie marathon this weekend."

"I just really need you to shut the hell up right now."

"I'm a better kisser than you are; you're just going to have to accept that as a fact of life."

"Would you rather die by drowning or strangulation? I'm just curious, not, like, plotting your death or anything, I swear."

"I would do any number of borderline illegal things to get tickets to that show."

"We should play strip poker tonight."

[vcmpirebarbie]

Sister, Sister

[vcmpirebarbie]

❛ I think what might be healthy for you i if you keep your mouth shut around me. I’m not into killing humans, and I suppose you are blood, but you really don’t seem to be getting this whole ‘no humanity’ situation. I don’t care. About you, about Stefan, about the rotting corpse six feet under in the Mystic Falls cemetery…none of it. If you want pity go find Elena, I’m sure she’d lend you a shoulder to cry on before making it about her as usual.❜

[innocent-wreck]

{{ Serena had never been afraid of her older sister not when she revealed that she was a vampire and certainly not now because she knew Caroline and not like Elena claimed to. They were family and humanity or not that still had to have some effect on her right? wrong! , it quickly set in that her older sister didnt give a damn about her or anyone else the second she resorted to calling their own mother a rotting corpse, the words were an emotional blow to say the least and despite trying to hide the obvious emotions she was doing her best to swallow they broke through slowly crippling her from the inside out. }}                 ❛❛  I dont want Elena! thats the point, your my sister and its because your my sister that im going to tell you something that noone else will and that’s that if I could turn it off id do the exact same thing so I really dont blame you for what you did infact I guess if anything im jealous that you dont have to hurt and feel the way I am right now.....❜ ❜                  {{ Despite her words on how she didnt want to hurt anymore she knew that it was impossible because unlike Caroline she couldnt just switch off her humanity but maybe she could still switch off the pain via compulsion. }}                 ❛ ❛  I know you dont give a damn about me or how im feeling anymore but I could really do with your help on something ? ❜ ❜

[angstmemes]

Send me ‘you’re drunk!’ for my muse saying something to your muse they normally wouldn't.

[angstmemes]

Consider these dark (but fluffy) AUs:

"I thought I could handle watching this horror movie on my own, but it turns out I really can’t and need someone to talk to, but my best friend is sleeping and you seemed friendly enough when you gave me your number yesterday."

"My car broke down in the middle of nowhere and I’ve run out of battery power on my phone. What’s worse is that some stranger is starting to intimidate me, until you turn up and we take them out together."

"I think I just saw a ghost but I’m not sure, it could’ve been my reflection, but I feel utterly disturbed and suddenly the doorbell rings and you deliver the pizza I forgot I ordered half an hour ago."

"I thought it’d be fun to go swimming in an outdoor pool at night, until I arrive at the pool and see I wasn’t the only one with that idea, but it’s too late to turn back because you already saw me. But shit, I wasn’t even planning on wearing a bathing suit/swim trunks."

"I’m home alone in my apartment and hear something that creeps me out. Before my panic can get out of hand I decide to knock on the neighbour’s door. You open up and look at me wide-eyed, asking if I heard it too."

[hannamrin-deactivated20130718]

[dobrevsnina]

Hanna Marin + phone

[vcmpirebarbie]

innocent-wreck liked this for a starter

❛ You know, you should stop giving me that   look. I don’t care what you think anymore,    that’s the beauty of it all.❜

[innocent-wreck]

❛ And you honestly think this is healthy? you told me once it was us against the world but i figure things change..Dads dead, Moms dead and now Ive lost you aswell but do you want to know the worst part? its not what your doing to yourself or watching it its knowing that while my heart smashes into a million pieces everytime a memory of mom flashes through my head I have to face this grief alone and it hurts Car it really hurts... ❜