18+ (Yes, that means NO minors) Self indulgent Overhaul fics. #sorrynotsorry (I don’t take requests, but questions, HC’s and plot bunnies are ALWAYS welcome.)
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(BNHA) Yandere!Overhaul x Fem!Reader:
Purity Completed!
Warnings/Genre: Yandere, Dark, Smut & Non-Con
All That Led Us Here (Ongoing)
Warnings/Genre: Yandere, Dark (at times), Smut and Very Dubious Consent
Honor in Misfortune Completed!
Warnings/Genre: Viking AU, Yandere, Dark, Smut and Non-Con
The Whispering Darkness (Ongoing)
Warnings/Genre: Sleepy Hollow AU, Dark, Yandere, Smut, Dub-Con and Non-Con
Time and Time Again (Ongoing)
Warnings/Genre: 1920′s Time-travel AU, Yandere, Dark (slowly), Smut and Non-Con
(JJK) Yandere!Satoru Gojo/Suguru Geto x Fem!Reader:
Like Hoarded Gold (Ongoing)
Warnings/Genre: Yandere, Dark, College/No curses AU, Smut and Non-Con
(The Sandman) Yandere!Morpheus (Dream of The Endless) x Fem!Reader:
This Waking Nightmare (Ongoing)
Warnings/Genre: Yandere, Dark Fantasy, Smut, Dub-Con and Non-Con
(Original Works) Yandere!Male OC X Fem!Reader
A Long Way from Home (Ongoing)
Warnings/Genre: Yakuza Boss, Yandere, Dark, Smut and Non-Con
(BNHA) Yandere!Erasermic and/or Aizawa X Fem!Reader:
Mine Completed!
Warnings/Genre: Smut, Aizawa Only
Divine Intervention Completed!
Warnings/Genre: Gods AU, Yandere, Dark, Smut and Non-Con
The Caged Bird (Prequel to Divine Intervention) Completed!
Warnings/Genre: Gods AU, Yandere, Dark, Implied Smut and Non-Con
Aos Sí (On Hiatus)
Warnings/Genre: Fairies/Fey AU, Yandere, Dark, Dubious Consent, Smut and Non-Con
(BNHA) Yandere!Dabi x Fem!Reader:
HellFire Completed!
Warnings/Genre: Demon x Exorcist AU, Yandere (only little hints), Dark (but not really), Feelings and Emotions, Light Spice
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Like Hoarded Gold (Part 14) Yandere!Gojo/Geto x Fem!Reader
Part 13 & TBC in Part 15
Summary: Suguru Geto and Satoru Gojo are complete strangers to you, but when they unexpectedly learn of the tragic news that has irrevocably shattered your life to pieces, the two of them become determined to help you and make you happy again, whether you want them to or not.
Warnings: Stalking, obsessive/possessive behavior, dirty thoughts, dirty talk, gaslighting, voyeurism, explicit smut, kidnapping, toxic manipulation, breeding kink, talk of baby-trapping the Reader, VERY YANDERE!!!, see tags for more...
Side Note: I do NOT and never will condone the actions committed in this or any future chapters, please be mindful and respectful of the fact that all of this is purely fiction.
Two more blocks, then you would be one step closer towards getting the hell out of dodge and back to putting your life on track.
After entering the lecture hall less than an hour ago, you’d chosen a seat by one of the windows and waited just long enough for them to leave in the opposite direction for a while before turning your phone off and walking back out the doors to use an old pay phone in a nearby lunch hall to call for a taxi that would accept cash. You still had some left over from the last few times you withdrew a little bit for lunch and coffee, and thankfully, it actually ended up being just a little more than what you actually needed to pay the quoted fare for the ride.
Satoru always kept some petty cash for food deliveries and stuff in a jar on the kitchen counter, so you would pilfer a bit of that to pay for your second cab fair, which you would use to take yourself to a pawn shop close to the airport, where you could then sell some of their ‘gifts’ for the cash you'd need to buy your plane ticket and help you remain off the streets, hopefully long enough for you to find job and a place to stay for a while.
You couldn't risk using any of their cards or apps, lest it leave a digital trail for them to follow. You were already taking a massive risk by turning off your phone, but you wouldn't put it past them to have planted some sort of tracker on your phone, and leaving it on felt like it posed the biggest threat. You probably could have just left it there with your bag as a decoy, Japan was certainly safe enough for such things, but something in you wanted them to understand that you were choosing to leave them. You weren't going to write them a note or any sort of letter, and neither were you going to trash anything, they didn't deserve any kind of solid closure from you, not after hearing the horrible and degrading things they truly thought about you. But bringing the phone and bag with you and leaving both sitting there for them to see, so they would have no choice but to acknowledge that you had deliberately chosen to leave, that would help curb your desire for petty revenge.
You’d buy a cheap burner phone at the airport to help tide you over until you could afford to splurge on a nicer model, but for now, you could do without it.
You already removed all your most important items from your purse and wallet while you were packing last night, and spent another hour of that time going through your phone and whipping as much of your private information as you could think of from it. It wasn't perfect, and there was definitely a strong possibility that they could have a copy of it on hand for themselves, but just in case they didn't, you wanted to do everything you could to keep them from being able to track you down.
Meanwhile, even as you planned out your escape as meticulously as you could, given how short your window of opportunity was, there was still that little voice in the back of your head, telling you that all of this effort was pointless and there was no running from them. That you weren't smart or clever enough to evade them for long, and even if you were, there was still their money and resources that you could never hope to contend with. So you should probably just give up now and let them have their way, they'll still get it one way or another, it's only a matter of time.
They weren't exactly the happiest of thoughts, but there was nothing you could do to stanch the flow of them.
So far, your whole spur of the moment plan had gone off without so much as a single hiccup, and you found yourself feeling at least marginally grateful that they were so confident in their control over you that they hadn't seemed the least bit suspicious of anything. It was clear from their mannerisms that they held zero doubt that, despite your obvious anger towards them, you would still do exactly what they told you to, that was how unshakable they seemed to believe their hold over you was. But they couldn't have been more wrong, all that did was fuel your desire to leave, because now that your eyes were wide open to the horrors of your situation, you couldn't keep ignoring how suffocated you had been feeling with them for so long.
You hadn't wanted to fully acknowledge the feeling before all of this because the thought of making even the slightest complaint about anything to do with your relationship with them had made you feel like a selfish bitch, especially after everything they had done for you, even before you started dating them.
If only you had known how much it would cost you in the end, perhaps then you could have avoided this second betrayal altogether, one that somehow hurt worse than the one your parents had already committed.
Soon, the cab pulled up to the front of the building, and as you stepped out of the automatic door, you couldn't help the way your heart clenched at the thought of leaving the place you called home for the last eight months, a place that, up until now, had felt more like your true home than the one you'd grown up in your whole life.
However, you had no time at the moment to waste on sentimentalities like that, you could work through that particular batch of trauma at a later date, right now, you just needed to focus on staying safe and getting out as fast as you could.
Even in an elevator, the climb up to the top floor felt excruciatingly long, and the second the doors opened wide enough for you to slide through, you were racing through the genkan and straight for the spare bedroom, not even bothering to take your shoes off in the process, politeness and niceties could eat shit and die as far as you cared at this moment.
Reaching under the bed, you yanked out your pre-packed suitcase and threw it open for one last check.
You filled it early this morning with only what you would really need; sensible articles of clothing for different types of weather and an extra pair of equally sensible shoes, followed swiftly behind by all your personal records and other such documents that you wouldn't be needing right away, along with a few other little odds and ends that you thought might come in handy. But beyond that, you didn't bother loading it to full capacity, you were only taking what you absolutely couldn't live without for a while, and everything else could wait until you were a safe distance away from this nightmare.
The only thing you had left to do was pack a carry-on bag and load it with everything you needed immediate access to, along with all of those fancy and expensive trinkets that Satoru and Suguru had been showering you with, most of which was up in the master bedroom, which you couldn't access last night.
Most of what you were grabbing to sell was jewelry, stuff that they continued to buy for you despite the fact that you never wore any of it outside of dates, and even then, you only did it to show your appreciation for the gifts, even if you didn't necessarily like how overpriced and excessive it all was. But you also grabbed some of the really expensive and unopened makeup they'd bought you. A lot of it was top of the line and limited edition too, the kind of stuff that makeup influencers and beauty gurus would pay extra for to feature it on their blogs and channels, so the unopened products would probably go for a decent price.
It took you nearly fifteen minutes to gather everything you needed, but after one last quick check to make sure you weren't forgetting anything and that your phone and purse were sitting on the kitchen table, right out in the open where they couldn't miss seeing them, you finally hoisted your bag up on your shoulder and grabbed the handle of your suitcase.
It was time to leave, but even though you knew just how dire your situation was, you couldn't help but stop in the middle of the living room and take one last look at it all.
It was a reckless decision, one you knew was cutting into what precious little time you had left to enact your escape strategy, but the remnants of nearly a whole year of your life was scattered around the space you stood in. You couldn't just walk away from it without so much as a backwards glance, not when you could see the memories of your time here with them playing out like a bitter movie right before your eyes.
There was the time just last week when Satoru had asked you to take a break from studying and give him some cuddles on the couch. Just for five minutes, he'd adamantly emphasized, but when he inevitably dozed off with his head on your chest and those five minutes had passed, followed by another five, and then twenty, you hadn't had the heart to wake him, not when he'd looked so peaceful and content. So you quietly laid there for over an hour, letting him nap on you while you scrolled on your phone and played with his soft white hair.
Then there was the time Suguru had found you up in the middle of the night, studying at the kitchen table, and had insisted on making you a late night meal before sitting down to help quiz you for your test. That same study session had later evolved into a ritual the two of you shared whenever you had a test or something else important to study for, and after you started dating, it almost always ended with him bending you over the table and fucking you senseless. Then he would carry you upstairs to bed like a princess, and sometimes he’d even run a hot bath for the two of you to share.
There were so many moments with them here, but now, all of them felt tainted and warped beyond recognition as you tried to recall where everything had gone so horribly wrong, and no matter how hard you tried, you couldn't stop asking yourself a plethora of questions that you knew you'd never get answers to.
Had they always thought of you in such a demeaning way, or had that misogynistic mentality you overheard come only after you’d gotten to know them better? When did they start feeling the need to control every single aspect of your life like you were toddler or a-
And that's when it finally hit you, like a runaway train crashing into the forefront of your mind, it suddenly occurred to you what you had been too blind to see before.
They didn't see you as a person, not really…
Oh, they had certainly acted like the kind of good and supportive friends/boyfriends who wanted you to succeed and thrive, they played the part to immaculate perfection, but with the hindsight you now possessed, you could see that what they really wanted, even if they would never willingly acknowledge or admit it to you or even to themselves, was a fucking pet. Something that they could dote on and spoil to their heart's content, a being that wouldn't, or rather couldn't, go against them or talk back unless it was to follow orders and agree. But getting a dog or a cat was probably just too simple for them, because why get an actual animal when they had found you. A submissive little girlfriend that gave them all the control and power they so desperately craved and, as an added bonus, they could fuck you.
That was the previously unknown impression you always felt regarding their treatment of you. That sensation that repeatedly tickled the back of your mind whenever they overstepped or crossed some unspoken boundary that you’d been too chicken shit to really try and enforce. You always told yourself that uncomfortable feeling was probably just a result of dealing with years of emotional neglect from your parents and you simply didn't know how to process the fact that you were finally being shown unconditional love and support.
Little did you know just how many actual conditions that ‘love’ would come with, and how much of your self worth you’d end up losing and rearranging for the sake of it in the process. So, as much as it hurt, you were grateful you'd learned about their plans before they had the opportunity to try and fully act on them. If they had succeeded in their plans to unknowingly force a pregnancy upon you, you wanted to think that you would have been strong enough to hold out and put your foot down when they inevitably tried to convince you to drop out of university and move to Hokkaido to raise said baby. But you honestly weren't so sure you would have had the conviction to really stick to it, not with how masterfully their manipulation and gaslighting techniques had worked on you so far.
You had been so sickeningly desperate to keep them happy, thinking that was the least of what you could do for them because you believed you were so lucky to have two people who always seemed to see the absolute best in you and wanted your happiness above all else. You even started to slowly let go of your internal fear that they would one day abandon you like your parents had. You started to believe that, with the proper work and communication, you could happily spend the rest of your life with them, like they were your true family.
You were so naive and gullible, it was a miracle that you-
*crash*
Your blood turned to ice and fear tightened itself like a noose around your neck, because that was the sound of the door that separated the entryway and ganken being violently thrown open as two familiar voices shouted for you in unison, each sounding more panicked than the other.
No… No no no nonononono!
This couldn't be happening! Not now, not when you were so fucking close to getting away from them!
You knew that you only had precious seconds to try and think of something, to pretend the suitcase and bag weren't what they seemed or hide them back in the spare bedroom, or anything really, but honestly, what could you realistically do in less than five goddamn seconds?!
How the fuck had they even figured out where you were in the first place? Were they following you, like the creepy ass stalkers they’d already proven themselves to be, or had they perhaps gotten someone to do it for them and report back on your movements, like some kind of undercover bodyguard, they certainly had the money and influence to make such a thing happen if they wanted to.
Well, regardless of how they figured it out, you needed to think of something believable that would get you out that door, and fast, because they were rounding the corner and had already caught sight of you…
Both of them stopped dead in their tracks, their wide terrified eyes immediately shifting to stare at the suitcase in your hand like it had personally offended them, which only made your grip around the handle tighten further.
“Why?”
It was Suguru who spoke first, his usually soft expression morphing from one of terror to anger in the blink of an eye, while the harsh tone of his voice made the hairs on the back of your neck stand up like there was a charged current of static running across your skin.
It was hard, not like the usual dom-voice he used when chastising you or Satoru for being bratty, but something harder, a tone that matched the emotion you'd sometimes see in his eyes whenever you did or said something he particularly didn’t like. You never saw him give that look to Satoru though, not ever, but you always noticed it came out whenever you tried to be more independent from them by doing things like looking for a job, or the time you had briefly mentioned joining one of the many clubs on campus to help you socialize and get out of your bubble.
Your long underused self preservation instincts were telling you that you were no longer in the presence of the same two men who you'd been living with for the better part of the last year, and the two that stood before you now had been replaced by two apex predators, with you as their prey. But as terrified as you felt, you were also determined not to let them see it, because you knew that if they caught even a whiff of hesitancy or doubt from you, they would sink their claws in and gaslight you into submission, just like they always did whenever they wanted to get their way. You couldn't let that happen, not when you were so close to getting out of this toxic cesspool of a relationship.
“Because I’m done.” You answered, your tone quiet, but the force behind them was still enough to make their eyes widen when you met their gazes with steely determination. “I’m done letting the two of you make me feel small and weak, and I'm am done letting you steamroll over every single decision I make for myself just because you don't like or approve of any of it.”
You paused for a moment, maybe for the satisfaction of dramatic effect, or maybe because you just needed a second to process the whirlwind of emotions you were currently experiencing, but whatever the reason was, you took that moment to silently assess them, to gauge their reactions, and given their usual penchant for entitlement and theatrics, what you found wasn't the least bit surprising.
Both of them were slack jawed, their eyes having grown as wide as dinner plates, but as fast as the shock had overtaken them, it wore off just as quickly as they shook themselves out of their stupor to try and salvage what they thought remained of your relationship with them. But you knew before they did that there was no saving this train wreck of a relationship, nothing they said would change your decision or bring back your once positive feelings for them, not after everything you had heard last night, and certainly not when you knew that they didn't feel a lick of remorse for any of it.
Satoru was the next to speak, his tone as desperate as his expression was as he extended his arms out to you, palms face up in the air in a placating show you assumed was meant to try and pacify your anger.
“Baby, just stop and think about this for a second, please. We're sorry if this is how we've made you feel, but you have to know that we've only ever wanted to do what’s best for you.” He pathetically begged, those azure eyes of his sparking in a way that made him look downright insane. “You can't leave, not because of one stupid and thoughtless comment. I said I was sorry, we said we were sorry, now please, let's just sit down and talk about this.”
You opened your mouth to speak, to voice a mocking retort that you knew wouldn't make a difference despite how immensely gratifying it would have been, but Suguru cut you off with his own honeyed words of defense before the sound could even come up past your throat.
“Sweetheart, Satoru is right, please don't try and throw away everything we've built together over one mistake.” He added, clearly trying to gaslight you into submission like he always did. “You need us just as much as we need you, you have to know that by now.”
His tone and expression were soft and looked so sincere, but all you could focus on was the anger simmering in your gut and the way their words made it sound as if you had no choice in the matter when it came to your decision to leave.
You scoffed at them, the sound bitter and ugly, even to your own ears, and you knew that the words that were about to come out of your mouth were going to be the thing that would damn you're entire plan, but you couldn't stop them, couldn't stop the way you were now seeing red as everything you felt bubbled up to the surface.
“You two really want to talk about throwing everything away? Fine then, let's talk about how ‘we can always swap out her birth control with placebos’, does that ring any fucking bells for you two toxic shitheads?!”
You were practically screaming by the end of the sentence, but you didn't give a single fuck anymore, the only thing you regretted about it was that there wasn't anyone else around to witness or hear it. Perhaps if they were normal men and this was the disastrous break up of a normal polyamorous relationship, you would be doing this in a normal apartment, one with thinner walls and floors, and neighbors who could hear the commotion and come to check if everything was alright. At least if that were the case, there would be witnesses and you could walk out the front door without them potentially trying to physically stop your efforts to do so.
What little affection you still had for them made you want to believe that they were all bark and no bite, that they wouldn't really do anything more then try to talk and gaslight you into believing their honey coated lies, but considering the lengths you already knew they were willing to go to in order to keep you under their control, you weren't sure what to believe about them anymore.
The matching looks of dawning horror on their faces as your words hit their mark was pretty damn satisfying though, even as it also filled you with an icy trepidation for what was to come, for how they would react now that they knew you were aware of everything.
“Sweetheart…”
Suguru started off in a tone you now recognized as the one he used whenever he was about to try gaslight you into believing that you were overreacting or that you didn't understand what you were talking about, but this time was different in every way imaginable, not the least of which was the clarity you now possessed that allowed you to see the manipulative tactic for exactly what it was. He was usually so confident in his arguments, both of them were, but now you could see that they were scrambling to do damage control as they were left floundering for a way to spin this back into their favor.
“Whatever it is you think you heard, you have it all backwards. You know that everything we do for you is to make you happy, it's all we care about.” He sounded so sincere, as if he really believed what he was saying, but the tremble in his hands and the way he kept looking out the corner of his eye to gauge Satoru’s reaction was enough to tell you how badly he knew they'd fucked up.
“We swear, it really isn't as bad as you're thinking it is, babygirl.” Satoru said, his tone taking on that soft and pleading cadence that usually made you melt for him. “If you just let us explain, all of it will make perfect sense.”
You scoffed bitterly and had half a mind to walk forward and spit in their faces, but some part of you knew that if you got too close, they would snap like a hidden bear trap and it really would take chewing a limb off to get away from them.
“Oh, by all means, please try and justify how you both planned on trying to baby trap me to force me to drop out of school and move to Hokkaido to play the part of your obedient little stepford wife, I’d love to hear what kind of bullshit excuse you got for this one.”
If they looked worried beforehand, then they looked downright terrified now as you made them wholly aware that you knew every detail of their sick plan.
Satoru was the first one who seemed to get his bearings back as his tone shifted from sweet and pleading, to calm and collected in just a matter of seconds, and the swiftness of it made you wonder if he was the real Top in their relationship and he just allowed Suguru to take the reigns most of the time for reasons you couldn't be bothered to care about.
“Okay, maybe what we discussed last night was a bit extreme, but we've just been so worried about you and we just thought that if-”
“A bit extreme?!” You screamed at them. “Do you two even fucking hear yourselves?! In what world is there any way to justify what you planned on doing to me without my knowledge or consent, or is it just that your own selfish wants and desires are more important than my bodily autonomy?!
As you parroted the words back at them, you weren't sure if it was the new, shriller, octave your voice had reached or guilt that made them flinch, but it was more than you could handle at the moment, and without realizing it, you very quickly found yourself doing the one thing you didn't want to do in front of them.
You were crying…
Your vision went blurry as fat tears began to fall down your cheeks and your face burned with shame as you unwillingly let them bear witness to your heartbreak.
But it also helped to strengthen your resolve, it reminded you that this is what you would have to look forward to if you stayed with them, a lonely life of tears and regret as you molded yourself into who and what they wanted you to be, as you lost every bit of yourself and sacrificed your life and goals to make them happy and give them what they wanted.
And it was a life you wanted no part of.
“I’m leaving.” You said, your voice quiet but full of conviction as you whipped away your tears with the heel of your palm and straightened your spine. “I'm leaving and there is nothing that either of you can say to make me change my mind.”
Both their heads snapped up and you could see clearly how the panic and terror that swept across their expressions was true and genuine, but it was already too late for their regrets and disingenuous apologies. It was too late the moment they considered getting rid of your birth control instead of talking to you about what they wanted and learning to live with whatever choice you made based on an honest conversation together.
Now they would just have to settle for living with the consequences of their actions.
“Here's a bit of advice for you though,” There was so much you wanted to say to them, and none of it was pleasant or kind, but you would leave them with one last thing for them to mull over, something that would hopefully stick in a way common sense clearly never had before. “Maybe the next time you consider dragging someone else into this twisted nightmare you call a relationship, you should probably just get a pet if you really can't handle the simple concept of letting someone make their own choices.”
With those parting words, you readjusted your grip on the handle of your suitcase and found that walking past them was one of the hardest and scariest decisions of your entire life, but it also felt strangely liberating, like taking a deep breath after being underwater for so long that your lungs were beginning to burn and your head felt like it was going to explode from the pressure. But now the pressure was gone, lifted, and you could finally breathe freely again.
Some might have stayed and put up with it all, even if they weren't particularly happy, simply because they wouldn't want to let go of the luxurious lifestyle on offer, but you couldn't do it. There wasn't enough money or sex appeal in the whole world that could have made staying with them bearable, especially after learning of their deceptive nature. Your life going forward might not be as easy or as comfortable, but at least it would be yours to make better or worse, at least this way you would be the one calling all the shots.
The only sound left in the space you had called home for nearly a year was the rolling of your suitcase and the thump of your shoes hitting the hardwood floor as you walked past them.
You anticipated that there would be more begging and objections on their end, more denials of what you had overheard and pleas for you to stay and hear them out, but oddly enough, they did none of those things. They just stood there, still as status and mute as monks, but you supposed they might have just been in shock. They probably hadn't expected that you would actually leave, that they wouldn't just be able to gaslight you into believing that what you had overheard was a misunderstanding, and now that their assumption had fallen apart, they didn't know how to react.
That was fine though, because that just made it easier to leave as quickly as you could, and the sooner you got out that door, the better off you would be.
But you really should have known better, you did know better, had even tried to avoid this exact outcome entirely by leaving in secret, because you knew they would never let you leave without a fight, you had just been naïvely hoping that they would prove themselves to at least be better than your worst fears had imagined them to be.
Sadly though, you were sorely mistaken…
Your empty hand had just barely managed to graze the door handle when you felt a strong arm, Satoru's, grab you from behind to pull you back against his equally strong chest and locking your arms at your sides, but before you could let loose the bloodcurdling scream that came clawing its way up your throat, his other hand quickly clamped down across your mouth in a tight seal. His meaty fist muffled any sound that tried to escape as he hoisted you off the ground as best he could with how much you were struggling and began half dragging, half carrying you back further into the apartment.
“Suguru! Upstairs in the box at the top of the bedroom closet!” You heard him shout as he tried to adjust his hold on you when you thrashed from side to side in an attempt to loosen his grip on you.
“On it!” Was the shouted response you heard before his footsteps proceeded to thunder up the stairs at record speed.
You tried to scream as terror seized you by the throat, but even if his hand wasn't covering your mouth, you doubted that anyone would be able to hear you anyway. This penthouse of theirs was the top unit of a 45 story building and the floors were too well insulated for sound to leak through.
No one was coming to save you…
“We're so sorry, we really didn't want it to happen like this, cupcake, but you're not exactly leaving us with many options here.” You heard him say in a sickeningly soft tone, as if he actually felt guilty for this, as if there was no other choice for them to make. “But it's okay, even if you're angry with us right now, you’ll forgive us eventually once you get used to our new life together, far away from all this noise and confusion, where everyone else has been trying to take you away from us.”
It didn't take long for him to reach the living room, your struggles proving fruitless against his greater size and strength as he dropped back onto the couch with you still held firmly in his hold.
Your head was spinning as nausea roiled in your gut and you truly felt like you were going to pass out from the sheer horror of what you were facing, and that feeling only grew worse when he started shifting you across his front for a better hold and you felt exactly what this disgusting situation was doing to him.
“Fuck…” You heard him draw the word out on a long low groan and nearly choked on the bile that came up your throat as he bucked his now straining cock against your ass. “You can't be moving like, babygirl, or my shitty self control is going to go flying right out the fucking window.” He whispered, pressing his face into the curve of your neck before his lips started sucking at whatever skin his eager mouth could find. “Even when you're acting like a such bratty little bitch, holding you like this is such a fucking turn on for me. Seriously, you have no idea just how badly I wanna bend you over and fuck you senseless right now.”
You screamed behind his hand even harder and tried to ram your heels against his legs and feet, but all he did in response was laugh cruelly and swiftly locked your legs down with his own, completely immobilizing you and leaving you at his mercy.
“Maybe we really should just try fucking this bad attitude out of you, hmm?” He softly taunted you and pushed his forearm against the underside of your breasts to lift them up so he could get a better look at the bit of cleavage your shirt was showing off. “Make you cum for us again and again, until you don't know how to be anyone or anything else but our sweet and obedient girl again, wouldn't that be so nice?”
He was sounding more and more desperate and needy with every word he spoke, and even though you had already exhausted yourself with all your struggling, he still wouldn't shut the fuck up.
You used to find his horny babbling cute, but all you wanted now was to rip his tongue right out of his mouth.
“Keep it in your pants for the time being, Satoru, now is not the time for you to be thinking with your dick, even if it is a pretty tempting idea.”
You heard Suguru say, and spotted him making his way down the stairs, but it wasn't until he got closer that you realized what it was he'd gone upstairs for, and seeing it was enough to freeze your already ice cold blood.
Because there, dangling from his hand like it was the most natural thing in the world was a syringe, one filled with a clear substance that didn't require any explanation to figure out what it contained.
Your thrashing resumed with renewed force the second you laid eyes on it and despite the scratchy pain in your throat, you still kept screaming through the barrier of Satoru’s hand.
“She's moving too much to get a clear shot at the veins in her arms or neck, so do it in her thigh instead.” Satoru instructed him as they both pointedly ignored your tears and weakening struggles. “It'll take a little longer to hit her system this way, but it should be fine, and once she's down for the count we can just give her a little more when it's safe to do so, since she'll be too groggy to fight like this again, at least for a while.” He explained as he nuzzled his nose against your cheek, his tone so gentle and kind, as if that was supposed to help comfort you somehow.
“Are we sure this is safe?” Suguru asked him sternly. “What if it causes-”
But Satoru cut him off before he could finish his cryptic sentence.
“We don't have much of a choice at this point, Suguru.” He snapped, causing you to flinch in his hold and he very quickly softened his tone in a weak attempt at helping you relax. “I don't like it anymore than you do, but we both know she won’t leave with us on her own, not while she's still conscious, so this is a risk we're going to have to take.”
Suguru looked hesitant and, for one brief moment, you foolishly thought he might put a stop to this madness before it went any further, but that hope died when he eventually nodded in agreement and gave you what he must have thought was an apologetic look before he dropped down to his knees between yours and Satoru's legs and set the syringe on the coffee table so he could reach for the waistline of your pants. And while you tried your best to kick and break free of their hold, you knew it was ultimately a pointless endeavor. But even knowing that none of what was happening was really your fault, you couldn't stop the shameful tears that continued to fall as your pants were yanked down past your hips and left to bunch at your thrashing ankles.
“Shhhhh, it's okay, honey.” Satoru whispered while he continued kissing your neck and the side of your face in a manner that used to bring you nothing but comfort. “We promise we won't do anything to you while you're sleeping, but we need you to take a little nap for us, okay? Just so we can get everything ready for the three of us to go back home together.”
You shook your head in disagreement and actually managed to free your mouth from his hold, not that it did anything to change your situation.
“No! Stop it!” You screamed and sobbed even harder than before. “Please! Please just let me go!”
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“We can't.”
The words were whispered so quietly that you weren't even sure which of them had spoken.
“Can't and won't are not the same thing!” You spat out in frustration. “You could easily let me walk out that door and allow us to go our separate ways, but you're both too selfish to think about anyone by yourselves! All you care about is making yourselves happy, even if it means making others miserable in the process, even me.”
The silence that followed your words was heartbreaking for a number of reasons, but mostly because neither of them tried to deny it, they didn't even bother trying to lie because they knew it wouldn't work, that you wouldn't believe them even had they made such a sorry attempt.
“If you really loved me, you would respect my decision to leave and let me go.” You begged, lowering your head down further to try and hide the tears that continued to stream down your face in steady rivulets. “Please… There's nothing all that special about me, anyone could take my place. There are plenty of women out there who would kill to be with you and give you what you want, to be your wife and have your children, women who would let you have all the power and control… but not me, I don't want to be that person anymore.”
There was another short round of silence between the three of you before a sudden sharp spike of pain hit your inner thigh and you opened your horrified eyes just in time to see Suguru’s thumb pushing down the plunger of the syringe to empty its contents into your system before carefully removing the needle and setting it aside.
“You're completely wrong about this, sweetheart.” He whispered softly before leaning down to kiss the spot on your thigh where the sharp point had pierced your skin, even going so far as to lick away the pinprick of blood that had welled to the surface. “There is no one else in the whole world who could ever replace you for us, and the fact that you could even suggest such a horrible thing is enough to tell me that we clearly haven't been doing everything we can to show you just how much we love and appreciate you.”
You opened your parched mouth to speak, to say anything that would contradict his words, but Satoru’s hand was suddenly back over your mouth and you were feeling far too exhausted from your previous struggles to try and fight him off this time.
“He’s right, sweetheart, and that is going to change starting right now.” He said, pulling you back further into his suffocating embrace and tracing the shell of your ear with the tip of his tongue like usually did with your clit. “We can't let you go because losing you would be like suffering a slow and painful death. You're the most important thing in the world to me and Suguru, and if keeping you with us means we have to be the bad guys in your eyes for a while, then so be it.”
You could feel the grogginess setting in already as your body started to go limp in their hold and your vision was already growing dark around the edges, so whatever was in that syringe had to have been some pretty potent stuff.
You felt Suguru shift from where he was still kneeling between your legs and looked down with drooping eyelids to see him pressing his face into the soft warmth of your stomach while he wrapped his long bulky arms all the way around Satoru's back so he could hold you both at the same time.
He was kissing your belly like a worshiper at a temple and whispering something, but you were too tired to decipher what the words were, but really, you didn't need to understand them to know that they meant nothing good for you.
“I… I will… n-never forgive you for this.”
But neither of them was listening to you, not truly, they never had. They were both too lost in their own deluded fantasy, the one where you were just throwing a minor tantrum and all it would take to gain your forgiveness were a few sweet words and a bit of time and patience.
“Just go to sleep, cupcake.” Satoru quietly commanded as he loosened his hold on you now that you were too weak to struggle against him. “You're ours, and you won't need to worry about anything else ever again now that we're going to be taking care of everything for you.”
Then you felt Suguru moving to pull your pants back up your legs with practiced ease, his fingers skimming dangerously close to the apex of your thighs in the process, and you highly doubted it was an accident.
“We’re going to make you so fucking happy, sweetheart, you just need to give us the chance to do it properly.” He happily added, scooping you up into his arms to place you in a much more comfortable position on the sofa. “And now you won't have a choice in the matter, because now you’ll need us more than ever before.”
Your vision was so blurry that it was nearly black, and your head felt like a whirlpool, but you were still slightly aware enough that you heard one of them say something about how they would make sure that neither of you would ever get away from them, no matter how hard you fought against it.
But, as your mind slipped further away from the waking world, you couldn't for the life of you figure out who else they could have been referring to.
Well, there it is, I know a lot of you were hoping for a successful escape attempt, but sadly, our psycho boys were just too well prepared and Reader just wasn't quick enough... and I don't know if I feel bad for it or not, but Satoru and Suguru certainly aren't going to be complaining about it anytime soon, especially now that they don't have to keep up their sane and reasonable act anymore, not that they were trying very hard to begin with.
Please let me know your thoughts and I hope you all enjoyed this new chapter!
And as always, I want to give a BIG thank you to my amazing friend @talpup for all the brainstorming and encouragement on these stories! I’m sure I would have given up on this blog a while ago if it wasn’t for all of their help. I highly encourage anyone who takes the time to read this to go over to their page or their AO3 account under the same name and check out their works, especially Chaos and Erase The Shadow. They are two of my favorite BNHA fics of ALL TIME! And who has also started their own Yandere!Overhaul fic called Crossroads and is set in a 1920′s prohibition style era, it’s amazing and you need to check it out!
Like Hoarded Gold (Part 13) Yandere!Gojo/Geto x Fem!Reader
Part 12 & Part 14
Summary: Suguru Geto and Satoru Gojo are complete strangers to you, but when they unexpectedly learn of the tragic news that has irrevocably shattered your life to pieces, the two of them become determined to help you and make you happy again, whether you want them to or not.
Warnings: Stalking, obsessive/possessive behavior, dirty thoughts, dirty talk, gaslighting, voyeurism, explicit smut, implied kidnapping, toxic manipulation, breeding kink, talk of baby-trapping the Reader, VERY YANDERE!!!, see tags for more...
Side Note: I do NOT and never will condone the actions committed in this or any future chapters, please be mindful and respectful of the fact that all of this is purely fiction.
You didn't get a wink of sleep for the rest of the night, as you remained far too paranoid that one or both of them would come sneaking in to try something nefarious with you while they suspected you were asleep and still in an emotionally vulnerable state.
And the glaring lack of a lock on the door in this room had never at all bothered you before, but it sure as fuck did now.
The first thing you had done as soon as you were able to think with a bit more clarity was to snatch your birth control from your bag, because until you could find the right moment to make a break for it and run, you wanted to know exactly where it was at all times. You had no intention of ever having sex with either of them again, but if their obsession with you and need for control went as deep as you now suspected it did, you wouldn't put it past them to try and force themselves on you to get what they wanted.
You just prayed you would be long gone and far, far away from them before you ever had to find out if that was a bridge they were actually willing to cross.
The second task you had seen to handling, was packing two small bags and getting everything ready to go and hidden safely under the bed, so you could quickly and quietly leave the moment an ideal opportunity presented itself to you. You weren't taking much; your legal and personal documents were a must have, some clothes for both hot and cold weather, since you weren't sure where exactly you were going to end up once you left, and going back to your hometown seemed pointless now, as you had no one to go back to. Not to mention that might be one of the first places they will try and look for you once they realize you’d flown the coop.
The real and biggest issue for you though was money to make this plan happen.
You didn't have any of your own savings left, and you obviously couldn't buy a plane ticket or withdraw any large sums from their accounts without raising at least some kind of suspicion, but thankfully, it didn't take you long to realize that the answer to your dilemma was scattered all over the room, and the rest of the apartment.
One of Satoru’s biggest love languages was gift giving, and he always did so with extreme and excessive abundance.
Since the moment you made the mistake of agreeing to be their girlfriend, Satoru had been finding every excuse in the book to love bomb you with all kinds of expensive gifts; from clothes and jewelry, to little trinkets and household items, even the groceries and self-care products you now used all had much bigger price tags and a bougie quality to them.
So you highly doubted that either of them would notice if a few little things disappeared from around the apartment.
If this were any other situation, you might have felt a modicum of guilt for deciding to pawn off such expensive items that had been gifted to you, but given the circumstances of the situation you now found yourself in, you felt it was more like karmic justice. They're deceptive actions and deplorable behavior were the reason you felt like you had no other choice but to flee from them in secret, so it only seemed right that they should be the ones to pay for and facilitate it, even if they never learned of their unintentional involvement in your sudden disappearance from their lives.
But now, as morning dawned bright and clear, the day started off with you in the bathroom, thankfully behind a blessedly locked door, retching over the toilet bowl as the thought of actually having to face them filled you with a noxious sort of dread.
After learning the horrible truth about them, the idea of seeing them in the morning hadn't exactly been a pleasant thought, but you had been willing to tolerate it because you knew you had no other choice. However, the moment you heard their soft voices coming down the stairs, gut wrenching panic had swiftly set in and you soon found yourself racing for the bathroom, the only space in the room that had a lock on it.
*knock knock knock*
You nearly jumped out of your skin as the quiet rapping of knuckles on the wooden door echoed in the otherwise quiet space, and you hated that you were so in tune with them that you immediately knew it was Satoru standing on the other side of the flimsy barrier, just by the pattern and tempo of his knock.
“Cupcake? Are you in there? We noticed you didn't eat your dinner last night, so we made breakfast and thought you might want to join us this morning.”
His soft and tentative voice cut through what little composure you had managed to gain in the last hour or two, and the sound which had once filled you with light and joy now served only to terrify you as another wave of nausea hit and you loudly heaved the already depleted contents of your stomach into toilet once more.
“Sweetheart, are you alright?!”
This time it was Suguru's panicked and worried tone that sent your stomach roiling as he banged on the door with a little more force than his partner had, even jiggling the handle to try and test if they could just bust in, because of course they never had any kind of respect for your boundaries or personal space, hence why they entered the bedroom before getting any kind of permission from you.
Not that you would have given it.
Seriously, how the fuck had you managed to ignore all these red flags this whole fucking time?
As the knocking continued and their pleas for you to open up turned from desperate to demanding, you suddenly found yourself losing what little composure you had left, and, in a fit of blind rage, you hurled the metal water bottle you’d been drinking out of at the door as hard as you could.
“For fuck’s sake!” You practically screamed through a fresh wave of tears. “Take a hint and leave me alone for five goddamn minutes and stop with the desperate clingy bullshit!”
It hit with a satisfying crash, leaving a decent sized divot in the door, but it got the desired effect when it immediately shut them both up for a few seconds.
“A-Angel?” You heard Suguru whisper, as though he couldn't believe what you had just done.
You expected them to overreact as usual, to begin trying even harder to get inside, but they were suspiciously quiet for far longer than you anticipated and all you were able to make out were the vague sounds of whispered words too hushed for you to properly make out.
And then, to your even greater shock and disbelief, they did something you never would have expected, not in a million years, and especially not considering what you now knew about them.
They backed off and walked away, without any further complaint…
“Alright, it's clear to us that you need a little more time in there, cupcake.” Satoru announced, and it didn't take a genius to pick up on how the words sounded so… happy?
“We’ll keep your breakfast warm for you, and in the meantime, we'll leave for classes whenever you're ready, and when we get home tonight, we'll get this whole misunderstanding cleared up so the three of us can go back to normal, m’kay?”
He sounded genuinely pleased by something and you immediately knew, deep within the fear center of your brain, that whatever conclusion his delusional mind had come to in order to warrant such an out of character response, you didn't want to stick around long enough to ever learn what it was.
You needed to leave, and it needed to happen today.
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The moment they were out of your general earshot, Suguru whirled on his boyfriend, demanding answers for his very legitimate concerns.
“What the fuck, Satoru?!” Suguru hissed between clenched teeth, as every single atom of his being roared at him to get inside that bathroom and take care of you, to make sure you were safe and well and unharmed. “Why are we just leaving her alone in there when she's clearly not in a good place mentally or physically?!”
But as he watched Satoru’s beautiful expression contort from one of contemplation, to one of overjoyed and gleeful excitement, he knew there had to be a good reason for the young man's change in attitude and willingness to walk away when you so very clearly needed their love and support right now.
“Babe, how long do you think it usually takes for pregnancy symptoms to kick in?” Satoru asked as he turned to fix his blinding smile and quizzical azure gaze on him. “Probably a few weeks at the very least, or maybe closer to around two months, does that sound about right? Though I guess it's probably different for everyone, since I've heard that no two pregnancies are ever the same.”
At first, Suguru wasn't sure where he was going with this line of questioning, because, yes, the both of them now desperately wanted to get you pregnant, to see all the ways your lovely body would very soon be changing as it remolded itself in order to accommodate for the precious new life it would have growing inside of it. But this was clearly not the time to be bringing that up, not when you were in such a terrible state and on the outs with them. They needed to deal with this current situation first and get back in your good graces, then they could work on swapping your birth control and spending a few months trying to fuck a baby into that perfect womb of yours.
“Satoru, baby…” He started off gently, not wanting to sour his good mood, but needing to get them on the same page. “I get that you're excited about our plans, I am too, but don't you think we should be focusing on the more immediate issues first, like getting her out of that bathroom so we can make sure she's not coming down with something more serious?”
But, much to Suguru's own confusion, Satoru’s smile only grew wider before he spoke the words that turned his whole world upside down.
“What if she's already pregnant?”
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Suguru blinked rapidly as he tried to process the words, to see how exactly his boyfriend had come to this particular hairbrained conclusion, but Satoru wasn't giving him time to think as his eagerness spilled over and now that he'd said the thought out loud, he couldn't seem to keep his excitement contained for a single moment longer.
“I know it sounds so fucking crazy, but just think about it for a second!” He said, his wide grin showing way too much teeth and his eyes bright with a kind of all consuming mania that likely would have left anyone else fleeing the room in terror. “Birth control isn't completely full proof, which means there's still some margin for error, and she's already showing signs!” He happily explained as he listed off his observations. “Her appetite has been strange here lately, like last week, remember how she kept insisting on having pickled onion with dinner every night, that's a pregnancy craving if I’ve ever heard of one, and now she's held up in the bathroom puking her guts up, like it's morning sickness.”
“Satoru-”
But the white haired menace wasn't finished with his tangent quite yet, as he still had a point or two to make.
“And come on, that stunt back there with the water bottle!” He exclaimed, motioning towards the bedroom door and the locked bathroom beyond it. “When has our (Y/N), our good and obedient babygirl, ever acted out like this? She doesn't throw temper tantrums over badly timed comments, or snap at us for trying to take care of her. There has to be something else at play going on here, and no matter how I choose to look at it, the signs are all pointing to her being pregnant.”
Suguru didn't want to get his own hopes up, but the longer he let Satoru go on, the more he began to wonder if he just might be onto something with this.
To a certain degree, he understood why you got so upset with them yesterday, what Satoru said had been thoughtless and, even if he hadn't meant it to sound so, was also very unkind. You were allowed to have bad days, to get angry and have a bit of time to cool down, and they were more than willing to allow you those basic emotional necessities. What they weren't willing to tolerate however, was you icing them out and giving them the cold shoulder for such an extended amount of time. Especially when neither of them had anticipated you still being angry with them by this point, in fact, they'd even expected to have you coming to them sometime in the night, finally unable to keep up this facade of anger as the ache of missing them grew too strong for you.
And the fact that you hadn't, was more than a little concerning to the two of them.
There was no reason for you to still be acting this way, not when they had already profusely apologized, but it seemed your anger had only grown stronger in the hours since yesterday, and for the life of him, he couldn't understand why.
There had to be more to this than just what took place yesterday, and as much as he tried to ignore the signs and evidence, Satoru’s conclusion was beginning to sound very probable the longer he dwelled on the possibility of it being real.
Until finally, even he, with all his level-headed thoughts and rationality, was unable to keep his growing smile from splitting his handsome face in two.
“We're gonna have a baby!” He whispered, the words filling him with a quiet wonder and immense joy he couldn't hope to contain, even if he tried.
Satoru however wasn't nearly as reserved as he grabbed Suguru by the waist to drag him closer in his embrace so he could kiss him senseless and share his joyous breath with him.
“Fuck yeah, we are!” He exclaimed as loud as he could without alerting you to their change in attitude. “We're gonna be the best fucking parents in the whole goddamn world!”
If Satoru was correct and he was reading the signs with as much accuracy as Suguru knew to expect from him at this point, being the prodigy that he was, then you were indeed pregnant and already going through the symptoms of the first trimester, but that was only if he was correct.
“Alright, let's stop and think about this for just a second.” He said, trying to get himself back into a speculative mindset before their imaginations got too out of hand. “If you're right about this-”
“Oh, I’m damn fucking sure I’m right! I’d be willing to bet my entire inheritance on it.”
Suguru rolled his eyes at his overly exaggerated claim, but he did have to admit that Satoru’s abundant confidence was most definitely helping his own stay so high.
“As I was saying, you brat.” He chided him, but there was zero heat behind the words, especially with the smile that adorned his face. “If you are right about this, and she really is pregnant, it likely would have had to occur during our time at the cabin, so perhaps she unintentionally missed a day or two of doses without any of us realizing it.”
Satoru nodded in agreement, and Suguru could see that his dick was already at half mast as he too was no doubt thinking about those blissful two weeks, where you were so relaxed and there was no talk of school or looking for a job, where you were content to simply let them take care of you and love you how they saw fit to do so. It would be so nice once the three of you were back on that routine, once you had nothing and no one else to focus on but them and the baby. You could spend your time however you wanted, doing whatever hobbies or tasks would make you happiest, even if it was nothing more than binge watching a series you had never had time for before, and they would do it all with you.
“Look…” Satoru said gently as he stepped forward to wrap his arms around him. “I know you're wondering if I’m overthinking this and have it all wrong, and maybe it's a very small possibility, but even if that is the case, we're still gonna have this baby one way or another, we just have to be a little patient. And yes, I am well aware of how ironic that must sound coming from me of all people.” He flashed him a soft and beaming smile.
“Just a few more weeks and then the three of us, soon to be four, are going to be living our best life together in peace and solitude, far away from all of this.” He gestured to the overpopulated city outside of the large wall of windows, and for once, despite his insane but still very believable claim that you were pregnant, Satoru was being the level-headed one, and that alone was more than enough to help Suguru calm down.
Because he was absolutely right, as happy as it would make them to learn that you were already pregnant, if it turned out that Satoru was regrettably wrong, it would be a massive disappointment, but it still wouldn't matter much in the end. They were going to knock you up one way or another, even if it meant waiting a little while longer, they would just prefer for it to happen sooner, rather than later.
“I’ll get a doctor's appointment set up for her sometime this week so we can get a more definitive answer, and in the meantime, we'll still swap out her birth control for something ineffective that just looks similar, then all our bases are covered. Does that sound like a good starting point to you?”
Suguru smiled and leaned in for another long and lazy kiss that left both of them feeling like they were walking on air.
“It’s perfect, just like you and her.”
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Standing near the entrance to your first class of the day, you couldn't help but wonder how you had allowed yourself to tolerate this disgusting behavior from them for the past eight months.
The way they both clung to you like used gum on the bottom of a shoe, constantly fussing and cooing over you like you were some sort of fragile porcelain doll or a clumsy toddler that could break and shatter at any second, it was maddening in a way you'd never realized before.
“We’ll be here to pick you up right after your class lets out!” Satoru exclaimed, his voice disturbingly cheerful in a way that made your skin crawl like never before, something about it making it seem all the more forced and at odds when compared with the cloud of angst that currently surrounded you.
Though, perhaps it had to do with the way he kept raking his hungry blue eyes up and down your body, bringing forth the memory of the things they had said about you last night, and the way they had sexualized their twisted fantasy of baby trapping you.
The idea of facing them in person was the most daunting thing you had ever done, but you knew that if you had any hope of escaping them today, you needed to put your big girl panties on and go to class. It was your only window of opportunity, and conveniently, you had a two hour lecture and a mock-test that morning in Sociology and Social Thought, while both of them also had classes to get to at the same time, and that was when you would make your move.
“So please don't leave for your next class, or to the cafe or something if one of us isn't here right away.” Suguru added, his tone not nearly as bright and overly cheerful as Satoru’s, but it was so soft and gentle that it had the same sickening effect on you. “We know you're still upset with us about yesterday, but please don't go off on your own just to prove some kind of ridiculous point.”
You didn't say anything in response, not trusting yourself to speak without snapping back and possibly revealing that you knew everything. Instead, you simply turned to silently walk away, hoping that this was the last time you would ever see them. Sadly though, you didn't get very far before a set of long fingered hands had snagged you by the wrist, the touch firm but gentle as it halted your progression and stopped you in your tracks.
You froze at that casual touch, at the sheer audacity they had that allowed them to think they still had the right to touch you after what they had said to you yesterday, and that included all the things they weren't aware had been revealed. But when you turned around to face them, the pleading looks on their tired faces almost made a small part of you want to cave in and pretend that everything was fine again, to push down the hurt and betrayal you now felt and let them have their despicable way, if only so you wouldn't have to be alone once more. However, that small part was the piece of you that still stupidly loved them, or rather, who you thought they were, the rest of you just wanted to lash out and claw those pretty blue and purple eyes right from their sockets and shove them down their throats until they both choked to death.
“Look, we know we fucked up, and words can't begin to express just how sorry we are for hurting you like we have, that is the last thing we have ever wanted to do, but even despite all of that, you have to know how much we love and adore you.” Satoru said, his expression and tone taking on that saccharinely sweet quality that usually had you melting for him as he tried to tug you just a bit closer. “You do know that, don't you, cupcake?”
Everything about what he was saying pissed you off to no end, but what really got your blood boiling was that you actually believed him, or, perhaps it would be more accurate to say that you believed that they believed what they were saying. Because there was no doubt in your mind that they both thought that what they felt for you was true and genuine love, but with the hindsight you now possessed, you could see it for what it really was at its core, and it wasn't love, not real love anyway. It was a dark obsession, one that you weren't interested in learning the twisted origins of anymore than you were interested in sticking around to become their personal incubator and housewife.
“Yeah, is that right?” You drawled, not bothering to hide your sarcasm or bitterness from them, they didn't deserve any kind of emotional mercy from you. “Well the two of you have some really fucked up ways of showing it.”
And with that, you ripped your wrist free from his hold and turned on your heel to head inside the lecture hall, wanting to let those be the last words they ever received from you.
As you turned right around a corner though, you decided to take one last discreet glance at them out of the corner of your eye, and what you saw chilled you to the bone, because it simply made no sense, none at all.
After those parting words, you would have expected to see them with frowns on their faces and slumped shoulders, since their efforts at “apologizing” had failed so spectacularly, but instead, the brief glimpse you got of their faces showed them watching you with the most lovesick expressions you’d ever seen.
Both of them wore soft smiles as they leaned against one another, with Satoru resting his head on Suguru’s broad shoulder while their fingers intertwined between them, and you swore that if you had been close enough to see better or had made the mistake of stopping to look longer, you would have seen their cheeks flushed and hearts dancing in their overly bright eyes.
It was unsettling for a wide range of reasons, not the least of which was how it made you wonder if there was something more going on with them that you weren't fully aware of yet. If maybe, just maybe, you were making a grave mistake in trying to leave so quickly. But you had to leave now, there was no way you could stay with them any longer after what you had learned last night, it just wasn't feasible. You couldn't even force yourself to be the slightest bit pleasant with them anymore, let alone tolerate their suffocating behavior for however long it would take to devise a better, more cunning escape plan.
It was a moot point though, no matter what their reasons were for their strange and backwards reactions today, it shouldn't matter to you because you weren't going to stick around long enough to find out what those reasons might be.
As of today, you were finally washing your hands of them.
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As Satoru sat at his favorite corner booth of the campus cafe, he knew the smile he had on his face was the cringiest it had ever been, but he truly couldn't bring himself to care.
You were pregnant, he was sure of it!
There was no other explanation for your sudden change in behavior, not one that he could think of anyway, and even the ones that did cross his mind were thrown out the metaphorical window as soon as he thought them into existence.
He’d already ruled out pre-period symptoms being the cause.
He and Suguru had been tracking your menstrual cycles religiously since your first month with them, not because of a desire to get you pregnant, that was a more recent development that had come about after seeing your nurturing treatment of the twins and only came to the forefront of their minds during their discussion with each other the previous night. No, paying attention to your cycles was simply a result of their desire to know how to best accommodate you during that time of the month and take care of you the way you deserved. And after careful observation and a lot of subtle questioning over the months they’d known you, they both now knew the general signs of it like the back of their hands. And right now, you weren't showing any of your usual tip offs, not to mention the fact that you were still two weeks away from your usual start date.
And he refused to even consider the possibility that you could truly be upset with them, and especially not when they had already so profusely apologized for their lack of tact the day before.
He hadn't meant for what he’d said to come off sounding like something so negative, but looking back on it, he could easily see that voicing that thought aloud to you had been more than just a poor choice on his part, it had been downright stupid. But to the two of them, your trusting nature and inability to say ‘no’ to them was just another example of how utterly perfect you were for them, and why they loved you so much. Because, as well matched as he and Suguru were for one another, there had always been a little something missing that they couldn't have with each other, but then you entered their already blissful life and tied everything together for them.
You gave them everything they needed to feel complete, just by virtue of being yourself, and they in turn did the same for you.
He knew exactly how he and Suguru were perceived by others, and while his boyfriend was much better at keeping a lid on it, Satoru had never once tried to hide the fact that he himself, just like Suguru, was indeed a raging narcissist with a god complex.
Call it egotistical or whatever else, he didn't give two shits, he knew full well that both of them had it all and he wasn't the least bit humble or modest about it. They were both good looking, rich beyond measure, prodigies at nearly everything they put their minds and hands to, and they had the personalities to charm the pants off of almost anyone when they actually cared enough to try. But beyond all that, they also had what he was sure a psychiatrist, or any other professional, might call a 'savior complex’.
Perhaps that's what had drawn them to you in the first place, the fact that you wouldn't be in such a stable position if it wasn't for them and the love they had for you.
The fundamental differences between he and Suguru's relationship and the relationship they had with you was the knowledge that, even without one another for comfort and support, he and Suguru would still be just fine on their own. And while it was no secret that their lifestyle and every other expense was paid for with his own trust-fund and inheritance, they were both comforted by the knowledge that, even without one another, they were still independent and competent enough to make things work by themselves if the need ever arose, if not emotionally, than at least in every other way that mattered.
You, on the other hand, were a different story entirely compared to the two of them.
There was no logical way to try and explain why they so greatly enjoyed the thought of you being completely dependent on them for anything and everything, but they truly did. Because from the moment they had witnessed your first breakdown all those months ago from the back of that equipment room, they had known that you needed them to care for you and look after you. That you were too fragile and weren't cut out for a life of independence, because the world around you would chew you up and spit you out like it did with so many others who weren't fortunate enough to have found the kind of loving partners that you had with him and Suguru.
He and Suguru loved you unconditionally, there was no doubt about that; you weren't greedy or super materialistic, you were always more than grateful for everything they did for you, and, the events of yesterday notwithstanding, it was obvious you loved them for who they were as people, not for what they could give you. But sometimes he really wished that you would allow yourself to be more selfish, ask them for things, let them spoil you without putting up a fight about it every other time, that sort of thing. And thanks to this pregnancy, whether you wanted it or not, here very soon, you wouldn't have any other option but to let them have their way with things.
Once they convinced you to finally take a step back from school and job hunting, you would see that everything they had been pushing for was the right thing all along. You would relax, you would be happier, you would stop letting outside sources distract you from focusing all your time and attention on them, and best of all, once you learned you were carrying their child, he was certain that convincing you of all these things would be made so much more simple. You weren't the type of woman to put your own stubborn pride above what was best for an innocent child, especially not when that child was going to be your own flesh and blood. Even if you wanted to argue with them about it, they knew you would have to eventually concede that the best course of action for you and the child was the one where you allowed them to assume all responsibility and decision making over you and the baby.
You would no doubt be scared and worried at first once everything was out in the open, that was completely understandable and expected, especially since he knew how horribly your abandonment issues would play a part in it. You would likely immediately assume that this would change things for the worse between the three of you, that they wouldn't want you any more or that they would be angry with you for some reason. But, he and Suguru were more than prepared to do whatever it would take to reassure you of just how solid their love and commitment to you and their baby was.
You were pregnant with their child, and whether the baby was biologically his or Suguru's didn't matter in the slightest, they would love and care for them regardless of something as trivial as genetics.
The three of you would be nothing like the people who called themselves parents to any of you. This baby would be so unbelievably adored, loved without measure, and supported in every single way that mattered, not just financially. They would never grow up wondering if their parents actually loved them or not, never worrying if anything they did or said was going to be met with cold indifference or anger, they would always know just how special and important they were. He always knew, even at an early age, that if he ever had kids, he would sooner die than treat any child of his the same way his own parents treated him.
You were going to make a fantastic mother and wife, just as he and Suguru were going to make excellent fathers and husbands. Not that there could ever be a true and legally binding marriage between the three of you, but legal or not, he still considered the two of you his spouses, and no piece of paper or ceremony could make that fact any more true than it already was.
Although, he did quite like the idea of seeing a ring on your finger, or maybe a pretty little choker around your neck would be a better option instead, one sealed with a little lock that only they would have the keys to and stamped with his and Suguru's initials.
Fuck, he always knew his sexual preferences were more than a little freaky and out of pocket by most people's standards, but having a pregnancy/breeding kink wasn't one he ever thought he'd have to come to terms with. But he couldn't deny that just the thought of you waddling around with a very obvious pregnant belly and milk-swollen breasts was nearly enough to make his cock explode. He remembered hearing somewhere that a pregnant woman's sex drive could skyrocket while she was still carrying, and he prayed that trait would prove true with you. You were already so fucking sensitive, never needing much from them to get you off, so he could only imagine how all your new and changing hormones were going to affect that pretty body of yours.
A few minutes later, he found himself staring longingly at a photo on his laptop he’d taken of you and Suguru and was utterly lost in his newest fantasy, one that had you seated on Suguru’s lap, your ass wrapped snugly around the dark haired man's thick cock while he got down on his knees to kiss and suck on those perfectly heavy tits of yours, kissing his way down your chest and straining stomach, worshipping the tight skin and newly formed stretch marks with his lips and tongue before spreading your thighs and dripping pussy wide open for his drooling mouth. It was so vivid to him that, were it not for the insistent vibrations of his phone on the solid surface of the table, he might have totally missed seeing the incoming notification that suddenly had his blood freezing in his veins and his heart nearly leaping from his chest.
Months ago, well before winter break, they'd made the decision to plant a handful of high end GPS trackers in the lining of some of your favorite coats, jackets, and even a few pairs of your shoes, since a phone or purse could be too easily lost. All of them were top of the line, all weatherproof, and all of them were set to silently alert the two of them if you ever went a certain distance away from them.
It was only ever meant to be an over the top precaution, one made to ensure your safety and their peace of mind, a precaution that they believed they would never have to actually worry about because you were never very far from either of them. The furthest you'd even been since moving in with them had been to the other side of the campus, and that was the trigger point. One end of campus to the other, that was how far you could get before they were sent a quiet notification, and so far, they hadn't had to think about such a thing too much.
Until now…
With trembling hands he opened the tracking app and saw, much to his rising stress level, that you were already a few blocks away from the university, and moving quickly, meaning that you had to be in a cab or on the bus or some other mode of transportation. But from the looks of it, you were making your way back home to the apartment, so at the very least, he was confident you hadn't been kidnapped by someone who wanted to extort him for ransom money, which had been his first terrified assumption.
Just as he was about to call you to demand some answers though, a text from Suguru came through that made his already shaky relief deflate in an instant.
Suguru: Don't bother trying to call her, it just goes straight to voicemail and her phone is turned off. Meet me in the car and we'll head her off at home. I don't care what her reasoning is or how angry she might be with us, this behavior is unacceptable and we're putting an end to it, before this escalates any further.
As he gathered up his belongings as fast as he could without alerting anyone to his less than calm state of mind, Satoru had to admit that he agreed wholeheartedly with Suguru's statement. This was completely out of character for you and made no sense. Even if you were still angry at them, you should know better than to go wandering off on your own, especially without telling them where you were going. This wasn't just about their obsessive need to control your life, although that was definitely a large part of it, but you had to have realized by now that just being with them came with its own set of risks and dangers.
He wasn't in the spotlight as much as his parents had been, so most of the time, the rare moments of harassment he and Suguru dealt with were limited to people who just wanted to try and make a quick bit of cash off of them with some kind of fabricated blackmail or threatening to release a questionable photo or two. But, every now and then, there were a few dangerous individuals who had tried to take things a step further; the worst being back when he was still in elementary school and someone had kidnapped him to try and get a sizable ransom from his parents. The guy had been sloppy though and he'd been found in less than 24 hours, but after that, he’d insisted on being enrolled in self defense classes and martial arts lessons.
Something his parents had been more than happy to arrange for him, not because they actually cared about him the way parents were supposed to care about their child, but because they considered him an investment in their long term business plans, and making sure he could potentially defend himself in the event of another kidnapping was just extra security for said investment in their eyes.
Suguru had already been practicing Aikido for a few years when they met, and it was one of the many things they had first bonded over, but you had no such knowledge on how to defend yourself. You were like a stray kitten, weak and vulnerable and far too trusting for your own good, and the two of them would sooner lock you away with a collar and chain around your throat then let anything like that ever happen to you, especially now that they were certain you were pregnant with their child.
But, as he raced out of the cafe in the direction of the parking lot, he couldn't help but wonder what this tantrum was really all about. Were you just trying to get a rise from them and piss them off because you wanted to get back at them, or were you just that genuinely angry at them for what he'd said yesterday after they chased off that annoying little pest?
He was fairly confident that you weren't in any sort of imminent danger, based on your pinging location and how he could see now that you were definitely heading back home, but that still didn't bring him any closer to answering his own nagging question.
It was highly unlikely that you went home solely to spite them and their authority, the first hour of your lecture wasn't even done and you had been preparing for it for over a week, there was no way you would just up and skip class for something so blatantly petty. Or, perhaps the pregnancy symptoms just got to be too much for you to handle and you went home thinking you caught a stomach bug of some kind, since assuming you're pregnant is probably the furthest thing from your mind right now. But, there was always the slim possibility that you were already beginning to suspect the possibility of it and the stress and subsequent worry drove you to leave early and neglect telling them, maybe because you thought they wouldn't be happy about an unplanned pregnancy.
Either way, no matter what your reasoning turned out to be, it didn't excuse you deliberately going against what they had specifically told you never to do. However, he wouldn't hold that against you this time around, not when they were still trying to get back in your good graces, and definitely not when he was terrified that too much stress could put unnecessary pressure on you while you were still in the very early stages of your pregnancy.
Once they got home and made certain that you were totally and completely fine, the three of you would finally, at long last, get past this minor bit of unpleasantness and things could go back to normal. You would return to your usual happy self, laughing and smiling for them, and they could finally set about convincing you to move all the way to Hokkaido without pitching a fit about it. That was the only outcome he was willing to imagine, anything less than your complete acceptance of their apology was, well… completely unacceptable.
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…
But then, unbidden, as if by some divine force or anxiety driven stress, an unwanted and even more terrifying thought crossed his mind, sliding across the synapse of his brain like liquid ice as he recalled the angry expression he'd glimpsed on your face that morning in the reflection of the rearview mirror.
What if you made this decision with no intention of still being at home by the time they got there?
There was absolutely no way that what he'd said yesterday could be enough to drive you to try and leave them. Such a thing was simply out of the question, right? You needed them, you loved them just as much as they loved you, and it would take much more than one poorly timed comment to drive you to that extent… right?
They had never said it in so many words, but you had to know that they would never let you go, that no matter where you went or how far you ran, they would always find you and bring you back home to them. There was nowhere in the country you could go to hide from them, probably nowhere in the entire world actually, if his money and resources had anything to say about it. And that's even if you had the money to support such a risky endeavor, which he knew for a fact that you absolutely didn't. Your personal bank account had been near empty for the last four months, and he hadn't received any notifications or emails alerting him of any large purchases or withdrawals being made with the cards they had gifted you after coming back from winter break.
And that thought was enough to quell his worry for a few moments, at least until another memory surfaced when a conversation from months ago flitted through his mind. It was back when they first met you, maybe a month or two after that initial dinner together, but if memory serves, it was definitely before you had fully moved in with them.
It was the one and only time you had ever made mention of going back to your home country to try and make things easier on yourself, as if they would ever allow you to make such a monumental mistake, but he and Suguru had made such a frantic fuss over the whole idea that you had, after a while, dropped the topic intirely in favor of keeping them from having a total meltdown. After all, even back then, you didn't have nearly enough money to afford the trip back home, especially when you had already told them that you would have had nowhere to stay anyway. No family, no close friends, and no money for accommodations while you 'figured things out’, would have made for a very poor fresh start.
But when he’d pointed all those details out to you, as gently as he could, hadn't you already had a plan for that as well?
“I could always pawn a bunch of my belongings for extra cash, the stuff in the storage unit back home could probably sell for a fair price, depending on what my… what they chose to leave for me.” You said, your voice sounding too distant for their liking, as if you had already made the decision in your mind, as if your fate wasn't already inextricably tied to theirs.
“It wouldn't exactly be easy, but I could live off of the absolute bare essentials for a while until I got a job and a place to live. Hell, if worse came to worse, I could always go to a homeless shelter or a woman's refuge.”
In his 26 years of life, Satoru Gojo had never once had to worry about money, and he would be the first to admit that, as brilliant as he was with finances and the like, he still spent said money like it was going out of style. He always had the best of everything and he made sure that you and Suguru did as well, nothing was too good or too expensive for the loves of his life. And he most certainly never had to consider pawning off his own belongings just to make ends-meet and get by, so thoughts of homeless shelters and other such places were also far removed from his incredibly privileged lifestyle.
But you had spoken about doing so as if such things were totally and completely normal, or at least not outside the realm of possibility for you, and now he couldn't stop wondering how much better off you might think yourself capable of being if you were to sell off a few of those nice and very expensive gifts they had been showering you with these last two months.
With mounting dread, it left him wondering, after everything they had done for you, would you actually have the audacity to try and leave them…
He didn't need to think about it anymore though, whether his growing worries were justified or not, he knew they needed to get home to you as quickly as they could, before you tried to do something that couldn't be undone, something that would change everything between the three of you for the worse.
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By the time Satoru made it to the parking lot, he was breathless and gasping for breath, with a cold sweat dripping down his temples and the back of his neck, but he didn't stop to try and catch his breath, not until he was in the car and tossing his belongings carelessly into the backseat.
Suguru was already there, waiting impatiently, his fists tense and white knuckled around the steering wheel as the car engine silently purred, already set to peel out the moment the passenger side door slammed shut.
“Drive! Now!”
He didn't bother wasting time asking pointless questions before he was expertly backing out and maneuvering his way through the maze of other tightly packed vehicles and narrow streets, and all the while, he listened intently as Satoru frantically told him that it was a very real possibility that you trying to leave.
“She wouldn't, there's absolutely no fucking way she’d try something so goddamn reckless.”
He wanted to believe his own words, he really fucking did, but even as he said them out loud, they already tasted like bitter poison on his tongue.
Satoru’s impeccable memory and observations made complete sense when looked at as a whole, much as he wished they didn't. You were angry, and when people were angry enough, they often made rash and irresponsible decisions, decisions like leaving the ones they loved and who loved them in turn just as much.
“I really don't know, or maybe I just don't want to know, but my gut is telling me that something about this is very wrong, and if we don't get home quickly, we may very well lose her for what could be a very long time.”
Suguru could hear the raw terror and desperation in his partner's voice, because it perfectly mirrored his own, so without taking his eyes off the road or screwing up his driving speed, he reached out to take Satoru’s icy hand in his own before giving it a tight squeeze.
“It won't have to come to that, we'll make certain of it.” He promised, and hoped that the words would help to reassure him, even though he knew they may very well be nothing more than a cold comfort at this point, especially if his intuition was right about your intentions.
“She won’t get away from us, not ever.”
Sorry for the long delay on this one, life and motivational issues happened, but here it is!
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Like Hoarded Gold (Part 12) Yandere!Gojo/Geto x Fem!Reader
Part 11 & Part 13
Summary: Suguru Geto and Satoru Gojo are complete strangers to you, but when they unexpectedly learn of the tragic news that has irrevocably shattered your life to pieces, the two of them become determined to help you and make you happy again, whether you want them to or not.
Warnings: Stalking, obsessive/possessive behavior, dirty thoughts, dirty talk, gaslighting, voyeurism, explicit smut, implied kidnapping, toxic manipulation, breeding kink, VERY YANDERE!!!, see tags for more...
Side Note: I do NOT and never will condone the actions committed in this or any future chapters, please be mindful and respectful of the fact that all of this is purely fiction.
There was no talk when the three of you returned home, not on your end at least.
The agonizingly long drive back to the apartment had been mostly silent, punctuated only by the muffled noise from the city bustle outside and the occasional sound of the two men in the front seat softly attempting to get you to speak to them, to hear them out. And the moment you stepped off the elevator and inside the spacious penthouse, you immediately, and wordlessly, locked yourself in your old room downstairs.
Even though you had been comfortably sharing the master bedroom upstairs with them since returning from winter break, most of your belongings were still stored in there anyway, and you had just been grabbing what you needed and bringing it up with you when necessary.
Satoru and Suguru had spent the entire evening intermittently knocking on the door and repeatedly begging in soft pleading tones for you to come out and just talk with them, sometimes together, but mostly taking turns in their wasted efforts.
But all of their pleas fell on deaf ears as you laid in bed, burying your face in the pillows and pulling the blankets over your head in an attempt to drown out the sound of their voices, and perhaps to spare them from hearing your own continued cries of heartache.
You weren't sure how, but by some miracle you had managed to fall asleep for a few blessed hours, likely having cried yourself into exhaustion, and now, whether you liked it or not, you were wide awake and wondering if you had blown this entire situation completely out of proportion.
The last time they had tried and failed to get you to open the door, both of them had sounded as if they might actually start crying as they begged for you to forgive them, or say anything at all, and while a part of you had wanted to say it was a manipulation tactic, a much bigger part of your heart, the part that so fiercely loved them, had insisted you throw open the door just forget this whole debacle in its entirety. Let them wrap you up in their arms and carry you to bed, let them whisper heartfelt apologies and honeyed words into your ears that you knew would have you pushing all of these new feelings of betrayal aside in favor of keeping up with the status-quo.
But how could you after what they had implied, what would that say about you and your standards?
Satoru might have been the one to say it out loud, but considering how in-sync they usually were with each other, you didn’t doubt for a second that Suguru shared the same opinions, even if he was smart enough not to voice them himself.
The two of them had never tried to hide the fact that they desperately wanted you to rely on them far more than you already did, that they wanted to coddle and take care of you, but they had always stressed that it was because they thought you deserved it because of how strong they believed you were. And you, being the trusting fool you were, had never once suspected that they weren’t being honest with you, that they thought you were some kind of naïve ditz who couldn't take care of yourself without them.
So, for Satoru to bring up that day, for him to so casually mention it and talk about the decisions you had made like they were totally normal habits of yours…
Well, it was a low blow that left you unable to think with any kind of calm rationality.
And perhaps you were slightly at fault for this outcome as well, because you’d been fully aware at the time that going off alone with them could have been a very bad choice. After all, you certainly could have tried harder to voice a firmer protest about both the dinner and the drinks they had kept ordering for you, but you hadn't, and you would willingly acknowledge that you were partially to blame for it and the turmoil you now found yourself in.
So, in truth, your hurt feelings around this situation weren't entirely just because he’d had the nerve to mention it in the first place, it was mostly about the way he had not so subtly implied that they had known what kind of mental state you'd been in that day and had taken advantage of it, even if they hadn't been fully aware of the reasons behind it.
And still, you wholeheartedly believed that they hadn't done so with any kind of malicious intent, but it still bothered you how he had made light of it, especially considering how long they had known about the real reason behind your behavior that day.
You still loved them though, despite this emotional hurdle you were now facing, you still couldn't bear the thought of losing them because of something like this, not without first giving yourself and the two of them the opportunity to learn and work through it. And even without a lot of experience or good examples, you knew enough about relationships to know that none were perfect, that even the most loving and carefree ones still required a great deal of proper work and communication if they were to remain that way.
Staring up at the dark ceiling above your head, you couldn't stop yourself from thinking that things couldn't keep going on like this, not just in the long term, but right now.
It was just a little after midnight and you knew that, unless you spoke to them and at least started the process of mending things together, you wouldn't be getting any more rest in the near future, the anxiety and stress were simply too much. You needed to finally set some firm boundaries with them and tell them that, no matter how well-intentioned and kind their actions were, you couldn't keep letting them walk all over your choices and decisions, that you needed to have more independence and they needed to take a step back and come to terms with that.
Otherwise, you feared they would never respect you as an equal partner in this relationship.
With that, your mind was made up and you threw off the covers before making a hasty move for the door.
You were determined to see this through before your exhausted nerves got the better of you and made you give up before you'd even had the chance to try.
As you stepped out of the room, you half expected to find the two of them camped out in front of the door, but to your surprise, the downstairs was dark, save for the dim light above the stove that had been left on. Everything was quiet and looked the same, except for the sink full of dirty dishes, a rare occurrence for the three of you and your shared neat-freak tendencies, and the tray by your door containing a plate of wrapped food, a bottle of water, and what appeared to be a note.
You didn't bother reading it, already knowing that it likely just contained a string of more of the same pleading apologies and requests that you please eat the food before it got cold, a request that was too little too late to make good on now that it was well past dinner time.
Glancing over at the staircase, you didn't see any lights shining from the second floor, but you knew from experience that wasn't always an indicator of your boyfriend's being in bed or asleep. There were plenty of nights where you had come out to find them conversing in the darkened living room, or even out on one of the balconies when the weather permitted it. You weren't entirely sure where they got their energy from, especially Satoru, since both of them never seemed to sleep all that much, a fact you had become intimately well acquainted with since Christmas, and it was even worse whenever they had something they were brooding about.
And this was most definitely a situation you knew they would undoubtedly be agonizing over, you couldn't help but think to yourself as you slowly and silently ascended the stairs.
The second floor of the penthouse was one you hadn't spent much time exploring before your relationship with the guys had turned romantic, because you had tried very hard to think of it as theirs. Going up there, even just for the sake of satisfying your own curiosity or to talk to them, had always made you feel as if it were an invasion of their privacy, like you were somehow overstepping the boundaries of your budding friendship with them.
Your old room downstairs was the only bedroom on the first floor, and as Suguru had once told you, originally it wasn't even supposed to be a bedroom at all. The original listing had only designated that it was a three bedroom and yours had previously been the at home gym before they had all the included equipment moved up into one of the actual bedrooms. They just figured it would be more convenient and less awkward for guests on the rare occasions when they actually had company like Shoko staying over, since they both had a tendency to get very loud and vocal during sex.
Looking down the dark hallway, you could see that the door to the master bedroom was left wide open and, sure enough, you could hear faint inaudible whispers coming from the room, but as you carefully approached, one thing struck you as odd.
There was usually a single automatic light set up in the toilet room that was set to go off whenever motion was detected outside the door, just so no one could accidentally trip if they were walking down the hallway in the dark, like right now for instance, but not this time. This time it remained dark, even as you completely walked past the doorway. The damn thing had seemed less bright here lately though, so it probably finally gave out and was dead, which for you right now, proved to be something of a blessing in disguise, since it gave you a few more moments to hide in the shadows before you were forced to reveal yourself to them.
“I’m such a fucking idiot. I never meant to hurt her, that is the very last thing I would ever want to do. You know that, right?”
That was the first thing you heard, the words having come from Satoru as you finally found yourself standing by the doorway, and thankfully, the bed wasn't facing directly towards the entryway, so you had the perfect shield to hide behind as you leaned back against the wall for a moment to get your nerves under control.
“Satoru, you definitely messed up this time, but I know you would never intentionally go out of your way to try and hurt her, and she knows that as well, she just needs a bit of time to cool off and then we can all sit down and talk this out.”
This time it was Suguru, speaking so gently in that low baritone of his that it was enough to make even you relax.
This should be the part where you stepped into the doorway and revealed yourself to them so that you really could have that sit down conversation that Suguru had mentioned, the one they had been begging for ever since this whole fiasco started, but you couldn't just yet. Part of it was still because of your frayed nerves, but the other part was curious to know what else they had to say. You knew that eavesdropping on them like this was wrong, but sometimes you felt as if they never let you fully in the way they did with each other, like they only wanted you to see the best parts of themselves, which didn't feel entirely fair considering how many breakdowns and emotional spirals that had witnessed and helped you through.
So, you stayed hidden behind the wall, just for a little while longer at least.
“Logically I know that you're right, but I just miss her so fucking much already.” He whined, sounding so much like his usual self that it made your lips twitch up into a weak little smile. “She belongs up here in bed with us, not down there, where she's probably crying herself to sleep because I couldn't keep my big mouth shut and think for five fucking seconds before speaking.”
Those words, his willing acknowledgment that he had messed up and felt genuine remorse for it, was enough to finally settle your nerves and lighten your heart towards them, but before you could take that crucial step to the side and into their field of vision, Suguru was speaking again.
“If you think this one night without her is torture, then just imagine how much worse it would be if we allowed her to get that stupid part-time job she's been talking about. Between that and her studies, we’d never get to see her.”
You froze mid-step as that statement washed over you like a bucket of ice water…
What did that mean?
If they allowed it?!
You didn't want to believe what you had just heard, but there was no denying it, he’d said it as clear as day and you didn't know how to process it. But even as your mind spiraled, trying to dissect the words and see if you had somehow misunderstood them or their meaning, they kept on talking, totally unaware that you were listening to every twisted word now spewing from their dark and depraved lips.
“Oh, fucking tell me about it!” You heard Satoru grouse dramatically, in a way that normally would have had you smiling at the childishly enduring trait, but not this time. “I just can't understand why she's so dead set on wasting her time with all this bullshit. She doesn't need a job when she already has us and our money, for fuck’s sake, she doesn't even need to continue going to school at this point since it's not like she'll ever need it anyway.”
No… no no no no no!
“She's most definitely a stubborn one, that's for sure… too stubborn for her own good.” Suguru casually concurred with him, his tone sounding weary and drained. “I love that about her as much as I love everything to do with her, but not when all it's doing is hindering our efforts to take care of her and provide her with an easy and comfortable life.”
There was the sound of shifting blankets and for a moment you feared that one or both of them was going to come out and find that you had overheard everything they just said, but after a few seconds, you let loose a breath when neither of them entered the doorway.
“As soon as those diplomas are in our hands, the three of us are packing what we need and jumping on the earliest train back to Hokkaido and we're going home. I can't stand to let her, or ourselves, spend another moment in this sardine can of a city any longer than what's strictly necessary.” Satoru went on ranting, and even though you didn't want to think about the implications of what he was saying, your mind wouldn't listen.
Going back to Hokkaido clearly meant he was referring to the cabin, but…
Suguru sighed, like he normally did whenever the other man was being difficult, and while you normally would have been grateful for his intervention, this time it brought you absolutely no comfort at all, not when the horrible things Satoru said were being discussed like they were already set in stone, like Suguru was already well aware of them.
Like he was in agreement with them.
“All of the immediate preparations should be finished and settled by the end of next week, but if we really want to make this move happen as soon as that, then we're going to need to sit down and talk to her about it, otherwise this plan is going to very quickly get messy and complicated.”
Preparations?
What the fuck did that mean!?
In response, Satoru let out a noise he normally made whenever he was about to disagree with someone else's opinion, and you truly feared for whatever you might hear him say next.
You wanted to run away right that second, to go back downstairs and walk right out that door and never look back, but whether it was out of fear, morbid curiosity, or some sick combination of the two, your legs remained rooted to the spot you were currently standing in as you continued to listen in on their toxic conversation.
“Come on, babe, you know as well as I do that's not going to work on her.” He calmly argued with him, as if he were discussing something as mundane as one of your least favorite food preferences. “It's been hard enough just trying to convince her to ‘put off’ this worthless idea she's had of finding a job, that was the whole reason for inviting the twins to come and visit so much earlier than we originally planned, to distract her and buy us some necessary time. So, unless we give her a seriously strong incentive, I doubt she’s just gonna willingly pack up and move up to the cabin with us, especially when it would mean giving up her studies and scholarship.”
There was a beat of silence, and for you at least, those few seconds were charged with a terrifying kind of tension so strong it bordered on suffocating.
“You know…” Suguru started, and you really didn't like the thickness now laced in his already deep voice, the way it dropped a few octaves lower and made you think of smooth bourbon and the feel of his hands ghosting over your naked body. “The whole time the girls were here visiting, I couldn't help noticing just how good she was with them, how she doted on them like children sometimes, even though they're not too much younger than she herself is.”
Tears welled up in your eyes as you fought to stay silent, clenching your fists so hard that pain blossomed where your nails dug harshly into your palms while you prayed that he wasn't about to say what you were dreading to hear.
There was a bit more shuffling and then satoru let out a hum of agreement that ended in a low moan.
“Babe, don't tease me by beating around the bush like this.” He whined, leaving you with absolutely no illusions as to what the two of them were doing during this fucked up conversation of theirs. “Just say whatever it is you're thinking, so we're both on the same page.”
Please, don't do this.
“Alright.” The dark haired man conceded, and you could hear the smile in his voice. “If you want me to be direct about it, then what I’m saying is that we could always just swap her birth control out with some placebos, and give her a long term reason to finally let us really take care of her.”
…
…
…
The moment those words were spoken into existence, all the love you thought you had for them died and you felt your entire world shatter around you into tiny microscopic fragments, like glass shards that had been ground to dust under brutal pressure.
You couldn't believe what you were hearing, that these two men whom you had grown to love and trust with such unfaltering conviction, who had helped you build your confidence back up after the greatest heartache of your life, would plot and scheme behind your back to try and trap you with an unwanted pregnancy, just because you wouldn't bend to their controlling whims.
Had they just been that good at hiding who they really were from you this entire time, or had the signs and red flags been there all along, and you'd simply been too blind and too trusting to see them for the monsters they really were?
Perhaps Satoru’s little slip-up in the parking lot hadn't been so completely unwarranted after all, because right now, you certainly felt like the gullible fool they both seemed to think of you as.
Either way, it was all too much for you to handle, and it made you want to scream out in rage, to let loose every negative emotion you were feeling all at once and make them suffer the same way you were now suffering.
But you couldn't do that…
Even with the weight of this new and even greater betrayal currently pressing down on you like an ocean of misery, you knew you couldn't be so foolish. If they were willing to go this far to try and control your very life and choices, to isolate you so completely for their own selfish desires, then there was no telling what they would potentially do if they felt you were backing them into a corner.
Some sick and irrational part of you still wanted to believe that they would never have it in them to resort to violence, that they still loved you enough to avoid that at the very least, but if you were being totally honest with yourself, you didn't know what to believe anymore. You were learning so much horrifying information in such a short span of time, and now you were left questioning everything about your life and relationship with them from over these last few months.
But so much about their actions and behavior was finally starting to make sense to you because of this.
Their clinginess and the overwhelming amount of physical affection that always felt like it bordered on harassment, a thing that had been strongly present since day one. Then there were the constant pushes to have you move in and rely on them more financially, offers that you thought had been made with nothing but kindness and friendship in mind, and perhaps that was still true in a way, but now you could see all of it for the massive manipulation that it truly was, all of it hidden just beneath the surface of their expertly designed facade.
And so many other things were falling into place now as well, little things that you had previously overlooked before, but now became clearer with hindsight.
The hard and almost annoyed expressions they wore whenever you didn't immediately agree to something they wanted and how they would trap you in an embrace, usually together, until you would eventually give in to what you were only just now beginning realizing was gaslighting behavior. The way they always insisted on going with you everywhere you went, you always thought it was just because they enjoyed spending time with you, and once again, while that was probably part of it, you suspected it had also been to keep an eye on you, to control who you spoke to and what you did. Even just the way they always tried to discourage you from trying new things to help you break out of the cage you had unknowingly allowed them to place you in. If it didn't include them, then it was gently brushed aside with phrases like ‘Why don't we think about it for a bit longer’ or ‘You should be taking it easy, you're going to wear yourself out at this rate’, and then it was never touched upon again.
“I know that having children isn't exactly something we've ever discussed before, but I can't st-”
Suguru's continued words were abruptly cut off, and all you could hear for a few seconds were the muffled sound of masculine moans and wet aggressive kisses before one of them pulled back.
“Oh, fuck yes!” Satoru enthusiastically expressed without a moment's hesitation. “She's gonna be such a good and loving mama, and we'll be the best daddies and husbands in the whole entire fucking world!” He proudly declared, and the two of them moaned in unison with each other. “She'll look so sweet and pretty with a big round tummy, barefoot and puttering around the house, making sure that everything is just right and perfect for our little one to come into the world.”
Suguru laughed, the sound rich and joyful, and so utterly at odds with the corrupt nature of the topic at hand.
“And let's not forget how pregnancy will make her even softer, probably more docile and needy too.” He boldly added, doing something that had Satoru whining in agreement. “Just imagine those sweet tits of hers, all soft and plump and full of milk to feed the hungry baby she'll have nestled in her womb.”
Nasty fuckers!
“Or us, whenever we need a little treat.” Satoru moaned, sounding totally wrecked. “They're already so fucking sensitive, and I bet once she's knocked up, we’ll be able to get her off just from nipple play, make them leak for us while she cums, warming our cocks and milking us for cum she won't even need, but… fuck!- I can't stand the idea of not watching it drip out of her.”
You were going to be sick, you were going to puke right there in the hallway if you didn't walk away right that second.
They kept going, kept talking about you and their vile plans while the familiar sounds of them fucking filled the silence in between their words, but you weren't listening anymore as you slowly backed away, making extra certain you were as silent as a mouse so as not to alert them to your presence.
And before long, you were quietly shutting the door to the downstairs bedroom as hysterical panic finally began to set in, replacing the shocked horror that had previously been holding your mind and body hostage for the last few minutes.
Leaning back against the door for support, you sunk down and finally let the tears fall, and even though you wanted nothing more than to wail like a child and scream, you refrained from doing so out of fear that it might somehow attract their attention from all the way upstairs. You could grieve and mourn this loss once you were safe and far away from them and their obsessive manipulation, but first, you needed to leave, and fast.
But how were you supposed to do that when you had nowhere to go and no one you could go to?
Confronting them and breaking up was definitely out of the question, after what you had just overheard, there was no way they would simply let you walk away like this was a normal relationship.
You had no friends here, save for perhaps Shoko and Nanami, but there was no way you would trust them not to give information to the two monsters currently plotting to baby trap you, so they were definitely out of the question. You also had no one back home you could go to, you had no more family, and you highly doubted that any of your friends or classmates from high school would bother to listen and help you out, especially when you hadn't spoken to anyone in almost two years. And even if, by some miracle, you did manage to find someone who was willing to take you in, there was still the matter of having no money to get back. Every cent you had was all in their bank accounts, and they could easily trace you with it.
“Fuck! I should have tried harder to get her number before she ran off.” You chastised yourself, pacing back and forth as you thought of Beatrice and the probability that she hadn't taken off so abruptly because she'd been hitting on the two of them and got rejected, but because they did something to intimidate her, just like they did whenever another guy tried to get close to you.
Going to the police likely wouldn't work; you knew enough about Japan’s poor reputation for not handling cases of stalking and sexual assault, and it likely wouldn't go anywhere, especially with no hard evidence to back up your claims, and that's not even taking into account Satoru’s influence because of his family's prestigious name and wealth.
No one would take you seriously and they would probably just gaslight and blackmail the situation until you had no choice but to give up and stay with them.
You felt trapped and completely alone, like you had no options available to you, which you feared is exactly what they wanted.
How many times had they told you that they would always be with you, that they would never leave you alone like your parents did? And how often had they told you that they were never going to let you go, that no matter what, you were stuck with them for the rest of your life?
You’d always assumed that was their way of trying to comfort you, that they wanted to assure you that they truly cared about you and would give you their unwavering support like the kind and wonderful friends/boyfriends you had so strongly believed them to be. You just hadn't been perceptive enough to realize that such deep devotion would come at the hefty price of your own freedom and autonomy.
And now, they wanted to force you into the role of motherhood, to permanently tie you to them with an innocent child as leverage, all so they could have you to themselves.
But the worst part about all of this was that no matter what the outcome was in the end, you had nothing left; you lost both of them the moment you learned who and what they really were, and only an act of divine intervention could ever make you forgive them for that, and on top of that, you’d also lost your scholarship and place at Tokyo University, because there was no way you could keep attending, not when you knew they would never let you have a moment's peace if you tried to walk away from them the regular way.
You truly were completely and utterly alone now; no friends or family, no money or prospects, hell, you didn't even have a job or coworkers you could turn to.
You were officially at rock fucking bottom…
And yet you still somehow needed to find a way out of this mess, before they realized you were aware of their sick little obsession and took more drastic and direct measures to make you stay here with them.
All you had left to cling to now was your hope for freedom and a fresh start back home, far away from them and this waking nightmare, and you refused to let them take that away from you as well, not without putting up at least some kind of a fight.
Welp... cat's out of the bag now, and our girl knows everything, everything that matters at least.
I wasn't too sure how to feel about this chapter, but there wasn't much I could do since the majority of it is just her standing there in the hall eavesdropping on them, but I promise that the next chapter will be a lot more exciting, or terrifying, depending on your personal preference. lol Also, I apologize if the breeding kink triggered anyone since it came a little out of left field, but it just feels like the natural (psychotic) step for the two of them to want to take.
Hope you all enjoyed, and please feel free to share your thoughts and feelings.
And as always, I want to give a BIG thank you to my amazing friend @talpup for all the brainstorming and encouragement on these stories! I’m sure I would have given up on this blog a while ago if it wasn’t for all of their help. I highly encourage anyone who takes the time to read this to go over to their page or their AO3 account under the same name and check out their works, especially Chaos and Erase The Shadow. They are two of my favorite BNHA fics of ALL TIME! And who has also started their own Yandere!Overhaul fic called Crossroads and is set in a 1920′s prohibition style era, it’s amazing and you need to check it out!
Like Hoarded Gold (Part 11) Yandere!Gojo/Geto x Fem!Reader
Part 10 & Part 12
Summary: Suguru Geto and Satoru Gojo are complete strangers to you, but when they unexpectedly learn of the tragic news that has irrevocably shattered your life to pieces, the two of them become determined to help you and make you happy again, whether you want them to or not.
Warnings: Stalking, obsessive/possessive behavior, dirty thoughts, dirty talk, gaslighting, voyeurism, explicit smut, implied kidnapping, toxic manipulation, VERY YANDERE!!!, see tags for more...
Side Note: I do NOT and never will condone the actions committed in this or any future chapters, please be mindful and respectful of the fact that all of this is purely fiction.
“Have a safe trip back home girls, it was so nice to finally meet you both! I can't wait to have you over for another visit, hopefully sometime here soon!” You said, giving each of them a tight hug.
“Definitely!” Nanako said excitedly, returning the hug with equal intensity as she whispered sneakily into your ear. “Don't tell Sato-nii or Sugu-nii that I said this, but you're so much cooler than either of them, and a lot more fun to hangout and shop with.” She pulled back and flashed you a beaming smile.
Mimiko didn't say much, but the smile she was trying so hard to hide behind her plushie doll was more than telling of her agreement with her sister's sentiments.
Satoru and Suguru watched from the sidelines with smiles on their own faces as you and the girls said your goodbyes to one another, and it warmed their hearts to see how well they had taken to you after only a short amount of time.
They certainly hadn't warmed up to Satoru near as quickly when they had first been introduced to him, a fact he had playfully bemoaned when the girls had first arrived for their month-long stay and developed an almost immediate kinship with you.
Though they both had been only six at the time when they first met him, so that could have played a large part in it.
Back when Suguru had still been a child living on the temple grounds his parents had run, Nanako and Mimiko’s mother had been their closest neighbor, so when her her husband had died of an unexpected heart attack shortly after their birth, Suguru's parents had often sent him to the Hasaba household to help the grieving widow and new new mother with chores and the like. And even though he had been only nine years old at the time, he'd formed a very strong relationship with them as, despite his own young age, he had been the primary male in their formative years, spending more time at their home than even his own sometimes as their mother often had to work long hours to make ends meet.
Was it normal for a nine year old to be taking on the responsibility of helping to care for two infants on a regular basis?
No, most definitely not, but Suguru had never resented them for it, he had adored them from the very beginning, and even though they regularly referred to him as an older brother, more often than not in his case, he couldn't help but feel more like a father to them.
As an only child of a somewhat older couple, he’d never had any siblings growing up, and the isolated and rural area they lived in hadn't exactly been crawling with other children his age. Couple that with his parents strict religious views, and it was a miracle he had been able to develop a mind and opinions of his own at all.
The twins mother, who had been more of a mother to him in his youth than his own, had always been warm and welcoming towards him, ever grateful for the care and affection he always showed her and her girls. She had even been the first person he had felt comfortable confiding in when he realized that his sexuality wasn't skewed strictly towards girls, even offering him a place to stay when his parents had ultimately disowned him for his relationship with Satoru at the age of fifteen. Thankfully the high school he had attended on scholarship had dorm rooms, so he didn't have to impose on her too often, but it had still been a relief when he realized he wouldn't have to lose his relationship with her or the girls.
And now, even years after having left that backwater area, he, along with Satoru, still continued to maintain a strong relationship with them, enough so that they were funding the girls' education, hence this visit… At least, that was the very convenient excuse they'd used to hide the fact that they were intentionally stalling your efforts to look for a part time job while they worked out the logistics for moving permanently into the mountain cabin.
The area of the countryside where he and the twins had grown up was so sparsely populated that there were, sadly, no fully functioning schools anywhere nearby, and children either had to be home-schooled, or, parents had to rely on government assistance, sometimes even being forced to pay out of pocket, to send their children to schools a fair distance away in bigger, more populated prefectures.
Like he himself had been, the girls, up until now at least, had been home-schooled. First by their devoted mother, and himself for assistance, and then later by a private tutor he and Satoru had hired once the money from his trust fund had come through. But now that they were older, the two of them had expressed a keen interest in city life and desperately wanted to spread their wings and give traditional high school life a try.
He and Satoru, as well as the girls’ mother had been more than supportive of the idea when it was discussed a year or so ago, but there had been two very important ground rules set in place for them and expectations they needed to meet if they wanted he and Satoru to cover the cost of tuition and their personal allowances.
Firstly, they had to keep their grades up and no slacking off to the complete detriment of their studies, they certainly didn't care about perfection, but if they were going to be footing the bill for one of the best private academy's in Tokyo, then the two of them were at least required to pass their classes with above average marks, and thankfully, both girls were far more than average in terms of their academics.
And Second, was that the school they attended had to be one with a good reputation, a decent amount of extra curricular activities to give them more diversity for university applications once they graduated, and campus dorms for obvious reasons. Originally, they had been toying around with the idea of having the girls move in with them during the year, but once you came into their life, that idea was scrapped in favor of them attending a school with onsite dorms.
So, in a not-so-surprising twist of fate, the one the twins had shown the most interest in ended up being none other than the very same high school that he and Satoru had attended. And thanks to both he and Satoru's excellent reputation and standing there, not to mention a fairly sizable donation, the girls were already pretty much guaranteed a spot on the school roster, with the entrance exam being nothing more than a simple formality.
“Suguru?”
Coming out of his thoughts, Suguru looked down to find you standing before him with a hand in his broad chest and a content smile pulling at your full lips, a thing that was more than enough to bring one to his own face.
“Sorry, sweetheart, just got lost in my own thoughts for a moment.” He said quietly, and noticed that Satoru was saying his own quick goodbye to the girls before making his way back over to casually wrap a beefy arm possessively around your shoulders. “What's up?”
“I just wanted to let you know that me and Satoru are going to head back to the car to give you some privacy while you say goodbye to the girls.”
Your thoughtfulness never ceased to touch and amaze him, even if it was something as simple as this. You knew how much the girls mattered to him, that he thought of them more as daughters than anything else, even if he'd never said the words aloud, and wanted to give him this last little bit of time with them before they went home for a few more months.
“Alright then, I’ll meet you both there in a few minutes and then I was thinking we could go somewhere to have lunch.” He said gently, and leaned forward to give you each a kiss, one's that were far too quick for his liking, but given that you all were standing in Tokyo station, surrounded by a sea of other people, some of whom were giving the three of you curious and/or hostile glances due to the PDA and Satoru’s arm still firmly wrapped around your shoulders, he decided not to push it.
“We’ll see you in a bit, so don't worry too much about rushing.” Satoru told him before dragging you off back through the station in the direction of the private VIP parking.
“You two have it so freaking bad for her.”
Suguru turned to face the grinning girls with an expression of mock annoyance plastered on his handsome face.
“I just want you to remember this blatant harassment whenever you two finally get significant other's, then we'll see how much you like it.”
Nanako rolled her eyes at the threat, but the smile on her face told him she knew he was only teasing them.
“You seem happy.” Mimiko whispered softly, drawing his attention to her. “I mean, you've always been very happy with Sato-nii, but now that she's here with you both, you just seem even happier.”
Suguru smiled warmly and ruffled her hair, making her beam.
“She makes me very happy indeed, just like Satoru does.” He whispered as an indescribable feeling of warmth filled his chest at the thought of you and the other man. “I’m just glad you two get along with her, I was honestly worried there might be some tension, or even a bit of jealousy when you first got here.”
The two of them had never shown that kind of behavior towards anyone before, but given he’d never had any woman in his life besides their mother and his own, and Shoko as well, but the girls had never met the star medical student before, so she didn't technically count; but either way, he hadn't been too sure what to expect and had unnecessarily stressed over the worst case scenario.
“Not a chance, she's a total sweetheart.” Nanako assured him, shaking her head in disbelief that he could even think such a thing. “And besides, even if that had been the case, you've done so much for us our entire lives, and for mom, so as long as you're happy, then we're going to be happy for you, so just promise us that neither of you will screw things up with her.”
Suguru couldn't hold back his smile as he pulled them both into a tight embrace and thanked them profusely for their unwavering support, letting them know without question that no matter what happened, they and their opinions would always factor into his life.
And as he watched them board the train bound for Tottori prefecture, he knew it was no doubt a life that neither he nor Satoru would ever take for granted, not for any reason in the whole world.
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Well, this was certainly an unforeseen scenario, you thought to yourself as you watched your frantic physics professor rush out of the lecture hall over half an hour earlier than what was planned.
Pulling out your brand new phone, courtesy of your boyfriend's extreme insistence that you be put on their phone plan, you shot them a quick message in the group chat you shared with them.
My class got cut early. Professor’s daughter went into labor and it's his first grandchild. 🥰
And despite the two of them being in their own respective classes, they wasted no time in responding to you, each with their usual brand of loving over-protectiveness.
Suguru: My class will let out here in a few minutes, though not for the same reason, but I’m all the way on the other side of campus and it’ll take me a little while to get over to you.
Satoru: My class is closer, but I still have another half an hour before it let's out… Will you be okay on your own for a bit until one of us can get there?
You couldn't help but smile and shake your head at their ridiculousness, as if anything bad could happen to you on campus, and in the middle of broad daylight no less.
You knew they truly meant well, but sometimes their paranoia that anything and everything was out to get you could be a tad bit suffocating at times, as was their constant hovering. Not that that was anything new to you; as far as personal space went, it had never been a thing that seemed to exist between the three of you. Although, you had at least tried to maintain a boundary of not seeking them out for physical comfort and affection on your own, always letting them decide when they wanted to touch you and be touched in return.
Which, more often than not, was all the time.
Now that you were dating them however, things had changed quite a bit…
They were still lovable and clingy beyond reason, seemingly almost starved for touch despite having been in a relationship with one another for so long, but any time you tried to bring this fact to their attention, they would only tell you that it was because you were their missing piece, the one they needed for their life to feel truly complete. So of course they would want to touch you and hold you as much and as often as possible, you were the perfect fit for them after all, and they could never get enough of you, not when you were right there and free for the cuddling.
But so many of those moments that, up until the night of Christmas Eve had felt so sweet and platonic, were now layered with a kind of sexual chemistry that left you feeling both incredibly flattered, and completely exhausted.
The sex with either one of them was better than anything you had ever experienced before, but when they came at you together…
The end result was so mind-numbingly intense, so toe-curlingly delicious, and so sinfully exquisite, that it left you overstimulated and gasping for breath every single time, and it wasn't like it was a rare occurrence either, no, it was every day, usually multiple times.
After that first night with them, you had anticipated the rest of the trip being spent in a sex filled haze as the three of you got the worst of the lust out of your systems, and that's most certainly what took place, but you had also expected that once you came home and classes started up again, that it would be more contained, more… manageable.
However, that assumption had been thrown right out the window as, even now, nearly two months into dating them, it was still just as intense as the first time, and you truly hadn't been fully prepared or aware of just how positively insane their stamina and sex drives actually were. It didn't matter what time it was or what was happening, when either one of them was in the mood, there seemed to be very little you could do to dissuade them from getting you into bed… or anywhere for that matter.
You didn't think there was a single surface of the apartment that one or both of them hadn't fucked you on at least twice already, and, much to your ever growing embarrassment, you’d recently discovered that both of them had an exhibitionist kink, one that had resulted in Suguru dragging you across the center console of his car last week to make you ride him. And on one occasion with Satoru a few days before that, the blue eyed devil had insisted that you wear a remote controlled toy while the two of you went out on a date together, naturally, with him in control of the damn thing.
It wasn't that you hadn't enjoyed yourself, you had definitely gotten off, which always seemed to be a given with them, almost like it was a rule they had placed upon themselves. But what bothered you about both those instances was the randomness of them, how they sprung them on you with zero warning and you didn't know how to tell them you weren't comfortable with it happening so suddenly. You truly loved how they always went out of their way to make you feel so sexy and desirable, but the fact remained that the three of you had never sat down and had a proper discussion on intimacy preferences, and you felt that such a thing should be a necessity, especially given the uniqueness of your relationship with them.
The two of them had the benefit of spending the last eight years together, getting to know one another and learning one on one what the other liked and disliked, what they were comfortable with, and so on and so forth. While you on the other hand had been led straight into the deep end with no life-vest, and even though you felt as if you were a fairly passionate and eager lover, despite your lack of experience, sometimes you felt like an outsider in your own relationship with them.
They knew each other on such a profound level, almost to the point that they acted like a single individual sometimes; and a lot of the time, it left you wondering what it was that they could possibly see in you that they couldn't give to each other. Their relationship always seemed so perfect, and even after moving in and even being brought into the fold with them, you had never even once seen them have so much as a disagreement that wasn't just a bout of playful banter.
And even though you knew you should sit them down and share all of this with them, you couldn't bring yourself to do it. You knew they wouldn't judge you or hold you in contempt for it, but it just made you feel so selfish and bratty.
In the almost eight months since meeting them, they had bent over backwards to help, support, and accommodate you when you were at your lowest. They had shown you nothing but love and kindness, and even now that you were dating them, they always went even further when it came to doing everything possible to treat you like a queen, like you were the center of their whole world.
How could you ever think of voicing a single complaint when they were the ones who had helped you begin healing from your parents betrayal?
Feeling a slight vibration in your hand, you refocused your thoughts on the present and noticed that you must have zoned out with your thoughts for longer than you realized, because there was a frantic message from both of them, asking if you were okay and wondering what was keeping you from responding.
You rolled your eyes, but still couldn't help smiling, their worry could be suffocating and a lot to handle most of the time, but you knew it all came from a place of genuine concern and love, so you would continue to let it slide for the time being.
I appreciate the concern, but the both of you worry WAY too much. 🙄
I’ll go wait at the nearby cafe and you both can just meet me there. It'll give me the opportunity to do a bit of job searching and submit a few more applications before we go home and relax for the rest of the night.
Their responses were immediate and pretty much exactly what you had come to expect from them at this point.
Suguru: Sweetheart, we only worry because we care about your well-being and safety above all else. If anything were to happen to you, especially something that could be prevented by us just being cautious, we would never forgive ourselves.
Satoru: What he said, lollipop! 🥺 And do us a favor and hold off on the job searching and applications until we can go over them with you, just to make sure you're not missing anything in the translations that could potentially be sketchy or misleading.
You groaned in frustration and berated yourself for not having kept that bit of info to yourself, especially when you knew how they felt about you still wanting to get a job.
Namely, that they didn't think you should get one at all.
Now that you were with them romantically, they were of the opinion that their money and assets were just as much yours now and that the only thing you should be focusing on was them and your studies. They had even gifted you with a wide range of new credit and debit cards in your name once you returned from winter break, much to your shock and horror, all with full access to every bit of money they had.
It wasn't that you didn't appreciate their very obvious trust in you, as well as the fact that they also very obviously now thought it was their job to take care of you, including financially, but it was just too overwhelming sometimes. Especially after you had finally gotten curious enough to check the limit on just one of the debit cards and the sheer astronomical amount of zeros you had seen was enough to take years off your life. You felt terrified holding that much money in your wallet and had only ever used it sparingly for very minor and little things. Like when you went to the cafeteria one day for a bite of food, but even that had been anxiety inducing when the poor cashier had gaped at the black and gold debit card with ‘JCB The Class’ printed across the front like it was going to leap off the tray and bite him.
You wanted to get a job and make your own money, not because you didn't trust them and wanted time away from them, but because you didn't want to become any more of a codependent burden on them than you already were. Your new bouts of social anxiety were becoming worse, and you knew they would only continue to get worse the longer you spent with them as your only companions, and a job, even just a very small part-time one, would be a massive help in giving you back some much needed independence and social interaction to help build your confidence back up.
It was just taking them a bit more time to come to terms with that is all.
Before you could respond to Satoru’s message though, he was quickly sending another, this one with a single picture and a short video included, and when they finally finished loading, you felt your face heat up with embarrassment before slamming your phone down on the desktop so hard you briefly feared you might have cracked the screen.
The picture was one Satoru had clearly taken in a bathroom mirror that showed him with the bottom of his shirt pushed up, his hand and forearm shoved upwards underneath and out the neckline to show off his muscular torso as his pants hung dangerously low on his sharp and angular hips. His long fingers were splayed across the bottom half of his face, barely concealing the smug grin and bright white teeth you could see stretching across his perfect features. Which was fine, still a bit inappropriate for the middle of a school day, but still relatively harmless… no, it was the video he’d sent that made your cheeks burn and your thighs clench together as the small thumbnail showed him with his fist wrapped tight around his flushed and leaking cock.
And underneath it was a caption that read;
Satoru: Put a headphone in and press play, babygirl. 😘 I want you to see and hear exactly what you do to me, even when you're so far away from us.
You hesitated, your thumb hovering over the keypad, debating whether or not to send him an admonishing reply and tell him in no uncertain terms that you would not be watching something like that in a still occupied lecture hall, but then, a response from Suguru came through, and even though it was only a text, you could still hear the tone he would have used had he been sitting right there beside you.
Suguru: Angel, do as he says and give us a proper response.
It was the same unyielding tone he would use whenever he had a meaty fist tangled in your hair while you carefully swallowed his cock, or whenever he was fucking you from behind and would pull you up by the throat to press your back against his chest before giving your clit a mean little slap that always left you begging him for mercy.
Both of them were very dominant when it came to sex, especially Suguru, and you knew exactly what that tone meant, it meant that if you chose disobedience over behaving like their sweet angel, then you would likely have to skip classes the next day to recover from the side effects of overstimulation and cramped muscles.
You did briefly consider that you could have just lied and given them some generic response to pacify them, as they never would have known if you watched it or not, but then you wondered if maybe he said something specific that they’ll both be expecting you to make a comment on. And, since you weren't feeling particularly keen on the idea of having to count out some spankings as a punishment later on, you hastily popped in an earbud and turned the brightness down to its lowest setting to avoid anyone possibly catching a glimpse of your phone screen before glancing around nervously to make sure no one was nearby.
Then, and only then, did you finally press play.
The timestamp showed the video was an agonizing 1 minute and 15 seconds long, and the first thing you noticed was the sound of Satoru’s strained and needy voice echoing in the empty bathroom, meaning he was likely already very close to finishing when he decided to open up his camera. And as per usual, he sounded beyond desperate and needy as he jerked himself off to a tempo that seemed more painful than pleasurable, especially if the way he squeezed the angry red head of his cock was anything to go by.
“Fuck… baby-” You heard him groan. “Love you so damn much. Just the thought of you is enough to drive me insane… look at what you're doing to me.”
To your growing mortification, you could even hear the ‘fap fap fap’ sound as his hand, slick with his own pre-cum, moved up and down the long thick length of him, and to add insult to your already injured sensibilities, you could feel the low intense heat of arousal burning in your abdomen while your panties grew hot and slick with want as you envisioned with perfect knowledge and clarity exactly what his cock felt like when he was deep inside you.
“I don’t know whether I should punish you or reward you for doing this to me when we get home tonight.” He went on blabbering as his pace quickened and his vice-like grip grew tighter. “Maybe we should keep you locked up inside with us forever- make you our own personal little cock-sleeve for us to fill and fuck whenever we want… but we’ll treat you so fucking good, babygirl… spoil and pamper you with anything you could ever want, just so long as you keep being our perfect pretty girl…”
You wanted to believe that this was just some really intense dirty talk, that neither of them was truly capable of entertaining these kinds of blatantly misogynistic ideas, but you also couldn't help but wonder what kind of reaction they would have if you ever out right asked them about it.
Would they laugh it off and tell you that you were worrying over nothing, that of course they would never want you to give up your independence for them like that?
That would be the preferable reaction.
Or, would they leap on the opportunity you would unwittingly give them by opening that dark can of worms?
The sound of his moans was reaching a crescendo that you knew first hand was the telltale sign of his approaching climax, and sure enough, within the next few seconds, he let out one last guttural cry that echoed off the walls of the restroom as his cock released stream after stream of hot sticky cum all over his lower belly.
“What a fucking waste.” He lamented between panting breaths, though you could hear the smile in his voice, and squeezed his cock from base to tip as the last pearly white drops escaped to leak down over his knuckles. “Next time I get this horny in the middle of class, I'm gonna make you come and ride me. That pretty pussy of yours always milks me so much better than my hand ever could.”
You couldn't help but cringe as you wondered just how serious he was about wanting you to do such an embarrassing and shameful thing, especially given the recent reveal of his and Suguru’s more exhibitionist tendencies.
Thankfully, that's where the video ended and you breathed a sigh of relief as you quickly deleted it from your end of the message chain, not wanting to be reminded of it again, and a small part of you felt bad for that.
Most girls would kill to have one boyfriend like Satoru or Suguru, and you were lucky enough that you got to have both of them. Two boyfriends who were as sweet, kind, caring, and generous as they were attractive, and both who desired you at every moment of the day, and for some reason, you couldn't stop yourself from finding it all so very exhausting. It wasn't as if you didn't appreciate their efforts or their more amorous nature that compelled them to want the three of you to be together 24/7, but sometimes, like right now for instance, it felt like far too much for one single person to handle day in and day out, especially when the only break you could seem to get from them was when you were in class.
Looking down at your phone again, you could see the three little dots dancing underneath their names as they were likely about to ask what was taking you so long to respond and reprimand you for making them worry, so you quickly typed up a response that you hoped would be enough to satisfy them.
I don't really know what to say right now, but if you can be a little patient and wait until we get home, I’ll show you how much I liked it.
You even added an extra little winking emoji in the hopes of appeasing the two amped up horn-dogs before releasing a long sigh as you turned to gather your belongings while you waited for their replies.
And while you waited, you couldn't help but ponder on how, despite the two of them being so in-sync with one another, their personalities during individual moments of intimacy were complete polar opposites to one another.
Satoru was a full blown service top with an attitude during sex like that of the energizer bunny, always making sure that you came first on his tongue and fingers, often more than once, before shoving his cock in you and fucking you like a rabbit on steroids. And one fact it hadn't taken you very long to learn was that once he was balls deep or wound up tight enough, he usually didn't last more than a few minutes before he was blowing his load inside of you; gasping, moaning, and babbling about how good you felt, like his mind was broken into complete tatters, but it was his recovery period and energy that was the true thing of utter madness. It never took him more than a few minutes before he was fully hard again, often times continuing to fuck you with his flaccid cock until he was hard again and overstimulating the both of you in the process.
Meanwhile, Suguru was the equivalent of a methodical wolf hunting prey; hungry and all consuming, but with the patience to drag things out as long as was needed before going in for the kill. He was still a service top like his partner, but his methods were far more dominant and slower, sometimes even bordering on straight up mean. He had a habit of making the foreplay last for an hour, sometimes even longer, insisting that he needed you so slick and dripping for him that his cock would be able to slide in right to the hilt without a moment's hesitation. Which, considering the unreasonably thick girth he had, was usually a blessing for you, and more than once after finishing a round with him, you were left so deliciously sore and aching, even despite his thorough prep work, that he would have to gently carry you to the bathroom to soak in a hot bath filled with epsom salt.
Thankfully for your sake, both of them were very thorough and diligent when it came to aftercare, a thing that was most definitely needed when it came to having two such incredibly sexual partners like them, so-
“Excuse me!”
You heard a cheerful feminine voice say behind you, and while you normally wouldn't have thought anything of it, assuming that whoever it was was talking to someone else, this time was different because the person who said it had spoken in perfect English, one without even a hit of the usual Japanese accent that laced most of the English speaking on campus.
So when you turned to find a young foreign girl of about your height and age standing behind you with a bright smile on her face, you couldn't hold back your own confused smile.
“Please tell me you speak English and I’m not just standing here babbling at you in gibberish at the moment?” She said, sounding about as awkward as you felt.
You blinked at her, unsure of what to say for a few moments before your brain started to function again and you were immediately stumbling over your words as your tongue tried to remember how to speak something other than rough Japanese.
Jeez, how long had it been since you last had a full conversation in English?
“Yes!” You sputtered, and couldn't help but laugh at yourself a little bit. “Sorry about that, I’ve been speaking Japanese so much here lately that I almost forgot what proper English actually was.”
She laughed along with you for a moment before composing herself and you both were able to introduce yourselves, then she was kind enough to explain why she had approached you.
Her name was Beatrice, and like you, she was also an overseas student, but from another college, which explained why you had never seen her around on campus or in any of your other classes before. Apparently she had opted to attend this class as a guest student for a bit of extra credit and as a way to get a bit more study material before the semester finals.
“I’ll admit that my Japanese isn't as good as it could be, mostly because so many of the students at TUFS (Tokyo University of Foreign Studies) speak English.” She explained somewhat shyly. “So when I saw you from across the room, I figured I’d shoot my shot and see if you were an English speaker like myself.”
“I completely understand! It's such a hard language to get a grasp on and it can be really intimidating at first, and for quite a while afterwards too.” You said, nodding along with her in total agreement.
At first, you had only started taking an online class with a Japanese tutor when you were in your sophomore year of high school as a way to help fill in the gaps on your college resume with something a bit more challenging and unique than Spanish or French, but the longer you stuck with it and the better you got at it, the more you wanted to experiment with putting it to more practical use.
Getting into the University of Tokyo as a foreign exchange student was no easy feat by any means whatsoever; you had poured countless hours worth of your blood, sweat, tears, and sometimes even your sanity into maintaining a GPA that would have been expected of a Japanese national student, but in the end, you had earned a full-ride scholarship, and so long as you continued to maintain your current GPA, you could attend all four years of your studies here, and possibly even beyond that.
“Right?! I can't tell you how many times I’ve embarrassed myself by using the wrong word or mispronouncing something. It's enough to make me want to bite my own tongue out.” She exclaimed with an over-dramatic stage sigh before grinning at you again. “Yours seems flawless though, so I’m assuming that you've been practicing for quite a while, even before coming here, am I right?”
“Yeah, I started learning it in my sophomore year of high school.” You said, and absentmindedly looked at your phone screen to see the guys replies as you continued talking without much thought for what you were saying as you read their very eager and enthusiastic response to your suggestion. “But living with my boyfriends has definitely helped in improving it over the months.”
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“I’m sorry… did you just say boy-friends, as in plural? Like, more than one?”
You froze just as you hit send on a message telling them you would meet up with them at the campus cafe, because her question suddenly made you realize that this was the very first time you’d ever needed to explain your situation and relationship with Satoru and Suguru to someone else.
Sure, there had been rumors flying all over campus for months about the nature of your relationship with them, with some individuals even being bold enough to ask questions, but as time had dragged on, people seemed to lose interest as their curiosity dwindled to only a slight intrigue, and most were already confirmed since, after the winter break, plenty had noted the way their PDA with you had morphed from overly affectionate, to straight up sexual/romantic in the blink of an eye. It also didn't help that most everyone was too intimidated by the two of them to ever approach you unless it was absolutely necessary, and neither of them were very good at hiding how clingy they were with you.
“Umm… I know it's a bit unusual, but yeah… I’m in a relationship with two guys I met shortly after moving here.”
As the words tumbled out of your too dry mouth, you couldn't hold back the wave of awkwardness that washed over you, not because you were ashamed of yourself or your relationship with them, but because it was slowly dawning on you just how long it had been since you had interacted with anyone one on one without either of the two men by your side, often times speaking for you as your new found anxiety tied your tongue into knots.
“But I swear I’m not two-timing on either of them, cross my heart!” You frantically explained, as you avoided eye contact with her and quickly moved to gather your belongings. “They were already dating when we met and they helped me out during a really hard time in my life, and after that, things with both of them just kinda… happened.”
There was a moment of silence before your phone lit up with another text in the group chat and you stared down at the wallpaper for your lock screen.
It was an image of the three of you taken on your last night at the cabin; Satoru had insisted on using a tripod to get a few really nice photos with his phone to commemorate the occasion and this one had been the most candid as it showed Suguru, his hair mostly loose and pulled back into his favorite half up style, leaning down to gently kiss your forehead as you sat sideways on his lap, while Satoru rested the back of his head on your thighs and gazed up at the both of you like it was all he ever want to do for the rest of his life. All of you were touching each other in some way, be it Satoru's fingers tangled with one of Suguru's hands, or you running your fingers through his snow white hair, and combined with warm golden light of the fire glowing behind you, illuminating the three of you in a perfect halo of light, it was far more intimate and personal than any sexual act you tried with them thus far.
“Damn girl, talk about being lucky!”
You looked up to find she was grinning at you while glancing between you and your phone and slowly let out a breath you hadn't realized you’d been holding in as it became clear she was not judging you for the peculiarity of your relationship like a lot of others might have.
Feeling bashful, you ducked your head down at the affirmation and couldn't help but smile as you thought about how right the words truly were, because despite some issues and hurdles with them that would eventually need to be addressed, you were very lucky, incredibly so, even.
“Yeah.” You agreed as your heart skipped a beat when you saw your phone screen light up again and flashed their beautiful faces. “I definitely am!”
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“I told you it would distract her from that stupid job hunting topic!” Satoru quietly bragged as he and Suguru met up halfway to the cafe.
Suguru could only shake his head and laugh merrily as Satoru leaned forward to give him a soft kiss.
“You're horrible, Satoru.” He chastised him, but couldn't help but feel his own arousal spike as he too recalled the sounds his boyfriend had been making for you as he fucked his own fist in that dingy public restroom. “You likely embarrassed her to the point of distress when she first saw it load up.”
The other man grinned back at him in a way that could only be described as diabolic, and was completely unable to think of anything other than what you could possibly have planned for him later.
If he was lucky, maybe he could finally convince you to peg him while Suguru fucked your own sweet little ass.
“She won't admit it quite yet, but she gets so fucking slick and wet whenever she's coherent enough to notice me getting all needy and desperate.” He said, ignoring Suguru's playful comment about him always being a needy little bitch and instead licked his lips as he recalled how you’d drenched his face the last time he made you sit on it. “Good thing she wore black pants today, it'll help her hide how wet she likely still is for me.”
His arrogance really did know no bounds sometimes.
He knew it was a bit of a long shot to hope for, but he couldn't help imagining you sitting at an open seat in the back, as far from the other customers and students as you could get, squirming in your chair as you rewatched the video he’d sent you over and over again, desperately glancing up every few seconds to try and catch a glimpse of them in the windows. And when you did finally see them, you would jump up to meet them outside before they could even open the door, begging them to take you home so that they could finally give you the relief you needed so very badly.
He’d even be nice enough to give you a quick little micro orgasm in the backseat of the car while Suguru drove the three of you home.
“And hopefully, in just a few months, she'll be going days at a time without the need to wear anything at all.” Suguru whispered in a conspiratorial tone and grinned from ear to ear as Satoru knowingly squeezed his hand in silent understanding.
Their plan to move full time to the cabin was well underway and all the necessary arrangements were being made.
A new security system was being installed, one that would trigger an alert on both their phones should any of the windows and doors that led outside be opened or tampered with. It was hopefully just a precaution that would never need to be implemented, but they both figured it was better to be safe than sorry. They even thought about having bars installed over all the windows, but had decided that something like that was probably going too far, not to mention that it would look very suspicious should anyone ever decide to ask questions about it, especially if they had to take a more forceful approach to get you up there with them.
They were also doing what they could to make the cabin more equipped for permanent use, rather than as a vacation home.
Setting up routine delivery services for groceries and other necessities so they wouldn't constantly have to drive to the nearest town so often was a key factor, especially in winter. Then there was the matter of getting it listed as their new home address for mail the like, which was a chore in and of itself.
And there were other things of course, but those were the ones they were choosing to focus on at the moment.
“I don't know, I kind of like the thought of locking away all her clothes, you know, unless she's on her period or something, and only giving her our shirts to wear all the rest of the time.” He responded, his excitement only growing as the cafe finally came into view.
He was practically dragging a laughing Suguru behind him by the hand as he rushed forward with a bit more pep in his step so he could glance into the large front windows to see where you were, but when his eyes finally landed on you, seated in a far corner just as he had gleefully imagined, he was left feeling perplexed and even a little upset by what he was seeing.
Because you weren't alone, waiting patiently and eagerly for them to arrive like they had been expecting…
There was someone seated across from you, a young girl who also appeared to be a foreigner, and you were laughing and smiling as you merrily chatted away with her, completely oblivious to the jealousy and turmoil your seemingly innocent actions were bringing out in the two of them.
“Who the fuck is that?” He whispered, not entirely able to mask the annoyance in his tone as he watched you chat away with whoever this intrusive little bitch was.
It didn't even look like you were keeping an eye out for them, you hadn't glanced up once to see if they were there or even at your phone to check for a message from them.
It was almost like you weren't even thinking about them at all.
He was so absorbed in his bitter thoughts that he didn't even realize that Suguru had pulled him away from the front of the cafe and into a small narrow alley between it and the other building next door, not until Suguru was holding his face in his hands and whispering for him to calm down in that annoyingly soothing tone of his.
“I know exactly how you're feeling right now, baby, I really do.” He whispered softly, stroking his face and kissing his forehead. “It's the same way I feel, but we can't just rush in there angrily and drag her out like she's done something wrong.”
“Yeah, but-”
Firm lips and a demanding tongue silenced him into complacency long enough for his vision to lose its red tint, and when Suguru finally pulled from him, he couldn't exactly say he was totally fine, but he was at least calm enough to think straight and listen to what his boyfriend had to say.
“Punishing her for doing something she shouldn't be doing, especially when she has no idea she's even done something wrong, is no way to teach her how to behave properly for us.” Suguru explained as he continued to plant butterfly kisses all over his face and neck, and even though he didn't want to admit it, Satoru knew he made an excellent point.
Over the course of their time together with you, they had quickly come to acknowledge that they truly didn't like sharing you with anyone; not your classmates and teachers, not the general public or staff workers of restaurants and stores they took you to, hell, they didn't even like it on the rare occasions when Shoko or Nanami came around.
Nanako and Mimiko were the exception, but even their recent visit had felt like it was cutting into their time together with you.
They had already been insanely possessive of you since well before Christmas, but after spending those two weeks alone with you up at the cabin, without the unwanted intrusion of school and other people getting in the way of their time with you and each other, they're desire to keep you locked away had grown into a monstrous obsession. Even just living in the penthouse now felt far too suffocating for them, like the very notion of other people being so close by was somehow going to take you away from them. And while they wouldn't mind coming back to visit every so often, or take you on vacations to other far away places, they also knew without a doubt that so long as they had you and one another, they could happily go the rest of their lives never leaving that mountain again.
You might not like it, but they were confident you would eventually come to understand that this was all for your own good, that you didn't need anyone else in your life but them, and if they foolishly allowed you to form attachments with other people, it would only end up hurting you in the end when you lost all of them.
They wanted you completely to themselves, to have you so reliant on them that you would know better than to talk to anyone ever again, not unless it was a life or death emergency or they were right there with you.
Were their desires completely selfish and utterly misogynistic by modern standards?
Yes, absolutely. They could at least be man enough to acknowledge that dark fact.
But, did either of them really care all that much, especially if it meant getting exactly what they wanted?
Not even a little bit.
They had known from the very beginning that they were willing to lock you away with them if the need for such a thing ever arose, and perhaps they were even hopeful for such an outcome to a certain degree, the only difference now was that such a measure was no longer the last resort, but was instead the preferred option.
Satoru nodded before taking a few long slow breaths to calm his raging jealousy, and was at least partially pacified to see that, while he appeared calm and collected on the outside, Suguru’s eyes told him that he was just as upset by this as he was.
“I know you're right, and I know how irrational and selfish it is to get so worked up over the mere sight of her just talking to someone else, but I just…”
His rant trailed off and he was left unsure of what words he could use to properly articulate what it was he felt in this moment.
Thankfully for him though, like always, he didn't need words for Suguru to understand the gist of what he was trying to convey, because they were already on the same page.
“I know, and I don't like it either, but we have to handle this problem in a not so obvious way, otherwise we run the risk of setting back all the progress we've made with her so far.”
Satoru nodded in understanding, knowing that his boyfriend was right about how they needed to approach this situation with you, especially when you didn't even know you had done something you weren't supposed to.
He truly wished that they could avoid tricking you like this, that you would just rely on them wholeheartedly and completely, but, however unknowingly on your part, you were giving them no real choice in the matter. They needed to keep you safe from all potential threats, even ones that could stem from something as innocent as a casual friendship with a fellow classmate. You were far too sweet and trusting for your own good, and other people would only ever take advantage of that goodness you carried, people like him and Suguru, but ones who were far less kind and loving than the two of them. And as far as they were concerned, the easiest way to keep you safe was to take you away from the larger world and hide you away with them.
“Do you have any ideas? Because I still can't think of anything better than marching in there and throwing her over my shoulder.”
He was mostly kidding at this point, his mood lightening once Suguru got his temper to simmer down to a more tolerable level, but the idea of going all feral caveman on you was certainly a tantalizing little idea, especially when he imagined dragging you into this same alley with Suguru and getting you on your knees to suck their cocks before taking you home, where they would proceed to show you exactly why they were all the companionship you needed in life.
Suguru laughed softly for him, but the deepening of the sound and the glint in those lovely purple depths he loved so much told him that his other half was just as turned on by the aggressive fantasy as he was, and even if he couldn't read him like an open book at this point, the way he pressed their lower bodies together left absolutely no room for interpretation.
“Just keep an eye on me and follow my lead.”
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You stopped mid conversation with your new acquaintance when muscular arms wrapped around your shoulders and a familiar peppermint scent filled your nose, so you knew before you even looked that it was none other than Satoru currently burying his face in your neck, his cold face a complete contrast to the warmth of his breath as he breathed you in like it had been years since he had last held you.
“Missed you so much today, cupcake.”
The way he practically moaned the words was enough to make your skin prickle and your stomach flutter, especially when you knew he was probably still very horny, despite his little escapade in the bathroom. Satoru in particular was never one to be satisfied from just a single orgasm, no matter how powerful, and sometimes, even two or three wasn't enough for him
You laughed a little nervously at his complete disregard for social norms and subtlety, but turned your face to the side to kiss his cheek and raised your hand to stroke his hair, hoping it would pacify him enough that he would at least avoid trying to pull you into his lap and getting handsy like he usually tried to do at times like this.
“You're such a big baby!” You playfully chided him by way of greeting. “We just had lunch together a few hours ago.”
“Yeah, but that was like 5 hours ago!” He whined incredulously, tightening his arms around you .
Thankfully, the cafe was fairly quiet at this time and you were tucked into the corner of the booth side of the table.
You gave Beatrice an awkward smile, feeling slightly embarrassed by his childish behavior, and was relieved to see that she wasn't fidgeting nervously like you would have been in her place, but was actively trying to stifle a massive set of giggles behind her hand.
“Really, Satoru… Can't you be bothered to show even a modicum of self restraint?”
You looked up to find Suguru standing at your other side, giving you a cheeky smile that told you, despite his words, he had no intention of helping you out of the cage that was Satoru’s embrace.
“Hello, sweetheart.” He said, and leaned down to kiss your lips, lingering just a little longer than usual before pulling back the chair to your left and taking a seat. “I hope you've had a good day so far, and that we didn't keep you waiting for very long.”
His voice was a tad huskier than usual and you could smell the faint traces of nicotine from the cigarette he’d likely had before coming inside still coiling around him. It clung to his hair and clothes as the cold winter air from outside sharpened the smell, but beneath the acrid aroma, you were able to detect the underlying hints of apples and whiskey from his shower gel this morning.
“You're both perfectly fine! It's been a very good day so far!” You cheerfully exclaimed, your eyes quickly darting over to your, hopefully, new friend.
That's when the two men in your life finally seemed to take notice of the fact that you hadn't actually been alone when they came in to meet up with you.
Both their gazes turned to look at her as they each gave her their usual charming smiles that you could see, like most people, she wasn't completely immune to, if the blush creeping up her neck and coloring her cheeks was any indication.
“And just who might this be?” Satoru asked and moved to sit beside you in a more normal fashion, but still kept an arm draped around your shoulders, pulling you in to tuck you against his side and rest his cheek against the side of your head.
Beatrice smiled at them warmly and introduced herself with the same explanation that she had given you when she first approached you in the lecture hall.
“Your girlfriend here has done nothing but rave about how wonderful the two of you are, and I can clearly see why.” She said, her voice filled with genuine honesty. “The three of you look so happy and adorable together.”
Your boyfriends shared a strange look that you couldn't quite make out, and for the briefest of moments, you swore you saw them roll their eyes together, but you were sure it had to have been some strange trick of the light. There was just simply no way your sweet and gentlemanly boys could be so rude, especially to someone they had just met, and a woman at that.
Sure, they had a tendency to get jealous and extra clingy whenever there was another man in your personal vicinity, and while you often thought that they were being rather ridiculous during those rather rare moments, you couldn't think of a single reason for why they could potentially act as such with a woman.
But those thoughts evaporated from your mind the moment Satoru’s phone was shoved in your face.
“Would you mind taking a quick look at this for me, babygirl?”
You looked at the screen and then back at his sheepish smile, unsure of what exactly it was he wanted you to look for, and upon noticing your confusion, he was kind enough to elaborate his request.
“My finance professor is having us write one final essay on profit mergers, and for some fucked up reason, him and the the English professor thought it would be hilarious to make us write it in English.” He groaned miserably, sounding for all the world like any other tired college student, and not the prodigy you knew him to be. “They said something about wanting to see if we could put both lessons together in a practical fashion, and this shit show was the best idea they could come up with.”
“So do you just want me to read it over and see if the flow sounds legit, or do you want me to check the grammar and spelling as well?”
His smile was beaming when he leaned down to kiss your cheek.
“All of it, pretty please!”
You nodded, giving the first paragraph of the document a quick scan before turning your gaze back to your boyfriend's.
“I’ll take a look at it for you when we get home.”
Then Suguru was chiming in with his own thoughts on the request, his smooth voice lulling you into a trance and reminding you of just how tired you were.
“It might be better if you just take a few moments to do it now, angel.” He quietly suggested, reaching out to brush some loose hair out of your face while flashing you a gentle smile. “You and I both know you're not going to feel like doing anything else once we get home, and you have an earlier than usual lecture tomorrow morning, so you're going to want to eat and go to bed early tonight.”
You sighed, knowing he had a point, even if you did think it was a bit rude to do so when there was another person sitting right there at the table with you. But one look in Beatrice's kind and understanding smile was enough to tell you she likely wasn't going to be at all offended by your diverted attention for a few minutes.
“Alright, just give me a few minutes to look this over.”
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While you were distracted helping your boyfriend proofread his essay, Beatrice quickly pulled out her phone to send off a quick text to her own longtime boyfriend to tell him good night, even though she knew he wouldn't see it until the morning when he woke up. It was just something she couldn't help doing, since it made her feel like she was still connected to home, even when she was clear on the other side of the planet.
She had already made plenty of friends at TUFS, but when she had spotted you on the other side of the lecture hall, she had felt oddly compelled to approach you, partly because she had hoped you could speak English and help her navigate this particular campus, but also because she had sensed there was something a tad off in the way all the seats at your podium had been vacant throughout the whole class, almost like everyone was trying to avoid getting near you. Some of the other students had given you strange looks, a few bordered on what appeared to be jealousy, while others looked like they were just genuinely weary of getting too close to you.
And as soon as you had mentioned having two boyfriends, she got the distinct sense that that was the key factor in the other students' strange behavior towards you.
Perhaps because polyamorous relationships weren't very common in Japanese culture, and your boyfriends certainly weren't shy about PDA, or maybe the jealous looks were because they had wanted your guys to notice them instead, fuck, it could even be something as juvenile as them all slut-shaming you for having more than one partner at the same time.
It could honestly be any number of things, but she had a feeling that, whatever the reason was, it had prevented you from making any real friends outside of the two men currently fawning over you like you were the center of their universe.
Which was really adorable in its own small way…
But, even though she wasn't technically a full time student at this university, she thought that maybe she could help you in that regard and become a friend to you, even if all it became in the end was a casual acquaintance that could only result in the sporadic lunch date or something every now and then. So she figured she could just start off by inviting you to hang out with her and some of the friends she had already made and see where it went from there, maybe to karaoke or something else easy like that since it seemed like you were particularly shy.
“I have to get going here soon.” She said, tucking her phone away in her pocket before turning to look back at you. “But I was just wondering if-”
Acute unease made her words stick like dry sand in her throat as she focused her attention back on you and your boyfriends, only to find that the way the two men were currently staring at her made her feel like ice was crawling over every inch of her trembling body.
But she couldn't quite explain what it was that was causing her hair to rise and her skin to break out in goosebumps, all she could say definitively was that she suddenly felt very unwelcome.
They're body language was relaxed, with the blue eyed one still holding you close, his fingers idly playing with the ends of your hair while he turned his head to kiss your temple, and the other brought your hand up to his lip so he could kiss your knuckles. Even their expressions were neutral at best, with their lashes lowered like they were bored and their mouths set in bland lines, not smiling, frowning, or even sneering at her.
But all the unguarded hostility she currently felt was definitely coming from their cold dead eyes, eyes that never once seemed to blink or turn away from her, even as they continued to move and act like normal, whatever normal was for them anyway.
Meanwhile, you seemed none the wiser to any of it, still sitting between them with your eyes on the phone, reading away while they stared daggers at her in a manner that told her they likely wouldn't lift a single finger to help if her heart stopped right that moment. Hell, for all she knew, they might even be hoping for such a horrible thing, wishing death upon her at this very moment.
And based on the way they kept plying you with little touches and kisses that seemed more like toxic brands of ownership than genuine acts of affection, especially when they still refused to look away from her, Beatrice suddenly got the distinct impression that you not having any friends and everyone in that class avoiding you like the plague was probably exactly what the two of them wanted. Because she really couldn't think of a single thing she could have done to warrant this kind of silent aggression from them only five minutes after being introduced.
Nothing except try to get close to you, even if it was only superficial at best.
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‘Okay, this entire situation is one big fat fucking NOPE! This shit is way too god damn intense for me.’
She thought to herself as she finally broke eye contact with them and quietly moved to gather her things and hastily throw her coat on.
“Look, it was really nice meeting you three, but I have to get going now.” She managed to stutter out as she zipped up her coat with trembling hands, now more eager than ever to get away from your crazy possessive boyfriends. “I almost forgot that I have a study session with a few classmates tonight and I’m supposed to help buy the drinks and snacks.”
She was already heading towards the door, when she heard your confused voice calling out for her to wait a moment, probably wanting to exchange phone numbers, but she couldn't wait to get away from you fast enough and pretended not to hear as she shouted a quick farewell over her shoulder.
But before she could fully turn away, she caught sight of the dark satisfied smiles spreading across the two men's faces, as the dark haired one, Suguru, subtly moved to block you from view, like he hated the thought of anyone else even looking in your direction.
So she resolved that she would try and talk to you about what she had experienced just now at a later date, next week when she came back for the guest spot in your class again, but right now she just needed to get away from the oppressive atmosphere they had conjured up so she could try and figure out how to explain to you that your seemingly happy relationship wasn't at all what it seemed to be.
She just hoped you'd be open to listening to her when she finally brought it up.
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You watched, feeling more than a little hurt and confused, as Beatrice practically raced out of the cafe with barely a glance back, almost like she was running away from something.
“Well that certainly was strange.”
You heard Suguru say as he moved to sit closer to you, no doubt sensing how bothered you were by her abrupt and hasty exit.
“Yeah, and definitely a little suspicious if you ask me.” Satoru replied in agreement, and squeezed your shoulders a little tighter.
You blinked at that, not sure what exactly he meant.
Sure, her departure was more than a little strange, but not so much so that you'd go on to call it suspicious. College was a hectic time for everyone, and even you had found yourself losing track of time every now and then while making mad dashes for classes where attendance was a big part of your grade.
“Why do you say that?” You asked him, saving your progress on Satoru’s essay and locking his phone before wordlessly handing it back to him with a muttered comment about how it looked perfectly fine.
Both of them shrugged, like they had somehow reached the same conclusion without even discussing it. Which, in truth, wasn't all that strange for the two of them.
“I don't know, I just got some weird vibes from her is all.” Satoru answered a bit oddly, like there was more to say but he didn't want to bring it up, before shouldering your bag while Suguru helped you put on your coat, even going so far as to button it up for you before the three of you moved towards the exit.
You blinked at that, still confused as to what exactly he was talking about.
“What weird vibes were you talking about?” You asked, perhaps a bit too defensively considering you barely knew anything about her. “She seemed perfectly normal to me.”
The three of you had reached the nearby parking lot where Suguru had parked the car that morning, but now you all had stopped walking and you were now looking up at the both of them, hands on your hips while trying to give them the sternest expression you could muster, but the concerned looks that crossed their faces as they looked at each other and then back at you had you instantly deflating.
“What aren't you two telling me?” You asked softly, as an unexpected lump formed in your throat, because you just knew you weren't going to like the answer you were about to receive.
Satoru scratched the back of his neck in a nervous habit he rarely showed, but one he couldn't help whenever he was about to have a conversation he really didn't want to have.
While Suguru sighed in defeat and slumped his shoulders, like he was resigned to getting this done and over with, whether he wanted to or not.
“Look, sweetheart, we really didn't want to say anything because we know you've been having a difficult time making any new friends and connections since moving here and we didn't want to ruin this for you, just in case we're wrong, but…”
There was a beat of heavy silence that punctuated the moment, like he didn't want to come out and say whatever it was he was trying to get at, but it seemed Satoru had no more qualms about speaking his mind on the matter.
“What Suguru is trying to say is that that sneaky little bitch was flirting with us the whole time you were distracted on my phone.”
You blinked at that, not sure what he was saying since you hadn't gotten that vibe from her at all.
“At first I wasn't sure, she kept smiling at us and batting her eyelashes while twirling her hair around her finger, but I thought maybe she just didn't intend for it to come off the way it was.” He explained, sounding more and more annoyed as the words left his mouth.
“Okay, th-that doesn't mean she was flirting with you though.” You tried to reason on her behalf.
Suguru nodded, but the look on his face told you there was more evidence behind their conclusion that they hadn't gotten to just yet.
“That's what I thought, but then she tried to start playing footsie with me under the table, even tried wedging her foot up between my legs to stroke my thighs and cock.” He went on, his already pale skin going even more clammy as he visibly shuddered with discomfort. “I kicked her leg away as subtly as I could, and that's when I think she finally got the fucking point, because she immediately left after that.”
Well, there was certainly no denying that kind of blatantly obvious evidence…
“I see.” You whispered, not even trying to hold back your clear hurt and disappointment as you wondered just how oblivious you were to not have picked up on any of that. “I guess I’ll have to try and think of a way to tell her off if she tries to approach me in class again next week.”
Tears were building up on your lash line, even as you tried to remain calm and sound confident in your words, but you couldn't help but feel betrayed that someone you had been hoping could become a friend had tried to do something so horrible to you. It wasn't like she owed you any kind of loyalty, you were essentially strangers to each other after all, but to go out of her way to act all friendly with you and then secretly flirt with your boyfriends when you were sitting right there between them, that was a whole new kind of low you had yet to experience with anyone so far.
Plenty of people before now, mostly girls, but also a few guys, had tried to flirt with them in front of you, but this time was different, because none of the others had ever tried to do so while pretending to be so friendly with you.
“What's wrong with me?” You suddenly asked, your voice breaking out into a sob as you stepped forward and stumbled into their outstretched arms, letting out all the hurt you had been feeling lately. “I thought she wanted to be my friend!”
You knew you must look like a total mess, and you probably sounded so whiny and childish, but neither of them seemed to care about anything other than comforting you.
“Oh, sweet girl, there is absolutely nothing wrong with you, nothing at all.” Satoru whispered, squeezing his bulky arms around you. “You are so fucking perfect, and anyone who can't see that clearly never deserved to be a part of your life in the first place.”
You just cried harder, shaking your head as you tried to argue that you were by no means perfect, especially if you couldn't make a single friend outside of the two men you were being so lovingly caged between, but neither of them was willing to hear your self deprecating words.
“Satoru is right, angel.” Suguru told you, his gentle tone leaving no room for arguments. “We see you for the sweet, kind, wonderful, beautiful woman that you are, and if we have to spend every single day of the rest of our lives telling you that, until we're all old and gray, then that is exactly what we will do.”
This went on for a few more minutes, with you crying your heart out right there in the middle of the mostly empty parking lot and the two of them doing everything they could to reassure you that you had done nothing wrong, that Beatrice had been the one completely at fault for her behavior and that her deceitful actions in no way reflected on your own character.
“Thank you both so much for always being so sweet and understanding.” You said, your voice now hoarse from crying as you pulled back to give them the best smile you could muster before leaning up on your tippy toes to give them each a long and lingering kiss. “Meeting you two really has been the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I love you both so much.” You admitted, stroking their cheeks as they beamed and melted like puddy under your praise and soft touches.
Satoru in particular seemed to be eating it up, as he backed you up against Suguru's broad frame before leaning down to kiss and nip at the tender spot on your neck just below your ear.
“Yeah, is that right, babygirl?” He whispered, his tone growing deeper by the second as his hands migrated down to grope at your waist while Suguru gripped you by the hips and hoisted you up to sit precariously on his strong thigh, letting you grind down on him. “You gonna let us take you home so we can spoil you rotten, show you just how much we love you as well?”
Fuck, they were way too good at this, you thought, almost letting yourself forget that the three of you were still outside in the middle of a very public parking lot.
“Or maybe we should just get you in the car right now and see how well the three of us can fit into the back seat, hm? We got that thick ass window tint after all, and it would be a shame to not put it to the test.”
And there was that pesky voyeurism kink again…
Thankfully though, Suguru was there to help bring the Gojo heir back down to earth before things got too carried away.
“Satoru, it's the middle of February, and the last thing any of us need is to be getting sick right before finals.” He reminded him, his tone stern, but still just as worked up as you and your other boyfriend. “Let's save this for when we get home and we're all sufficiently warmed up and fed.”
Satoru whined that Suguru was nothing but a big old spoilsport, but otherwise conceded and pulled back with nothing more than a nip to your tender neck.
“But don't you dare think I’ve forgotten that you promised to show me just how much you liked my little video from earlier.” He reminded you, and unlike before, you were now much more eager to give him something worth getting excited about. “Although, if you're up for taking suggestions, there's still that strap-on I bought for you that has yet to be properly christened.”
You felt a wave of pure embarrassment wash over you as the memory of that particular unused toy filled your mind, a bulbous thing with black straps and a thick cock that was nearly the same shade of blue as Satoru’s eyes.
“S-Since it's already the 10th, m-maybe we can give that one a try on Valentine's Day?” You nervously suggested, knowing that you would at least need the next few days to mentally prepare yourself for such a monumental task.
You had seen the way the two of them prepped and fucked each other more than a few times now, so you had a general understanding of what to do, but it would be something else entirely to be the one doing it yourself.
Satoru’s eyes lit up like festival fireworks and even Suguru seemed excited by the idea as he slowly began humping himself against the swell of your ass.
“Keep talking like that, sweetheart, and you're liable to make both his head’s explode from sheer anticipation.” Suguru laughed and kissed your cheek. “Then again, I suppose I’m not much better than he is when it comes to you.
“You are so fucking perfect, lollipop.” He whispered, pulling back from the breathtaking kiss he had given you. “And we are the luckiest bastards in the whole world to have you in our lives.”
You smiled brightly, feeling lighter than you had in days as he moved to open the car door for you.
“Especially considering how overly trusting you can be sometimes.” He went on, not noticing the way his words suddenly made you freeze in place. “If we hadn't met you when we did, who knows what might have happened.”
You blinked at him trying not to let your good mood sour over his rude and thoughtless words, but you couldn't help but ask.
“What is that supposed to mean?” You demanded, and weren't entirely able to keep the bitter taste of accusation out of your sharp tone.
But unfortunately, Satoru, who was either too dense or too confident in his reasoning, didn't pick up on the tense atmosphere, even when Suguru did and tried to quietly tell him to stop talking.
“I just mean that you got lucky when you went off with Shoko to that tea bar the day we met you, for all you had known, she could have been planning to rob you or something.”
He laughed like it was some kind of a hilarious joke in hindsight.
“And then you went off alone with us, which arguably, could have been even worse had we been anyone else, you even let me get you drunk and went home with us that night.”
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“Are you being fucking serious right now?!” You demanded, an uncharacteristic amount of venom dripping from your every word as your tone rose higher in pitch with every breath.
And that's when he suddenly seemed to catch onto how tense the situation had gotten.
“Honey? What's wrong?” He quickly asked, panic leaking into his expression and voice as he tried to reach out for you, to comfort you, only to gasp in shock when you backed up and slapped his hands away.
“You know better than anyone exactly what that day was to me! What kind of mindset I was in when the two of you, and Shoko, practically strong-armed me into going to that restaurant with you! None of you even bothered to ask if I wanted to go, you just kept talking over me when I tried to object and I was too fucking emotionally drained and tired to even care after that!”
You were seething with fury and rage by this point as hot angry tears fell down your cheeks, not caring who might be watching and listening as you let loose a barrage of rage on them.
“And then you have the absolute fucking nerve to use that day, the day after the worst moment of my entire god damn life, a moment that nearly broke me completely, and you use to… to what?!” You threw your arms out, as if that would encompass every wretched thing you were feeling in this horrible moment. “To use it as an example of what a gullible fucking fool I am, to try and say that I’m hopelessly incompetent without the two of you here to hold my hand and make sure your poor pathetic excuse of a girlfriend doesn't walk off with some stranger to be murdered in a dark alley!”
Satoru winched with every accusation being thrown at him, but didn't try to defend himself, probably knowing that he had royally fucked up this time, that this wasn't something he could just erase with a quick apology and a few soft kisses and hugs.
Suguru stepped forward at that moment, blocking Satoru from your line of sight as best he could, his hands outstretched and palms facing up, like you were a rabid beast he needed to pacify or you might very well rip his throat out for making the wrong move.
“Angel, please just calm down and-”
“I will not calm down!” You snapped back, angry at him just as much as you were at Satoru.
But then, as if all your steam had run its course, you suddenly deflated into a sobbing mess again, quieter than you were just a few minutes ago when they had told you about Beatrice, but so much worse because the hurt and anger you now felt was in direct response to the two people you loved most in world, and not just a simple stranger.
“I w-want to go h-home.” You whispered, wrapping your arms around yourself as tightly as you could and wishing more than anything that it was your mother's embrace holding you right now and not your own.
And it broke something in you all over again to know you'd never have that.
“Okay.” Suguru whispered, his voice so soft and sad that you could barely make it out. “We’ll go home, eat some dinner, and then the three of us will talk this out.”
He said it like he was trying to convince himself that such a plan would actually work, like this was something that an apology and short talk could fix, but as you wordlessly climbed into the backseat and huddled yourself into the corner to ignore them and their stream of quiet apologies, you weren't so sure that this was something any of you could come back from.
So... this was a very heavy chapter, both in terms of length and everything that led up to this ending, so I'm not too sure when the next one will be coming, but just know that when it does, things for these three are likely going to get a lot worse before they get any better, if they get get better at all...
Anyway, on that super happy note, I hope you all enjoyed this one and that you'll be kind enough to let me know your thoughts and feelings on it.
And as always, I want to give a BIG thank you to my amazing friend @talpup for all the brainstorming and encouragement on these stories! I’m sure I would have given up on this blog a while ago if it wasn’t for all of their help. I highly encourage anyone who takes the time to read this to go over to their page or their AO3 account under the same name and check out their works, especially Chaos and Erase The Shadow. They are two of my favorite BNHA fics of ALL TIME! And who has also started their own Yandere!Overhaul fic called Crossroads and is set in a 1920′s prohibition style era, it’s amazing and you need to check it out!
OMG HAI! I'm such a fan of Like Hoarded Gold 11/10 fic!!! 🙏❤️I'm a sucker for SatoSugu and love how you write them!!!!!
How would Yandere SatoSugu react to Y/N going out with a guy friend to "just hangout" ? And being TOTALLY oblivious they were jealous (I love jealous Yanderes so much 😫🙏🤤)
Satoru and Suguru are so much fun to write as yanderes, and while it's not exactly what you're describing, mine I feel is going in a slightly different direction, but I actually have a a scene for the next chapter where jealousy plays a huge roll in some very pivotal moments.
Like Hoarded Gold (Part 10) Yandere!Gojo/Geto x Fem!Reader
Part 9 TBC in Part 11
Summary: Suguru Geto and Satoru Gojo are complete strangers to you, but when they unexpectedly learn of the tragic news that has irrevocably shattered your life to pieces, the two of them become determined to help you and make you happy again, whether you want them to or not.
Warnings: Stalking, obsessive/possessive behavior, dirty thoughts, dirty talk, gaslighting, voyeurism, explicit smut, implied kidnapping, VERY YANDERE!!!, see tags for more...
Side Note: I do NOT and never will condone the actions committed in this or any future chapters, please be mindful and respectful of the fact that all of this is purely fiction.
The first thing you became aware of as you opened your eyes was the feel of a warm mouth and a wet tongue lavishing the back of your shoulders and spine with slow and lazy kisses, and while you couldn't see which of your boy’s was the one behind you, you still instinctively knew who it was.
“Suguru.”
Your voice sounded a bit raspy as you whimpered his name, probably from all the screaming and moaning you'd done the night before, and perhaps even from how hard your throat had been fucked by them each taking at least one turn with your mouth while you were bent over with the other balls deep inside of you from behind.
True to their word though, despite the rough treatment your mouth had received, neither had allowed themselves to finish anywhere but deep between your legs, and you swore you could still feel their combined fluids leaking out and slicking up your tender thighs.
Suguru smiled warmly and lovingly into the crook of your neck, completely and utterly pleased with how you knew both he and Satoru on such an emotionally intimate level, and even though he knew you were nowhere near ready for another round just yet, he couldn't stop himself from rolling his hips and aching cock into the soft curve of your pretty little ass.
“You're so fucking perfect.” He moaned, already feeling hopelessly needy and desperate for you again as he rolled you over onto your back so you were looking up at him with that sweet and lazy smile he loved so much.
This was exactly how you should always look for them; soft and content, like you had absolutely no worries or stress bogging you down at all, and he and Satoru fully intended to do everything in their power to make sure you stayed this way for the rest of your life.
You laughed softly and lifted your head to give him a quick peck on the lips before letting your head drop back down against the pillow.
“You're not so bad yourself, handsome.”
Somehow, after the mind blowing experience that was the previous night, you already felt lighter and more relaxed than ever before. It was like all the uncertainty of the last few weeks (months?) was completely lifted from your life; there was no more wondering if you were misreading the signals they were sending you, no more uncomfortable sexual tension, and no more wondering if you were intruding as a third wheel in their happy relationship.
One would think that going from having almost no true experience with romantic relationships, to suddenly being in one with two very passionate men at the same time would take some getting used to, but in all actuality, Satoru and Suguru were so familiar to you at this point that being with them like this felt like second nature.
Speaking of your white haired devil…
“Where's Satoru?” You asked, looking around for him, and immediately took note that you were no longer downstairs on the makeshift bed before the fireplace. The boys must have carried you up to the master bedroom when you inevitably passed out after your sixth orgasm of the night…
Or had it been the eighth? You weren't entirely too sure.
Suguru smiled and draped himself over you, covering your body with his own as he buried his face in your neck to kiss his way up to your lips, and all the while, he delighted in the feeling of you running your hands and fingers along the broad length of his back and shoulders, and even occasionally going higher to tangle in his hair and scratch lazily at his scalp.
“We played a game of rock-paper-scissors to see who would have to get the snowmobiles ready and who would get to come back up here to lay with you before going down to cook breakfast.” He said, his voice slightly muffled as he refused to stop kissing your soft skin. “Clearly, you can see who won that round.”
You chuckled softly and was going to tease him a little bit about the two of them being so adorably immature, but then, the reasoning for why they made such a silly bet in the first place finally registered in your ears and you couldn't help but feel confused.
“Snowmobiles?” You questioned, and glanced nervously out one of the large windows to see that yet another nasty storm had rolled in overnight, shrouding the world in a haze of churning white.
He smiled at your adorably confused face and gave the tip of your nose a quick kiss before elaborating.
“The hot spring, remember? We told you about it last night before…” He let the remainder of his statement trail off and gave you a cheeky grin as you glanced away with a bashful expression and mumbled something under your breath that he couldn't quite make out.
“What was that, angel?” He asked in a teasing voice. “I couldn't quite hear you.”
You were silent for a few seconds and Suguru was starting to wonder if he had done something wrong, but then you easily caved in and repeated yourself for him, obeying him like the good girl he knew you were.
“I said, I had more important things to focus on last night, two very important things in fact.”
Suguru felt his heart melt at your admission and before either of you could really register what was happening, he had his lips pressed to yours, swallowing your gasp of surprise and quickly tangling his tongue with yours in a wet and messy dance that wasn't too dissimilar to the way he had eaten you out the previous night.
A delighted shiver raced down your spine as he molded the hard length of his large body against your own while you fisted your hands in his hair and unconsciously opened your legs for him.
A low and needy sound came from the back of his throat as he felt the underside of his aching cock slide between your slick folds before he pulled his hips back and shifted to line himself up, letting his cock-head kiss the entrance of your wet and needy cunt before slowly pushing forward.
As Suguru took his time inching his way inside of you, you couldn't stop yourself from thinking that, no matter how many times you let them fuck you, you would likely never quite be able to get fully used to the initial stretch. It wasn't that it hurt, nor was it unbearably uncomfortable, but they were both just so fucking big. Either one of them was enough to make you feel absolutely full to bursting, like there was nothing else inside of you except whichever one of them was in the process of fucking you stupid, it was so much that it stole the breath from your lungs and made your mind go blank before the orgasm ever even hit.
“Deep breaths, sweetheart.” He cooed in your ear, sounding just as breathless as you felt, as he finally bottomed out inside of you. “You're taking me so fucking well, being such a good girl for me.”
The praise made you clench around him and the wrecked noise that came out of his mouth left your pulse racing, so you did it again on purpose, harder this time.
And the second your stranglehold on his cock finally let up and that narrowed amethyst gaze and fiendish grin met yours, you suddenly knew you were about to be in a world of trouble, and in all honesty, you didn't want it any other way.
“You're in for it now, you cheeky little brat.”
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Just a few minutes later, you found yourself positioned on your knees, with your ass up in the air and your face shoved against the mattress by one of Suguru’s meaty hands on the back of your neck as he pounded mercilessly into your dripping cunt and held up the majority of his weight with the other.
“Fuck, you feel so damn good, Angel.” He groaned as a particularly hard thrust caused his heavy balls to slap against your clit, making you clench down on him even harder as your watery eyes rolled back into your head and your drool soaked into the sheets.
Suguru knew he should probably be being a lot more gentle with you, especially after how many times you took both of them the night before, but you hadn't voiced any protests when he'd grabbed your hips and flipped you over, though he doubted he would have had the willpower necessary to listen to them, even if he would have wanted to. Thankfully, if the way you were incoherently babbling his name was any kind of indication, then you seemed more than pleased with his rougher treatment of you. It was yet more proof of just how perfect you were for the both of them.
The reality of being so deeply intimate with you was even better then what he and Satoru had been imagining all these months and Suguru knew he wasn't going to last much longer, but he had already made you come once, and he was fully determined to pull a second one from you before he emptied himself as deep inside of you as he possibly could.
“Come on, be a good little slut and cum for me, sweetheart.” He said, his voice low and deep as he leaned down to speak in your ear, pressing his naked chest to your back and caging you in even further. “I can feel you fluttering around my cock, telling me just how bad this pretty pussy wants to milk me dry.”
You never thought that Suguru, who was always so sweet and respectful, could be so damn good at rough sex and degrading dirty talk, or that you would be so into it, but like with so many things here lately, you were being proven completely wrong.
“Please…” You whined, already hopelessly addicted to the way his thick as sin cock kept sliding perfectly against your g-spot, like he’d spent years learning and perfecting how to do it, rather than just a few hours. “I can't-.”
Suguru already knew what you were going to say and cut you off with a sharp yank on your hair before the sentence could finish leaving your lips.
“Yes, you fucking can!” He declared, sounding more than a little mean and not at all like his usual gentle self. “You’ll behave like a good girl and happily take whatever we give you and you'll thank us for it afterwards with a smile on your face.”
Even if you had been able to think of a response to his out of character statement, you never would have been able to get the words out, not with the way his thrusting hips were knocking the wind out of you as pleasure coiled in your lower belly, like a vicious serpent ready strike.
“That's it, cum for me, angel.” He urged, and wrapped an arm around the front of your chest to pull you up onto your knees and plaster your sweat soaked back against his chest while he reached down to rub your aching clit with two spit slicked fingers.
And you did…
You came with an ear piercing cry of his name, unconsciously thrashing and struggling in his arms while he continued to roughly fuck you through, not just your own orgasm, but his as well.
“You did so good for me, sweetheart.” He whispered softly through shortened breaths, kissing you anywhere his lips could reach, his demeanor going right back to the sweet and gentle Suguru you knew so well. “Are you okay? I hope I wasn't too rough with you.”
Panting and breathless, you let your head fall back and rest against his shoulder as the rest of your body sagged in his arms, completely trusting him to hold you up.
“I’m feeling a little tender below the waist, but that was still amazing, though now I think I might have to start doing some kegel exercises if that's all it takes to work you up into such a frenzy.” You softly teased him, only to gasp when his hips jerked sharply against your ass and you felt his cock give a weak twitch inside of you.
Suguru groaned softly into the back of your neck, fighting with every ounce of his self control to keep from fucking you again.
“Unless you want to find yourself warming my cock for the entire rest of the day, I would refrain from making comments like that until you're feeling up to handling the consequences.”
Contrary to what someone might believe, were anyone ever given access to his and Satoru’s most deeply personal thoughts, they had no desire to hurt you, not even unintentionally. Sex was meant to be an act of pleasure and love, and if you were sore and in need of a break, then they would always give it to you. Even himself and Satoru, for as sex addicted as they were, still needed breaks every now and then, and if they ever saw that you were feeling more physical discomfort than pleasure, they wouldn't think twice about letting you rest and recoup.
“Well, isn't this a pretty sight?”
Both of you jumped at the unexpected sound of Satoru's voice and turned to find him standing just inside the doorway. He had a shit-eating grin on his face as those fathomless blue eyes of his trailed up and down yours and Suguru's bodies before settling on the the space where you were still connected, where his cock was still lodged inside your pussy, now with trickles of cum leaking out and trailing down your already stained thighs.
“Oh, please, don't stop what you two were doing on my account.” He said, his tone husky with want and desire, and truly looked for all the world like he was patiently waiting for Suguru to keep fucking you.
Suguru wanted to give him the show he so obviously wanted, he really did, but when he saw you winch a bit as you shifted to give your knees more purchase on the bed, he knew you needed a break; one that involved a nap, some good food, and a long soak in the hot spring.
“You're a little late.” He said with a soft smile, and kissed your temple before helping you lay down on the bed and rubbing soothing circles on your back, all while watching the way his cum was slowly dripping out of your pretty pussy. “We just finished up.”
Satoru, ever the brat, wasted no time and began to pout like an overly petulant child and whined just as accurately as one.
“Really, you couldn't control yourselves for at least a little while longer?”
Suguru let out a low chuckle, but even though his words were addressed to Satoru, he couldn't bring himself to look away from the delicious sight of your pussy so thoroughly smeared with his cum, nor that of his own cock, now twitching back to life, and how it too was coated in a slick mixture of you and himself.
“You snooze, you lose.” He taunted him as he ran a finger through your dripping slit and lifted it up in his boyfriend's direction. “But how about a consolation prize in the meantime; our pretty baby here needs some time to rest, so you can make yourself useful and clean my dick with that bratty mouth of yours before I leave her in your care.”
As Satoru practically tripped over himself to get across the room and clean the tip of his finger before focusing on the much larger treat between his legs, Suguru heard the way your breath hitched at his words and filthy suggestion. He couldn't help but smile as he looked at you, still blissed-out from the two orgasms he'd given you as you lay curled up beside him on the bed, watching with unwavering focus, and then to Satoru, who was now in the process of cleaning his balls with his ever eager tongue and lips.
His life really couldn't get any better.
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“Here we are!” Satoru said, slightly louder than average so you could still hear him over the sound of the whipping wind and the motor of the snowmobile.
After your morning romp with Suguru, you had been feeling particularly exhausted and had subsequently dozed back off to sleep with the sound of both men’s quiet moaning and filthy praises ringing in your ears, only to be woken up an hour or two later by a very naked Satoru with his head and tongue nestled snugly between your clenching thighs.
Not even 24 hours into this new aspect of your relationship with them and you were already starting to wonder how long you were going to be able to survive their seemingly never ending sex drives before the euphoria and exhaustion killed you.
That being said though, it would certainly be one hell of a way to go, you thought, a content smile tugging at your lips for a few minutes before your white haired boyfriend, it was certainly going to take you a little while to get used to using that particular term, began ushering you to leave your very warm and cozy bed and get ready to leave.
You had complained about needing to take a shower when Satoru had begun rummaging through the dressers to find you some clothes, but he had swiftly shut the idea down, much to your annoyance, citing that you would just need to bathe again before getting in the hot spring water, so you may as well hold off for another hour or two.
And also to your chagrin, he’d made a very strong point, although you strongly suspected that there was more to it than just practicality on his part, you just didn't know what that 'something more’ was exactly. But, the dirty smirk on his face and the devious glint that lit his eyes every time he looked at your tangled hair and the fluid marks all over your skin had given you a fairly strong clue.
Even with the promise of getting to take a dip in a private hot spring, you hadn't been all that thrilled about the prospect of doing so in the middle of an actual blizzard, but now that you were actually looking at why the boys had been so unconcerned about the weather, you were completely blown away.
“Seriously?!” You were as wide eyed as a child at this point. “You have what is essentially a whole other cabin on the same property as the first one, and it's built into a freaking cave.”
“Well, it's less of a cave and more of a hillside, but yeah, it's basically the same thing.” Satoru shrugged like it was no big deal, but the proud grin on his gorgeous face told you just how happy he was that you inevitably approved of the surprise. “My parents had it built for me in addition to the main cabin, so that when they were hosting guests, I could be out of the way, so long as they weren't making me parade around like the perfect son and heir they expected me to be. Though I think part of it was also to keep my relationship with Suguru a secret from the rest of the public.” He whispered that last part, and it broke your heart to hear the rare note of sad bitterness that laced in his usually cheerful voice. “They never bothered caring about who I wanted to sleep around with and date, so long as I was clever enough to keep the ‘less desirable ones’ behind closed doors. Not that that mentality ever did much good to hide it, since practically everyone already knew I was into both guys and girls, they were all just more than willing to turn a blind eye to it out of respect or fear of my folks' reaction to it being openly discussed.”
You really didn't know what to say to that.
He had never shown any kind of emotion where his parents were concerned, he was always very apathetic and dismissive when discussing them, so this was a rare side to him that you had never witnessed before.
But, before you could say anything to try and comfort him, he was already changing the subject and moving past it.
“Now come on.” He said, helping you off the snowmobile and grabbing the bags he'd strapped down to the sled that had been pulled along behind during the ride over. “Let's get inside and join Suguru where it's nice and warm.”
When the two of you had gone downstairs at the main cabin for breakfast, you had been surprised to find that Suguru was nowhere to be seen, and your confusion had only grown when Satoru had explained that he'd gone on ahead to the hot spring make sure everything was in order, whatever that had meant.
But it made a whole lot more sense now that you knew it wasn't just a simple outdoor spring that he was checking on, and in hindsight, you probably should have known that there was no way in hell that the two of them would foolishly drag you out into this kind of weather for a quick dip outside.
As he ushered you towards the door, you noticed right away that it was made out of some pretty thick and sturdy wood, which made sense since it would need to be able to stand up to the harsh winter weather and moisture, and it was blocked in from the top and both sides to help prevent it from getting too buried in the snow, with large stacks of wood and a few shovels on either side covered by tarps. If it wasn't for the door and the taller than average chimney sticking out of the top of the large hill-like mound, you never would have even realized it was there at all, and it made you wonder what the exterior must look like when there wasn't a couple feet of snow layered over-top of it.
“In ya go, cupcake.” Satoru said as he opened the door and nudged you in first.
Pleasantly warm air hit you the moment you stepped inside as you got your first look at the interior of the mysterious secondary cabin.
It wasn't very big, perhaps being the size of a small western apartment, and while there were no windows along the walls of the dome-like shaped room as far as you could tell, it was an open concept space and so quaintly decorated and tastefully designed that the lack of an outside view almost didn't detract from it at all.
There was a queen sized bed pushed up against one wall, with plenty of fluffy blankets and pillows, though you weren't entirely too sure you'd need them while snuggled up between Satoru and Suguru, and all the furnishings of a regular home; a small kitchen and table for eating at, a sitting area with a fireplace and a couch the three of you could relax on, places to store personal effects and belongings, and even a small toilet room.
“This is so nice!” You couldn't stop yourself from gushing, but immediately became confused when you saw no sign of your other boyfriend. “But, where's Suguru?” You said as Satoru set the bags down before he began helping you out of all the winter gear he'd made you bundle up in before leaving.
Satoru smiled as he unwound the scarf from around your neck, letting everything drop unceremoniously to the floor before leaning down to lay a few kisses along the newly revealed skin.
“Probably getting the bath ready for you.” He murmured, letting his hands slip down your back to grab at your ass before pressing a long and drawn out kiss to your parted lips.
And the look on his face when he finally pulled away, the soft and lazy expression that reminded you of a cat laying about in a beam of warm sunshine, it took your breath away because it was the same one he and Suguru always wore when looking at each other. It was a look you had also seen them bestow upon you nearly every single day since the moment you had first let them hold you that day after meeting them, when they had openly refused to let you be alone in your grief, despite you being a complete and total stranger to them.
And seeing it now made you feel like an utter fool for not having picked up on that very obvious fact earlier on.
“What?” You asked, ducking your head sheepishly as he continued to watch you with unwavering focus.
It was one thing when you thought all his hugs and kisses were of a platonic nature, but now knowing how he had always felt made the experience all the more flustering.
“Oh, nothing.” He replied, not sounding the least bit believable as he pressed his forehead to yours and slid his warm hands up the back of your shirt to grope at your waist and pull you even closer. “I’m just enjoying the fact that I can finally do this as much as I want to now.”
“What? Smother me with unholy amounts of love and affection?” You scoffed at him playfully, but gave him a quick peck on the lips to pacify him when he pouted, and then exaggerated the act even further by whimpering like a neglected puppy. “News flash, babe, but you've never held back on that front, even before last night.”
You expected him to laugh at your snark or pout even more, but instead, his eyes grew wide and his jaw slackened ever so slightly, but before you could ask him about it, he blurted something out that made you feel even more confused.
“Say that again!” He said with a now wide smile, clutching you even closer as his expression morphed from shock, to one of barely contained excitement. “Please, say that again!”
He sounded so needy that it was just as comical as it was confusing.
“Say what again?” You asked, chuckling nervously. “You're gonna have to elaborate just a little bit further on that for me.”
“Call me ‘babe’ again, or anything really, it can be whatever you want.” He said, almost sounding breathless with joy as his eyes sparkled with glee. “In all the time we've known you, you've never once called either of us by anything other than our names, you've never given us pet names before.”
You blinked up at him, surprised by the intensity of his request.
He and Suguru had never been shy in regards to referring to you with all kinds of cute and personal little nicknames; sweetheart, angel, lollipop, cupcake, and even ones like, beautiful and gorgeous. But you had never been bold enough to give them any of their own because it had always felt like tempting fate, like if you had allowed yourself to become so comfortable with them in such a way, it would eventually backfire on you and you would somehow lose them in the process. And even now, some quite, barely noticeable part of your conscious kept whispering that this was all happening too quickly, that it was too much, but it was a voice that was easy enough to ignore when Satoru was being so adorable… even if his neediness was just a tad more suffocating than his usual brand of overly clingy affection.
However, the adorable part of that thought won out in the end as you drowned in the glittering blue hues of his eager eyes and bathed in the sunshine warmth of his bright smile.
“Well-” You trailed off a tad bashfully as you tried to think of what to say, and eventually came up with, “I think ‘honey’ probably suits you a lot more, after all, you're often just as sweet as all that candy you constantly chow down on.”
Satoru, overjoyed with your choice and praise, was on the verge of bending you over the nearest stable surface as quickly as possible, to fuck you until you couldn't think of anything except him and Suguru and all the pleasure only they were capable of bringing you, but…
“If you really want to make his day, sweetheart, then you should just start calling him ‘daddy’. It's been a fantasy of his since day one.”
The sound of Suguru’s teasing voice in the otherwise quiet space was enough to make your heart leap into your throat as you whipped your head around to face him.
“You really need to learn how to announce your presence in a way that isn't so jarring. You're going to give me a heart attack one of these da-”
Your mouth went dry as you turned around to face your other boyfriend, only for the words to come up short when you saw him standing in an open doorway across the room and wearing nothing but a small towel around his waist that did nothing to hide his already bulging cock.
“I- umm… what?”
Fuck, he looked so damn good like that, you just wanted to climb him like tree.
“I said, you’d probably make his day if you called him ‘daddy’.” He said, his voice dropping into that low gravelly tone that you were quickly learning was like an instant aphrodisiac to you. “But, how about we save that, and you climbing me, for after you've had your bath, hmm?”
Then, as if struck by lightning, you suddenly registered his words and realized you must have stated that mortifying observation aloud and you couldn't stop the embarrassed little noise that quickly escaped your lips, only for the sound to come again when Satoru’s grip tightened on your hips and he pressed himself against your ass.
“Fuck…” He drew the word out on a long groan as he shoved his nose in the crook of your neck and breathed in your mouth-watering scent. “My dick might actually explode from the anticipation when she does finally say it.”
Suguru chuckled as he stepped up in front of you, letting one hand rest against your hip, right on top of Satoru’s own hand, while the other reached up to gently take you by the chin, forcing you to tilt your head back as you were pressed tightly between them.
“I doubt she’ll be saying much with a mouthful of cock and a pussy dripping with our cum.” He said, a sleazy smile tugging at his mouth as he ran his thumb across your bottom lip. “But I think she might manage to get a few words out, with the right kind of encouragement.”
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…
There was that nagging feeling at the back of your mind again, the one that cropped up every time they spoke about you as if you weren't there, or like you didn't have a choice in any of this. And you knew that they were only messing around with you, that this was just a bit of over exaggerated dirty talk to try and work you and themselves up… but it still didn't erase the way it made you feel like you were being viewed as an object.
But, before you could open your mouth to voice your feelings on the matter, Suguru distracted you once more by bringing up getting you into the bath before seeing to any other needs the three of you might have, and you were once again reminded of just how dirty and sore you were actually feeling.
So, it was fine for now…
You could talk to them about this issue at another time if it persisted after the three of you returned home, this side to your relationship with them was still so new after all, and it could just be something that would fizzle out on its own after a while.
“Come on, if you two promise to let me relax in the bath for a while, maybe I’ll be feeling up for another round later on.” You said, and was instantly rewarded with their sinful smiles and eager hands as they slowly helped you strip off the layers of warm clothing.
And while you were willing to put up with quite a lot for them, you were absolutely never going to call either of them ‘daddy’, that was for damn sure.
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“Make sure you send these to me once we get back home.” Satoru said as he sat in the hot water, casually scrolling through Suguru's photo gallery while he waited for his dark counterpart to join him.
It was later in the evening, and the two of them were taking a moment to talk and soak in the bath again after having thoroughly worn you out once more.
“Only so long as you extend the same courtesy to me.” Suguru replied, his voice full of smug satisfaction as he rinsed himself off with the shower head. “Don't think I didn't see you snapping a few of her from behind while I was busy with her mouth.”
Satoru grinned wickedly, his blue eyes flashing brightly as he stared down at one particular shot of you that had his dick already twitching again.
The way your jaw was slackened with your tongue hanging out, cum and saliva dripping down your chin and neck in shining rivulets, and your hair tangled and hanging messily around your face and shoulders, it was all so fucking beautiful, but the real cherry on top had to be the addition of the black blindfold around your eyes, making you appear all the more submissive and vulnerable for them.
After your extra long bath and a hearty dinner, the two of them had managed to convince you to try something a little outside of your comfort zone when they insisted you put on one of Satoru’s blindfolds.
His eyes were particularly sensitive, especially around bright lights, and he was prone to getting migraines and headaches quite often if he went too long without some kind of eye covering, so on particularly bad days, or when he just wasn't in the mood to wear his sunglasses, he would trade them out for the blindfolds.
He would never forget the way you had fussed over him, and still did, when you had first learned of it. How each time you saw him with the blindfold on, you would immediately jump up to try and assist him with whatever he might need: getting him pain relievers, something to eat or drink, closing the blinds and turning off the lights, you would even offer to give him cuddles and stroke his hair to try and help lessen his discomfort.
And he absolutely ate that shit up like it was his favorite candy.
Every time it happened, he would milk it for all it was worth, moaning and groaning about the pain so you would coddle him and give him your undivided attention.
And yeah, there were definitely times where he absolutely faked it to get you to drop whatever you were doing so you would pay attention to him, he'd even managed the seemingly insurmountable task of guilting you into skipping classes and lectures on a few days just to stay home and take care of him. And now that you were finally on the same page as them, he wondered if he could somehow convince you that sitting on his face was a good remedy for getting rid of a headache.
They had talked briefly about it that morning while you were still sound asleep, how they wanted to get some raunchy pics of you but were certain it was something you would immediately shy away from if they brought it up with you directly.
So they decided that what you didn't know wouldn't be able to hurt you, hence the use of the blindfold.
They told you it was about heightening the pleasure for you, and that definitely wasn't a lie, the loss of one sense was capable of increasing the others by quite a lot, but that hadn't been their main reason for suggesting it, it was just a wonderful bonus, since your pleasure was always going to be their main priority, just like it was with each other.
Satoru smiled to himself as he locked Suguru’s phone once more and set it down on the little drink tray that was placed near the edge of the deep wood tub before leaning his head back against the cushioned neck rest and stared up at the foggy glass above him.
The bathing room here really was a true work of art and was once the only thing he had ever really looked forward to during the few times he had been dragged up here back when his parents were still alive.
The entire space was constructed from only three base materials;
First was the weather resistant glass that made up one entire wall for a clear view of the forest and the slanted skylight, much the same as what was used in the main cabin, the only key difference being that this glass in particular also acted as a two way mirror, just in case there were any trespassing creeps sneaking around on the property.
Second was the dark gray stone that made up the tiles of the floor and the bathing area.
And finally, there was the hinoki cypress, a light colored wood that was perfect for insulation and able to stand up to the intense heat and moisture of the hot spring water that was pumped in from underground, and as a nice little bonus, it also gave off a faint lemony smell. This was what made up the bulk of the interior, as well as what lined the inside of the large in-ground tub that was the main centerpiece of the whole room, he’d had it specifically designed to be large and deep enough that both he and Suguru could both stretch out comfortably with the water up to their shoulders and still have room to move about.
Meaning that, for you, the water had damn near come up to your chin, which was perfect for the two of them since it gave them the perfect excuse to hold you in their laps, not that they had ever really needed an excuse for that.
“What's got you smiling like that?”
Satoru opened his eyes and looked beside him to find that Suguru was seated beside him on the edge of the bath with his legs dangling in the steaming water.
“Nothing in particular, just that I don't think I've ever been so relaxed in all my life, especially up here.” He said, and found himself frowning at the idea of having to leave in less than two weeks.
Suguru smiled in return and stroked his fingers through his white locks of hair, now slightly dampened with steam and condensation.
“And now you're frowning?” He stated, his voice softening as he no doubt sensed that whatever was on his partner's mind was very important to him. “Talk to me, babe. Tell me what's going on in that beautiful brain of yours.”
Satoru chewed his lip as he sat up straighter and mulled over how to articulate his thought process, trying to decide if what he was thinking was the right course for you all or not.
“It's just that I used to hate coming up here, you know, it was a reminder of everything about my parents that I hated.”
He couldn't have kept the bitterness out of his voice if he tried.
“That they gave me free reign and an open budget to design this place, not because they wanted to do something nice for me, but because they wanted me kept out of sight and out of mind unless they needed me to come out and play pretend for them, to trot me out like some kind of purebred show dog trained to bark and sit on command. And yeah, it got better after meeting you and being able to bring you with me, but still…”
Suguru continued to patiently stroke his hair, having already been aware of all of this beforehand, but knew that he needed to say it to make his point, even though he already had a decent guess as to where this conversation was headed.
“And now you feel differently?” He probed, gently helping him fill in the gaps he couldn't voice into words on his own.
Satoru nodded weakly.
“I know we mostly chose to come here solely for the isolation, just in case things went south with her and more drastic measures needed to be taken, but these last few days, being alone with just the two of you, without the chaos of the city or other people surrounding us, have just been so fucking peaceful, and I never thought I could feel like that about this place.” He admitted, perhaps a bit grudgingly, as it did hurt his pride a little to say it out loud. “It's like the three of us being up here together has erased every trace and memory of my parents' garbage existence, even from the main cabin, to the point that it genuinely feels like it's ours now, maybe even more so than the penthouse, and… I’m not so sure I want to give that up.”
Suguru could only stare at him in stunned but happy bewilderment as the words finally sunk in, as did their unvoiced meaning.
“Satoru, do you want us to move up here full time?” He asked, a knowing smile pulling at his full lips. “Because, if that's really what you want, then I’m all for it.”
Glittering blue eyes looked up at him with eager joy, a far cry from the somber expression he was wearing not too long ago.
“You mean it?”
Suguru laughed as Satoru’s infectious delight spread through him as well and he leaned down to kiss his forehead.
“Yes, I most definitely mean it.” He happily whispered back before taking on a more serious tone as the logistics of how to make the transition as smooth as possible started to list themselves off in his mind. “It’ll take a bit of time to get everything ready though before we can make it official; we still have our graduation to think about, but that's not until mid-March, then we have to figure out what to do about the penthouse, decide whether or not we want to keep or sell it, and then there's also the matter of your inheritance and your parents company to consider.”
“I've already decided on selling it.” Satoru stated, very matter of factually, his grin like that of the very devil himself. “If they wanted me to continue to play pretend even after they were gone, then they should have been smarter and made that a stipulation in their will, that I would need to actually take over and run the damnable business if I wanted my full inheritance, because I have no interest in carrying on their worthless legacy, and the only thing it's worth is how much money we can get out of it.”
They both knew that it wasn't like they really needed the extra money, Satoru’s sizable trust fund and his regular inheritance would be more than enough for them to live a lavish lifestyle and spoil you rotten for the rest of their lives, without the need to ever work again. But the money they would gain by selling the multi-million dollar cyber security company, that would set them up for lifetime’s to come.
“As for the apartment, I was thinking we could keep it as a place to stay whenever we need to go into the city.” He suggested with a light shrug of his bulky shoulders. “Just because we want to leave the city full time doesn't mean we can't go back for trips and overnight stays if we want a short change of pace.”
Suguru’s smile widened even further as Satoru spoke the words he was also voicing to himself, proving once more just how perfect they were for one another.
“Well, that was certainly an easy plan to formulate.” He said, chuckling softly at the ease of it all.
However…
“Now that just leaves one last thing to consider.”
“What's that?” Satoru asked, tilting his head to the side in the most adorable way that left Suguru’s heart melting in his chest before he got back on the topic at hand.
“You know she's not going to agree to this so easily.” He whispered a bit more quietly and glanced at the doorway that led back into the main area where they had left you to sleep, just in case you were to wake up and come looking for them.
“I would like to think that her growing social anxiety would help in convincing her that moving up her permanently is the right choice, but she's just so serious about her studies, and something tells me she’s not going to let the matter of finding a part-time job stay closed for too much longer, especially once spring and summer hits, and maybe that was our fault for stressing extra hard that letting us cover her expenses would only be a temporary thing.”
Satoru nodded along as he moved to kneel between Suguru's toned legs, so that he could wrap his thick arms around his waist and nuzzle his face against his stomach.
“We’ll just have to play it by ear for the time being, and if worse comes to worse, we just won't be giving her the option to say ‘no’. She'll have to learn eventually that everything we do is for her own good, even if she doesn't agree with it at first.”
Suguru nodded in agreement, absentmindedly rubbing his hand up and down Satoru’s broad back as the two lost themselves in their own thoughts for a few moments.
But then, as if struck by lightning, an idea came to mind that, while it might not help in convincing you to give up your schooling to be their pretty little pampered housewife, it could buy them more time to come up with the right plan to do so.
“I might have an idea.”
Satoru lifted his head to give him his full and undivided attention.
“Don't you think it's about time for the girls to come up for another visit? Especially with them starting high school next year, they'll need to start submitting applications for enrollment tests if they want to get into any of their top choices.”
Satoru’s only response was to smile fiendishly before leaning up to kiss him senseless…
I was actually very happy with how this chapter came out this go round, so I really hope you all enjoy this new chapter! 😊
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Like Hoarded Gold (Part 9) Yandere!Gojo/Geto x Fem!Reader
Part 8 & Part 10
Summary: Suguru Geto and Satoru Gojo are complete strangers to you, but when they unexpectedly learn of the tragic news that has irrevocably shattered your life to pieces, the two of them become determined to help you and make you happy again, whether you want them to or not.
Warnings: Stalking, obsessive/possessive behavior, dirty thoughts, dirty talk, gaslighting, voyeurism, heavy smut, VERY YANDERE!!!, see tags for more...
Side Note: I do NOT and never will condone the actions committed in this or any future chapters, please be mindful and respectful of the fact that all of this is purely fiction.
“Anything for you, Sweetheart.” Suguru said with a blinding smile as Satoru nodded his own agreement. “We'll give you whatever you need to make this work.”
You visibly sagged with relief upon hearing those words, having feared they would be upset with your admittance to not yet having the same strong feelings for them as they apparently already had for you, but now that you knew that was not the case, you felt much more at ease.
Unbeknownst to you, the two men currently fawning over you had already anticipated this sort of response and were prepared to deal with it accordingly, because in truth, they knew you loved them just as fiercely as they loved you, as well as each other, you only needed a bit of time and encouragement to fully realize that, and they were happy to give it to you, within reason of course.
“So…” Satoru said, drawing out the word in a long drawl that always promised trouble for the individual on the receiving end of it. “Does that mean you're our girl now, baby? That you're gonna let us show you just how good you're going to have it with us from now on?”
Your breath hitched when you felt the tips of his long fingers skimming just inside the waistband of your shorts.
“We're going to take such good care of you, just like we've always promised.” He whispered, dragging his lips along your neck and shoulder again and further deepening that spark of desire that had been brewing inside of you for so many weeks now. “So just relax and let us handle the rest, let us love you the way you deserve to be loved.”
His voice was as sweet as honey, lulling you in with a promise of everything you had been wanting for far longer than you were willing to admit to them, and even though you knew it was far too soon for this to happen, that this could jeopardize what hadn't even had a chance to really begin, you still found yourself sinking back against him with a shuddering sigh. And perhaps it was the alcohol in your system, but you simply couldn't bring yourself to care anymore about the potential consequences of letting this happen. All you wanted right at this moment was the two of them, and if all they wanted was you in turn, then you would worry about the ramifications at a later date and time.
Suguru smiled at the sight of you in Satoru’s embrace, the image every bit as beautiful as it always was, but now so much more complete, in a way it never had been before, and he knew by the expression on Satoru’s face as they shared a heated look that his boyfriend felt the same.
“I certainly hope you got enough sleep last night, sweetheart.” He said, his tone light and teasing as he leaned further down, until his smiling lips were just shy of touching your own trembling mouth again. “Because this is going to be a very long night for all of us.”
And then he was kissing you once more.
This one was even deeper and more all consuming than the last, he made extra certain of that, and was rewarded for his efforts when you moaned shamelessly and he felt your fingers immediately return to their previous position of being tangled in his hair to pull him even closer.
“I think we can safely assume that she's on board.” Satoru breathlessly stated, and used your current distraction with Suguru to speed things along by slipping one hand up the front of your shirt to grope at your soft breasts, and the other down the front of your shorts to fully cup your clothed sex, and wasn't the least bit surprised to find your panties completely saturated. “But this definitely confirms it.” He punctuated the statement by lightly rubbing his middle finger back and forth along your slit before adding a bit of gentle pressure to your clit, and grinned devilishly when he felt you moan into the kiss you were sharing with Suguru.
Your head was spinning at a mile a minute, and between the way Suguru was licking every single inch of your mouth like a starving beast, and the way Satoru was tweaking your nipple and stroking your slit like a practiced musician, you had no idea how you were supposed to survive the night with them and still walk away with your sanity intact afterwards.
Or maybe that was their plan all along, to drive you so insane with lust that your mind would break under the blissful pleasure.
It certainly wouldn't be the worst way to go…
“I always knew these pretty tits of yours were gonna be so fucking sensitive.” Satoru breathed against your ear and rolled your nipple between his thumb and index finger to emphasize his point. “I don't know which I've fantasized about more; sucking on your clit, or on these sweet little nipples.”
Suguru pulled away from your mouth with a gasping breath and a fiendish grin when you arched your back in pleasure, leaving behind a string of saliva still connecting your lips to one another.
“You'll just have to wait your turn for all that, you greedy little brat.” He said, and before you knew what was happening, he was yanking your shirt up and over your head before tossing it off to the side, all in one smooth motion as those greedy amethyst eyes of his became mesmerized watching the way your breasts bounced and swayed with your body's hypnotic movements. “I already agreed to let you be the first to fuck her, which means that everything else is mine.”
Satoru rolled his eyes, but there was no true malice behind the expression, not when he could now look down and see your full breasts swaying and positively glowing in the warm light of the fire and all the twinkling decorations. Your nipples were hard and standing at full attention, and his mouth watered as he imagined how they were going to feel and taste once it was finally his turn to get his lips and tongue wrapped around them.
But for now, he would just have to settle for getting to watch Suguru devour your perfect body like the feast it was.
“Then what the fuck are you waiting for.” He teased, and moved to gently cup them both in his impatient hands, lifting them up as something of an offering to the man before you both. “You've been just as patient as me, so come on, baby… come get your treat.”
What little was left of your rational mind told you that you should probably be at least a little bit upset about the way they were objectifying your body and talking about you like you weren't a very willing participant in this situation, but every single one of those thoughts eddied out of your mind the moment Suguru flashed you a wolfish grin and quickly bent down to suck one pert nipple into the heat of his warm wet mouth.
You whimpered at the contact and threw your head back against Satoru’s shoulder with a not-so-quiet moan, much to his eternal delight, as it gave him the perfect view to watch Suguru sucking at one pretty breast like a piece of candy, while he pinched and fondled the other like it was the world's greatest stress ball.
It wasn't the filthiest thing in the world, especially compared to some of the things they planned on doing to you eventually, but just seeing Suguru and you together so intimately was more than enough to remind him of his own aching arousal, and knowing that it might be some time before Suguru was ready to let him finally have his turn with you, he decided to give himself a bit of relief.
“I’m going to move and have you lean back for me now, okay, baby?” He whispered, brushing his lips against your cheek as you obediently did as you were told and laid back against the wall of pillows he had just been propped up against, with Suguru still firmly fixated on your chest as he followed your movements with confidence and practiced ease. “That's our good girl, just let Suguru keep taking care of you while I get a bit more comfortable.”
You keened at the praise and nodded your head in understanding, but even with the feeling of Suguru's warm tongue still swirling around one of your peaked nipples and his calloused fingers pinching the other, you still couldn't take your eyes off of Satoru as he moved a short distance away. You briefly wondered how it was possible for someone that big to move with such fluidity and grace, but that thought died as quickly as it had formed when you saw his thumbs tuck into the waistband of his bottoms to slowly drag them down his hips to free his cock.
And now you knew of exactly one more reason for why he was so gosh darn arrogant and full of himself…
Your mouth went dry and your pussy gushed at the sight of it slapping against his chiseled abdomen; all pale and pretty, with a flushed red tip leaking what seemed to be an endless stream of pre-cum, and you couldn't help but wonder how the hell he was ever supposed to fit inside of you. Surely, even if his impressive girth didn't split you in two, then the sheer ridiculous length he had on him would undoubtedly be enough to punch a hole in your stomach.
Blue eyes flashing dangerously, he grinned with wicked delight when he saw the way your eyes stayed glued to his engorged cock, even as he stood to his full height to completely remove his pants and boxers before kneeling beside you once more, his long fingered hand reaching out to cup your gorgeous face.
“Don't worry, babygirl.” He preened like a prized peacock over the way you were practically eye-fucking him, and groaned as he took his cock in hand to give it a few cursory pumps to help relieve the pressure. “I promise that we're gonna make sure you're fully prepped before either one of us ever gets around to fucking that pretty little pussy of yours.”
You felt your cheeks heat from embarrassment at the use of his crass language and covered your face with your hands before groaning loudly, suddenly wondering if you were truly ready for what was about to happen.
“Best get used to all the dirty talk, angel.” Suguru said with a low chuckle, pulling himself away from your chest long enough to use his mouth for something other than tasting and teasing your beautiful body. “You're gonna be hearing it a lot more from now on, especially if it makes you react like this every time.”
Satoru grinned and nodded in agreement while he watched as Suguru went right back to lavishing your other breast with his lips and tongue, and, feeling a tad bit neglected, he immediately moved to take up the space at your other side so he could finally get a taste of you for himself.
And it was well worth the wait.
You gasped in surprise when you suddenly felt hands on either side of your face and a new set of lips pressing against your own, and you quickly opened up to accommodate for the already demanding tongue now seeking to monopolize all of your attention as he set about trying to suffocate you with his kiss.
It amazed you that even though you had only shared two kisses with Suguru so far, and this first kiss with Satoru, that you could already tell the difference between the two of them, because they really were like night and day.
Suguru kissed you with a passion so intense it honestly made you feel like you were going to drown in it, but he had still been gentle enough to allow something of yourself to remain intact for when he pulled you back from that uncertain ledge, but Satoru was currently kissing you like it was the last time he'd ever be allowed to do so. He kissed you like his very existence depended on it, like he wanted to draw out every last bit of you and leave nothing but himself behind. All at once, it was too much and yet not enough. You gripped him by his snow white hair, tugging and pulling, unsure of whether you wanted to breathe, or just allow yourself to be swallowed whole by his desire.
In the end though, it was Satoru who ultimately made the choice for you when he pulled away from your mouth with a ragged groan to drag his lips down your neck, kissing and licking at your skin in much the same way you had seen him do so often with his favorite candy.
It was enough to make your eyes roll back into your skull.
“S-Satoru…” You moaned, tilting your head to give him better access to your throat.
His answering smile was like a wild predator as he slowly pulled back to stare at just how wrecked you looked for the two of them.
“I love hearing you say my name like that.” He confessed, his tone positively saccharine as he rubbed his hand up and down Suguru's muscular back, to remind him he wasn't being left out, since all your focus had been on him for the last few minutes. “I've imagined it so many times by now, and nothing compares to the real thing.”
Your throat bobbed as you swallowed down some much needed lungfuls of air, and without even realizing it, you found yourself doing the same thing as Satoru and tangled your fingers in Suguru’s midnight black tresses and scraped your nails against his scalp. As transfixed as you were by Satoru’s unique beauty, he wasn't the only captivating figure before you, and the last thing you wanted was to make your other admirer feel as if he were being ignored.
Suguru purred with delight at the feeling of you and Satoru touching him together in unison. The touches weren't even sexual in nature, but after waiting five whole months for this moment, these simple touches now felt like utter heaven, and he was happy to voice as much.
“Feels so good.” He groaned, nuzzling his face between your breasts and sounding just as wrecked as you and Satoru felt. “Perfect… you both are so fucking perfect.”
Satoru laughed, low and joyfully as he leaned down to whisper in his ear, but loud enough for you to still hear as well, and never once took his eyes off of your face and its lust-addled expression.
“Just imagine what it's going to look and feel like to have us on our knees for you.” He kissed the shell of his ear and Suguru felt his cock twitch excitedly. “Both of us giving wet and sloppy head to that fat fucking cock of yours, getting it all nice and wet for whichever one of our holes you want to fuck first.”
The imagery that Satoru instilled in his mind with those words nearly made him want to start begging for such treatment right that very moment, but he also didn't want to be too greedy, especially on this first go around. This night was supposed to be about you after all, and he had every intention of making sure that you were his and Satoru's top priority for the long foreseeable future.
“Maybe I’ll take you up on that a little later.” He said against your warm sweaty skin. “But right now, I think I would much rather be the one doing all the tasting.” And he hoped that the way he left three more open mouthed kisses against your chest, each one a little lower than the last, told you exactly what he intended to do while on said knees.
Your breath caught in your throat at his implication and you couldn't have stopped the broken moan that escaped past your lips if you tried.
Both of them immediately latched onto the sound like wolves catching the scent of prey while on a hunt and flashed you their matching grins.
“You like that idea, sweetheart?” Satoru cooed obnoxiously and moved to trace his finger around one of your pert and sensitive nipples. “You like the thought of Suguru with his head shoved between your pretty legs, burying his tongue inside of you while he makes you cum all over his gorgeous face?”
You nodded your head in agreement so fast and so violently that it was a miracle it didn't give you whiplash, and then you went and confessed something to them that had both men on the verge of salivating.
“But I-I've never… No one has ever… It's just-just that…”
It took them a moment to catch onto what it was you were trying to say, but once they read between the lines and realized what it was, they were absolutely done for.
“Babygirl?” Suguru asked a little breathlessly, and okay, maybe he was even panting a little bit. “Have you seriously never had anyone go down on you before?”
You looked away in embarrassment, but Satoru took you by the chin and made you lift your head back up to face him and Suguru.
“You were asked a question, cupcake.” He said, his tone full of dark promise and danger as he rubbed his thumb across your bottom lip. “So be a good girl and answer us.”
Your eyes widened and you had to force yourself to swallow down the knot of anxiety that had formed in your gut as a result of his dominant behavior, but despite your momentary discomfort, you still gave them what they wanted, because whether you liked it or not, you couldn't deny how much their unapologetic desire for you was the biggest turn on ever.
And besides, you knew deep down that it was just for show, that despite them both clearly being doms in the bedroom, neither of them would ever actually get truly aggressive with you…
Would they?
“My ex… he always said he didn't feel comfortable doing it because he was worried about how unsanitary it was.”
You weren't too sure why you felt so embarrassed admitting something like that, after all, it wasn't like it was your fault your ex was never very adventurous when it came to foreplay and sex. But it still somehow made you feel insecure, like your lack of experience on certain things would somehow disappoint them or make them want you less. But if the gleaming eyes and smug smiles adorning their faces were of any indication, you truly had nothing to worry about on that front, in fact, you suspected that your confession had done the exact opposite and had instead made them even more ravenous for you.
And their next statements only confirmed as much.
“What a fucking tool!”
“That is the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard in my entire life.”
You blinked at them, a bit confused by the intensity of their reaction.
“I never thought it was that big of an issue.” You mumbled quietly under your breath, and you truly meant it.
Sure, it had always been a bit annoying that he had expected you to give him oral, but would never reciprocate, but it was a very clear boundary he had established before the two of you ever got intimate for the first time and since you had never had the same hangup about it that he did, you never tried crossing it or refused to give him head out of spite.
“That's because you've never experienced what it feels like to cum on someone's tongue so hard it makes you see stars.” Suguru said between reverent kisses against your stomach as he maneuvered himself to fit more comfortably between your legs. “But trust me when I tell you that our tongues are about to become your second favorite thing about us, sweetheart.” He finished in a tone that left you squirming in his hold as he kissed your inner thighs.
This was a wonderful revelation you had given them, because while he and Satoru had been fully aware that you were no longer a virgin, they had never been able to learn just how much experience you actually had, and asking you about it directly would have probably made you feel a bit uncomfortable around them for a short while, and they had never been willing to risk letting something so insignificant set back their plans with you. So for them to suddenly learn that you had never even experienced something as basic as oral sex before now, it came as something of a shock, but one that was very much appreciated, as it meant that they would be your first in at least something. That being said though, if something like cunnilingus wasn't even in your repertoire, then it likely stood to reason that there was quite a lot you had never done before.
And he didn't even need to share a look with Satoru to know his other lover felt just as giddy over that prospect as he did.
“We’re going to fucking ruin you.”
“Gonna have you begging for our cocks by the time this night is through.”
Their voices sounded so calm, but their manic grins, their heavy breathing and dilated eyes, it all gave away their eagerness to get started, to finally taste you and give you the pleasure they had been dreaming of for what felt like an eternity now.
Before you could think of anything to say in response, Suguru had already slid his hands beneath your ass to grab the back of your shorts and panties so he could yank them both down in one single motion. The fabric rolled and slid down your legs faster than you could blink, and in just a few short seconds, you were completely naked before both of their piercing gazes.
Suguru’s mouth watered as he watched your panties peel away from your center, his eyes locked onto the sight as strings of sticky arousal made the material cling to your wet pussy like a second skin.
“Fucking beautiful.” Was all he said, right before he threw your legs over his shoulders and dove in to begin his feasting.
The first swipe of his tongue against your drenched slit left all three of you reeling.
You, because it was quite possibly the most exquisite feeling in the world.
Suguru, because both your taste and the reaction you gave were better than any of the lackluster fantasies he had been relying on these last few months.
And Satoru, because watching his boyfriend eat your pussy like a dying man was making his cock throb with anticipation for the moment he could finally slip inside of you himself.
But if you thought that letting Suguru go down on you was going to be anything like the way he kissed, then those preconceived notions were blown away the moment his lips and tongue touched your throbbing pussy.
He was positively feral, licking and sucking at your pussy with such unrestrained abandon that, for a few moments, it made your vocal cords lock up as you threw your head back to gasp silently as the new sensation of his wet tongue wriggling around inside your clenching hole filled you with a kind of pleasure you had never before experienced in your entire life. And then his big calloused hands were gripping the meat of your ass to pull you closer, so he could grind your sensitive little clit against his nose while he shoved his tongue even deeper inside of you.
“Listen to him, cupcake.”
Satoru’s voice was suddenly right next to your ear, his hot breath fanning against the sensitive skin and the deep baritone of his teasing voice sending chills down your spine, making you jump slightly in his hold as you quickly realized that he was now sitting beside you. He was crowding your left side, his heavy arm draped over your shoulders as he leaned over you to affectionately nuzzle your face and neck.
“He's been talking about eating you out for so long.” He confessed, his voice as sweet as sugar while he reached up to palm one of your breasts in his own large hands, flicking your nipple back and forth with his thumb. “I can tell just by the sounds he's making that you've made him so very happy.”
And he was right.
Suguru, who was usually the quiet one of the two men, now sounded more like a filthy heathen as he slurped, sucked, and drank from your pussy like he would literally die without it. It sounded so unbelievably nasty, but all it resulted in was turning you on even more, thus giving the dark haired man between your legs even more to feast upon.
“How's she taste, baby?”
Some part of you was mortified to hear him ask such a thing, but another was morbidly curious to know what his response would inevitably be. However, if the way he was currently fucking you with his tongue was any kind of clue, then you doubted you had anything to be concerned with. If he wasn't enjoying himself, then he likely wouldn't be going at it with such gusto.
“Like heaven.” He groaned, nuzzling his face against your wet heat to help push his tongue in even deeper, making you tremble with need. “I'm already addicted.” He went on, although the words sounded wet and were nearly incoherent as he refused to pull his mouth away from you for even a moment.
To Suguru, you tasted better than he had ever imagined, and while it wasn't a flavor he could compare to anything else, nor was it at all like Satoru's, it was still delicious all the same.
But in all honesty, it was your reactions that were really driving him crazy.
All your little breathy moans and cries, the way you kept saying his name in that sweet begging tone, everything about you was pushing him to the brink of insanity, right down to the way you were positively shaking and trembling with pent up need for them, for what only he and Satoru could give to you.
As for you, it was proving to be very difficult to try and think past the pleasure and feel of Suguru's mouth, and that feeling only further intensified when he reached up to slip two thick fingers into your dripping entrance, thrusting and twisting them to help loosen you up for what was to come. But when you heard a low groan and a string of curses coming from the other man on your right, you forced yourself to turn and look at him. And what you saw made your whole body clench with needy pleasure.
Satoru had one of his long fingered hands wrapped around his cock, pumping himself at a pace that had to be just shy of painful, but it was the absolutely blissed-out expression on his handsome face that really grabbed your attention.
He looked like a complete mess as his gaze shifted from your face, to the sight of Suguru’s head and fingers between your legs, and then back to your face again; with glassy eyes, a flushed face and body, and even a tiny trickle of drool clinging to the corner of his panting mouth.
And you suddenly had a very urgent desire to know how that expression would change if you offered him an alternative that wasn't his own hand.
“S-Satoru.” You softly whimpered his name as another moan slipped out when Suguru deliberately rubbed the rough pads of his fingers against your g-spot. “Let me help you… p-please?”
The moment your words touched his ears, that glassy eyed expression of his morphed into one of hunger and smug male pride.
“Oh, yeah?” He said in a teasing voice, gripping his cock all the harder in sweet anticipation. “You wanna be a good girl and suck my cock, baby? Wanna wrap those pretty lips around me and get a taste of what's going to be filling you up here soon?”
You looked away, feeling slightly embarrassed by your own brazenness, but nodded all the same.
Satoru's answering smile was the cockiest it had ever been as he looked down at Suguru, who was currently sucking on your clit while his amethyst eyes stayed glued to your face, watching each expression that passed across your features as he continued to wring every last drop of pleasure and arousal from you that he could.
“You hear that, Suguru? Our pretty girl here wants to suck me off.” Satoru said, loud enough to grab the other man's attention for a moment.
Suguru glanced at him out of the corner of his eye and smiled, knowing exactly what Satoru was getting at.
He hadn't been lying earlier when he said that, since Satoru was going to be the first to stick his cock in your pretty pussy, that meant that every other first was his to take, and that included which of their cocks you’d suck first.
However…
“Satoru.” He reluctantly pulled away from your pretty clit just far enough to whisper his name in a warning tone, and couldn't help but smirk at the sight of his perfect lips dropping into that bratty pout he loved so much, and he had half a mind to keep it there a while longer, but…
“Why are you making her wait?” He asked, as if the statement should have been blatantly obvious. “This night is about making our girl feel like the queen she is, and if what our Queen wants is to suck your cock like a piece of candy, then you are going to be a good boy and let her have her fun with you. Isn't that right, you big baby?” He finished, giving a quick kiss to your clit that had you jerking your hips and crying out for them in full agreement.
Satoru smiled more brightly than Suguru had ever seen before, and while he would have liked to receive a kiss as his reward for this momentous sacrifice, he was far too eager to resume his tasting of you.
And after all, getting to watch you choke on Satoru’s cock while he made you cum on his tongue was probably one of the best rewards he could ever imagine receiving.
“Open wide, baby.” Satoru purred as he crawled up to kneel beside you and lined his cock up with your panting mouth. “It's gonna be a tight fit, so take a deep breath, alright?”
The position you were currently in wasn't exactly the best for what you were about to do, especially with the distracting and mind-numbing pleasure that Suguru was currently inflicting upon your poor neglected pussy, but your desire to try and make Satoru feel as special as he always made you feel was all the motivation you needed to turn your head to the side and plant a long and gentle kiss on the tip of his weeping cock.
If he had been on his feet, the sweetness of that one simple little gesture would have been enough to bring him to his trembling knees. It was so satisfying, to see your soft lips coated in his pre-cum and smiling up at him with such shy and tentative affection.
Reaching out, he gently cupped your head in one of his hands, and when you finally opened your mouth to take him in, it took every last bit of the self control he had to stop himself from shoving it all the way down your throat and using your mouth like a living fleshlight.
“That's it, baby… just like that.” He moaned, and the sound of his voice, combined with Suguru's tongue and fingers between your legs, sent a powerful shiver racing down your arching spine.
He was so much bigger and longer than your previous partner, so you had to open your mouth wider and flatten your tongue a bit more, but after a little while, you finally found a rhythm that was comfortable, and based on the noises he was making, Satoru wasn't the least bit unhappy with your efforts.
“You feel so fucking perfect.” He moaned, unable to take his eyes off of your face as his hips jerked sharply when you hollowed out your cheeks and gave his twitching cock a particularly long hard suck that left him reeling. “B-Babygirl, I don't know how much longer I’m going to last if you keep d-doing that.”
You might have flashed him a triumphant smile, had your mouth not already been full to bursting with the delicious length of him, but then Suguru gave your clit a treatment similar to what you had just given Satoru and it nearly made your eyes roll to the back of your skull as you screamed and moaned around the dick that was currently shoving its way down your throat.
And then he was swiftly and sloppily pulling out of your mouth, with a desperate and needy moan falling from his lips that sounded somewhere between pleasure and pain.
“I’m so sorry, lollipop.” He said, panting and breathless as he squeezed himself in a white-knuckled fist. “But I can't do this right now, not tonight.”
…
…
…
His unexpected words sent a wave of ice running down your back as hot pressure quickly built up behind your eyes, even as the heat of your impending orgasm washed over you and made your back arch, because his statement sounded very much like a rejection, like he was suddenly displeased with your efforts and inexperience in trying to please him.
But Satoru, ever the careful observer, immediately noticed your shift in attitude and realized just how horribly misleading his words could be if interpreted in the wrong way.
“Oh, fuck! He exclaimed, and frantically reached out for you as he began groveling for your forgiveness.
“I didn't mean it like that, sweetheart.” He whispered to you as he began peppering your dejected face with soft kisses. “I only meant that I can't let you keep sucking my cock like that, it felt too fucking good, and I have zero intention of letting the first time I cum for you to be anywhere but inside that perfectly tight pussy of yours, and I know Suguru agrees with me.”
Your eyes went wide upon hearing his filthy statement and it filled you with so much unexpected pleasure and stark relief, even as it also filled you with a bit of trepidation and unease, because you couldn't fathom why either of them would want to take such an insane risk, especially when neither of them had any way of knowing that you were on birth control, since it was obviously a topic that had never come up between the three of you before.
But just like always, he was able to read you like an open book and realized what you were already thinking, and still, just like always, he had a perfectly believable excuse to write off your growing worry and forget all about his rather presumptive comment.
“I saw the pills on your bathroom counter a while back when I was putting away some stuff from the store, so I just figured...”
He watched, perhaps a bit bitterly, as you let out a sigh of relief, but he still released one of his own when you took the explanation at face value, because while it was true that he had spotted them a few weeks ago, there was no reason for you to know that they planned on spending themselves inside of you regardless of whether you wanted protection for this or not.
Although, a part of him did feel slightly annoyed that you likely would have tried to deny them such an honor had he not said as much, or if you hadn't been on something at all, because after all, it was their right to fuck you and fill you up in whichever ways they saw fit.
But, this was fine for now, you would eventually come to accept that fact in good time, they would make sure of it.
Suguru, who had been keenly aware of what was going on between you and Satoru, even whilst distracted by the heaven that was between your legs, reluctantly pulled back and away from you to join the topic at hand. Though he smiled triumphantly when he heard your needy little whimper when you felt the loss of his mouth and fingers.
Your reactions and behavior were just as perfect as he'd always imagined them to be.
“I think Satoru is right, angel.” He said, slowly kissing his way back up your body. “This first time should be something special, and the only time any of us cum tonight, should be when me and Satoru are buried balls-deep inside of you, fucking you senseless and making sure you know exactly who owns you.”
His words took your breath away, and not entirely in a good way.
It was usually in a much more playful manner, but this wasn't the first time that they had referred to you a tad possessively, calling you things like ‘Their Girl’, or using terms like ‘My’ and ‘Ours’, but tonight was the first time it had ever carried such an air of ownership and entitlement.
You wanted to say something, to ask them to tone it down a bit, but then they were moving, and what was now taking place above you was like something right out of the wettest wet dream you never knew you'd had, because the near violent way the two men were currently kissing each other should have been illegal in every sense of the word.
You had seen them give each other pecks on the lips before, both quick and sometimes lingering, and a handful of times you had even accidentally walked in on them while they were in the middle of a hot and heavy make-out session, but they had always been quick to pull apart before teasing you about it. Satoru even once playfully implied that you must have a secret voyeur kink, a statement you had, at the time, vehemently denied, but now you were beginning to wonder if he had unknowingly been right all along.
The way their teeth clacked together as they grabbed and pawed at one another like wild animals, the unabashed sound of their wet moans and praises of you and each other, it was all so much visual and audible stimulation that, without even realizing it, you found your hand moving down towards your still throbbing clit that Suguru had so cruelly abandoned.
You knew it wouldn't take much to send yourself over the edge, just a few hard circles and then-
“And just what do you think you're doing here, sweetheart?”
Suguru was suddenly gripping your wrist in a firm but gentle hold, while he and Satoru looked down at you with matching grins, the kind that told you exactly how much trouble you were now in.
“I- I was just…”
You tried to speak, but between the throbbing between your legs that had dwindled down to a dull ache, and the ravenous expressions on their faces, you couldn't form a single coherent thought, let alone get the words out.
“Let us make one thing perfectly clear for you, angel, just so there are no misunderstandings between us.” He said, his tone dripping with masculine dominance and a kind of authority that left your insides clenching with need, even while your lust addled mind wanted to cry out in shock and fear.
But if either of the two beautiful men noticed your internal reaction, they stayed silent about it and Suguru went on without pause.
“If anyone is going to be making you cum from now on, it's most certainly not going to be yourself.” He said, and for added emphasis, he slid his middle and ring fingers back inside you, causing your hips and back to arch in pleasure as he wriggled them around. “It's going to be us, every orgasm for the rest of your life is going to be ours to give and to take. Every moan, every sigh and gasp of pleasure, every drop of arousal, everything that is you, now belongs to us, just like we belong to you.”
Each word he emphasized was punctuated with a deep thrust of his fingers that left you reeling as stars danced in your vision, and even though you could hear his words as clear as ever, you were too far gone to truly register their meaning and what it was he was implying.
All you currently seemed capable of doing was agreeing with anything and everything they asked of you, and at this point, you would do anything if it meant they would let you finally snap and fall off the edge they were so firmly determined to keep you on.
Satoru and Suguru couldn't take their eyes off you, not for one single second, not even as they seamlessly traded positions. With Suguru gracefully moving to kneel behind you, allowing you to rest your weight against the solid warmth of his strong chest, while Satoru took his place between your legs, his large hands grasping the dip of your waist to pull you down the makeshift bedding, so the head of his cock was just shy of kissing your dripping entrance, which Suguru had yet to remove his fingers from.
“She's a fucking dream come true.” Satoru voiced aloud, his tone heavy with want and desire as he licked his lips and eyed the way Suguru's thick fingers were plunging in and out of you with such ease now that you were properly wet and prepped for them.
He hoped Suguru would be kind enough to let him clean them for him, because while the small taste he had received from their kiss had been exquisite, it wasn't nearly enough to truly satisfy him, but then again, he highly doubted that even an entire day of feasting on you would ever be enough to quench his thirst for you now that he had tasted such a sample.
Suguru smiled and kissed the crook of your neck as he imagined how, one day soon, once you were a bit more accustomed to their high sex-drives and their bedroom preferences, he would fuck you senseless with his hand wrapped around your pretty little throat.
“Now go on, sweetheart, be a good girl for us and tell him how badly you want his cock inside of you.” He whispered against the shell of your ear, his breath so hot against the sensitive skin that it nearly made you leap out of his hold, but he and Satoru kept a firm grip on you.
They would never let you go, not for any reason in the world, not even if you one day begged them on your hands and knees for your freedom.
Sorry for the long wait on this, and I'm even more sorry about leaving it so open ended, but I am just having such a hard time writing anything these days and smut just makes that even harder. (I know I sound like a broken record at this point. 😓)
My hope here is that I'll be able to trick my brain into thinking that it's easier to write two separate chapters vs one that's 16k words, and if not, then I may just have to leave it and jump to the events of the next one and you all can just imagine how the rest of their first night together went down.
Once again, I know most of you are usually very understanding about these kind of things, but for those who are still disappointed, I am very sorry. 😞
Please enjoy and let me know your thoughts!
And as always, I want to give a BIG thank you to my amazing friend @talpup for all the brainstorming and encouragement on these stories! I’m sure I would have given up on this blog a while ago if it wasn’t for all of their help. I highly encourage anyone who takes the time to read this to go over to their page or their AO3 account under the same name and check out their works, especially Chaos and Erase The Shadow. They are two of my favorite BNHA fics of ALL TIME! And who has also started their own Yandere!Overhaul fic called Crossroads and is set in a 1920′s prohibition style era, it’s amazing and you need to check it out!
Is there an anime character Hideki looks similar to?
Honestly, I never gave it much thought since he is an original character, but if I had to pick a character(s) he is most similar to based solely on looks (NOT PERSONALITY), I'd say it's a cross between Tora, from Midnight Poppy Land, and Yohei Kanbayashi, from Paradox Live.
Not giving him enough affection and/or not accepting the affection he wants to give to her.
Not listening when he tells her to do something.
Basically, if she's not at least pretending to simp for him as badly as he simps for her, then he's going to be a miserable sod who is, in turn, going to make her just as miserable as he feels, at least until she fixes her attitude. Though the problem with Hideki is that it's not his intention to make her further unhappy, he's actually trying to cheer her up, but he's to dense and stubborn to realize that the only the thing that would make her happy is by giving her the one thing he's completely unwilling to compromise with her on...
Her freedom from him and the promise that he'll leave her life permanently.
Like Hoarded Gold (Part 8) Yandere!Gojo/Geto x Fem!Reader
Part 7 TBC in Part 9
Summary: Suguru Geto and Satoru Gojo are complete strangers to you, but when they unexpectedly learn of the tragic news that has irrevocably shattered your life to pieces, the two of them become determined to help you and make you happy again, whether you want them to or not.
Warnings: Stalking, obsessive behavior, dirty thoughts, gaslighting, voyeurism, mild smut, VERY yandere!!!, see tags for more...
Side Note: I do NOT and never will condone the actions committed in this or any future chapters, please be mindful and respectful of the fact that all of this is purely fiction.
The two days leading up to Christmas Eve passed by in a flash, at least, for you they did.
But for Satoru and Suguru, they were the longest two days of their entire life as they continued to count down the hours until they could finally make their move on you, and without you ever realizing it, you were unconsciously doing anything and everything to push their already waning resolve.
And no moment of the trip was posing more of a challenge for the two men than the one they were currently facing on one very auspicious Christmas Eve morning as they came out of their room to find you cooking breakfast in the kitchen.
You had yet to take notice of them standing at the top of the walkway, watching you happily dance around in the adorable set of Christmas themed pajamas that Satoru had gifted you with the night before, and the sight of your pretty hips and ass swaying back and forth to the melody of the music was enough to drive both men up the wall.
“I'm gonna have her for breakfast on that kitchen island if she keeps moving like that.” Suguru murmured to himself and rubbed a palm over his straining erection as he watched you dip your finger into the bowl of homemade sugar glaze you had just finished up.
“Only a few more hours to go and then she's ours for the taking.” Satoru chimed in, and licked his lips as he watched you bring the tip of your finger up to your lips for a quick taste test. It made him imagine just how pretty your pussy was going to look, all dripping and smeared with their cum.
“I can't wait to have her on top.” Suguru groaned, his tone sounding only the tiniest bit bratty. “Just look at the way she's moving down there and imagine how that's going to feel when she's riding our dicks.”
Satoru grinned and nodded his agreement, but while Suguru was busy imagining the way you'd feel bouncing on his cock, the Gojo heir was consumed with thoughts of laying back and letting you ride his face while he slurped at you like you really were his very own personal little lollipop. Maybe he'd even make it a bit more exciting by having Suguru fuck your pretty ass and restrain your arms while he drank his fill of you. He could just imagine the way you were going to feel squirming over his face, grinding down for more friction while Suguru thrusting in and out of your ass would leave you unable to set a solid rhythm, leaving you with no other choice but to rely on the two of them to give your body what it so desperately needed.
They watched you for a few minutes longer, drinking in the sight of you and listening to your sweet voice singing along with the playlist of holiday songs you had thrown on for background noise, but eventually they pulled away to go back to their room and get ready for the day.
“I know this might sound a little strange, but do you think we should at least have some kind of plan for tonight?” Satoru asked as he pulled on his own set of Christmas themed sleeping pants, but opted out of putting on the shirt, partly because it was a tad bit too small for his large frame, but it was mostly because he just wanted to fluster you and show off in front of you.
Suguru, who had already changed into his own appropriately themed pajama bottoms, was currently in the middle of brushing his teeth and simply raised his eyebrows in a silent request for him to continue.
Satoru only smiled and shook his head as he slid his feet into a pair of black slippers.
“I was just thinking that this is going to be a first for all three of us, and that maybe it would be a good idea to have at least some kind of game plan, so we can make this as good as possible for her.”
They were both fully aware that you were no longer a virgin, and that was perfectly fine, but it was doubtful you were experienced enough to spend a whole night with both of them and not feel some kind of discomfort afterwards, especially given how big both of them were.
“Come on, babe…” Satoru waved a hand in the general direction of Suguru's crotch. “No matter if it's her tight little ass or that sweet as sin pussy, just one of us alone may very well split her in two if we're not careful, and that's not even factoring into account how it's going to work when we both eventually take her at the same time.”
“Please don't even joke about that.” Suguru grumbled as he pulled his hair back into a loose half-bun. “I can't imagine which would be worse; to find out that one or both of us is too big for her, or for us to accidentally hurt her in the process.”
“Which is exactly why I think we should talk it over.” Satoru replied, his tone already taking on a sort of husky timber as he imagined just how good and tight you were going to feel clenching down on his cock and milking him for every last drop of cum he had. “At the very least, I think we need to discuss having a few ground rules for a while.”
Suguru leaned against the door-frame of the bathroom and crossed his arms over his muscled torso.
“You're normally not such a forward thinker.” He said, his soft tone carrying a small note of concern. “So talk to me, baby. What brought this on?”
Satoru sighed and rubbed the back of his neck as he tried to find the words to explain his reasoning, and Suguru was more than happy to give him all the time he needed to get the words out.
“I just…” He started, took a deep breath in, and then let it loose before continuing on. “I’m worried that if we jump into this blind and think with our dicks instead of our brains, that we're gonna end up hurting her somehow.” He leaned forward and rested his elbows on his knees. “I know we learned from her old phone and the un-deleted messages on there that she's no longer a virgin, but… I guess I just want to try and treat her like she still is.”
Suguru nodded along, encouraging him to go on and get it all off his chest.
“You know as well as I do that we both have a tendency to get pretty rough when we're stressed and pent up, and fucking hell, this really is the horniest I think we've ever been.” He groaned in frustration as his dick twitched. “But I want to make this special for her and treat her the way she deserves to be treated, but I'm… I’m scared that we could really hurt her if we're not careful.”
Now it was Suguru's turn to sigh as he made his way over to where his love sat on the edge of the bed and took a seat beside him.
Satoru was absolutely right of course, because there was most certainly a very high chance that something could go wrong if they weren't careful with you. Not just in how they might have to handle you if you reacted poorly to their confession, but also in how they tackled having sex with you. It wasn't an exaggeration to say that both of them were on the larger side, both in body and in other areas, so they would need to be extra careful until you were accustomed enough for the two of them to fuck you the same way they often did each other.
“What you're saying really does make a whole lot of sense.” He draped an arm over the back of his shoulders and was immediately rewarded when Satoru fully leaned into him and buried his face in the side of his neck. “And I'm relieved that at least one of us was smart enough to have thought of it.”
That at least got a chuckle out of the blue eyed beauty as he lifted his head to kiss his cheek.
“So, ground rules?”
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“Good morning, gorgeous!”
You nearly dropped the spatula you were holding when you felt a set of strong and familiar arms wrap around your waist and a warm torso press against your back.
“Satoru!” You laughed once your pounding heart felt like it was no longer going to burst out of your chest. “Don't sneak up on me like that, you nearly gave me a heart attack.”
He nuzzled his face in the crook of your neck as he mumbled out an apology you knew he didn't really mean and, for a split second, you could have sworn you felt his lips and tongue graze the skin of your neck, but you knew you must have imagined it. It was probably just the cold tip of his nose, that's all.
Your boys, especially Satoru, could quite often be very over the top with their displays of affection, but kissing your neck was a level of intimacy that you knew neither of them would ever indulge in, simply because it crossed one too many lines, and as you kept forcefully reminding yourself, they were in fact, very very gay.
“I hope you don't mind that I took over the kitchen to make breakfast.” You said, and hated how squeaky your voice sounded as you spooned another helping of pancake batter into the pan to try and keep your mind off the way Satoru's warm and chiseled body felt pressed up so tightly against your back. “I know you said I’m not allowed to do any cooking while we're here, but I was really craving these very specific pancakes and I knew neither of you would get them just right, so I decided to make them myself.”
You were rambling awkwardly, you knew that, but it was impossible to ignore the way his breath felt on the sensitive skin of your neck, or the way his arms felt as they stayed wrapped around your waist, just beneath your unbound breasts, and talking was the only thing keeping you from instinctively pressing back into him.
After that first week with them, you had come to realize just how little affection you had received in your life, and that you were in fact, now starved for it, but here lately, you had been considering asking them to dial it back with all the hugs and cuddles, as it was putting thoughts in your head that, if given the chance to take root, could very likely ruin your still budding friendship with them, and that was the absolute last thing you wanted. But it wasn't just because of the unwarranted thoughts now creeping into your mind whenever one of them touched you a bit too intimately, it was because you weren't the only one who was apparently having those thoughts.
Just last week, during one of the rare moments where you had neither of the two men by your side, one of your classmates had approached you and blatantly asked you outright if the rumors were true and if you were really sleeping with both of them.
It had thrown you for a complete loop, because you'd had no idea that those rumors were even circulating, but you could kind of see how they might have gotten started.
Despite their friendly personalities, Satoru and Suguru weren't exactly known around campus for having a wide circle of friends or acquaintances, and aside from Shoko and another of their friends, a business major by the name of Nanami Kento, who was currently studying abroad in Malaysia, they really didn't have anyone outside of each other… and now you, of course. But unlike with Shoko and Nanami, Satoru and Suguru were very affectionate with you; Satoru especially didn't act any different in public than he did at home, he would smother you with hugs and kiss you no matter who was around to see him do it, and even Suguru would rest a hand on your lower back or wrap his arm around your shoulders as he escorted you around campus and between classes. So it really was rather obvious why other people had gotten the impression that you were “with them” in a less than platonic sense.
But every time you thought about asking them to back off a bit, you always found a way to talk yourself out of it because you knew how much it would hurt their feelings, and because you weren't entirely certain that you even wanted them to stop it in the first place.
At first, you had tried to ward them off whenever they got too close or tried to touch you, but that only did so much in the face of Satoru’s well meaning pushiness and Suguru's unending need to always try and fix everything for you, and in the end, you simply gave up on trying to keep them at arm's length and had learned to accept that this was just who they were going to be with you, and now you weren't even sure you could ever handle it if it were to go away.
You had always been very self sufficient and independent, but here lately, you always felt so anxious whenever you were away from them for too long, things like going out to run errands or anything else were now such an exhausting affair that you had stopped trying unless it was completely unavoidable. And if you went too long without feeling one of them give you a hug or even just brush their hands against you, you would begin feeling depressed and just the slightest bit worried that they may be upset with you for some unknown reason. You couldn't seem to shut these dangerous feelings off and it was beginning to drive you insane, as was the unwanted sexual tension they inadvertently invoked.
You knew it was wrong for a variety of reasons, but considering how unbelievably sweet and attractive the two of them were, was it any wonder that being around them constantly, living with them and being subjected to their particular brand of physical affection, had caused your thoughts and feelings for them to become muddled in the process.
But just because you knew why these thoughts were plaguing your mind, that didn't mean you wanted or appreciated them.
“Don't worry about it, Angel.” You heard Suguru say from your left, and turned just in time to see his smiling face leaning in to lay a lingering kiss to your cheek. “This trip is about making you happy and helping you relax, so if you really want to cook a few meals while we're here, we won't stop you. After all, we love your cooking, you know that.”
“Smells so good.” Satoru groaned, tightening his arms around you as he voiced his own agreement, although, with his nose still buried in the crook of your neck, you had no idea how he was smelling it at all.
And you absolutely refused to entertain the nagging thought that it wasn't the food he was actually referring too.
Thankfully, Suguru was there to distract you from those pesky thoughts by inquiring what all you were making for breakfast and what kind of pancakes you had whipped up.
“They're cinnamon roll flavored.” You answered happily, and knowing his love of all things sweet, you held up a small piece from a ruined one for Satoru to try. “I even made a frosted sugar glaze to go with them instead of regular syrup.”
Satoru eagerly took the offered treat from you using nothing but his mouth, and you couldn't stop the shiver that raced down your spine when you suddenly felt his lips wrap around the tip of your thumb and index finger, sucking and licking away the sweet and sticky residue until no trace of it remained.
And when he pulled back, the shit-eating grin on his face practically brought you to your knees as your thighs clamped together.
“Not bad, Lollipop.” He said, and then, to your stunned mortification, he suddenly pulled you back even closer and pressed his lips to your ear, his hot breath and soft lips tickling the sensitive skin there as his voice dropped an octave, sending fire racing through every atom of your tense body.
“Though that frosting isn't nearly as sweet as you are.”
He was gone a second later, leaving you with a brief kiss on your cheek and, unknowingly (or so you assumed), a pair of damp panties as he chuckled and flounced off towards Suguru.
“Me and Suguru will set the table while you finish up here.” He said, and you knew without even looking that the two of them were flashing you identical hypnotic smiles that would probably cause said panties to magically drop. “Then, I figured we could decorate the living room and the tree together, does that sound good?”
You nodded sheepishly, not really able to make yourself meet their gazes as you squeezed your thighs together and tried your best to think of anything other than how it might feel to have one of them thrusting into you from behind. Because even though you sometimes wondered if there was anything more to their actions than just some lighthearted teasing, the thought of them getting angry at you, or worse, pitying you for even entertaining such a ridiculous thought in the first place, it was just too soul crushing for you to handle.
You would just need to deal with whatever strange crush this was on your own, and if worse came to worse, you could always try and get that particular itch scratched by someone else. A task that you knew would prove to be a tad difficult to accomplish, what with your growing social anxiety and the way both men refused to let you go anywhere alone, but you would find a way to make it happen if it came down to it.
Maybe, if you were lucky, it would even erase your unwanted attraction to them entirely.
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“A hot spring, really?”
Later on that evening, as the three of you relaxed on a large makeshift bed of futons and blankets before the roaring fireplace, Satoru and Suguru were in the process of telling you about a hot spring pool located on the property.
“Yeah, it was one of the reasons that it cost my parents so much money to purchase the land and build this place.” He took a sip of his spiked hot chocolate and you couldn't help but smile as the whipped cream left behind a small little mustache on his upper lip, only for you to get flustered and look away a moment later when his tongue peaked out to slowly lick it clean.
And since you weren't paying a lick of attention to their faces, you missed the heated look the two men shared as they looked you up and down with barely restrained hunger.
Everything was falling perfectly into place, and all that they had done to get you to this point was finally paying off better than they could have ever imagined.
They both knew that, despite your ineffective efforts to hide it, you were undeniably attracted to them, that you secretly wanted them just as much as they wanted you, that you were becoming more and more reliant on them to get through each and every day, and really, they wouldn't have it any other way.
It wasn't, and never would be enough for them to simply have you in their life and in their bed, no, they wanted so much more than that.
They wanted more than for you to just be their shy, sweet little girlfriend, because what they truly wanted more than anything, was to own you; your body, your mind, your heart, and even your very soul. They wanted to lay claim to every single part of you, even the parts that were not truly tangible. It was what they gave to each other and to you, and they would expect nothing less from you in return.
And by the end of the night, they knew you would happily submit and give them everything they wanted, because they knew that just beneath the surface, it was everything you wanted as well.
“So where is this elusive hot spring?” You asked, your words finally beginning to slur ever so slightly as you downed the last remnants of your third glass of spiked eggnog and fell back on the mountain of pillows at your back.
So far, Suguru had been the one making all your drinks for the night, and he might have taken the liberty of adding an extra shot or two when mixing them, but considering how unbelievably adorable you were when you were tipsy, he didn't think he could be blamed for having a bit of a heavy hand on the liqueur bottle.
Satoru grinned wickedly when he saw the way your unbound breasts bounced ever so slightly with every movement you made. He so desperately wanted to give them his full attention, to see the way they would looked being squeezed in his hands, to feel their shape and weight in his mouth and suck on your pretty little nipples, flicking them with his tongue until you were a squirming mess, but what he really wanted was to see Suguru blow his load all over them so that he could have the opportunity to clean it up with his tongue. The thought of it made his cock throb in such an unbearably painful way that it nearly punched the air from his lungs as he imagined the taste on his tongue.
But as much as he wanted to pounce on you, to pin you down with Suguru and finally show you the true extent of their affection for you, he knew they had to be careful and ease you into it. This night was about you after all, it was about your pleasure and your needs, and they in turn would only be satisfied once they had thoroughly fucked you into oblivion.
“You probably didn't see it because of the snow, but there's a wooden walkway at the back of the house that leads a small way into the forest where it's located.” Satoru said as he took hold of your waist and dragged you to sit between his legs, letting you lean back against his chest as he wrapped his arms around your midsection and hooked his chin over your shoulder, nuzzling his nose against your neck. The action made you shiver with what he could tell was barely suppressed need, and he was so pleased to see your thighs squeezing together that he did it once more just to play with you.
“We won't be able to follow it because of how buried it is, but we'll take out the snow-mobiles tomorrow sometime and go soak and relax for a while.” Suguru handily supplied as he took up the spot on Satoru’s left and snuggled up to him as he draped an arm around his shoulders and leaned down to brush a kiss to the top of your head while his other hand reached out to rest on the other side of your waist.
“Th-That sounds like f-fun.”
You couldn't keep your voice from trembling slightly as the maddening heat that had been coiling inside you off and on all day suddenly returned with a wicked vengeance that left your mouth dry and made your voice sound a tad bit too high-pitched, but if either of the men took notice of it, they were kind enough to pay it no mind and didn't try to tease you about it.
But then, a thought suddenly occurred to you, one that left you feeling more than a little flustered as certain risqué mental images began to fill your poor under-fucked brain.
“Umm… you guys?”
Your voice was enough to cut through the haze of lust and both men only just barely managed to keep themselves in check and pull back enough to keep you from realizing that they had both been seconds away from letting their mask of platonic affection finally drop.
“What is it, Sweetheart?” Suguru asked, his voice growing husky as he watched your nipples harden from what could only be arousal, as the living room was already fairly warm.
Satoru, realizing that Suguru was taking it upon himself to answer your question, immediately went back to nuzzling your neck, thus distracting you with the way his hot breath felt as it fanned across such a sensitive area of skin.
Your breath hitched in your throat when you felt Suguru's warm hand slip under the hem of your flimsy pajama top and stroke his thumb back and forth against your stomach. It made your lower body clench with need and you almost moaned from how good it felt.
“Swimsuit!”
You practically shouted the word to hide the sounds that would have otherwise slipped out, as you genuinely had no idea what the fuck was happening.
Yes, Satoru and Suguru were very affectionate, especially with you, but this time was different, this felt intimate, in a way you knew couldn't be possible. Perhaps you were just so pent up and in such dire need of an orgasm that your body was currently incapable of separating friendly touches from flirtatious advances. You hadn't had sex since you were a sophomore in high school and dating your now ex, and the last time you had masturbated had been before graduation, so it had been almost two years since the last time you had received any sort of sexual gratification.
(For those who are unaware, high school graduation in the US typically takes place sometime between the first week of May and the first week June, and since schools in Japan don't typically start until April, Reader waited until the following March before leaving to go overseas and used that time to work and save up money so that she could cover the basic things since she thought her parents would be there to help her with anything else.)
Suguru looked very confused by your statement, and even though you couldn't see his face because he was behind you, you knew that Satoru was wearing the same expression.
“It-It's winter.” The words were lame and you knew it, so you tried your best to shake away the filth clogging your brain. “It's winter… and I didn't pack a bathing-suit.” You explained weakly, clarifying yourself and giving them context for your nervous outburst.
Both men were silent for a moment, and then, confusingly, they both laughed, but it wasn't their usual laugh, it was the one that you had nicknamed their 'Couples Laugh’, the one that you had realized early on meant that they were silently sharing something between themselves that you weren't privy to. It was low and deep, coming more from their throats, rather than their bellies, and here lately, hearing it always got you just a little hot and bothered.
“You won't need to worry about something like that, Lollipop.” Satoru said, and then, to your shock and mortification, he pushed the strap of your top down to plant an open mouthed kiss on the back of your shoulder and you felt his tongue flick the skin there.
You gasped softly in surprise and arched your back ever so slightly as a wave of intense arousal washed over you, and over the sound of your blood rushing in your ears, you faintly heard them laugh again as a sort of charged tension filled the space surrounding the three of you.
“S-So…” You weren't even remotely ready to try and acknowledge what was currently happening, so instead you fought to keep your breathing as controlled as possible while you went on with the topic of conversation, like you couldn't feel Satoru mouthing the skin of your shoulder with his lips and tongue, or the way Suguru’s hand had slipped higher up your shirt to rest along your ribs, his thumb brushing just beneath your bare breast. “Does…Does that mean there's a-a women’s side?”
Suguru was looking at you in a way you had only ever seen him look at Satoru, with a cocky smile tugging at his full lips, along with a heated gleam in his already narrow eyes as he pulled back to slowly and deliberately drag his amethyst gaze down the entire length of your trembling body and back up again, in a way that couldn't be interpreted as anything other than pure male appreciation.
Especially with the way he licked his lips like a starving animal.
“No.” He finally answered, his voice low and deep as he leaned back down to eye level with you again. “There isn't.”
You gulped nervously and watched his dark eyes track the movement of your throat with laser sharp focus before lifting them to meet your own eyes once more.
“I don't understand.” You whispered, and fisted the bedding beneath your hands to try and keep yourself focused and more dirty thoughts crept into your mind. “What does that mean?”
Suguru's other hand came up to cup the base of your skull, his fingers tangling in your hair as he angled your face to look up at him.
“No.” He said, his tone just as cocky and confident as his smile was. “I think you understand exactly what it means, Sweetheart.”
…
…
…
And then he was kissing you with so much force and passion that it left you gasping in shock, allowing him to slip his tongue into tangle with your own.
He groaned in pleasure and before you knew what was happening, he was suddenly straddling both you and Satoru at the same time while he pressed into you even further, like he was trying to consume your every thought with this single kiss.
Vaguely, over the sound of your own pounding heartbeat, you heard Satoru also groan in appreciation as his arms tightened around you, pulling you back further into his arms, and it was only then that you felt a very prominent, and very large, part of his anatomy pressing against your lower back, grinding into you as he gasped himself.
“Fucking finally.” You heard him exclaim in what sounded like utter relief as his lips resumed their earlier task of licking and sucking at the skin of your neck and shoulders with far more enthusiasm than he had been showing beforehand.
“You taste so fucking good, Babygirl.”
The new nickname he whispered into your ear made your pussy clench and you moaned when you felt his lips move to gently suck on your earlobe, but Suguru, who seemed to be damn determined to keep you focused on his kiss, pulled back just far enough so he could nip at your bottom lip to get your attention back on him before delving back in for an even deeper kiss.
On pure instinct, or maybe it was drunken courage, you found yourself suddenly pushing into his kiss and reaching up to tangle your fingers in the silky strands of his dark hair while you angled your head to allow him deeper access as you slid your tongue back against his.
Suguru seemed to greatly appreciate your responsiveness, as he groaned into your mouth with such force that you swore you could taste the lingering notes of whiskey still present on his breath and-
Wait… whiskey?
Why were you tasting whiskey?
And then it hit you like a punch to the gut, and through the cloudy haze of your own drunken lust, you somehow managed to get your hands out of Suguru's hair and moved them to his shoulders, where you proceeded to try and push him back so you could end this before it escalated past the point of no return and you all did something you would deeply regret come morning.
But neither Suguru nor Satoru were paying much attention to the fact that you had ceased responding to the kiss and both were as immovable as boulders that seemed completely unaware of your attempts to get their attention, or perhaps they did notice and merely thought it was part of your own enthusiasm.
Satoru in particular seemed to think this as he unwound his arms from your waist and moved his hands to grip your hips so he could grind himself more firmly against the center of your ass. “You feel like a fucking dream.” He moaned, and all the other noises coming out of his mouth made him sound completely wrecked. “Gonna feel even better once I have you wrapped around my cock and squeezing down on me like a fucking vice.”
You moaned involuntarily at the dark promise in his filthy words and the intoxicated part of your brain was making a damned good effort of trying to convince you to just give in and let this happen. And perhaps you might have listened to it with anyone else, but even with as much as you wanted this, as much as you wanted them, you couldn't let that happen, not when all of you were under the influence of alcohol and not entirely in your right minds.
And certainly not when the two of them were so unbelievably happy together.
So, since pushing at Suguru's chest wasn't getting through to him, you instead went for different approach and reached up to grab his hair again, but this time, rather than tangling your fingers in to pull him closer, you instead gave it a sharp and rather painful yank, as evidenced by the way he pulled back from your lips with a low hiss of discomfort.
For a moment you truly thought he was going to be angry with you, but once he opened his eyes and met your own widening gaze, you quickly realized that couldn't have been further from the truth, and if the wolfish grin taking over his face was of any indication, all it had seemingly done was excite him even more.
“Dirty little minx.” He said, panting and breathless, and the tone he used was filled with so much pride and lust that, had you been standing, it would have brought you to your knees. “You're so fucking perfect, I always knew you were going to be the perfect one for us.” He went on, and you felt Satoru nod his agreement, even as he kept rubbing himself against you and never even bothered pulling his mouth away from your neck and shoulders.
But then he was moving with renewed vigor and you could see that he was gearing up to resume the kiss you had only just managed to put a stop to, and as much as their words sparked a seed of hope inside of you, you still couldn't let this happen, not like this.
“Wait! Just… Just stop for a second, please!” You shouted, your own voice just as breathless as you ducked your head to avoid his lips meeting yours. “We're drunk and this isn't right!”
And only once you felt him pause did you finally look up to meet his confused and bewildered expression, and you swore you even saw a flash of annoyance pass across his face, but it was gone a second later and you decided you must have imagined it.
“Is that why you think we're doing this?” Suguru asked, and you weren't so intoxicated that you couldn't pick up on the note of amusement lacing his deep voice. “You think we only want you right now because we're drunk?”
You didn't really know what to say to that, and Satoru took your silence as an invitation to give his own opinion on the situation.
“Oh, Babygirl.” He purred, so close that you could still feel his hot breath and soft lips brushing the outer shell of your ear, and it made you tremble with want. “If that's the only thing holding you back from us, then you should be overjoyed to learn that I am stone-cold fucking sober right now, and Suguru has only had the two drinks so far tonight.”
That revelation gave you pause to think, and you slowly turned your head to look at him as best you could, and what you found there was nothing short of stunning, as it confirmed every word he said as fact.
His face was certainly flushed like he had been drinking, and his entrancing smile was a tad lopsided, but it was his eyes that told you everything you really needed to know, because they were just as clear and as bright as ever, not a single trace of fog or confusion to be found in those endless blue depths, just boundless affection and undeniable want.
And when you turned to look back up at Suguru, you found him in much the same state as the man at your back.
“I don't understand.” You whispered, still somewhat breathless from the kiss and the sexually charged energy still circulating around you. “Why now?”
Suguru smiled at you warmly before taking your hands in his own and tracing circles back and forth with his thumb.
“Sweetheart, how have you not noticed that we've practically been head over heels for you since the moment we first laid eyes on you?” He confessed, though you were still unaware of when exactly that first view had happened, and as far as the two of them were concerned, you would never learn of it, or of anything else they had done in their efforts to make you theirs. “You are the best thing that's ever happened to us, and neither of us ever want to imagine the rest of our life without you in it.”
Tears were gathering in your eyes, and they only multiplied when he leaned down to gently kiss them away.
“You are so fucking beautiful, and one of the strongest and most resilient people we have ever met. What you went through would have crushed most others, but not you, you pulled through it like a fucking queen, and even if we hadn't been here to help you, we know for a fact that you would have come out of it just as wonderfully as you have already.” He went on, and tilted your face back up to meet his. “How could we not fall for you after getting to know you the way we have and seeing the amazing woman you are?”
Your lips slowly parted to try and give him a response, but Satoru’s voice cut in before you could get the words out.
“We never even realized before that something was missing for us until we met you.” He whispered, squeezing his arms tighter around you and nuzzling into your neck. “We thought for sure that you would eventually realize what we felt for you, since we've been dropping so many hints for weeks now, but I guess we weren't being as obvious about it as we thought, since you seem to be pretty surprised by it.”
But really, the truth was that those signs had been very obvious, but you had been under the impression that you were reading too much into it, that what you thought was there was simply nothing more than a product of your lonely imagination, because why would either of them, let alone both, want you when they had each other.
It just didn't make any sense, and yet, the proof of what they were saying was staring you headlong, right in the face, and pressing into your back.
The only problem was…
“I… I don't know what I want.” You said, squeezing your eyes shut to try and get a grip on all your confusing thoughts and emotions. “I-”
“Bullshit!”
Satoru’s voice cut you off before you could say anything else and you physically stiffened at the aggression that laced his usually jovial tone and demeanor as his arms tightened around you to the point of mild discomfort.
Thankfully though, Suguru also noticed your reaction to it and snapped back at him in warning, but, while his grip around you loosened a bit, his tone barely changed.
“What?!” He replied hastily. “It is bullshit, and you know it as well as I do.”
However, at least when he went back to speaking to you directly, his tone had returned to normal, albeit a bit huskier as you felt his cock twitch at your back.
“You think we haven't noticed how badly you want us, just as much as we want you? The way your breath catches whenever one of us is near enough to touch you, or the way you always squeeze these pretty thighs of yours together whenever we hold you like this.” He cooed in your ear, making you shiver with lust and just a little bit of fear. “I bet if I slipped my hand down the front of your shorts right this second, I’d find your pussy absolutely drenched for us, wouldn't I, Babygirl?” He taunts, and presses his large hand into your tummy, just above your pelvis, where all the delicious heat of your arousal has been building up for so long.
You wanted to deny his claim, but the ragged breaths you were letting out and the high pitched whine that left your mouth put a stop to that almost immediately and you had no counter argument.
Except…
“I'm willing to give this a fighting chance, because you're right, I do want you, both of you, so very badly.” You said with complete honesty as you rested a hand on top of the one Satoru had pressing into your stomach, and brought the other up to cup the side of Suguru's handsome face. “And I do love you, I just don't know if I’m in love with you both right now, and I refuse to lie to you and say that I am just to try and make… whatever this is between the three of us work out.”
You gave Suguru a wobbly smile, your eyes now clouded with lust and happy tears while you laced your fingers through Satoru's in lieu of him being unable to see it.
“Can you both accept that for the time being?”
I'm sorry that this isn't the chapter I had originally promised, but my hope is that by splitting it up like this, that it will take off some of the stress that writing smut usually gives me, especially considering how long this one already is, but either way, I still hope you all enjoy it and will share your thoughts with me.
Thank you for all the support!
And as always, I want to give a BIG thank you to my amazing friend @talpup for all the brainstorming and encouragement on these stories! I’m sure I would have given up on this blog a while ago if it wasn’t for all of their help. I highly encourage anyone who takes the time to read this to go over to their page or their AO3 account under the same name and check out their works, especially Chaos and Erase The Shadow. They are two of my favorite BNHA fics of ALL TIME! And who has also started their own Yandere!Overhaul fic called Crossroads and is set in a 1920′s prohibition style era, it’s amazing and you need to check it out!
I know this is probably going to piss off and annoy some folks, but I just wanted to let everyone know that I am likely going to be splitting the next chapter into two parts to make things easier on myself mentally.
I know I promised that this next one would be the spicy chapter you've all been waiting for, but I think it'll be easier on me if I write the first half as the lead up, and then have the entire following chapter be nothing but the smutty goodness you all have been so patiently waiting for.
This was already going to be such a long chapter and splitting it into two will take away some of my self-induced pressure about how long it's been since I last updated any of my fics.
Thank you all for always being to kind and supportive! 💕
When is part seven of this waking nightmare coming. That is one of the best yandere Morpheus fanfic I ever read. Please update.
Thank you, but I'm sorry to say that it probably won't be getting done for some time still. Unfortunately, my ability to write depends solely on my interest in the fandom, and currently, I am far too focused on another one of my stories at present and our dear Morpheus isn't even in my wheelhouse at the moment. 😅
Like Hoarded Gold (Part 7) Yandere!Gojo/Geto x Fem!Reader
Part 6 & Part 8
Summary: Suguru Geto and Satoru Gojo are complete strangers to you, but when they unexpectedly learn of the tragic news that has irrevocably shattered your life to pieces, the two of them become determined to help you and make you happy again, whether you want them to or not.
Warnings: Stalking, obsessive behavior, dirty thoughts, gaslighting, voyeurism, VERY yandere!!!, see tags for more...
Side Note: I do NOT and never will condone the actions committed in this or any future chapters, please be mindful and respectful of the fact that all of this is purely fiction.
Blissfully warm air hit your face as the thick wooden door to the cabin opened and Satoru quickly ushered you into a rather large mud room.
“Go ahead and take off your boots and stuff in here and then just head straight down the hall, it'll lead you into the rest of the house.” He said, not bothering himself to take off any of his own warm winter apparel. “Me and Suguru will bring everything inside and then we'll figure out the sleeping arrangements and everything else.”
“Are you sure you guys don't want me to help carry anything?” You asked softly, even as your whole body tensed and shuddered at the thought of going back out into the icy wind and whipping snow. “It's freezing out there…”
Satoru shook his head and you watched in fascination as fluffy flakes of snow blended perfectly with the color of his hair and scattered as melting condensation.
“Not a chance, Cupcake.” He said with mock sternness. “You just head on inside and get warmed up, I remotely turned on the heat about an hour ago while we were still on the road, so it should be nice and cozy right about now.”
And with that, along with a quick kiss to your forehead, he was jogging back out into the sub-zero temperature and you were left to do as he said.
Looking around, you spotted a wall lined with a series of sturdy hooks and two coat racks framing either side, so you made short work of hanging up all your newly purchased outdoor gear before taking a seat on the bench at the opposite wall to remove your boots and replace them with a new pair of prepackaged house slippers you saw sitting in the raised entryway.
Last week, both the men you now lived with had insisted on taking you shopping for a new winter coat and boots in preparation for this very trip, and what you had thought was going to be a short outing for two simple items, had instead turned into an all day excursion that ended with you walking out of the shopping mall with five entirely new outfits and and an assortment of brand new, top of the line winter accessories.
All paid for with the use of their money.
You truly had tried to tell them no, but every time you opened your mouth to try and shut it down, both of them would get these absolutely dejected looks on their faces and in the end, you just let them do as they pleased.
They told you to just think of it all as a Christmas gift, but it still didn't erase the fact that, no matter how unintentional it was, it still felt like you were somehow taking advantage of them and their immense kindness and generosity. You hadn't even allowed yourself to look at the total cost on any of the receipts, because you knew that if you did, you might actually have a heart attack. And while you were fully aware that both of them were incredibly smart when it came to their money and finances, Satoru especially wasn't exactly frugal with said money and was more than willing to throw it around like it was going out of style. He was constantly trying to convince you to let him put your name on their bank accounts and get you your own card, but you had to draw the line somewhere and agreeing to something like that would have been taking it just a tad too far in your opinion.
When you had agreed to let them help you out a bit more and take a break from job hunting, you hadn't intended for that help to encompass things outside of your basic necessities; things like food, hygiene products, and your phone. But after spending so much time with them and getting to know them the way you have, you should have known that they, especially Satoru, would take the agreement and just run rampant with it. Not in any sort of malicious way, you understood that they only had the best intentions in mind when trying to help in any way that they could, but it still didn't make you feel any less like a freeloading mooch.
Letting your mind wander from those thoughts, you slowly made your way further into the cabin’s interior, and it suddenly became very obvious that it was much larger and grander than it had appeared from the outside.
This was no rough and ready shack with only the bare bones necessities to get a person(s) by while they experienced the great outdoors, no, this was a mountain home, one built with all the luxuries and convenience of a modern day home in mind, but with a rustic design.
The hallway you came out of opened into what was clearly the living room, and as you looked up, you saw that the rest of the cabin was seemingly built around it, with two staircases on opposite sides of the room which led up to a walkway that wrapped around the entire upper space and would allow anyone up there to look down and view whatever was going on in any of the common spaces like the kitchen and dining area. From your vantage point, you could see branching hallways along the walkway and it was an easy guess to assume that they led to the bedrooms and whatever else Satoru’s parents had thought to include, but you were far too distracted by the picturesque view outside of all the massive windows to really care all that much about exploring the rest of the house.
One entire wall of the living room was made of windows and looked out into the snowy mountain forest and raging blizzard outside, and while one might expect that much glass to leave an incredible chill and draft in the room, it was obviously of very high quality and so well insulated that you barely felt a lick of cold, not unless you were practically pressing your face up against it. But Satoru was definitely right about one thing though, the house was already nice and warm, even the floors were heated, which was definitely a nice touch since it seemed almost every room had hardwood flooring, and while there were a great many rugs situated throughout, it was nice to know that your feet wouldn't completely freeze if you forgot to put on your socks or slippers at some point.
Perhaps it was because of how untouched the landscape looked, but the storm outside seemed as if it had grown even worse than when you all had arrived not even a few minutes ago, with the wind was howling at an almost imperceptible volume, but the fact that you could hear it at all with how well insulated the place was enough to tell you just how bad it actually was.
The three of you had taken a train up to the small town nearest to the mountain early that morning before driving the rest of the way up to the cabin, and about halfway there was when the storm had suddenly blown in from almost out of nowhere and slowed the drive down to a creeping crawl that left the three of you arriving a few hours later than originally planned. But, you had finally made it, and despite your concern over the terrible weather, you couldn't deny that it felt perfect for the setting and holiday you were there to celebrate.
The sound of your housemates voices coming in from down the hall pulled you from your thoughts and you turned around to see the two men walking in and and putting all the bags and luggage at the base of one of the staircases before they spotted you standing at the wall of windows and made there way over to you.
“It's one hell of a view, isn't it?” Satoru said with a big grin on his face.
“It really is!” You nodded in agreement, returning his smile with equal enthusiasm. “Your parents must have really loved the outdoors if they wanted a place like this, it must have cost a small fortune to build.”
Satoru shrugged and walked over to the large fireplace that seemed to be the standout feature of the downstairs area and began the process of laying out logs and kindling to get it going.
It was already warm enough, so a fire wasn't exactly needed, but you supposed it was more for the aesthetic of it, rather than necessity.
“Oh, it definitely did.” He replied with almost zero emotion. “But they mostly just wanted it as a place to have company over once in a while and flaunt our wealth, hence why the place is so big and has like, twelve some-odd rooms.” He struck a match and you watched as golden flames slowly engulfed the starter debris before growing into larger flames as they easily spread to the more hefty logs. “We had it for three years before they died and they only ever used it twice.”
Satoru had never made any attempt to hide his indifference towards his parents and their death, so his lack of feeling while speaking of them came as no real surprise to you, but it still saddened you to know how unloved he must have felt growing up with parents who were so detached from his life that their deaths barely affected him. And not for the first time, you silently wondered which was worse; to have grown up in such a lavish manner with no love at all from the parents who raised you, or to have grown up thinking that you were loved and wanted, only to be told later on that all those supposedly happy memories were just lies and you were nothing more than an obligation and a burden to the ones who birthed you.
At least in Satoru’s case, he'd had the silver lining of knowing exactly what kind of situation he was in from the very beginning, even if it was a terrible one that made you want to spit on his parents graves even more than you wanted to spit in your own parents living faces.
“There we go!” Satoru exclaimed jubilantly and turned around to face the two of you as you felt Suguru come up behind you and rest a hand on your lower back and you tilted your head back to see amethyst eyes staring down at you, accompanied by a soft smile. “The fire is all set and ready for us to curl up in front of later on, so why don't we get the rooms situated, and then we can figure out what to do for dinner?”
You looked towards the windows again and saw just how dark it had gotten since the three of you had arrived and a sudden worrisome thought came to mind as you watched the storm continue to rage outside.
“Umm, guys?”
“What's up, Lollipop?” Satoru said, and fixed those hypnotically electric blue eyes on you.
“This storm looks like it's going to be around for a while, and it's not dying down at all.” You said to him wearily. “Are you sure we're totally covered in case something happens and we get snowed in or the power goes out?”
He grinned, bright and proud, but it was actually Suguru who answered your question.
“Don't worry, all the electrical and water for the house is run below ground, and just in case something does happen with it, we have solar panels on the roof that would just need to be cleaned off, and the basement has a backup generator with enough fuel to last over a full month, there's even a backup generator for the backup generator.” He answered, rubbing your back for reassurance and comfort. “We have plenty of food, both fresh and non-perishable, bottled water, and there's enough wood in the shed out back to last us till next year. So we promise you, Sweetheart, we are completely covered for any and all possible emergencies while up here.”
You listened to his words and relaxed back into him before sighing contentedly as your minor worries melted away and you finally felt yourself beginning to fully relax.
“Come on.” Satoru said, and took your hand to lead you towards one of the staircases, while Suguru’s calming presence never left your other side. “Let's get the luggage up to the rooms and then this vacation can really get started!”
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“But this is the master bedroom!”
Satoru smiled at how adorably flustered you were as you stood before the massive king sized bed and tried to argue about why you shouldn't be sleeping in it.
“Yes? And?” He responded, pretending to play dumb. “Is there something wrong with it?”
Your cheeks puffed out as you huffed in annoyance and he swore he saw little tears of frustration building up in the corner of your eyes.
It made him ache to sink his cock down that pretty throat of yours.
“Of course there's nothing wrong with it.” You said, gesturing to the large and immaculately furnished room. “But shouldn't the two of you, the couple and owners, be sleeping in here, not me?”
Under normal circumstances, you would be correct, but since neither of the two men had any intention of staying in one of the guest rooms for very long while on this trip, they thought it perfectly acceptable to set you up in the best room the cabin had to offer.
“You're our guest, Angel.” Suguru stated, and set your suitcase and shoulder bag down by the ottoman at the foot of the bed as he entered the room. “We planned this trip for you specifically, so you can relax and enjoy yourself, and we want you to have the nicest space here.”
It wasn't a total lie, they really did want you to have a relaxing and enjoyable time with them while on this little getaway, and the fact that they already fully expected to spend the majority of it naked with you was completely irrelevant to that fact. It was only a tiny bit selfish after all, because while they had planned all of this for themselves, if all they wanted was to just get in your pants, then they would have done it already, but more than their desire to bed you was an even greater desire to make you happy and show you just how well they were going to treat you and spoil you for the rest of your life. This, along with the pleasure they were so eager to heap upon you, was just a small fraction of what you would be experiencing once they made you fully aware of your true place in their life.
“Yeah, but-”
You were cut off as Satoru walked forward with a cocky smile tugging at his mouth and pressed his thumb to your lips, effectively silencing your argument as he wrapped an arm around your back and pulled you in so close, it made your head spin.
“We plan on spoiling you rotten for the next two weeks, Cupcake.” He said it like it was a matter of fact, and you knew he meant it. “And the first step in doing that, is making sure you are as comfortable as possible while we treat you like a fucking queen.”
It was during moments like this that you sometimes found yourself briefly forgetting that both of these overly attractive and attentive men were in fact gay and in a happily committed relationship together. When they, mostly Satoru, got in close and said things to you that would make almost anyone lose their morals, and possibly even their clothes, it made you wonder if either of them were fully aware of just how it could potentially be interpreted.
You were aware enough to know that it didn't mean anything deeper than loving friendship, that it was just how they were; that Satoru’s love language was a mixture of physical touch and gift giving, while Suguru's was acts of service and quality time, and both of them were huge on words of affirmation. But even so, for someone like you, who had almost no real experience with such over the top displays of affection, not from friends or from family, it was a lot to take in all at once sometimes, even after almost half a year of knowing them.
You had only ever had one boyfriend during your sophomore year of high school, and while your experiences with him, both sexual and mundane, hadn't been unpleasant, the level of platonic charm that these two men had a habit of throwing at you put that boy and his efforts of childish romance to absolute shame.
You didn't even understand why they were always going so far out of their way to do, say, and act this way with you.
They had known Shoko almost as long as they had known each other, and from what little interaction you had seen between them, they weren't the least bit tender or affectionate with her, or really anyone else for that matter, so what was it that made them act so out of character with you? Was it pity for the recent events that had thrown your life into complete disarray, or did they just feel a sort of kinship with you that they couldn't help but express in another way? Either option would make sense, or even both, and as much as you weren't interested in receiving anyone's pity, you wouldn't blame them for feeling so when it was an almost involuntary response that anyone might feel for another suffering individual. As for the option of feeling such a strong connection to them, you also wouldn't be able to disagree with that one either, because, while it was harder for you to express in words or actions, you felt the same way, and it baffled you still how easily they had carved out a place for you in their somewhat solitary life.
“Earth to, (Y/N)! You in there, Cupcake?”
Satoru’s petulant voice pulled you from your musings and you felt a slight tug on your hair as you looked up to find him staring down at you with his signature pout pulling at his full lips, clearly annoyed that you had ignored for however long you were lost in thought.
You felt your face heat from embarrassment when you realized just how long you must have been staring off into space and you shook your head to clear away the introspective thoughts plaguing your mind so you could better focus on the present.
“Sorry!” You mumbled and flashed him an easy smile. “I'm just pretty tired and seem to keep my thoughts focused.”
That was when Suguru stepped up and leaned down to press a kiss to your hairline, something you noticed he was doing more and more frequently these days.
Unlike his boyfriend, Suguru's displays of physical affection, while not exactly a total rarity, had always been much less abundant and over the top than Satoru’s, but that had changed during the last week or two. He was starting to give you more friendly kisses like the the one he'd just laid on your temple, or whenever the two of you were within close proximity, he'd rest a warm and comforting hand on the small of your back or around your shoulders, there were even times where he would tuck you against his side on the couch for a snuggle, sometimes even stealing you away from Satoru's own greedy embrace in the process, much to the other man's outraged dismay.
“Here's an idea…” He started off, tucking a lock of hair behind your ear. “How about you go ahead and get unpacked, take a shower or do whatever you need to do to freshen up, and me and Satoru will go and get dinner started, then you can come back up and go to bed early, sound good?.”
You opened your mouth to object, because the last thing you wanted was to leave them to do all the work while you lazed around, but once more, you were cut off before the words could even make it past your lips.
“Satoru is absolutely right, Sweetheart.” He gently stated, and tilted your face up to better hold your gaze. “We planned this trip with you in mind, and you've been so good to us, taking care of all the cooking and cleaning at home, so we just want to use these next few weeks to spoil you and let you relax.”
You knew better than to argue with them at this point, neither of the two stubborn bastards was going to budge once they had set their minds on something, and as much as you didn't like it, hunger and a strong desire for sleep were two very powerful motivators.
“Fine.” You grumbled, and you swore that Satoru must have rubbed off on you, because you sounded almost as bratty as he often did. “But please don't go too overboard on anything, I don't want you going out of your way just for me and it would be completely unnecessary.”
Their smiles were absolutely blinding whenever they got their way and you tried to remind yourself that, no matter how backwards it was or how much you didn't understand their reasoning behind it, if all they wanted in return for everything good and kind they had done for you so far was your acceptance of their generosity, then you should just let them do as they pleased.
It was their choice after all.
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“She’s so fucking adorable.” Satoru whispered as he pulled the blanket up to tuck you into bed and then sat gently on its edge, not quite willing to turn away from you just yet.
Suguru smiled from his spot in the doorway as he watched him lean forward to slowly trail a series of feather light kisses down the side of your face before stopping to bury his own in your neck to take a deep inhale.
After a cozy dinner by the fire, and perhaps a few too many glasses of wine, you had been completely down for the count and just like that first night you spent in their home, Satoru was more than happy to carry you up to bed, with Suguru eagerly trailing behind him with a bottle of water and some medicine, just in case you woke up with a headache.
“She really is.” Suguru agreed, and stepped up to stand beside him so he could lightly drag his fingers through your hair, all the while, he couldn't stop imagining how good it was going to feel to tangle it in his fist while you sucked him off with that sweet little mouth of yours. “And just imagine how much cuter she'll look once she's naked and snuggled up between us in this bed.”
Even if you were passed out and had a good amount of alcohol in your system, he knew it was risky for them to be discussing this while you were within earshot, but he just couldn't help himself. After months of pining and waiting, they were so close to finally making you aware that you belonged to them, so close to having everything they’d been dreaming of since the moment they first laid eyes on you in that dinghy old storage room, and it was getting harder and harder for him to hold himself back.
His self restraint when it came to you was usually very good, but ever since making the decision to go on this trip, he found himself wavering more and more, and there were so many times in the last few weeks where all he wanted was to grab you up in his arms and kiss you. Not the affectionate little pecks on the cheek that he and, mostly Satoru, were so prone to bestowing upon you, but a true kiss, one that would involve your lips and tongue, one that would steal the breath from your lungs and leave you panting with need and desire for them. He wanted to discover all your sensitive spots, every one his lips could find and use them to turn you into a squirming little mess of sexual frustration, to give you a hefty taste of what you had unknowingly been putting him and Satoru through for the last five fucking torturous months.
“I've been thinking that we should tell her on Christmas Eve.”
Satoru pulled him out of his own thoughts with his sudden suggestion and it took him a moment to fully process the words as he tried to think past the ache between his legs.
“We can do all the usual cute sappy shit, like baking Christmas cookies together, putting on music and decorating the tree and living room, we can even wear matching pajamas and drink spiked eggnog around the fire.” Each whispered idea made the Gojo heir’s grin widen further and left his eyes practically glowing in the dim light of the room. “And to finish off the night on a perfect note, we’ll tell her exactly how we feel before unwrapping her like the literal gift she is.”
Suguru couldn't help but admire his boyfriend's attention to detail as he closed his eyes and imagined it all in exquisite detail.
“I think that's a wonderful idea.” He said, only to groan low and deep when Satoru leaned forward to nuzzle his face against his straining cock, still hidden behind the fabric of his sleeping pants, but before he could chastise the little shit for taking such a risk, he quickly pulled away and smiled up at him with the face of an angel, as if he wasn't doing everything possible to push his already strained buttons.
“I'm going to make make you pay for that before the night is over, you fucking brat.” He promised in a low whisper, and wrapped one large hand around the slim column of Satoru’s beautifully pale throat, squeezing just hard enough to get his point across as he watched his blue eyes roll back in pleasure. “But since you planned out everything for this trip so spectacularly, I'll give you a choice as a reward.” He squeezed a bit harder for emphasis, silently daring him to just try and act out, and only loosened his hold when he was given a nod of understanding.
“Good boy.” He said, making sure to keep his voice whisper soft so as not to wake or disturb your slumber. “Now, you can either keep as quiet as possible and let me suck your cock here and now, and then go back to our room and let me fuck you stupid.” He grinned when Satoru’s blue eyes widened to the size of dinner plates as he glanced over at your still sleeping body and started to pant like a dog in heat. “Or, we can go back to our room immediately and you can let me test out that new vibrating cockring I bought for you to wear, and maybe, just maybe, I'll let you cum after a while.” He squeezed his throat again for good measure, just to get his point firmly across.
Satoru couldn't deny that the thought of being right next to you while Suguru worked him over with his mouth was a tempting offer, but…
“Babe, as inclined as I am to take you up on that first option, I don't trust myself not to do something reckless if she's within arms reach, and besides, we both know how vocal I can get when you suck me off.”
Suguru only responded by giving him a nasty smile and then, much to Satoru’s confusion, turned and walked away from him towards a corner of the room, the one that held the clothes hamper and as he silently watched him rummage through it for a moment, he immediately realized exactly what his boyfriend had in mind before he even made it back over to him, and the thought already had his mouth watering with anticipation.
Suguru grinned and held up a single pair of blue panties for him to view and twirled them around his index finger.
“You do have the tendency of getting very loud, so even if we aren't staying in here with our girl, I’m still gonna need a way to keep your screams from waking her up.”
Okay, so I know this wasn't the big chapter everyone was probably hoping it was, but I really felt like we needed at least one more build-up chapter to set this little vacation of theirs into full motion, so I hope that makes sense for the pacing of this story and that you all still enjoy it, lol
As for the schedule for the next chapter, as many longtime readers of mine might be aware already, full smut chapters (which is what this next one will be) are very annoying and stressful for me to write, so it's probably going to take me some extra time to get it ready for you guys, so please be patient with me and don't repeatedly ask me for news/updates, it will come in time, I swear.
I also have some time consuming IRL obligations that are going to be taking up the rest of the month, and while I will try to write as much as I can when time allows it, I might not get started on it until early May,
Thanks for all your support, and please don't hesitate to share your thoughts with me!
And as always, I want to give a BIG thank you to my amazing friend @talpup for all the brainstorming and encouragement on these stories! I’m sure I would have given up on this blog a while ago if it wasn’t for all of their help. I highly encourage anyone who takes the time to read this to go over to their page or their AO3 account under the same name and check out their works, especially Chaos and Erase The Shadow. They are two of my favorite BNHA fics of ALL TIME! And who has also started their own Yandere!Overhaul fic called Crossroads and is set in a 1920′s prohibition style era, it’s amazing and you need to check it out!