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❝ ━━ 𝓌𝑜𝑜𝒾𝓁.❞

woowoo : yeah i can tell

woowoow : have u ever done drugs before

𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓼𝓮𝓫 : just weed 𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓼𝓮𝓫 : but i’ve never done anything harder than that 𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓼𝓮𝓫 : i just don’t know where to start

❝ ━━ 𝒿𝒶𝑒.❞

Jae was itching to start another Heist, he enjoyed the thrill that came with it, that was when he could be focused. Otherwise he was waiting and passing time, he didn’t like engaging with others, he much preferred the danger. He was walking down the street, observing his surroundings, when he noted another attempting the pick pocket routine, the classic accidentally running into another to steal a belonging. They were beginners. Jae smirked slightly, pulling out a cigarette before feeling the presence of another.

𝐒𝐄𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐄𝐍𝐉𝐎𝐘𝐄𝐃 spending his time outside when he wasn’t needed for a heist or other activities with the rest of the crew. it was better to be out doing things than being cooped up inside all day in the headquarters with nothing to do. he was so lost in his thoughts that he hardly noticed jae in front of him until he was nearly bumping into him. “sorry, didn’t see you there!” he apologized quickly. “what are you doing out here?”

#𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐌 ↷ 𝓈𝑒𝒷𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒶𝓃 𝓁𝑒𝑒 — ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅꜱ .

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 he saw him it had felt like something that was straight out of his reoccurring nightmares. he hadn’t even expected to run into his father that day, didn’t even know that he was in tokyo. the only person he could blame for that was himself since he had been foolish to think that he was free of the ghost that seemed to always haunt him no matter how far away he ran. there was nothing else to do but to run away again, to the one other person that knew about his past and his father. he knew lukas would be somewhere around the headquarters and so he was frantically searching every corner, feeling everyone’s stares on him as he searched. they probably thought he was some sort of madman for being so frantic and they weren’t far from the truth. finally, he found lukas in one of the long corridors of the building and his heart almost leaped out of his chest in joy. “lukas! i’ve been looking for you everywhere!” sebastian exclaimed, slightly out of breath from all the running around he had to do. he had to pause for a moment to catch his breath and calm himself down as shaken up from the run in with his father. “you know how i told you about all the terrible shit my father did and how much of a horrible person he is? well, i ran into him earlier and he’s staying in tokyo. i don’t know what to do, should i leave and go somewhere else? should i hide out here? please, you’re the only one i can talk to about this.” // @chaoticarus

#𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐌 ↷ 𝓈𝑒𝒷𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒶𝓃 𝓁𝑒𝑒 — ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅꜱ .#thank u for giving me a reason to have his dad find him adkjahfk

𝐒𝐄𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐖𝐀𝐒 the first to admit that he had a rather clingy and overbearing nature, and maybe he could attribute that to his lack of attention while growing up. but all he knew was that it was almost innate, the need to be close to someone and dote on them until it was almost too much. there was no one that quite understood that as well as sunny. she knew of his nature and didn’t back away. that’s why the two were inseparable and it was no surprise to find them together once again, stopping for coffee at one of the local coffee shops that wasn’t that far from the headquarters. “i’m so happy that we get to hang out today. i was so busy yesterday and i really hated not being able to see you,” he mused, stepping forward into the line so that they could order their coffee. his gaze momentarily left he face as he studied the menu, trying to decide what he should order. his eyes returned to her moments later. he was barely able to keep his eyes off of her. “i think i’m gonna order a caramel latte. what would you like? i’m paying since i’m the one who invited you here.” — @irisiisms

#𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐌 ↷ 𝓈𝑒𝒷𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒶𝓃 𝓁𝑒𝑒 — ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅꜱ .#sorry this sucks akdfjs #for some reason i kept thinking of starbucks

❝ ━━ 𝓌𝑜𝑜𝒾𝓁.❞

woowoo : do u want me 2 share my drugs with u woowoo : i mean sure lol

𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓼𝓮𝓫 : yeah that’s what i was trying to ask without saying it ajfgjafg 𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓼𝓮𝓫 : can u tell i don’t do it that often

#𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐌 ↷ 𝓈𝑒𝒷𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒶𝓃 𝓁𝑒𝑒 — ꜱɴᴀᴘᴄʜᴀᴛ .

❝ ━━ 𝓈𝒶𝓇𝒾.❞

she could feel the stifling atmosphere around them; the questions that have yet to be asked … and the nervousness that loomed around him. obviously, her presence seemed to have an affect on him, which she was hoping wouldn’t cause more uneasiness for him … the way he spoke and the little gestures he made said it all, but she didn’t touch on it …. her attention fell on him for a second, as eye contact would have probably caused more hardship. though they walked in silence, her mind was going a speed of a hundred miles an hour. her lips pressed firmly together, as every step they took sounded like drums booming in her ears. though she tried to tune it out with all the reverberation that came from the streets of tokyo, it wasn’t conducive. his closeness was causing her to be on her toes … he could throw any question at her and yet she probably wouldn’t have a good excuse just that it wasn’t working out. they made it to the park in short timing, watching a few people stroll down different paths. her attention fell on sebastian, who had acknowledged their arrival at the park … he seemed fixated on a bench nearby, which would possibly be the last place he wanted to be afterward. he sat first and she sat next, crossing her slender legs over the other as her hands were planted in the pocket of jacket. “we can start wherever you want …,” she responds, looking out at the emptiness in front of them.

𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄 questions he had no answers to that were swirling around his head like a vicious tornado, and he didn’t know where to start. he knew he didn’t have enough time to ask all of them. things between them were fragile like glass and he was afraid that if he was too intense with his questions, she’d get up and leave him, breaking the delicate semblance of stability they had for now. “i have a lot of questions. you sort of left without much of an explanation, you know,” sebastian muttered, gazing out at the trees that seemed to be trembling in anticipation for what he had to say. his words weren’t accusatory at all, he knew the blame didn’t fully land on her shoulders. he knew he had a lot, if not more, to do with their relationship fizzling out as quickly as it had started. bu that didn’t stop him from still questioning exactly what his faults had been. “i guess i just want to know what i did wrong? what did i do for things to just end like that? ..i could’ve changed if that’s what you wanted,” he spoke out, breaking the stillness of the air around them. he had wanted to stay firm and strong during their conversation, but the desperation in his words showed anything but that. a sigh then left his lips, his gaze shifted to settle on her features for the first time since they arrived at the park. “i guess i just thought things were good between us and you meant a lot to me. it was a lot to take in when it was over.”

#𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐌 ↷ 𝓈𝑒𝒷𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒶𝓃 𝓁𝑒𝑒 — ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅꜱ .

95z

collab of the year

#𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐌 ↷ 𝓈𝑒𝒷𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒶𝓃 𝓁𝑒𝑒 — ᴘʀᴇᴄɪꜱᴇ .#im still not over how good he looked last night

❝ ━━ 𝓌𝑜𝑜𝒾𝓁.❞

woowoo : ew

𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓼𝓮𝓫 : hey, i was being serious ! 𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓼𝓮𝓫 : but if i do give u money then u have to share whatever u buy that’s my one condition

#𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐌 ↷ 𝓈𝑒𝒷𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒶𝓃 𝓁𝑒𝑒 — ꜱɴᴀᴘᴄʜᴀᴛ .

❝ ━━ 𝓎𝑜𝓇𝒾.❞

there is a strumming that yori hears when he looks into a person’s soul , &. start to feel them move with the weight of the world. each human being is but an atlas of their own design , maybe he is able to see the life for his is not alive or the lack of sleep is finally getting to him. ❝ you should dye your hair. i have plans to do it this weekend , join me. ❞ whispered lines from the hollow trees that they are all born from , the leaves sing them songs of wars that they have witnessed. there is a fear that the human tongue cannot describe. yori can only show the other the graveyard &. let the headstones speak the taboo to the other. ❝ pulse dropped. ❞ show him how to dance the steps of yori’s day to day life , run his hands along his favorite walls to hide in as he shambles down the haunted halls of his life.

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓 of dyeing his hair had never even crossed sebastian’s mind. it was something that he was never interested in, but the more yori brought it up the more appealing it sounded. maybe something like that was what he needed, some kind of small change. and it couldn’t be permanent, right? there had to be some way to go back to his natural hair if he ended up disliking the change. “alright, i’ve decided to try it out. but, what color do you think would suit me?” his fear was to choose a color that didn’t fit well with him and have to suffer humiliation for his wrongful choice. when the other answered his question, sebastian was even more glad that he had come to check in on him. “if that happens again and you need to take some time to rest, you know i’m always here to take over anything you need to do, right? i’ve got your back.”

#𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐌 ↷ 𝓈𝑒𝒷𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒶𝓃 𝓁𝑒𝑒 — ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅꜱ .

❝ ━━ 𝓈𝒶𝓈𝓀𝒾𝒶.❞

somewhere between rational thoughts and boisterous desire is where her mind ultimately resides in . her thoughts rest in a tempestuous state which cannot be solely blamed on the exorbitantly priced liquor that was barely a metre away from the pair . she would’ve expected for things to feel closer to a foggy haze considering the whirlwind of thoughts that had imprisoned her alongside of how her system naturally absorbs the intoxicant however her experience appears to be the complete opposite ━━ the taste of his lips are potently overwhelming , the lust in his eyes were painted with vividly and the warmth of his breath against hers and the sudden coldness when he pulls away leaves her almost whimpering . something about it feels so raw and real , that she can’t help but feel her body giving in , losing breath . there’s a brief moment of panic as eyes lock , and she’s not really thinking , yet alone listening to whatever words were coming from his mouth . she could’ve sworn though , that she’d heard him curse at some point . his expression is almost uncertain , but there doesn’t appear to be a hint of anger or distaste and she doesn’t waste another moment in leaning in , lips clashing against his for the second time that night her eyes blinking open as she pulls away , not realising how firmly her arms had been previously gripped against the sides of his arms . “ sebastian , ” her words are a dichotomy for the fervent intensity she’d previously displayed , before she realises how wrong it was for her to have touched him like that . she lets go , clearing her throat as she turns her body away from him , facing the coffee table as she straightens the fabric of her skirt . perhaps she was beginning to sober up because a part of her was feeling guilty , pouring herself and him another glass . she needs to breathe . the air between them suddenly feels suffocating . “ do you want to go to the rooftop ? ”

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 racing through sebastian’s head were temporarily put on pause when he he felt her lips crashing against his, hands gripping at his arms. for a moment, the only thing he could think about was how soft her lips felt against his own, how they seemed to fit like a correct puzzle piece. if, in the morning when she sobered up, saskia realized that both their actions were a mistake, that it should’ve never happened, he would gladly accept it because just those two kisses were enough to him. when she pulled away from him, sebastian noticed the change of air between them, and it made him wonder if she already regretted what had happened between them. shifting slightly in his seat, his gaze shifted towards anything that wasn’t her face before settling on the glass that she had poured out for him. there was a lot that he had to say, but he couldn’t quite put it into words at that moment. “um.. yeah, sure. let’s go,” was all he said, offering a meek smile. all of a sudden, he wasn’t sure where to put his hands. the hand that had rested atop of saskia’s thigh was now long gone, so he settled on picking up the glass of alcohol she had set out for him, knowing that he was gonna need a lot of alcohol in his system to not just get up and run from how tense everything seemed. with the glass in one hand, sebastian promptly rose from his seat, the need for fresh air becoming more and more intense as the seconds ticked by. but then he remembered that he was in saskia’s office, a place he wasn’t too familiar with. “so.. the rooftop.. do you mind showing me where that is?”

#𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐌 ↷ 𝓈𝑒𝒷𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒶𝓃 𝓁𝑒𝑒 — ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅꜱ .#48 hours and they already have all this messiness smh

❝ ━━ 𝓈𝒶𝓇𝒾.❞

to go on like this, those words resonated within her. all that she could have done differently to avoid this situation and to avoid hurting sebastian. god! why couldn’t she be like any other normal girl. they always seemed to understand their faults and repair what they’ve broken … and found it effortless to express their emotions. still, sari could never be that transparent … that would just make her seem vulnerable, which she wasn’t. her attention fell on sebastian who followed suit … grabbing his belongings and getting up from his seat, he spoke in an apologetic tone. her eyes fell on his figure, as he moved to stand beside her. “you don’t need to apologize … it’s habitual for people to eavedrop into other’s affairs,” — sari noted, looking over those whose attention was now averted to something else. sari only scuffed at their quickness, before her brown eyes fell on sebastian. “we might as well walk there ..,”— she paused, as he took a step closer to her and then another back, he was being cautious … “seb … i’m not going to bite you if that’s what you’re thinking,” her words playful at least to lighten the mood, as she was the first to walk out the restaurant and onto the streets of tokyo. “but we can walk there … together,” — she informs, eyeing the bustling streets and food stales that were lining every corner, “besides my place is not to far from it, if we’re talking about that park.” that park entailing the one she would normally jog in and sometimes found herself walking through at night, when her thoughts got the best of her.

𝐒𝐄𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐇𝐀𝐃 to remind himself that sari was the same person he had many happy moments with in the past, that he didn’t need to be as tense as he was at that moment. but it was hard since he didn’t know how he was supposed to act around her. they weren’t strangers, but they certainly weren’t lovers, and that was the dilemma of it all. “yeah, you’re right,” was all he could offer, nodding meekly. of course, he had known the park nearby was close to her place. the many times he had left her place and walked past it, gazing at the trees as the wind blew through the leaves were hard to forget, but that wasn’t something he could just say out loud anymore. “that’s the one. there shouldn’t be that many people there at this hour, so we should have some peace and quiet.” he made sure to match his steps with hers as they walked out onto the streets of tokyo. it felt familiar to be walking beside her like that, the many times they had taken walks together coming back to him in flashes. sebastian stayed silent until he saw the entrance of the park coming into his view. it was relatively empty, just as he thought. it was relieving to know that they’d be able to finally speak alone together, but also unnerving in a way. “we’re here.. let’s go sit at that bench over there,” he muttered, breaking the silence, and pointing over at a bench near the playground that was under a lamplight. he then made his way over to it, looking over at sari to make sure she was following. once they were there, he sat down, leaving enough space for her. “so, where should we start?”

#𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐌 ↷ 𝓈𝑒𝒷𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒶𝓃 𝓁𝑒𝑒 — ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅꜱ .#i will go under that rock with u and cry

❝ ━━ 𝒶𝓁𝑒𝓍𝒶𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇.❞

“mediocre, at best. try again, kiddo.” alexander teases with a wink, though his words are far too light & airy for them to actually mean anything. he knows how good sebastian is, he’s seen it multiple times over.. & while lex did know how to hack due to him picking up interest in it as a kid, he was no where near the levels of the ones in the crew who wore the ‘hacker’ titles. he was good at breaking into anything & everything thrown his way, but there were just some things he couldn’t fully grasp. “why not? dude’s never gotten on to us for being idiots when we’re at headquarters so if you dared him, he’d probably go along with it.” he chuckles lightly, sitting back in his chair as slender fingers run through dark-tinted locks. “sure it didn’t. we both know you love me.” lex teases sebastian once more, gently reaching out to pat the other’s thigh for a brief moment. “is that easier than looping the security footage to make it look like no one’s been in the building? you’re the expert there so do whatever is fastest and easiest. from what i’ve heard it’s a digital lock system, four-digit code and all that bullshit so i’ll have to have a few to run my software into the damn thing and unlock it so do we know if there are people who check on the doors?” alexander asks, quickly snapping from his usual teasing mode to his more serious work side. “oh? is that so? you gotta let me know what the reward is before i agree to this dare, seb.”

“𝐈 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 that’s not what you really think, but it’s okay. i won’t make you admit the turth,” sebastian teased back, a light laugh leaving his lips. he knew the way lex was and how a lot of the things he said to him were said in jest, but he also knew when the both of them were being serious, which was not that often. a lot of their interactions were playful dares and bets to see if he was really as skilled at lockpicking as he said. “because he scares the hell out of me, lex. have you seen him? he looks like he could kill you with just one look. i’m not going to dare someone like that to do anything.” sebastian shook his head as he thought about gabe. for some reason, he had always been intimidated by the mastermind. it’s not like gabe ever gave him a reason to be afraid, but he supposed that it was just part of his nature to be intimidated by those that had that air of authority about them. “are you sure that’s not you wanting me to love you?” seb joked back, lightly pressing his hand against lex’s chest, letting it rest there for a moment before pulling back. the sound of the other’s words brought him back to focusing on their official business. “i’m thinking that that i’ll loop that security footage and delete the actual footage, just to make sure there’s nothing left to implicate us.and once you unlock the door, i’ll go in and hack into their systems and transfer out all the money that i can. as for people who check the doors, i’ll be spying on them before we actually do anything to see when the guards are switched out and if we’ll have a time frame when there’s no one around.” preparing for heists was always so time-consuming, but sebastian couldn’t deny the excitement he got from them. “i hadn’t thought about that, but hmm.. what about a kiss? or something more, but that’s only if i’m impressed.” he leaned closer to lex, looking him in the eye to see his reaction.

#𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐌 ↷ 𝓈𝑒𝒷𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒶𝓃 𝓁𝑒𝑒 — ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅꜱ .

❝ ━━ 𝓇𝒶𝓃.❞

“ rich men are dumbasses, though, ” ran says, grinning. “ they think they’re safe just because they’re rich, or because this is japan, and it’s so funny to see the looks on their faces when they go to get off the train and can’t find their ic card. you just have to get better at picking your targets when you nearly get caught. trains are always good, because they’re so crowded it’s hard to notice everything going on around you ” she shrugs. “ you can come out with me one day and see how i do it, if you want? ” it’s not something she’d offer to most people, but sebastian is harmless, and it’ll make him happy. and maybe ran has a soft spot for making people happy. “ i can steal haneul’s sunglasses in return, if you want, ” ran suggests, tilting her head to one side. “ although i’m not sure he has any left. ” she has at least three different pairs of chanel sunglasses hidden away in her stash, all of which belonged to haneul before she took them — although she generally gets him replacements when he notices. “ five hundred? euchre? or do you want to see a magic trick? ” they’re her plainer cards, the ones that she uses when she wants someone to think that the cards are too simple for her tricks to be complex.

“𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 to agree with you. rich men also happen to be the ones that are the evilest and i don’t think anyone realizes that. we do a lot of stealing, but that’s nothing compared to what some rich men do,” he replied, words laced with honesty. he thought back to the dozens of rich men that he had stolen from before to get by, and his mind wandered over to his father who also happened to be one of those wicked rich men with no moral compass, before returning to their conversation. “i would love that, actually! and i’ll pay you back by hacking into anything that you want me to.” he couldn’t help the smile that appeared on his face at the offer. there was always a kind of gleefulness that he felt whenever he was able to get out and actually see the dirty work being done, instead of having to stay back and just observe things through his computer monitor. “maybe steal his jewelry, then? and i’ll wear it around him to see if he notices.” a laugh left his lips as he thought about it. there was no way anyone would even imagine that he had stolen the expensive jewelry. “magic trick? sounds interesting, let me see it!”

#𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐌 ↷ 𝓈𝑒𝒷𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒶𝓃 𝓁𝑒𝑒 — ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅꜱ .

❝ ━━ 𝓎𝑜𝓇𝒾.❞

perhaps this is his god on this moonlit night , his riches angles as he flaunts his newfound vanity. silk covers sculpted heros as his lips wrap around the glass of the pipe. beauty meeting passion as he worships sin , the lighter sparking gives his face a warm glow. ❝ yeah , you could barely look at me in the eye. ❞ the smoke spills past his lips &. curls in the air , a hand reaching up into the cloud to try to make the smoke dissipate before anyone notices. ❝ i miss those days. ❞ his words are teasing as he passes the pipe into the other’s hands, the light from the computer screen is brighter then a priests stole. feet are anchors , pinned to the bottom before he gets swept out to where the water becomes a mouth. drowning because she smiles shark-like against his throat , because he can’t stop staring at his hands underwater. ❝ shit fucking hurts. this ? makes it not hurt. ❞ his explanation is crude , but his head was swimming with the warm feeling of the smoke in his lungs.

“𝐃𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 really?” he questioned, peering at him curiously. sebastian’s life had changed tremendously since joining yokai, so much that he couldn’t see himself wanting to go back to how it was before. in the past, he would’ve never imagined being happy while being in a heist crew, but there he was now. and there was definitely nothing that he’d change about it. “i don’t think i do. back then, i was a very naive guy. and now.. well, i guess i can be sometimes, but not as often.” a laugh left his lips as he joked. when the other spoke again, he nodded to show that he understood, even if the explanation was short and to the point. “got it. i won’t ask you to share anymore ‘cause i know how expensive weed is. i’m not much of a smoker, either.”

#𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐌 ↷ 𝓈𝑒𝒷𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒶𝓃 𝓁𝑒𝑒 — ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅꜱ .