I'm a Girl Interrupted

✨✞Sun Child✞✨ 🌸When the Sun rises🐢 🌙So do I.☀️

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You ever get that feeling that you’re gonna end up completely alone when you grow old?

I feel like I’m gonna end up alone when I’m old.

I can’t deal with people..

Maybe there is something wrong with me,

Maybe there is something wrong with them.

All I know is, I don’t want to be a part of anytning.

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On the scale of 1 to 10 how tired are you of this bullshit

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Hey there friend I saw some of your posts I hope you are feeling ok, and if not that’s ok also.

Hugs &/or head pats 🖤❤️

- Your Friendly Neighborhood Spider-Man 🍁

❤️❤️

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It kills me how bad I want you to grab me, kiss me and tell me that you love me

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I miss her,

I miss her so much ,

The thing is she is seating right next to me .

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In the meantime I will do it for myself,

If no one loves me, I will love myself

If no one hears me, I will hear myself

If no one believes me, I shall believe.

I will keep praying for myself, until your attack is not called my attack anymore and this pain can help me not react to you.

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I will pray for you.

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Cause life is shit man

It’s fucking shit.

“Everything happens for a reason!”

Give me a motherf*cking break

Why do I get to see the people that hurt me win

But they don’t get to see me win, but they get to see me lose again, over and over again.

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soy egoísta porque me caga verte ganar después de todo lo que me hiciste

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Here we go, taking steps back.

It was so hard for me to learn how to better,

How to be this,

But you push me back into my ways.

My angry ways..

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My dog is my best friend

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I think becoming self aware is the best thing to do,

As a person, as society.

If you don’t like what you see.

Change it!

Stop blaming your parents! They didn’t know any better.

But you do know better.

Because yes, parents do make you who you are,

As well as your siblings, and your environment.

That never ending cycle of people doing nothing but bitch.

Break the pattern.

Break the cycle.

Be self aware! Fix yourself!

Fix the city! Fix the state!

Fix the world!

IT ENDS WITH US!

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If nature surrenders, so will I.

[minuty]

“I’m not a victim. No matter what I’ve been through, I’m still here. I have a history of victory.”

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Why is it that only when it’s me the one that messes up it’s chaos and the worst thing anyone could ever done.

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I often find myself doing more

Sacrificing more.

“You’re so strong” they say.

Am I?

Or am I actually being forced to live this life because I will not ki*l myself.

How is that being strong? If I’m just, well, putting up with it.

There’s nothing I can do about it anyways.

I can bitch and moan,

I can wish and want things to be different .

Don’t mean they will be right?

So, no.

Not strong.

Because if it would’ve been up to me, I would’ve prevented everything.

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Tell me when it’s gone

Call me when you’re done.

Doing what you do.

With that light that you have,

That exposes everything in its path.

You let me see.

Really deep inside of me.

I can see-

What is in there.

There’s nothing in there.