Suffering(tm)

| place to just vent and bitch and exist with my toxic aura |

[intravenous-paranoia]

Crow/ 21 / they/he / mental illness+chronic illness sideblog

prof. Dx-ed with bipolar 1, aspd, anxiety disorders and ptsd if you find that important

Not american

kind of gave up on my tagging system

So long ✌🏽

[hexpatient]

if you ever interact with someone who is mentally ill/mad/pathologised or disabled in some way, assume they are trying hard enough. act as if they are trying hard enough. dont even consider it an option that they arent trying hard enough. if they are failing to meet some goal or expectation, it is despite trying hard enough.

[hexpatient]

version for when that person is you: you are trying hard enough. if it's not working, its because of some other barrier unrelated to how hard you are trying.

[eclogues]

actually not sleeping barely eating doing drugs all day long and jacking off feels soo goood without a psychiatrist in ur ear telling you that ur bipolar

[eclogues]

i dont feel so good

[intravenous-paranoia]

Should i take my meds? Yes

Will i take my meds? Fuck no

[twistcmyk]

friends

[radioactive-yuri]

yoou guys wont be laughing when i suddenly collapse unconscious and have to be taken to the hospital. then youll all see <- normal thought process to have while doing anything i dont want to

[traaumaa]

[foxconfessor]

[sailermoon]

I WISH IT HAD ALL BEEN DIFFERENT!!!!!

[sailermoon]

but then who would i be

[odball]

[heavensickness]

[mysterieuxclairdelune]

I don't know if you do asks, and if you don't I'm sorry for bothering you with this but if you do, could you do a web weaving on heartbreak over someone you never dated?

Again I'm sorry if I'm asking and you don't even take asks

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[normalwomansstuff-deactivated20]

i think im just not worth getting close to

[normalwomansstuff-deactivated20]

took my meds today and became reconnected to the river of souls

[wheelie-sick]

if you don't understand why people with schizophrenia spectrum disorders & bipolar sometimes don't want to take meds or stop taking meds and you're not one us:

please understand that our medications are destroying our bodies. please understand our medications are not safe, they come with very serious side effects. please understand our medications alter our personalities, our emotions, the very core of who we are.

being on these medications is a difficult decision. yes our disorders can be very serious and life altering, they are not easy to live with. some of us decide that these side effects are worth it, that living with fewer symptoms is worth it, but not everyone has the same priorities. not everyone has the same view of their condition either.

it's easy to look at us and say "well if I had your disorder I would choose medication any day" but it's so much harder when you are actually the one being poisoned by a drug that might save your life in the short term but also could kill you in the process. it's so much harder when you are the one who feels like a zombie, who has had every spark of joy scooped out of them in favor of controlling psychosis, mania, etc. it's easy to judge when you don't have to live the life you're deciding we must.

[anxietyproblem]

[skullfuckasswhore]

[sandmandaddy69]